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Foreign I'm Major Jackson and this is the Slowdown. Once, preparing to introduce one of my poems, I stood in front of a gallery audience in Philadelphia telling a story about meeting the ghost of Betsy Ross in Elfrift's Alley, how an apparition of a woman in a bonnet with an American flag emerged out of a mist that covered cobblestone streets. As I talked, I emptied my pockets in search of the handwritten poem. Loose change, cafe receipts, a number two Ticonderoga pencil. I look bedraggled. I wore a wrinkle gray suit. I had spent the previous four days traveling on a rickety tour bus with a dynamic group of poets, the east coast leg of Wave Book's infamous poetry bus tour. When not in hotels or homes of relatives or friends, we slept in parking lots, imbibed and talked through the night. The bus traveled through the country, picking up poets who then read in cafes, museums, bars, even a prison. Something like a PR stunt for poetry. But to me it was a great excuse to gather a merry band of pranksters who shared a love of language and understood its powers. I couldn't locate the poem about Betsy, so I continued emptying my pockets. A pair of scissors, two fake eyeballs, a lobster claw, and a postcard from New York. The audience laughed. I kept my impromptu comedy act going, saying until my dream. I had never met a colonial ghost before, but maybe living in Old City had its perks. Then I reached into my back pocket and touched a twice folded piece of paper. Aha. Here's the poem I said about the woman who sewed the American flag. I hear in today's poem a similar haunting reckoning and nostalgia dominant themes among the poets. On the road, on stages and podiums, we traded poems about heartbreak, childhood memories, and personal loss. What emerges is a triumphant, questioning spirit that overcomes grief and uncertainty. Abundance of Light by Erica Lewis Plain face, same instrument The Holy Prophet referred to Agarwood as a distinct item found in paradise. How the heartbreak I've gone through recently also clouds my way of seeing the world. I save me for a parable. Our parents die and this is how we get our houses. And here I am grieving on edge, trying to make sure you don't think I am making some sort of pass at you. It is the year of being silent, a spiritual illness she must cure herself. My great Aunt Chris introduced me to the Rolling Stones when I was three. Let me jump on her bed to miss you. Sometimes I want to say to myself, I won't miss you, child. I grew up watching uncertainties the Price is Right, Press your luck, Tic Tac Doe and what's my Line? That's still my favorite. Everybody that raised me is dead. I feel as uncertain about everything now as I did back then. I am once again reduced to my condolences. George Floyd A metaphor for all these things. I don't know how to talk to anyone who is not myself. I am enjoying how the wreckage can take you home. The Slowdown is a production of American Public Media in partnership with the Poetry Foundation. This project is also supported in part by the National Endowment for the Arts. On the web@art.gov to get a poem delivered to you daily, go to slowdownshow.org and sign up for our newsletter. Find us on Instagram SlowdownShow SA.
Podcast Summary: The Slowdown: Poetry & Reflection Daily Episode: [Encore] 964: "Abundance of Light" by Erica Lewis Release Date: January 2, 2025
The Slowdown: Poetry & Reflection Daily, hosted by Major Jackson and produced by American Public Media in partnership with The Poetry Foundation, offers listeners a daily sanctuary of poetry and reflection. In episode 964, titled "[Encore] 964: 'Abundance of Light' by Erica Lewis," Major Jackson delves into themes of grief, nostalgia, and the quest for understanding through the recitation and exploration of Erica Lewis's evocative poem.
The episode opens with Major Jackson recounting a memorable experience from his poetry journey. Preparing to introduce one of his poems, he finds himself in front of a gallery audience in Philadelphia, sharing a story about an encounter with the ghost of Betsy Ross in Elfreth's Alley. This anecdote not only sets a reflective tone but also underscores the blend of storytelling and poetry that characterizes the podcast.
