A (21:24)
I know, but I think like, I have, I have a, like a hair trigger for that. That in my life where I kind of, I don't necessarily take well to like me sharing like positive experiences with people. And then when things like, are heavy for them, like almost like having to sort of like take. I guess that's a little too specific. What I'm really trying to say is like, I feel, I, I feel like I'm not necessarily a part of a problem and I experience a lot of guilt tripping in my life where people are like, no, like this, this is, like this would, like, this is like your fault essentially. Or like, and, and my intentions are pure, you know, like, it's the same way even in music. People will be like, oh, like, oh, you're, you're a culture vulture. Or like you, you know, like people will describe the collaborative efforts that I've put forth and the artists that I've picked it, picked up and lifted up or, or shine a light on as, as me taking, you know, they'll put a negative spin on it and, and try and tell me, you know, that it's a self serving thing or whatever. And I, I think I get really sensitive about that. And I think at that moment I was just like, well, you know what? Then? Don't, Don't. Don't be. Don't. Don't even worry about it. And. And so I was extremely short. And then afterwards I was just really, really snappy. And yeah, I. I don't think I put myself in your shoes. And I think I. I wrote you a really, really tough message one time about like, being yourself and like afterwards about just like, it wasn't. It wasn't. It wasn't intended to be rude. I, I just was like, you're my friend and I'm gonna be hard on you. And I just, like, want you to, like, not get lost in the sauce because I really do feel like. And people are asked like, oh, why are you here doing this again? Like, what's the point? Like, even on the way up here, like, my boy was like, why? Why? Like, why are you doing this again? And I was like, well, what we did, like, it changed a lot of things for a lot of people. It was me essentially, like, just recognizing somebody that I never met in my life that I fully believed in, that I thought was really interesting and I wanted to have an interesting conversation with it pissed off like, so many, like, all these losers, these like, you know, like, story journalists and like this guy and that guy who like, feels so entitled to this interview about. And Drake never does anything for, like, this type of media. And it just like, made people so angry that two people who actually, like, have just like, maybe nothing to talk about or, or everything to talk about but just based on, like, random energy could. Could come together. I think it changed a lot of things. It changed a lot of things. Like on Tik Tok, it changed a lot of things. Like in the streaming world, like, it. It made people more comfortable to go sit down with somebody that they've never sat down with before. You know, like, not to take, like, overly take credit, but when I do see, like, somebody, you know, who keeps to themselves, like a Nicki Minaj, like, go to Kai Sanat's house or, you know, these music, these musicians go to like a guy like Plaque Boy Max's studio and start making songs with him. Like, I feel like we did Usher in the idea of just like. Like you can be from two completely different walks of life. Celebrities are not here that we're not. Like, the goal is not to be like some unattainable for the. For your whole life, you know, and only like, sit with Zane Low while he like, asks you like, the most, like, curated, informal questions. No disrespect to him, you know?
