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I'm Major Jackson and this is the Slowdown. My grandfather was one of those grandfathers that sang in the house full throated bluesy songs about bad luck and trouble, songs about helpless love and beautiful women. He sang to no one, yet he projected as if to an audience at a grand concert hall. Every day, every day I have the blues, he crooned. When you see me worrying baby, yes you I hate to lose When I was not yet a teenager, he took me to see the blues singer B.B. king on stage. King told the story of playing a small nightclub in Twist, Arkansas. Early in his career, a fight broke out between two men, causing a fire. The great musician ran into the flames to retrieve his Gibson guitar. He named it Lucille, after the woman the men were fighting over as a reminder to never risk his life. Much like the trope of the face that Launched a thousand ships, I did not appreciate the depth of emotions behind the songs my grandfather sang until one morning when I arrived early to high school for track practice to see my crush holding hands with my best friend. I could have sung 100 blues songs and would have felt none the better. But I came to understand something about love. We are creatures with wild hearts. We hurt to the core when done wrong, the ones we love may not love us back. Still, very little satiates our appetite for companionship and affection, and thus we are vulnerable, prone to passionate behavior, from loyalty to fierce protection, from devotion to possession. From the outside, such emotions might appear irrational, but it always makes for fiery art. Today's poem illustrates how encompassing and identity forming it is to love another person. That's My Heart Right There by Willie Perdomo. We used to say, that's my heart right there as if to say, don't mess with her right there as if don't even play that's a part of me right there. In other words, okay, okay, that's the start of me right there as if come that day that's the end of me right there as if push come to shove I would fend for her right there as if come what may I would lie for her right there as if come love to pay I would die for that right there the Slowdown is a production of American Public Media in partnership with the Poetry Foundation. This project is also supported in part by the National Endowment for the Arts. On the web@arts.gov to get a poem delivered to you daily, go to slowdownshow.org and sign up for our newsletter and find us on Instagram. Slowdown Show Give your loved ones the gift of Poetry this year with Poetry Magazine. Poetry's gift bundle includes a one year print and digital subscription to the magazine, plus a limited edition tote bag. Your loved ones will receive 10 beautifully curated volumes of contemporary poetry and unlimited digital access through the Poetry Magazine app. It's a gift that lasts all year. Subscribe today@poetrymagazine.org slow that's poetrymagazine.org slow.
Podcast Summary: The Slowdown: Poetry & Reflection Daily
Episode 1254: "That's My Heart Right There" by Willie Perdomo
Release Date: December 5, 2024
Host: Major Jackson
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Major Jackson opens the episode by sharing a heartfelt portrayal of his grandfather, a man deeply connected to the blues. He describes his grandfather's soulful singing of "bluesy songs about bad luck and trouble, songs about helpless love and beautiful women," projecting his emotions as if performing in a grand concert hall, even when singing alone. This vivid imagery sets the tone for the episode, highlighting the profound impact of music and poetry on personal and emotional landscapes.
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"[00:05] My grandfather was one of those grandfathers that sang in the house full throated bluesy songs about bad luck and trouble, songs about helpless love and beautiful women."
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Jackson recounts a pivotal moment from his youth when his grandfather took him to see B.B. King perform. He shares the story B.B. King told about a fiery incident in Twist, Arkansas, where King risked his life to save his beloved Gibson guitar, naming it Lucille after the woman involved in a fight that nearly caused a fire. This story serves as a metaphor for the deep emotional connections artists form with their craft and the lengths they go to protect what they love.
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"[00:05] King told the story of playing a small nightclub in Twist, Arkansas... He ran into the flames to retrieve his Gibson guitar. He named it Lucille... to never risk his life again."
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Jackson delves into his personal awakening to the complexities of love and emotional vulnerability. Reflecting on a poignant memory of witnessing his crush holding hands with his best friend, he realizes the profound pain and longing that love can bring. This moment of clarity leads him to appreciate the depth of emotions his grandfather's songs conveyed, emphasizing that despite the potential for hurt, the human desire for companionship and affection drives passionate and sometimes irrational behavior.
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"[00:05] We are creatures with wild hearts. We hurt to the core when done wrong... little satiates our appetite for companionship and affection."
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Transitioning from his reflections, Jackson introduces the featured poem of the day, "That's My Heart Right There" by Willie Perdomo. He provides context for the poem's themes, explaining how the phrase "that's my heart right there" encapsulates a fierce sense of ownership and protection over one's emotions and loved ones. This introduction sets the stage for the listeners to engage deeply with the poem's exploration of love and identity.
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"[00:05] ... that's my heart right there as if to say, don't mess with her right there... that's the start of me right there... I would fend for her right there."
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Major Jackson proceeds to read Willie Perdomo's "That's My Heart Right There," allowing the poem's vivid language and emotional intensity to resonate with the audience. The poem articulates the intense devotion and protective instincts that come with loving someone, portraying love as an integral part of one's identity.
Excerpt from the Poem:
"That's my heart right there as if to say,
don't mess with her right there
as if don't even play
that's a part of me right there.
...
I would die for that right there."
The episode wraps up with a brief mention of The Slowdown's affiliations and support, emphasizing its commitment to delivering daily poetic reflections. Major Jackson encourages listeners to engage with the podcast through various platforms and to consider supporting poets and the arts through subscriptions and gift bundles.
Final Notes:
This episode masterfully intertwines personal narrative with poetic expression, offering listeners both emotional depth and literary beauty. Major Jackson's reflections provide a rich backdrop for Willie Perdomo's evocative poem, making it an insightful addition to The Slowdown's daily ritual of poetry and reflection.