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The Slowdown: Poetry & Reflection Daily

Episode 1564: Young Widow at the Kitchen Window by Donna Spruijt-Metz
Date: July 22, 2026
Host: Maggie Smith

Episode Overview

In this introspective episode, host Maggie Smith reflects on the unpredictable, ever-present nature of grief and how it intertwines with love. She sets the stage for Donna Spruijt-Metz’s poetic exploration of mourning, domestic ritual, and loss in "Young Widow at the Kitchen Window." The episode invites listeners to pause and consider how seemingly mundane moments are saturated with memories and absence, illuminating how poetry helps name and navigate life’s sorrows and hopes.

Key Discussion Points & Insights

The Suddenness and Steadiness of Grief

Maggie Smith starts by describing grief as something that can strike "when you least expect it," comparing it to “a rogue wave” that knocks you down amid ordinary routines.
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  "Grief knocks you down like a rogue wave." — Maggie Smith (00:50)
She notes that while significant days (like holidays or anniversaries) are predictably difficult after a loss, grief is not something you can schedule. It sneaks up in “the smaller moments”—a song, a meal, or even a random social media memory.
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  "Grief sneaks up on us in the smaller moments. Or maybe it doesn't sneak up on us at all because it's been with us all along." — Maggie Smith (02:05)
Smith reframes grief not as a dark or depressing force, but as the persistent presence of love after loss.
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  "Grief is with us all the time because love is with us all the time." — Maggie Smith (03:05)

Introducing the Poem & Its Themes

The episode pivots to Donna Spruijt-Metz’s poem, which observes the intimate details of daily life after a partner’s death—one plate instead of two, an emptier shopping cart, and habitual self-narration.
Maggie intentionally highlights the poem’s focus on the tension between the ordinary (kitchen sink, coffee mug) and the extraordinary (the moment of loss, the arrival of EMTs and officials). She underscores how the poem roots profound absence in domestic images.

Notable Quotes & Memorable Moments

Grief as Love’s Companion

Maggie Smith (on grief and love):

"The more you love someone, the more you grieve their absence. ... Grief touches every part of our lives because love touches every part of our lives." (03:18)

Poetic Details

Excerpt from Donna Spruijt-Metz’s "Young Widow at the Kitchen Window":

  > "One plate in the sink after breakfast, one coffee mug once overfull.  
  My shopping cart, now near empty. ...  
  Every morning I asked, you want an egg and you would say sure or no.  
  But that last morning you said why not?  
  So there were two plates in the sink when the EMT came and said the words we can't help him..."  
  (03:50-05:15)

The poem captures the shift from routine to crisis—to “the words we can't help him," through layers of intervention (police, mortuary, rabbi)—and returns the reader to the unresolved question:

"I know this poem is about one plate in the sink, but the rest.
What shall I do with the rest?"

Important Segments & Timestamps

00:50 — Maggie Smith introduces today’s theme, sharing how grief manifests in expected and unexpected ways.
02:40 — Reflections on why grief persists and its relationship to enduring love.
03:50 — Reading of "Young Widow at the Kitchen Window" by Donna Spruijt-Metz.
05:15 — Closing thoughts on what remains after loss—a question both open and poignant.

Tone and Style

Maggie Smith’s delivery is gentle, compassionate, and inviting, guiding listeners into a personal, contemplative space. The language is rooted in the intimacy of everyday life and the subtle depth of poetic attention.

Conclusion

Through both reflection and poetry, this episode of The Slowdown offers listeners a way to notice and name the “water we swim in” after loss—a mix of grief and love that persists in daily ritual and memory. The poem and Maggie’s insights encourage listeners to pause, notice, and hold space for both sorrow and the sustaining forces of love.

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I'm Maggie Smith and this is the Slowdown. It happens when you least expect it. Grief knocks you down like a rogue wave. You're going about your day and you hear a song that reminds you of someone you lost. Or you see a stranger in a crowd that looks so much like the person you're startled. Or maybe you see a show or even a commercial you used to laugh about with the person. Or you take a bite of a meal that reminds you of them. Or your social media memory shows you a past moment of happiness with the person. And there it is. The pain of grief. We know holidays and anniversaries will be difficult. Mother's Day after you lose your mom. Birthdays after your loved one is gone. Thanksgiving with the family around the table and some beloveds missing. We know this pain. But grief isn't something we can schedule. It's not reserved for certain days or times. Grief sneaks up on us in the smaller moments. Or maybe it doesn't sneak up on us at all because it's been with us all along. It may feel like a rogue wave breaking over us, knocking us down, leaving us gasping. But really, it's the water we swim in, day in and day out. That may sound like a dark, depressing thought, but I don't think of it that way. Grief is with us all the time because love is with us all the time. Grief touches every part of our lives because love touches every part of our lives. The more you love someone, the more you grieve their absence. Today's poem finds the speaker in the grief and love of her daily life. Young Widow at the Kitchen Window by Donna Sprout Mitts One plate in the sink after breakfast, one coffee mug once overfull. My shopping cart, now near empty. These days I find myself outside of my body, watching and narrating. The young widow crosses the living room. But I am not young, only new. Every morning I asked, you want an egg and you would say sure or no. But that last morning you said why not? So there were two plates in the sink when the EMT came and said the words we can't help him, and the police after them to ascertain that I hadn't murdered you, and the mortuary after them, but they couldn't lift you. They had to call for help. And the rabbi was there and we chanted the Shema, but you never had a chance to say the viddui. I think I know this poem is about one plate in the sink, but the rest. What shall I do with the rest? The Slowdown is a production of American Public Media in partnership with the Poetry Foundation. To get a poem delivered to you daily, go to slowdownshow.org and sign up for our newsletter and find us on instagram slowdownshow and blueskylowdownshow.org.
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