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Jessica Zweig
This one goes out to all of.
Alexa
My women out there who know that they are meant for so much more. More impact, more income, more visibility, more ease. And if you're tired of overthinking, undercharging and trying to figure it out all alone, this is for you, sister. The Feminine Frequency Business School is now open. My signature 12 week group coaching and certification program is designed for the woman who's highly capable, deeply intuitive and done playing small. Even if she doesn't have every detail mapped out yet.
Podcast Host Jess
That's okay. That's what FFBS is all about.
Alexa
Inside ffbs, I take you through a three month transformational journey with an MBA level business curriculum set inside of a group mastermind. Inside a spiritual mystery school every week integrates business foundations, nervous system, safety and divine feminine and divine masculine leadership so your business can actually hold you. Women who have graduated from FFBs have gone from making $0 a month to $50,000 a month in the middle of the program. They've scaled their businesses to seven figures. Yes, for real in less than one year and made more money in three months of the program than they did the entire year before. This is what happens inside FFPs. If you could have built it alone.
Jessica Zweig
Babe, you would have done it already.
Alexa
But I know that your success isn't aspirational. It is inevitable when you find the right coach and the right community. So welcome to the community that you've been waiting for where you don't have to do it alone. With a 97% graduation rate. We're not gonna let you fail, sister. Doors are not open and spots are limited. So book a private alignment call with me and my leadership team to see if FFBS is your next chapter. Visit jessica zweig.com FFBS link is in the show notes to book your call and enroll today. Doors close February 20th.
Podcast Host Jess
Welcome to the Spiritual Hustler podcast.
Jessica Zweig
I'm your host Jessica Zweig, multi seven figure serial entrepreneur, best selling author and branding and business coach. And this is a show where we are redefining the word hustle. Reclaiming our true feminine nature of magnetism and and putting down the self judgments and shame around loving to work and making a lot of money at it. On this show you're gonna learn how.
To stop hustling and start spiritually hustling.
By pressing play, you are now part.
Alexa
Of a new movement of women who.
Jessica Zweig
Don'T hustle for money. We hustle for meaning. We don't hustle from lack, we hustle for love. We don't hustle from survival. We hustle for humanity's thriving. We hustle toward healing the ancestral programming of fear and step into a new understanding of saf safety in the body.
To receive this shift isn't going to only heal your life. It's going to make you a whole lot richer, too.
This is the Spiritual Hustler Podcast.
Podcast Host Jess
Well, hello, my beautiful spiritual hustlers and welcome back to the podcast. As always, I am so excited to be with you guys and this particular episode. I just feel you'll never be the same after you hear this conversation and I'm sitting saying that from my heart. I am just thrilled to welcome you to the show. First, let me just introduce myself. If you're new to the show, hi, I'm your host, Jess. If you're not new, welcome back. You guys know, if you've been here a minute, that on the Spiritual Hustler podcast, we break down all things business, branding, leadership, how to scale a team, how to make a lot of money doing what you love on purpose. And we blend it all with all things woo. Whether it's feng shui, talking about aliens, starseeds, Akashic records the multidimensional reality that we are all a part of as souls here on planet Earth, having this human experience. And we do it all in service of women, women on the planet at this time, who are rising in a whole new frequency of consciousness, of love, of service. And knowing that the more we tap into the frequency of love and service, the more money we make.
Jessica Zweig
Yes.
Podcast Host Jess
The more impact we have and the richer and more fulfilled our lives become. That is what is available to us here and this current paradigm that we've all chosen to incarnate at the exact same time to experience. And so do not take your time here for granted, ever. I'm not talking just here on the podcast, ever in your life, in your unique timeline. And I'm thrilled to introduce you to a woman today that, for lack of a better term, jumped timelines. So Sadia Hamid came into my world. She was a student within ffbs. Feminine Frequency Business School is my flagship signature program that is honestly the greatest thing I've ever co created. I'm not going to be shy about it. I got this spark in Egypt back in 2022 from the goddess Ha herself to reclaim my own feminine identity as a leader on the planet at this time. And in Egypt, she told me I got this massive spark that the feminine frequency is returning. It wasn't a spark, it was a actual instruction. And it was from that trip I came home and I channeled the Feminine Frequency Business school. We've graduated now over 200 women. I open this only a few times a year. We always sell it out. The doors are open right now. I'm gonna leave a link in the show notes if you want to book an alignment with me or my team. So when you book a call with my team and I. You're not talking to a sales team. We don't hire like closers. You are actually going to talk to me, my chief creative officer, Alexa, or my coo, Sarah. And let me tell you why, because this is not a course. This is not your typical online group program. This is a true container of sisterhood, of community, of real time coaching, feedback, accountability, guidance and support. My entire team dedicates our Entire lives for 12 weeks to the cohort and nothing else. You guys are my life in this program because this school is not even about me. I mean, I was the conduit. It came through me. But over the course of the last two years of hosting and leading FFBs, I see now why Hathor told me what she told me. She told me that I was a leader of this time of the feminine reclamation, but not just me. Because I'm only one person out of 8 billion people on this planet. It requires all women at this time to step up, to remember who they are, to choose themselves, to reclaim their feminine power and lead in this new earth consciousness. And I wanted to bring on my guest today, Sadia, not only because she had one of the biggest timeline jumps and transformation inside of this container out of anyone I taught, but because she is coded. She is becoming my teacher. And that's the beautiful thing about stepping inside of FFBs. There is no hierarchy. You all, yes, come to learn from me as you should, because that's what this program is for. But I bear so much fruit and from this experience because my life becomes enriched with real friendships and relationships and I get to learn myself from other women's codes. And that is the new earth consciousness where there is no competition, only collaboration. That we operate in reciprocity and generosity and safety. And no other aspect of your life will ever accelerate you more than a sisterhood will. All right, sisters, who is ready for.
Jessica Zweig
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Podcast Host Jess
And I stand behind that, where we all give each other the cheat codes, if you will, on how to accelerate who we're here to be in this life. And Sadia, as you will hear today, had an incredible transformation because she, like me, like many of us, came into FFBs completely cashed. And I'm going to let her tell her own story of her background and just how dark it was and how she had built the damn thing and scaled the mountain, got to the top and was like, for what? If I was going to feel this way, if I did everything right, why does everything still feel so hard. And she came into FFBS and she's going to share today just one moment out of the 12 weeks that I reflected something to her that brought all of her codes back online. And today, Saadia Mead has departed her 25 year career in corporate philanthropy and is built an entire platform as a transformational guide, personal accelerator and architect of her trademarked program, the Sovereign Feminine, which is a portal of feminine self mastery. She's going to talk all about it today and how her work will catalyze you rapidly creating lasting transformation in your body as you align to your soul, your nervous system and your true lived identity as a woman so that you can expand cleanly and sustainably without the struggle. She is so deeply conscious and connected to her ancestors, to her starseed lineage, to what has contributed to this collective epidemic, honestly, of the suffering of women in our own self abandonment, in our careers, in our relationships to our bodies, and is a massive invitation into a return to your wholeness and your radiance and your embodied authority. And she really dives into menopause today, perimenopause today. She has an incredibly counterculture perspective on what it really is and what's really happening to us as we get older and our bodies change. So whether you're in that phase of your life, you might be a decade or two away from that phase of your life, or maybe you're past this particular phase of menopause. Her perspective is paradigm shifting and I cannot wait till we get to this part of the conversation because she channeled throughout this entire episode. There were moments where I forgot I was interviewing her and recording as I was just sitting across from her in my studio in Nashville getting activated by her medicine. And Sadia is the real deal. And I wanted to bring her on for so many reasons, most of all to really highlight her to be in that reciprocity that I speak of. Because she has gone on a journey with me and I've been a teacher for her. But what she has created deserves to be known by the masses. All of us and all of our creations deserve to be known by the masses. And sometimes, as you will learn today, it takes a teacher to reflect back to you just how worthy you are of living out your dream. And sometimes it takes a sister to remind you that you are always in co creation with the divine. Because I believe that we are all here. Honestly, I believe you're listening to my podcast. You're here and I'm here for the exact same reason. To call down more light to heal this planet. Into more love and harmony and oneness and healing. We just happen to do it in different ways. And so I'm thrilled to introduce you to Saadia today. If you are feeling the call to step into the next feminine frequency business school portal, I won't even call it a cohort. It's a portal. Something happens inside of these 12 weeks to all of us. We start one version of ourselves and we walk out completely different. I'm going to leave a link in the show notes if you want to book an alignment call with me or my team. And Saadia is a walking example of that experience. And if you are feeling the call to go deeper with Sadia, I'm going to leave a link to all of her work and her book and everything that she's working on in the show notes. And take this one in. This is a wise woman you're about to hear. Wise with a capital W. And I believe that if you really listen and you let yourself hear it, something in you is going to alchemize it. Sure did for me. I love you all so much. And without further ado, here is my incredible conversation with Sadia Hamid.
