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Foreign I'm Major Jackson and this is the slowdown at an airport gate. I watched the mother attempt to guide her toddler daughter into a line that was boarding over the loudspeaker. The gate attendant made announcements about tag bags and group numbers. The little girl would not be contained. She pulled out of her mother's grip, ran to a nearby passenger, then bent low to stare into the muzzle of a service dog. Then Amelia, the name I heard her mother call, ran up a seating aisle giggling and flailing her arms in front and behind her, her little feet knocking over a passenger's coffee, her mother trailing. She made me smile. I loved young Amelia's self possession, her unmitigated spirit of exploration and delight, her child laden joy and sheer wildness. It reminded me of the nature of the writer's bounty and the writer's dilemma. Our poems emerge out of the tension between a roaming and untamed consciousness and a composing imagination that wants to impose order. What set of circumstances and fortunate events first brought us to the pleasures of working? Language are chiefly unknown to a reader, but it is what drives us to tell stories, to sing. Then we seek this transcendent feeling each time we sit down to write. It is what sanctifies our existence. Few experiences match the sensation of writing a world, of giving a portrait of our inner lives out of language, such that the world is forever marked by our presence. Then again, today's poem has me contemplate the people who nurture that wildness of spirit around them. Or I guess in some instances, those who accept and endure even as they attempt to manage their own wildness. A SWORD shall PIERCE your heart by Padraig Otuama what's your mother like? He asked. Like she laughed. She is an event like nothing else. She is like the heat that makes the oil in trees explode. She's like the blade that slices marble or tufts of grass that make the limestone crack. She's like the stream that trickles down the hill then splits the canyon.
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She is like the dew that rots the grass. Why do you ask? I was thinking about mine, he said. She spent her life observing me, giving me attention. Once I saw her picking up the toenails I just cut. What are you doing? I asked her. Never mind, she said. They're mine now. She was a mystery to me, storing things inside her like an arsenal for a war she never waged. I like the sound of her, she said. And I bet she's got pent up rage. I would have if I had you to raise. You're not easy. You'd have been a complicated son to mother. The Slowdown is a production of American Public Media in partnership with the Poetry Foundation. This project is also supported in part by the National Endowment for the Arts. On the web@arts.gov to get a poem delivered to you daily, go to slowdownshow.org and sign up for our newsletter and find us on Instagram at slowdown. Show.
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Summary of Episode 1283: "A Sword Shall Pierce Your Heart" by Pádraig Ó Tuama
The Slowdown: Poetry & Reflection Daily
Host: Major Jackson
Release Date: January 29, 2025
Major Jackson begins the episode by painting a vivid scene at an airport gate. He observes a mother trying to manage her spirited toddler, Amelia, amidst the bustling environment of boarding announcements and gate attendants. Amelia's untamed energy, as she interacts with a service dog and playfully disrupts the boarding process, serves as a catalyst for Jackson's meditation on creativity and the artistic process.
Notable Quote:
"I loved young Amelia's self-possession, her unmitigated spirit of exploration and delight, her child-laden joy and sheer wildness."
— Major Jackson [00:00]
Drawing a parallel between Amelia's boundless energy and the creative spirit of writers, Jackson delves into the inherent tension between a "roaming and untamed consciousness" and the "composing imagination" that seeks to bring order to that chaos. He reflects on the mystical allure of writing—the desire to create worlds and leave an indelible mark through language.
Notable Quote:
"Few experiences match the sensation of writing a world, of giving a portrait of our inner lives out of language, such that the world is forever marked by our presence."
— Major Jackson [01:45]
Transitioning from his reflections, Jackson introduces the featured poem of the day, "A Sword Shall Pierce Your Heart" by Pádraig Ó Tuama. He sets the tone for the poem by contemplating the nurturing figures in our lives—those who manage and endure our wild spirits.
Jackson reads the poem, which explores the multifaceted nature of a mother through vivid and powerful metaphors. The poem delves into the complexities of maternal relationships, portraying the mother as both a force of nature and a keeper of inner mysteries.
Notable Excerpts:
"She's like the heat that makes the oil in trees explode.
She's like the blade that slices marble or tufts of grass that make the limestone crack."
— Major Jackson [03:04]
"She spent her life observing me, giving me attention.
Once I saw her picking up the toenails I just cut. What are you doing? I asked her.
Never mind, she said. They're mine now."
— Major Jackson [03:30]
After reciting the poem, Jackson offers his interpretation, highlighting the portrayal of the mother as both strong and enigmatic. He reflects on the duality presented in the poem—the mother's nurturing yet formidable presence, and the son's realization of his own complexity challenging the maternal bond.
Notable Quote:
"I like the sound of her, she said. And I bet she's got pent-up rage. I would have if I had you to raise. You're not easy. You'd have been a complicated son to mother."
— Major Jackson [04:10]
Jackson contemplates the depth of the maternal influence and the intricate dance between acceptance and the unruly spirit nurtured within.
Concluding the episode, Jackson ties back to the initial anecdote of Amelia, emphasizing the beauty and challenges of managing creativity and wildness—whether in a child or within oneself as a writer. He underscores the importance of recognizing and honoring the forces that shape our creative journeys.
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