“Once, preparing to introduce one of my poems, I stood in front of a gallery audience in Philadelphia telling a story about meeting the ghost of Betsy Ross in Elfreth's Alley...” ([00:00])
Jackson humorously describes fumbling through his pockets for the handwritten poem, only to find an assortment of unexpected items like scissors, fake eyeballs, and a lobster claw. This light-hearted moment illustrates the unpredictable and often whimsical nature of life on the poetry bus tour.
Major Jackson provides insights into his experiences traveling with a dynamic group of poets on Wave Book's infamous poetry bus tour. The tour, which traverses the East Coast, serves as both a platform for poets to share their work in diverse venues—including cafes, museums, bars, and even prisons—and a unique bonding experience for the participants.
“The bus traveled through the country, picking up poets who then read in cafes, museums, bars, even a prison. Something like a PR stunt for poetry. But to me it was a great excuse to gather a merry band of pranksters who shared a love of language and understood its powers.” ([00:00])
Jackson reflects on the camaraderie and shared passion that fuel the tour, highlighting how these experiences enrich the poets' understanding and expression of language.
Transitioning from his personal story, Major Jackson introduces the featured poem of the episode—"Abundance of Light" by Erica Lewis. He draws parallels between his own experiences and the themes prevalent in Erica Lewis's work, setting the stage for a deep exploration of the poem's emotional landscape.
“I hear in today's poem a similar haunting reckoning and nostalgia dominant themes among the poets.” ([00:00])
Erica Lewis's "Abundance of Light" is recited, conveying a poignant narrative of personal loss, spiritual struggle, and the search for meaning amidst grief. The poem weaves together references to cultural icons, personal memories, and metaphoric language to illustrate the narrator's internal turmoil and resilience.
Excerpt from the Poem:
“Plain face, same instrument
The Holy Prophet referred to Agarwood as a distinct item found in paradise.
How the heartbreak I've gone through recently also clouds my way of seeing the world.
I save me for a parable...” ([00:00])
Following the recitation, Major Jackson delves into the central themes of the poem. He discusses how the poem encapsulates the complexities of grief and the struggle to maintain clarity and purpose in the face of personal loss.
“The heartbreak I've gone through recently also clouds my way of seeing the world.” ([00:00])
Jackson connects these sentiments to broader human experiences, emphasizing how poetry serves as a medium for expressing and processing deep emotional states. He highlights the resilience depicted in the poem, portraying a spirit that confronts uncertainty with a questioning yet triumphant outlook.
Throughout the episode, several impactful lines from both the host and the poem are highlighted to underscore key themes and emotions.
Major Jackson on Poetry's Power:
“...a great excuse to gather a merry band of pranksters who shared a love of language and understood its powers.” ([00:00])
Lines from Erica Lewis's "Abundance of Light":
“Everybody that raised me is dead.
I feel as uncertain about everything now as I did back then.” ([00:00])
“I don't know how to talk to anyone who is not myself.
I am enjoying how the wreckage can take you home.” ([00:00])
These quotes illustrate the profound introspection and the nuanced portrayal of human emotions that poetry can achieve.
In wrapping up the episode, Major Jackson reiterates the importance of poetry as a daily ritual for reflection and connection. He invites listeners to integrate The Slowdown into their routines—whether it's morning coffee, a nature walk, or evening wind-down—to cultivate a moment of calm, inspiration, and engagement with both contemporary and classic poets.
“Join The Slowdown for a poem and a moment of reflection in one short episode, every weekday.”
Jackson also encourages listeners to explore past episodes hosted by esteemed poets like Tracy K. Smith and Ada Limón, as well as guest hosts such as Jenny Xie and Amanda Gorman, further enriching their poetic journey.
Episode 964 of The Slowdown masterfully blends personal narrative, poetic recitation, and thematic exploration to deliver a deeply moving and thought-provoking experience. Through Erica Lewis's "Abundance of Light," listeners are invited to navigate the intricate paths of grief and resilience, finding solace and insight in the shared human experience illuminated by poetry.
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