Jessica Zweig
We were saying. I was saying that you're one of those women that I just felt like I. I knew the second I saw you, and that doesn't happen very often. I feel the reason why I knew you, because we've lived similar stories in certain ways when it comes to reaching the depths of ourselves, and not always in the fun way. I'm really excited to go there with you today, into the depths of your story and our story and what you're doing for other women on their paths and their stories. So welcome to the podcast, Sadia.
Sadia Hamid
Thank you. I called you in. You told me that I definitely did. I can remember the moment. And I was like, you know what, universe? I have had so many exceptional mentors, but I need someone who really gets it. I need someone who understands everything that my soul is trying to say right now. Because up until the point that I was with you, no one other than myself had ever witnessed the extent of my soul in this lifetime.
Jessica Zweig
Wow. I received that. Thank you. It was instantaneous, watching. You know, when you stepped into FFPs and you stepped into my world, I was like, oh, I see her. I've been her. We speak the same language. But what has been the most amazing thing about witnessing you is the shedding and the transformation and the homecoming that you have had into your light and what you're doing now. I want to go back before we Come forward.
Podcast Host Jess
Can you share?
Jessica Zweig
Because you stepped into my reality in a dark place. And to be honest with you, it's so funny. Sometimes things don't need words, right? Because I was like, oh, I've been in that rageful, dark, like, totally burnt out, exhausted. I can't even lift my finger, let alone my credit card, let alone my time to invest in something like this. But you. You did anyway. And we'll talk about that. But, like, can you kind of take me back to Saudia Pre. FFPs?
Podcast Host Jess
Mm.
Sadia Hamid
So when I called you in, it was November 2024, and I had hit a point of burnout that was so deep, like, I didn't even know if I could feel my own pulse. And it wasn't the kind of burnout that flashes itself all over the news on the front pages, right? Everything seemed fine. My life looks fine. I ticked all the boxes. I did all the things, have all the things, but there was something inside me that was just screaming. And she was like, sadia, you have to stop. And for the first time, I just didn't have it in me to keep fighting. And I was trying to figure out what it was that I was even fighting. And I realized that I had spent all these decades fighting myself. My truth, the greatest resistance of my life, and the reason I was so burned out is that I had spent all this time resisting who I really am in order to be everything that I believed that I had to be in order to do all the things and have all the things and be all the things to everybody else except for me. And I was. Suffocating is the best word I can use. I was suffocating inside myself. And I had already stepped out of my 25 year career in the nonprofit and philanthropic sector. I had launched a business. There was no reason why the business shouldn't be successful, except that it wasn't the right business, as I. As I later found out. But at that point, I just. There wasn't anything left. And I couldn't. Like, I couldn't spend another day trying to hustle and perform in all the ways that I had perfected. Like an art, like you give me a PhD and what that looks like. I just couldn't anymore. And I just. I surrendered.
Jessica Zweig
You surrendered into my world.
Sadia Hamid
I did. I collapsed into your world.
Jessica Zweig
You kind of did. You kind of did. We were there to catch you.
Sadia Hamid
But I remember. I remember my conversation with Alexa, and I remember, more importantly, that voice message I got from you. And you hadn't talked to me. You didn't know anything about me. But I heard your words, and I heard you just say, if you come in here, I think that it can heal you.
Jessica Zweig
I remember saying that.
Sadia Hamid
And I remember you saying, you can choose to come in and boil the ocean if you want to, or you can choose to just come in and be. And either way, I know you'll get everything that you need. And that was it. I mean, I had already said yes before the voice note.
Jessica Zweig
Yeah.
Sadia Hamid
But the voice note gave me permission to say yes. Not to the version of me I had been that whole time, but to the version of me that was asking if I was ready to finally just allow it.
Jessica Zweig
Thank you for allowing that. I say this all the time. We attract what we are. You know, there's this journey that I've been on to trust my own message. Right. And my own magnetism. But, like, it's quantum science as much as it is marketing psychology. I'm amazed at when I look around this community and I see. I look into your eyes and how the frequency match is there. And that's really what I think creates the safety to be held. Because we're actually all the same. We have an iridescent thread that connects us all. And I'm part of that sisterhood. And I feel there's so much I want to unravel with everything you just talked about. Because one thing I'll say boldly about this community is, like, we're the most awake women on the planet, right? Like, badass professional. Many women coming in burnt out from the 3D patriarchal matrix programming of the Hustle, killed it in that world and was like, is this it?
Sadia Hamid
Right? Why don't I feel great?
Alexa
Why? Why don't.
Sadia Hamid
Why doesn't this feel better?
Jessica Zweig
I work so hard for this. And you speak about truth, Sadia. Like, the thing that was missing, the thing that wasn't clicking and wasn't aligned, was not something that you were doing or a role you were playing or any external factor. It was the internal truth that you were not honoring and operating from. What is that truth? Can you share more about that truth in you? What do you mean when you say that?
Sadia Hamid
So ever since I was little, I always had this really strong feeling that I was here for a reason, didn't know what the reason was. And I know a lot of people feel that way. And I can remember, though, thinking all the time when I was growing up, I was like, I'm just, there's something I'm going to do, and it's gonna create a legacy. And I'M not even sure I knew what that word meant. But to me, it meant the people that you remember long after they're gone, because they did something that changed not just for themselves, but for so many other people. And a good legacy, that the world is a better place because of it. And I spent 25 years in a sector and doing work that I now realize was just a way for me to try to heal my own pain. Like I chase the trauma. What's the most noble thing I could do? What's the best thing I could do? What's the worst context I could go in? What are. What's the underbelly of humanity and how can we fix it? And I chased it and I chased it and I chased it, and it didn't satisfy whatever it was that was still dancing around inside me. And I contained her for a long time because from a very young age, I heard that I was too much, too opinionated, too smart, too bold, too bright.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
I can remember.
Sadia Hamid
I can remember being in interviews at really senior levels and getting passed up because they said, you're too bright. You'll take the light away from other people. I will never forget that.
Jessica Zweig
Where did they say this?
Sadia Hamid
In an interview and a job interview.
Jessica Zweig
Jesus Christ.
Sadia Hamid
I was probably 10, almost 15 years into my career. I was overqualified for the position for sure. And I could have turned it around. Like, they were in a state of disarray, and I could have turned them around. And I remember this gentleman sitting across from me in the interview saying to me, you could take this to the next level, but you are the type of energy and personality that when you walk into a room, all eyes and ears are on you. And we need someone who's going to meld in so that the team can shine, too.
Jessica Zweig
And how did you take that?
Sadia Hamid
I mean, it. It crushed whatever was dancing in me. She shrank a lot smaller that day.
Jessica Zweig
When internally, it should have actually been the biggest fucking compliment, actually.
Sadia Hamid
Now I know that, right?
Jessica Zweig
You weren't there yet, but, wow, that. So you carried that.
Sadia Hamid
So this is just one example of what it looked like. Like what the cost of success really was. The cost of getting the accolades, being in the positions, starting organizations, running organizations, all of it. But it came at the cost. The cost was, Sadia. You have to stay within certain lines. And I was always skidding the edges of those lines. I was the disruptor. I was the trouble. I remember someone else not wanting to hire me because I said, I'm known as a disruptor. Like, I come in And I will change things, and they will be different, but they will be better.
Podcast Host Jess
And.
Sadia Hamid
And that freaked them out. Right?
Jessica Zweig
Of course.
Sadia Hamid
We don't want the disruptor. We want the yes girl. And I had a really hard time just being a yes girl.
Jessica Zweig
Well, you've said yes to yourself now.
Sadia Hamid
Yes, yes, yes. I have the best yes I ever said.
Jessica Zweig
I mean, your business is called Living Her Light.
Sadia Hamid
Living Her Light. And actually, I did something that I think you'll be really proud of, because I realized over the winter, as I was shedding with the snake. Right. I realized that even Living Her Light. Yes, Living Her Light is the entire essence of what it is that I understand. I'm here to do. But I realized that even with Living Her Light, I was hiding behind names and logos, and so Living Her Light exists as a community, but everything is.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Now consolidated, and it's Sadia Hameed. Fuck.
Jessica Zweig
Yes.
Sadia Hamid
That's what I'm saying.
Jessica Zweig
Let's stand in our authentic DNA blueprint of who we came here to be. Because that. That is legacy.
Sadia Hamid
So now I'm like, it's sadiahamid.com.
Jessica Zweig
Yeah, it's me. We talked about this. We did talk about.
Podcast Host Jess
You are here.
Jessica Zweig
You have arrived. You have so arrived. And so during FFBs, you know, I teach, like, strategy and business marketing, sales and branding, and all of the beautiful things that make a business a business, but it's really, I think, an activation. It's a transformational school disguised as a business school. Yes, you're nodding because you'd agree. And you quantum leaped in front of my eyes.
Sadia Hamid
I fought, though, for a little while. I'm sure you saw that, because I was still clinging to what in my mind made perfect sense. And then I remember having this moment. I think it was at the Fireside Chat. And you said to me something along the lines of, do you even hear the way you speak? You are a priestess. And are you willing to finally just accept who you are?
Podcast Host Jess
I do remember that.
Sadia Hamid
And in that moment, there were no words I could find where I could actually deny what you had said. And in that moment, I realized that it was the first time in my life I had ever felt safe enough to allow someone to see me. And once I was seen, I couldn't unsee it. And I didn't want to anymore.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
That's.
Jessica Zweig
That's where it's at. Thank you for sharing that. I see you so clearly. There's a lot of things. We all have gifts. All of us have gifts. And all of us are not gifted at everything. It's typically a couple really important, finite aspects of ourselves. And I believe that one of my greatest gifts is to be a mirror. Like, I have prophecy. Like, I see things that are true, that are present, future, and past, and I'm able to articulate them into words that just bring them into form that then someone else can connect to and download into their consciousness, and then it becomes reality. And that day, I remember that Fireside chat, because I had been seeing you this whole time, and I just held up that mirror. I remember those words, and I just reflected what I saw. Simple as that. But you took action. You chose to believe it. And from that place, you have stepped out of the spiritual closet. And this is what I'm saying about the women in this space. It's you. You're all so coded, and you all have such badassery in business, but you're here for such a bigger reason, and that reason you've claimed as your work now. So can we talk about Ascension of Light? And can we talk about what you're doing with your beautiful business and how it's going? I want to hear it all, and I want you to share it. Because I know the women listening are going to be so compelled by what you offer, because it's really unlike anything that exists.
Sadia Hamid
Thank you. You know, we always wonder what our superpower is, right? When I was younger, I believed that surviving adversity and thriving through adversity was my superpower. I was very good at it, and I stayed very good at it until I hit that burnout that felt too.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Close to the edge.
Sadia Hamid
And I'm a mom of two young kids, and I realized there's no plan B here. There's only plan A. I am plan A. There's no plan B. And so if I kept flirting this close to this edge of burnout, at some point, I was actually going to.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Burn it all down.
Sadia Hamid
And I understood when I looked across my life and many women probably feel this way, that I had built so much, so much to be proud of, but I had built it all through pain and suffering and overcoming. And I had this moment where I was like, if I can do all of that from pain and suffering, can.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
You imagine what is possible when you.
Sadia Hamid
Start tapping into the frequency of love and joy? And the yes, I can, and the how good does this get to be? And the, you know what?
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
I'm gonna go find out.
Sadia Hamid
And that opened up something in me that I had never experienced before. And it was like a magic carpet ride through the cosmos, because the things that Downloaded and it opened up so fast. And I started to realize that one of the reasons why I'm here is because as women we do carry lineages of suffering. And it's coded into our body, into our physical cellular memory. And we're not just carrying a burden that is ours, we're carrying a burden that goes back generations and lifetimes. Which is why sometimes when you're a woman and you're at this point of feeling suffocated or burnt out or fed up, it feels so much bigger than your reality is reflecting back to you. And that's because it is so much bigger. It's centuries bigger. But we don't know. And it makes sense because in order for us to even be sitting here right now, our ancestors had to survive.
Jessica Zweig
Amen.
Sadia Hamid
And for many of them to survive, they had to self abandon so much trauma and shrink and self betray and please. And they did that so we could be here. But now we're at a moment of absolute sovereign choice. And that choice is, if I am so aware of this, I have two choices, but really there's only one. I can continue. I can look at my 10 year old daughter and I can say I will pass on to her everything that I carry in me. Just, there's no way I'm doing that. It's not happening. I will burn it all down before that happens. Or I can make a different choice and I can recognize that I am here at this moment, at this time of awakening with the people I'm surrounded by right now, because I, like so many of us, are the ones who will make the choice to be the.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Last women in our lineage to ever carry the memory of suffering in our body. Period. It ends here and it's done. And you choose and you give yourself permission to rewrite the feminine experience entirely. And so we will.
Jessica Zweig
And so we will. I'm crying. That was a channeling.
Sadia Hamid
That was.
Jessica Zweig
I don't know if at least that's what I felt over here. That's a debt full on download of codes and beautiful, beautiful things, thought, leadership and mastery in the way in which you understand the root of what's really happening here in consciousness, especially with women. I really hearken back to the comment you made because I think you, you read my book. I think that's how you came into the world of, of all of this. And you know, in the light work, I, I write about family and I talk about the circuit breaking, you know, DNA being carbon copy, reprinted, dating back, I mean, not just 10 generations, like hundreds. I Mean, humanity has been on this planet for hundreds of thousands of years. And the only way we actually can look around this 8 billion person planet today, with all of this commerce and development, we had to survive to get here. And our ancestors and their ancestors certainly didn't have agency and the tools of healing and an awareness. They were just trying to not die. And that has been passed down to our very own mothers and fathers.
Sadia Hamid
And we then believe that we're so.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Small as a result of it.
Alexa
Right.
Sadia Hamid
But when you start connecting back into.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
The truth of who you are, and.
Sadia Hamid
Each of us has our own unique code that we came here with. There's no one else on this planet like us. So there's no need to compete or compare because there just isn't. There's not another Jessica Zweig. There's not another Saadia Hamid. There's not retweet that. And that there's so much freedom in that because then there's the actual freedom to say, I have to be the.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Fullest version of me because there isn't another one.
Sadia Hamid
And you need to be the fullest version of you because there also isn't another one. And if we're not the fullest versions.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Of ourselves, then we don't get to.
Sadia Hamid
Create what I call a complete cultural.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Revolution of the feminine experience.
Sadia Hamid
Let's go. Let's go. Let's do it. And when you connect back into this, you realize you're not so small. So I went back to past lives in ancient Egypt. Okay. Still part of this, you know, general timeline of humanity. Then I went back to Atlantis.
Jessica Zweig
I want to talk about this.
Podcast Host Jess
Oh.
Sadia Hamid
Then I went back to Sirius.
Podcast Host Jess
Oh, can we go back to serious?
Sadia Hamid
Oh, I'm in this body in this lifetime, and I feel this big, but I am the exact same thing that our entire galaxies are made of. And so are you.
Jessica Zweig
I'm following. I'm. I'm deeply following. So, okay, I want to go here and then I want to come back to your business because I feel like people are going to, like, flock to this. So goddess codes, light codes. I talk about plating codes, like a point of your message and your teachings in your own journey and understanding is Atlantis. What is the Atlantis code? What is the Syrian code? I. I so get what you just said, and I want to triple click and unravel it for people.
Sadia Hamid
Right. Well, it's this understanding of, like being part of a greater consciousness that is then incarnating in different civilizations in order to actually play a certain role. So for me, it was the Lifetimes I got taken back to, it was always pretty catalytic roles.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
It was almost always priestess roles.
Jessica Zweig
Told you.
Sadia Hamid
And they were all there. And it's incredible because I always have felt a connection to these star systems, to these civilizations. I couldn't fully understand it. The first time I actually got to journey back to my lifetime in Atlantis was when I did plant medicine for the first time. And this beautiful jewel encrusted squid master swam up to me and said, are you ready to remember one of the lifetimes, one of the many lifetimes that.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
You'Ve been of service in?
Sadia Hamid
And it was just the most beautiful experience. And now.
Alexa
Sure.
Sadia Hamid
When you're on plant medicine, you can imagine that you're believing all kinds of things, or you can actually come into this deep sense of you that just.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Knows and just remembers.
Podcast Host Jess
Yes.
Sadia Hamid
And whether it feels like an illusion or not, there's something in you that.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Is so clear and so certain that.
Sadia Hamid
Even if you don't want to accept any of those other things, even if that's a stretch too far, the one thing you can't deny anymore is what that feeling is. And then you want to know, how do you feel that more? And then how do you start feeling that about things in your current life?
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
And that's where all your codes are. That's what it is.
Sadia Hamid
Imagine, like the simplest way I can explain soul codes to someone is imagine a plant seed. I love apple trees, so I use the example of an apple tree seed, right? You have an apple tree seed. There's this tiny little seed, and it's got this amazing coat in it.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
It knows how to grow into.
Sadia Hamid
An apple tree doesn't spend its whole life wondering why it's not a pumpkin patch. As far as I know. It comes in, it gets planted, and then it sources everything from its environment.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
To nourish itself, hopefully to turn into this beautiful apple tree.
Sadia Hamid
And it bears its fruit and it.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Scatters its seeds so that you can end up with an orchard of apple trees. Every single one of us came here with a soul code that is coded with the highest destiny of our purpose, of why we are here in this lifetime.
Sadia Hamid
It is not anything we're going to.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Go learn in a book, in a course or somewhere out there. It is something that when you come close enough to somebody who can stabilize your field, you access it. And once it unlocks it gives you everything you need to know with absolute precision. And in those moments, you just can't.
Sadia Hamid
Even doubt what your destiny is anymore.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
You just start leveraging your environment like A beautiful seed to grow into everything you're meant to become and to benefit and to spread that and to share that.
Sadia Hamid
And it is such a beautiful. I love that example too, because I.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Feel so deeply connected to Mother Earth and the Ascension of Light as such.
Sadia Hamid
An important connection between being fully embodied.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
And grounded here in this environment of.
Sadia Hamid
Earth, as well as being connected all.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
The way up to the consciousness of the cosmos.
Jessica Zweig
I'm just taking that. No, really, I am. And I hope everyone listening is too.
Sadia Hamid
So this is like, you know, I. I love being in midlife, by the way. Okay, the 40s were great. I don't know why we didn't skip to this, like, right from the start. I understand why, like, you can't actually fully enjoy your 40s if you haven't been through the rest.
Jessica Zweig
I'm 44 and I'm super here for it, but I actually have heard my husband's in his fift. I mean, it's different for men, but I know that this is a big part of what you do is something to really be embracing and looking forward to.
Sadia Hamid
Well, so what happens in midlife, right? People say that you change, right? One of the things I hear so often is husbands will say, you know, my, like, my wife has lost her spark or like, you know, it's really hard, right? And it comes from this beautiful, well intentioned place. But I'm like, it's not that she's.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Lost herself, it's that she's lost her.
Sadia Hamid
Ability to be the version of herself that she had to be because society.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Told her so up until this point, right?
Sadia Hamid
And so now she's tired, she's exhausted, she's burnt out, she's stressed out, and.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
She just doesn't feel as good as she wants to.
Sadia Hamid
And nobody I know wants to wake.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Up every day and feel like crap.
Sadia Hamid
They just don't.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
You want to wake up every day and feel great.
Sadia Hamid
Like, who's here? I haven't heard a single person who says, no, Sadia, I don't want that. I'll pass. Everyone wants that. And nobody knows what it feels like because much like me, they likely have.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Been resisting themselves their whole lives.
Sadia Hamid
So what we call a midlife crisis is actually the most beautiful portal and awakening possible. And it can be medically minimized to perimenopause if people need to try and explain it.
Jessica Zweig
Do you believe in the word perimenopause?
Sadia Hamid
I mean, apparently I'm in it.
Podcast Host Jess
I mean, I also feel like it's a.
Jessica Zweig
It's a paradigm. I mean, it's happening, it's shifting, But I almost feel like women are surrendering some of their sovereignty away to a medical condition instead of what you're talking about, giving it a name that is so much bigger than the name, so much more mystical than the name.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Right.
Sadia Hamid
The thing that unsettles me about perimenopause is not to deny any of the physiological changes. They are happening.
Jessica Zweig
Exactly.
Sadia Hamid
And they're intended to happen. And it's not a measure of longevity that it's happening, because I actually think it is my understanding and in my experience that men often just have their prime slightly earlier than women. Women's prime is actually her 40s, 50s, and 60s, especially with longevity right now. So, like, many of us have just stepped into that threshold of being able to see how good it gets to be.
Jessica Zweig
Amen.
Sadia Hamid
So, yes, there is things happening in our body, but there is something that is so much deeper than that happening. And when you seed it to perimenopause, my problem with that is, is that everyone has just decided it's going to be this decade plus of feeling absolutely miserable.
Alexa
Okay, you guys, you know that I am all about the rituals, the energy, the practices that keep us in touch with the divine and our power, the things that we can add to our life that really, really remind us who we are. And one of my favorite rituals pretty much every morning, true story. Is putting on my Malkari jewelry.
Podcast Host Jess
Okay.
Alexa
Because honestly, these pieces are not just jewelry. They are activated sacred talismans that honestly help me lead with a consciousness as a confident woman in my business and my life. They are seriously activations, you guys. When you put them on, not only are they gorgeous and versatile and they stack. And there's so many options to choose from. They are spiritual activations. And that's really because the founder of Malkari is my best friend and stylist, Tali Kogan, who is a visionary woman in the world of fashion who lives by the belief that you can have anything in life that you want as long as you dress for it. And I am here to preach from the mountaintops that that is true.
Jessica Zweig
And so when I wear her pieces.
Alexa
I feel freaking unstoppable. Yes, they're edgy and high fashion. They'll take your just little outfit or your T shirt and jeans to absolutely new heights, but they're also deeply spiritual. Each necklace, each ring, each bracelet is a code. And like the lion of Malkari roaring through you, it reminds you that you are already the queen of your own.
Jessica Zweig
Business in your life.
Alexa
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Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Durable.
Sadia Hamid
And I just know like, no. And I'm in it. No reject. Hard reject. I just prefer my way better and it feels a lot better. So I think everyone else will like it a lot more too.
Jessica Zweig
Let's talk about your way better because I know that. And by the way, I just want to go back to the thing I was just so moved by the. The seed. And we're going to circle this back to. To perimenopause and what you do in our journey. Because I. I think of a friend gave me once an acorn seed and we were like actually sitting by an acorn tree and he was like this right here had all of the intelligence to become that mighty tree that it's all inside of us. It just is the freedom in that. You know, the word freedom is I think, the year of the horse and all of this new momentum that's coming in after the shedding of the year of the snake. And I really believe that this is our year specifically as women. It's the year that was designed for us to finally be so radically fully expressed as the one and only seed that we are.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Absolutely.
Jessica Zweig
And there's this 3D paradigm and it's kind of what I was saying about the perimenopause conversation. Women have been experiencing these changes and fluctuations and evolutions in our bodies forever. And now that we have Instagram and now that we have New York Times selling books and like, it just feels like it's everywhere and it's really all prescriptive around, like how to hormone balance and biohack your way through it and survive it.
Podcast Host Jess
Survive it.
Sadia Hamid
How do you survive it? So you can keep performing in the masculine hustle that is designed that women did not co create and therefore is.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Not actually designed for our success.
Sadia Hamid
So to me, burnout really happens because you're trying to perform like a man.
Jessica Zweig
Against your innate disease.
Sadia Hamid
And it is not the way we. We roll. You know this. We are cycles and seasons and so much more and elements and earth and nature and flow. And when you spend so much time denying that, yes, your body's gonna rage.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Against you because your body's intelligence understands those cosmic flows already. Our bodies already shed and ovulate with the moon cycles. Our bodies already understand the shifting of.
Sadia Hamid
The tides and the seasons.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Our bodies are always guiding us. But we are trying so hard not to listen to her because we are trying to perform to impossible standards that were never intended for us. So struggling and surviving through perimenopause, which.
Sadia Hamid
Is the prime and peak of your life.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
You know, when you look at the.
Sadia Hamid
Three archetypes of the maiden, the mother, and the crone, what I find so interesting is between the mother and the crone is actually where the prime of a woman is. It is the moment where you're not as preoccupied with raising kids and having a family. You might still be doing that. I'm still doing that. But you move into the sovereignty. For me, it was crossing the threshold of 40. I just didn't care as much anymore. I didn't want to perform anymore. I still fought myself for about three years trying to do it it. But something in me was shifting. This is the midlife crisis everyone talks about. You're changing. You're not like your usual self. You're more edgy, you're more grumpy. Right? All of these things are happening. Let's medically diagnose it and say it's perimenopause and figure out how to fix it. Because what happens when you surrender into it, when you understand mystically what's happening? It's so exciting. I'm like, I love being in perimenopause. And people are like, what? The moment when you come into this stage between the mother and the crone. And I prefer to use the sage than the crone. But you're in a spot where you move into your queenhood and you are still managing and you are still running, but you are doing it from this really sovereign, clear place.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
But you're also consolidating into the matriarch.
Sadia Hamid
Because the matriarch is the one who.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Actually creates legacy for generations. We're not just trying to go from being a mother to being a sage. We're moving into being a queen and consolidating into a matriarch. So what really happens to us during the stage that we call perimenopause? Here's how I understand it. We have our chakra system that runs through our body, our energetic centers. When we are in what they call.
Sadia Hamid
Perimenopause, what I call the ascension of light, if you have truly accepted and awakened or are awakening to the truth of who you are, and you start to follow that sovereign, feminine rhythm that is your birthright, that is your power.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
That is your majesty.
Sadia Hamid
Then you start to sync yourself with.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Your environment, with earth, with nature, with seasons, with cycles, with elements. This is how you anchor your root. She anchors deep, deep into mother Earth.
Sadia Hamid
And you understand your environment like that little seed.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Because that little seed knows that if.
Sadia Hamid
It tries to grow an apple in.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
The winter, that apple's not going to grow.
Jessica Zweig
Yes.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
So what's that tree doing in the winter? It's not losing power. It's consolidating power. That seed understands seasons.
Jessica Zweig
Yes.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
When you understand your seasons and your cycles, you consolidate. You anchor your root. When you anchor your root into your environment, you are fully embodied.
Sadia Hamid
I spent my whole life disembodied.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Being embodied is wonderful, dude.
Sadia Hamid
It's the way I highly recommend it to everybody. Give it a shot. Honestly, you are embodied.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
You're grounded.
Sadia Hamid
This is what we call being centered.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Being grounded?
Jessica Zweig
Yes.
Sadia Hamid
At the same time, when you start to awaken, you realize you're not this small in this body, in this lifetime. You are this big. Or maybe even bigger.
Jessica Zweig
Yes.
Sadia Hamid
Right. And so your crown not only opens.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
But it anchors fully up into the cosmic intelligence that is available to all.
Sadia Hamid
Of us at any time.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
The highest level of consciousness.
Sadia Hamid
So now imagine you're being held perfect, in perfect alignment.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
You're completely grounded, and you're also completely connected.
Sadia Hamid
Your womb center, which is where our sacral chakra is, which is the energy center. It is where our wisdom, our intuition, our knowledge is.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
We call it a gut instinct for a reason. For women, it's deep womb wisdom. When you are in the ascension of.
Sadia Hamid
Light, you are in this extraordinary moment.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
In life where the energy is moving up from your womb center and seeking to give expression through your third eye. Your third eye is your vision, your foresight, your prophecy. It is where you see and understand your destiny and get the most precise information from the consciousness of how it is you can actually move in that direction. Now, what sits between our third eye and our sacral?
Sadia Hamid
Our solar plexus and our heart, the.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Expression of ourselves out into the world. Our power center. Our heart, the way in which we connect not just to other people, but to ourselves. And our throat, how we express ourselves. So what's a midlife crisis?
Sadia Hamid
To me, a midlife crisis is, oh, you know, like, you got a lot of opinions now, right? Or you don't want to do things the same way anymore, right? Or wait, you're not going to self abandon yourself to please everyone else anymore, so. Or, you know, oh, like, you'll say those things and you don't care anymore what's happening. Do you see what's activating in your energy centers? Oh, you got more vocal. You started speaking a truth. You hadn't spoken that truth before, so maybe it's a little uncomfortable.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
It takes a little getting used to.
Sadia Hamid
Your heart is no longer asking you.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
To just be of service to your.
Sadia Hamid
Partnerships, your relationships, and your children.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
It's asking you to come home to herself.
Sadia Hamid
No more self betraying, no more disembodying, no more abandoning.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
And your solar plexus is asking you to take that womb wisdom up and to roar. To be out in the world as the truest, boldest, most unapologetic version of yourself. This is the ascension of light. When you allow it and you let that Kundalini energy move up and down these centers, your ability to collapse time and get the most precise insight on how you can move forward and what you're moving forward towards is extraordinary. And you're not fighting your body anymore. You're honoring her because you're listening to her. You started to listen to the greatest compass that ever existed.
Jessica Zweig
Can I ask you a question?
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Of course.
Jessica Zweig
All of these codes, were they activated? Has this always been within you underneath the 25 years of nonprofit hustling, like. Or did this come online in the last year since I met you inside of FFBs?
Sadia Hamid
I mean, the. The clarity with which it's come online is definitely, like, in the last 12 months, like, things have become obvious to me and downloaded in ways that I always sensed and I knew, but now I understand it precisely right, and I am so certain about it, and I'm gonna probably be both popular and unpopular for it.
Jessica Zweig
That's a good thing.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
But I know it to be true.
Sadia Hamid
And when I felt it, the best way that I could understand it was.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Allowing myself to experience it.
Sadia Hamid
And so when my body started shifting after being like clockwork, I mean, I've been tracking, you know, my cycles with the lunar calendar for, like, over a decade, ever since I was trying to.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Conceive my own children.
Sadia Hamid
And so for me, when the shift started happening, it wasn't so much that I was worried about my body or aging or not being reproductively useful to society or any of those things. I was like, oh, wait, where's my compass going? Where my compass is starting to move direction, and I need to recalibrate to her because I got so used to being so deeply embedded here. What happens now? So I can either freak out and go to a doctor and get to. I did all those things. Mind you, it's not like I didn't. I'm still human. I'm having a very human experience. I did all those things. What's happening after? You know, it's never happened before. And, you know, and. And then it came back and. And I thought to myself, okay, I've heard people describe this as like a.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Tunnel, a dark tunnel. You go, I'm not going through another dark tunnel.
Sadia Hamid
I just came out of a tunnel. You're gonna put me back through another tunnel. Like, I'm not going through the Time Tunnel. I'm not going through that tunnel.
Jessica Zweig
Right, you don't have to.
Sadia Hamid
You go through this tunnel, this ascension, and then you don't want to not feel it. Like, you could not convince me. I don't even know if I'd know how to go back to the struggle. Actually, I'm not sure I could. And the moment that you do abandon or self betray, you feel it, but not as a punishment and not as.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Harshness or judgment or critique.
Sadia Hamid
You feel it as this almost gentle, like, you know, you don't want to do that.
Jessica Zweig
You know what's so beautiful about this? Reframe. I was in Avalon last summer, and we worked with this incredible woman. Her name is Debs, and she's a womb shaman. And she's been working with the Womb for like 25 years. She lives in the woods. Like, she's completely off grid. She's one with the elements in the earth. And she's become a mentor of mine. And she actually, it's right here on my wall. These images in the studio really introduced us all to this cycle of. Because we've heard of the mother, the maiden, the mother and the crone. Like, that's a very common adage in, you know, feminine story. And when we think about our cycle, our moon cycle, there are four phases, right? There's the folliculo, the maiden, the spring. There's our ovulation, our mother, right, the summer. This is how she framed it. Then there's our luteal, which is like, I always make jokes with my friends, like, I hate my luteal phase because it's when I'm the bitchiest and the moodiest and the most, like, psychotic. And that phase is the queen. And then this, the crone, is winter when we bleed. And she also introduced us to the host's female anatomy. Like from the clitoris, which is the maiden, to the cervix, which is the mother. The portal opening into the womb is the queen. And inside of the womb is the crone. And there's all these different access points of. Of this beautiful part of our physical system. And this is such a invitation and you're such an example of it, of really embracing the cosmology of what it means to be a woman. And this ascension path of light, it's so counterculture in the most incredibly magnetic way. And I really want to understand. So funny that I called you a priestess because when I look into your eyes to Sadi, like in this moment, I see the lineages of priestesses in your field and in your soul.
Podcast Host Jess
It's really wild actually.
Jessica Zweig
And you've brought this down into modern day form. I cannot tell you how blessed I feel you came into ffbs, that it's a big program, it's a big experience. And I love that you call that. It was just that one particular moment of reflection that has led you to now be able to help so many other women that you were always destined to do. This was your legacy. You mentioned that word at the beginning and I see the dots connecting. How do you help women today? I want to go into your work. What is the way that people can work with you now? How have you brought this into your offers and your services and the way women can engage with you?
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Sure.
Sadia Hamid
So I have a very strong feeling that women, especially in midlife, are going to be the ones that I can really help to hold a field for.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
The most target Avatar.
Sadia Hamid
Your ICP doesn't mean that I can't be supportive of others. But I understand now, you know, and I spent all those months in ffb.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Who's my ideal client?
Sadia Hamid
How do I find them? And now I realize it and I understand it. And I understand it because it really.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Is this moment of choosing to cross.
Sadia Hamid
A threshold and choosing to actually have.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
A sovereign experience of what the stage of feminine life really looks like.
Sadia Hamid
A stage of feminine life that we're.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Only now starting to name with the.
Sadia Hamid
Queen and the matriarch. I mean, we're creating this language. It's a language of light. It hasn't existed before. And when you step into it and you understand it, I really base it on my own experience of transformation. See, when I hit burnout, and even when I came into FFBs, there was still this recognition in me that all.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Of the searching I was doing outside.
Sadia Hamid
Of me was still keeping me looping and looping and looping in resistance. And there is this moment where I just pulled it all back into me. And it felt like everything in life then was falling apart. I was at war with my body, my Relationship was failing. My business wasn't doing what I wanted it to. Like, everything looked fine and nothing felt fine. And in that moment, when I turn inward, when I reflect back on that now, I can see the process I was guided through. And it's something that I call the Trinity of self.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Because the way in which we awaken is actually by journeying back home to the truth of who we are.
Sadia Hamid
And that means that we stop abandoning and betraying and shaming ourself. And it's.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
There's no judgment. It's not our fault.
Sadia Hamid
We're doing exactly what our lineage programmed.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Us to do, which was to show up, to survive, to succeed, to keep going. But we're at this moment of choice. So the first gateway you can go through is called devotion to self.
Jessica Zweig
Okay?
Sadia Hamid
And I don't call it self love.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
I call it devotion to self.
Sadia Hamid
Because when you think of devotion, you.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Think of something really deep, something enduring, something everlasting, eternal and timeless. And usually people will only use that term if they're talking about their faith or maybe their family, maybe their purpose.
Sadia Hamid
I want women to start using that.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Term when they think of themselves. What does it actually mean to be in the deepest devotion to yourself? What will you give yourself permission to do?
Sadia Hamid
So often, that irritability that temper, that.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Mood, whatever that might be that we're.
Sadia Hamid
Feeling, that we're trying to always explain.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Away, is the fact that we didn't meet our own needs.
Jessica Zweig
Absolutely.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
I have spent years coaching women to just schedule themselves into their own days and weeks.
Sadia Hamid
I'm like, where are you in this fancy plan of yours?
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
You're not even there. So if we've been invisible to ourselves.
Sadia Hamid
Our whole life, then life feels like.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
We'Re invisible, like we don't matter. You come back into this deep sense of devotion to yourself. The second gateway is reintegration. A lot of people I know do shadow work. The thing with shadow work is, is.
Sadia Hamid
That you can get guided down into.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
The shadows, and then no one shows you the way back up.
Sadia Hamid
It's like going scuba diving and not.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Knowing how to ascend back up again.
Jessica Zweig
Scary.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Yeah. And most people don't want to do it because they imagine that they're going to have to go back and relive trauma or pain or humiliation or shame.
Sadia Hamid
Or suffering or guilt or whatever it might be.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
And none of that is true.
Sadia Hamid
Reintegration is actually this really beautiful moment.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Where you just recognize the parts of you that are asking, especially through your solar plexus, through your heart, through your throat, to be seen and expressed out into the world.
Sadia Hamid
That's probably the part of you that.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Was told to dim down, to quiet down, to shrink down.
Sadia Hamid
And you invite them back.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
You don't have to choose to live from any of those parts of yourself, but you can no longer disown them. You bring them home and you realize and understand that there is a deep wisdom that they have. But the Sovereign Queen gets to choose how she uses that wisdom and when. And so it's like welcoming all your flock of sheep back home. But you're the shepherdess now. You know how to guide them. But you're not going to disown them. You're not going to fragment yourself and chop yourself up into these little boxes to fit into these little silos that someone else designed for us. Reintegrate.
Sadia Hamid
When you do that, you can actually.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Reflect without an emotional charge on the things that you were shamed for, that you were made guilty for. And you start to ask yourself, like that little seed, how do I leverage that in my environment to actually get to that huge vision I have? We can only dream dreams because they already exist for us in a timeline.
Jessica Zweig
Amen. I love that.
Podcast Host Jess
So generous.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
And we just need to become the version of ourselves that's actually able to hold a frequency of it. And we can't do it if we've chopped ourselves up into all these little pieces and scattered it around because we're scared not to be loved, not to belong, not to be worthy. But when you understand devotion, you realize you are always loved, you always belong, you've always been worthy.
Jessica Zweig
You have gate one, devotion. Gate two, integration.
Sadia Hamid
Gate three is sovereignty, which is the becoming, that is the living of it. And there's three keys we go through. So the first is around releasing, it's shedding and it's very fast. So it's quantum energetics. It's a process where you are literally releasing from your cellular body and starting to diffuse that fog that I call our carbon based DNA.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Underneath it is our crystalline DNA.
Jessica Zweig
Yes.
Sadia Hamid
And that's where all our codes are.
Jessica Zweig
Codes are. I talk about this all the time.
Sadia Hamid
And our body will remember them if.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
We allow her to wake up and remember it.
Sadia Hamid
And so the releasing process is once you give yourself permission, your body already.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Knows she will tell you exactly where it's stored. And if we cannot attach a story to whatever it is that is coming up to be released, but just love it and allow it to go, it will leave quickly.
Sadia Hamid
The second key is around recoding.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
When you create a vacuum, it needs to be Filled. If you don't fill it intentionally, then we will just fill it with whatever we previously knew. So you recode it. You call in what it is you most want.
Sadia Hamid
And in my spaces, women tend to.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Say, wow, I've never said that out loud before. Great. This is the time you say it out loud.
Sadia Hamid
This is the place you say it out loud. No one is going to say, that's too big, that's too crazy, that's too impossible. That can't be done.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
We're not here to judge that. If you believe that to be true, there's only one of you.
Sadia Hamid
That means my responsibility is to hold a field.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
So you undoubtedly get to whatever it.
Sadia Hamid
Is you believe you can be because there won't be another.
Jessica Zweig
So that's the second key. What's the third?
Sadia Hamid
The third one is around reclaiming. So that's when you live into it.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
That's how you move into sovereignty.
Sadia Hamid
And sovereignty is then a way of being.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
It's a state of existence, and you reclaim it slowly.
Sadia Hamid
So part of the reason why people fall back into loops and you think.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
I've done all of.
Sadia Hamid
I did this so many times.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
I've done it all. I've been it all.
Sadia Hamid
I've, you know, studied it all. I showed up, I was an A star student. Why didn't my life change? Well, because my body's never experienced that new version. And when I was very young, like.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Everybody else, we got conditioned to survive. And it was a very practical conditioning at the time because we were in fact, infants and we could not survive on our own. So we learned habits and behaviors that got our needs met, that kept us alive.
Sadia Hamid
When we came of age, no one came and tapped us on the shoulder.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
And said, guess what?
Sadia Hamid
You can now install a whole new program because you're an adult and you.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Can take different risks and you can.
Sadia Hamid
Do things that maybe as a young child were not safe, but you could do them as an adult and you can try those things. So it just so happens, for example, that if one of my survival patterns is always being broke, being successful, but somehow also being broke, I didn't die from it yet.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
So I'll just keep looping it.
Sadia Hamid
Have I been successful and independently wealthy yet? My body's like, I don't know about that.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Sadia, are you sure? Let's just come back here now. It's just trying to protect you.
Sadia Hamid
It's well intentioned. One of the most beautiful things when you're. When you're releasing and you're recoding is.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
You can talk to these programs in your body, and you can say, you know what? I see you, and thank you, but we can do something differently now. And I'm gonna show you that it's safe to do it. And so the reclaiming, the integrating, the becoming sovereign is the actions you take every single day that start to rewire your nervous system and teach your body that you are safe to move towards this thing that you so desire. And every day that you do that little things, they sound simple, but they change your life really rapidly. You start doing them every day, and then your body goes, whoa, this feels good.
Sadia Hamid
This feels better than that did.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
We didn't die. Okay, let's do a little more. Let's do a little more.
Sadia Hamid
And then you can get into quantum acceleration.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
This is how you prepare your nervous system. And you're grounded.
Sadia Hamid
You're devoted to yourself now. You brought all your pieces back home. You're not hustling and being masculine.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
You've surrendered to the seasons and the.
Sadia Hamid
Cycles and the elements.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
You can now compound and accelerate. And you can do it so fast, quantum, it blows your mind.
Sadia Hamid
I mean, it took me 43 years.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
To get to that level of burnout, and it took me about four or five months to completely come out of it.
Jessica Zweig
So I want to go back to that voice note that I left you, because I. I don't know if you know this. I. I get the download from Sarah and Alexa. You know, you talk to everybody. I talk to a lot of women, too, are interested in FFPs, but I watch the videos too. Like, I'm Big Brother. Like. Like, we all record our calls, and I'm like, I want to know who she is. Like, I'm gonna go deep. So I saw you before I even saw you.
Sadia Hamid
I didn't know that.
Jessica Zweig
Yeah, I mean, because it's. We don't operate like a traditional. We don't hire a sales team of closers. Like, you're coming into our world, and I am holding this container from my soul for three months, and I want to know the women that have raised their hand and are interested in. It's a devotion. It's a relationship. It's a commitment. I'm sitting here a year later and change, and I'm kind of having this meta moment because that woman that I saw was her own apple seed. And you had created worlds upon worlds within the environment that wasn't allowing you to thrive. And you have just cracked the fuck open in a way that I'm sitting here, I'm like, she's my Sister. First she was my student, but now she's my teacher. It's really amazing.
Sadia Hamid
I can't even tell you where it came from. But the beautiful thing serious, when you stop denying yourself is that, I mean.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Honestly, each and every one of us is so magnificent.
Jessica Zweig
Yes, I'd agree.
Sadia Hamid
There's no words in the English language to actually describe it.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
So magnificent.
Sadia Hamid
And when you finally allow it and you start to feel it, it's the.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Most breathtaking experience in the whole world.
Jessica Zweig
It's what we came here for.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Absolutely.
Sadia Hamid
And it's so many people feel fear of this idea of the sovereign feminine.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Which is what my program is called.
Sadia Hamid
Because they have this sense that somehow.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
It'S going to unravel or deteriorate everything that we hold dear.
Sadia Hamid
But the truth is, that relationship that.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Felt so broken came back in a more beautiful way.
Sadia Hamid
My kids and I are at a whole different level. There is a truth here that when.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
We restore the sovereign feminine experience, that.
Sadia Hamid
What we bring back to the world.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
To our families, to our societies, is.
Sadia Hamid
Something that creates a balance that everyone.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Is craving and longing for, but just can't name.
Jessica Zweig
Yes.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Because it has been erased for so long that nobody remembers it existed at all. But they long for it, even when they are conditioned to deny it.
Jessica Zweig
Yeah. That was the biggest unlock that I had in Egypt when I went to that country. Got my DNA activated carbon based, melted, crystalline came online and. And it was the message I received in Hathor's temple that honestly inspired the whole light workbook, that inspired this world that I've created with the feminine frequency Business school. She said the feminine frequency is returning, and it is your job to be a leader of this moment in humanity. Jessica. But. And there was a very big but.
Alexa
Ellipsis.
Jessica Zweig
Not just you. You're just only one woman on this planet. It's all women's role to be a part of this reclamation of the feminine at this time. And the word was not arriving, it was returning. And I have spent the last however many years unpacking that word because everything you say is so true around the erasure. So thank you for being the remembrance and for doing the work that you do. Sadia, I could talk to you for hours and I luckily get to. I just want to ask you a few final quick fire questions.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Sure.
Jessica Zweig
This is what I ask everybody. So I already know the answers to.
Podcast Host Jess
Some of these questions, but we'll.
Jessica Zweig
We'll ask them anyway. So what's your favorite? Do you have a favorite business book and a favorite spiritual book?
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
I might have to find my new business book.
Jessica Zweig
I love that answer.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
You know why?
Sadia Hamid
Because I realize that all of the.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Ones that I've read and that I like you're marked and underlined for so long were still all written from such a masculine framework.
Jessica Zweig
You might like my third book.
Sadia Hamid
I'm sure I will. I have no doubt that I will.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
It's.
Jessica Zweig
It's. Yeah, it's a business book.
Sadia Hamid
I have no doubt that I will. I will say. I mean the light work brought me to you. The other book that has that opened me up that was recommended in. It's in your reading list. But also another sister in FFBS recommended.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
To me was the Sophia Code.
Jessica Zweig
Oh, it's so good.
Sadia Hamid
The Sophia Code read back to me.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Everything I already knew and had been.
Sadia Hamid
Channeling and it just made it so.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Like there was no longer a denial.
Sadia Hamid
Of it anymore because it was written right there. And as I went through every single goddess activation, the ability to then release and accelerate was so profound.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Like that was a really beautiful book.
Jessica Zweig
Kaira, so good.
Sadia Hamid
Yeah.
Jessica Zweig
Yeah, she's amazing.
Sadia Hamid
She is. And I have my first book coming out soon.
Jessica Zweig
I know you do. Do you want to talk about it?
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Sure.
Sadia Hamid
It's called you are the One. And it is a transmission that I am intending to reach. Women who like me, have that feeling, but they're not sure what it is that they're feeling. And when they read through it, what it does is it begins the process.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Of allowing them to start to shed all of that generational trauma and to.
Sadia Hamid
Really allow themselves to see and feel themselves. And it gives them access to the first two gateways of devotion and reintegration before they even come into any kind.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Of personal contact with me.
Sadia Hamid
Because I can't keep that. That needs to be something that is.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Returned back to all of the feminine everywhere.
Jessica Zweig
Link to it in the show notes.
Podcast Host Jess
All right.
Jessica Zweig
Do you believe in aliens?
Alexa
Yes or no?
Podcast Host Jess
Yes.
Jessica Zweig
I knew you were like, I am one from Sirius. You feel connected to the Sirius constellation.
Sadia Hamid
I always have, and I never understood why. And then I learned that I'm a rising Leo sign, which helped explain when I actually understood all my three signs.
Jessica Zweig
It made my whole life make sense too. It all came together.
Sadia Hamid
My sun sign is Aquarius, my rising is Leo. And my moon is Scorpio. And I understood everything about myself once I actually understood my birth chart.
Jessica Zweig
I could not agree more.
Sadia Hamid
Always been connected to the Lion's Gate and the Sirius portal. And I had never understood why. Well, now I understand why. I mean, it is where I am from.
Jessica Zweig
Yes.
Sadia Hamid
And every time now, the portal opens. I understand that there is a transmission and a download that can be accessed.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
That is here to be in service of humanity.
Jessica Zweig
Final question for you. What does it mean to you, Sadia, to be a co creator of the New Earth Rising?
Sadia Hamid
It means giving women the opportunity to actually choose that they get to rewrite.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
This experience from a place of deep joy, love and devotion. And that everything that they dream of and want is already inside them.
Sadia Hamid
And there is not a single woman.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
On this planet who should have to breathe another breath or go another day without being able to feel the truth of who she is. What she wants to do with that truth is her sovereign choice. But the opportunity to feel that truth.
Sadia Hamid
Is something that I look forward to.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Spending the rest of my life making available to as many people as I can.
Jessica Zweig
Amen. One last proclamation of gratitude to you and to honestly Hathor, who opened up this gate and said, all women and not all women, answer the call. I too hope that I get to spend the rest of my life helping as many people as possible. But thank you from the bottom of my heart for seeing me and for linking arms with me and for co creating this with me. Because we're here for the same reason. We have the same mission. We do it in different ways and we have have different gifts and modalities, but we're here for the same reason. And it's for the light. So I love you.
Sadia Hamid
I love you too.
Jessica Zweig
Thank you for being here.
Sadia Hamid
Thank you for being here and for doing everything that you do. And it is truly my pleasure to be able to sit here with you.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
And to be part of this.
Sadia Hamid
We ride a dawn and it's gonna be fun. I know. I am all here for the fun too. No more suffering. We're done with that.
Jessica Zweig
We're done with that.
Sadia Hamid
We're done with that. Fun, fun, fun, fun, fun.
Jessica Zweig
I love you.
Sadia Hamid's Inner Voice or Emphasis
Thank you.
Episode: Perimenopause, Midlife Awakenings, and Finding Your Sovereign Truth with Sadia Hameed
Date: February 17, 2026
Guest: Sadia Hameed
This episode of The Spiritual Hustler dives deep into the transformative potential of perimenopause and midlife, centering on the reclamation of feminine sovereignty, healing ancestral patterns, and activating your inner codes. Jessica Zweig welcomes Sadia Hameed, a former corporate philanthropy executive turned transformational guide, to share her profound midlife awakening and her work guiding women into their next era of fulfillment, legacy, and embodied truth.
The conversation is a raw exploration of burnout, identity, and the spiritual energetics of womanhood, with practical frameworks and mystical insights for women navigating transition.
Sadia’s Story of Burnout:
Sadia recounts reaching a point in late 2024 where, despite ticking all the “success” boxes, she felt entirely burned out and unable to keep hustling in roles misaligned with her truth.
“I had spent all these decades fighting myself... The greatest resistance of my life, and the reason I was so burned out is that I had spent all this time resisting who I really am... I was suffocating inside myself.” (17:56)
Stepping Into FFBs (Feminine Frequency Business School):
Sadia describes her leap into Jessica’s program not as another hustle, but as a surrender into a space of possibility, leading to a quantum leap in self-recognition and safety to be witnessed in her truth.
“The voice note gave me permission to say yes. Not to the version of me I had been that whole time, but to the version of me that was asking if I was ready to finally just allow it.” (20:41)
Beyond External Achievement:
Despite her high-achieving career in nonprofit and philanthropy, Sadia realized she was chasing trauma and societal approval rather than honoring her unique “code.”
“I spent 25 years ... trying to heal my own pain. I chased the trauma—what’s the most noble thing I could do... and it didn’t satisfy whatever it was that was still dancing around inside me.” (22:33)
Societal Suppression & “Too Muchness”:
Sadia shares formative moments of being told she was “too smart,” “too bright,” and faced overt discouragement for daring to disrupt or stand out.
“I can remember being in interviews at really senior levels and getting passed up because they said, ‘you’re too bright. You’ll take the light away from other people.’ I will never forget that.” (23:56)
Midlife as Queenhood/Sovereignty—Not Decline: Jessica and Sadia reject the narrative of perimenopause as decline or misery. Sadia describes midlife as the ascension into queenhood, matriarch, and true legacy creation.
“Between the mother and the crone is actually where the prime of a woman is... You move into the sovereignty... For me, it was crossing the threshold of forty. I just didn’t care as much anymore. I didn’t want to perform anymore... This is the ascension of light.” (47:42)
Perimenopause as Portal, Not Problem:
Sadia’s counter-culture take positions perimenopause as a time when a woman’s energy rises from her womb to her third eye, activating channels of intuition, vision, and legacy—the “ascension of light.”
“What we call a midlife crisis is actually the most beautiful portal and awakening possible.... When you surrender into it, when you understand mystically what’s happening? It’s so exciting. I’m like, I love being in perimenopause.” (41:27, 47:42)
“When you allow [the ascension of light], and you let that kundalini energy move up and down these centers, your ability to collapse time and get the most precise insight... is extraordinary. And you’re not fighting your body anymore. You’re honoring her because you’re listening to her.” (52:11)
“I am here at this moment... because I, like so many of us, are the ones who will make the choice to be the last women in our lineage to ever carry the memory of suffering in our body. Period. It ends here and it’s done.” (32:52)
“The first gateway... devotion to self. When you think of devotion, you think of something really deep, something enduring... What does it actually mean to be in the deepest devotion to yourself?” (61:03)
“Reintegration is... inviting back the parts of you that are asking to be seen and expressed out into the world.” (62:35)
“Sovereignty is then a way of being. It's a state of existence, and you reclaim it slowly... this is how you prepare your nervous system. And you’re grounded. You’re devoted to yourself... you can now compound and accelerate. And you can do it so fast, quantum, it blows your mind.” (66:04, 68:23)
On Spiritual Sisterhood:
“There is no hierarchy. ... I bear so much fruit from this experience because my life becomes enriched with real friendships and relationships and I get to learn myself from other women’s codes. That is the new earth consciousness where there is no competition, only collaboration.” – Jessica Zweig (07:21)
On the Power of Midlife:
“Midlife isn’t a crisis, it’s the prime and the peak. ... Our bodies are always guiding us. ... you are doing it from this really sovereign, clear place, but you are also consolidating into the matriarch.” – Sadia Hameed (41:27, 48:56)
On Individual Purpose:
“Every single one of us came here with a soul code that is coded with the highest destiny of our purpose, of why we are here in this lifetime. ... It is not anything we’re going to go learn in a book, in a course… It is something that, when you come close enough to someone who can stabilize your field, you access it.” – Sadia Hameed (38:41)
On Ancestral Healing:
“Our ancestors... didn’t have agency and the tools of healing and an awareness. They were just trying to not die. And that has been passed down to our very own mothers and fathers.” – Jessica Zweig (34:31)
On Sovereign Feminine Legacy:
“When we restore the sovereign feminine experience, what we bring back to the world, to our families, to our societies, is something that creates a balance that everyone is craving and longing for, but just can’t name.” – Sadia Hameed (71:11)
This episode is a must-listen for any woman feeling the rumblings of midlife, burnout, or transitions—offering an uplifted, activated, spiritually practical roadmap to not just surviving, but thriving as a sovereign, legacy-making woman. Sadia’s journey is a vivid exemplification of transmuting pain into light and reclaiming fullness at every age.
“Each and every one of us is so magnificent. … When you finally allow it and start to feel it, it’s the most breathtaking experience in the whole world.” – Sadia Hameed (70:17)
“The feminine frequency is returning, and it is your job to be a leader of this moment in humanity, Jessica. But… Not just you. … It’s all women’s role to be a part of this reclamation.” – Jessica Zweig (72:14)