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So you have a happy moment with somebody. In fact, you feel really deeply connected. And very quickly that happiness turns into a tightening in your chest, a panic in your gut, and a feeling of overwhelm. Why does this happen if you're a fearful avoidant? And what is this trauma response actually about? Well, in today's video, I'm going to break this down for you and basically decode this for you in five major points. And by understanding these five major things, the most important one is at the end, you will finally understand why you do the things you do in relationships and how to change some of these patterns so they do not own you for the rest of your life because they will affect your future fulfillment. Let's break this down. One of the first things that everybody needs to understand if you are a fearful avoidant. And as somebody who was a fearful avoidant, I'll actually just speak from my own experience. One of the first things that happens is if you grew up seeing a lot of tumultuous relationships or pain and suffering around attachment, or if you had a very unprofessional, predictable caregiver who was in active addiction or who was all over the map with their own mental health, you would have had a lot of moments where love and connection was a good thing, but also a lot of moments where love and connection was a scary, overwhelming, or very confusing thing. And so what this means is that you carry these deep expectations that relationships or love basically ends in pain. And as somebody who was a fearful avoidant and saw a lot of pain in relationships growing up, I grew up thinking, oh, all relationships end badly. So why would you want to feel so vulnerable to somebody who's ultimately going to hurt you or you're accidentally going to hurt them because your feelings are going to change. And as a result of this, point number one here of five is that I grew up feeling like the more I fell in love with somebody or cared about somebody romantically and emotionally, and the more vulnerable I felt, the more pain was inevitably going to come. This is very common. In fact, this is something I've never even heard. An exception to that fearful avoidance, deep. When they have these happy moments, when they start to deeply attach to somebody, there's this kind of bitter sweetness to it, where on one hand it feels sweet to feel in love and to have strong feelings and care for somebody, but there's this bitter or fear based underlying dynamic where it's like, okay, great, we have all this connection and all these feelings, but the more I love you or care about you, the more hurt I am going to endure in the long run. And this is part of what causes a fearful avoidant to spin out or to spiral. Because the more they care, often the more threatening that actually feels deep down. And let me know, by the way, if that's something that's commonly happened to you because this is so common. And I also want you to know you're not alone in that and that it's a solvable problem. But it's a really important thing to recognize and it's because of the subconscious belief that you're carrying. I want to actually help you in point number two of five here, find what that core belief is. So I want you to ask yourself this question. If I deeply love somebody and I become fully vulnerable to them, I really let them in, I really open up and lean on them. What am I afraid will happen in the long run? And this is a question that can help you surface that subconscious belief. And usually you're going to feel maybe multiple of the following. But this is usually the most common set of core wounds that a fearful avoidant will have. Number one, they will betray me. Hey, this is according to integrated attachment theory. Number two, they'll eventually abandon me, change their mind about me, lose feelings. Abandoned. Number three, they will try to trap or control me. Number four, I will eventually be in a dynamic where I try to lean on them and they won't show up for me and I'll be left feeling helpless. Or number five, I will be emotionally unsafe with this person. Check in and see which of those five resonate with you. Usually there's at least one of those big ones there for people. And what that is is that you usually had a subconscious imprint. Something hurt you that way in the past. You stored it and now you project it back out onto your relationships without even consciously recognizing. And it's not like you're doing this with intention or that you're saying, oh yes, let me fear that everybody will betray me. It's that this is something that's happened to you in the past. And because this is how your subconscious mind works, it reprojects out painful or fear based beliefs onto the present to keep yourself safe from those experiences. You end up in dynamics where you feel like you are literally fearing these things over and over again. Another really big honorable mention. Again, these are all fearful avoidant core beliefs from integrated attachment theory is the core belief I'm unworthy. I'll be stuck in a relationship where the person's always putting me down or making me Feel unworthy. And so it's a big common theme. Okay? And the analogy I like to give here, and this is really point number three of five, is that these core beliefs are like your own personal version of a bear in the woods. If you go into the woods tomorrow and you see a bear and you run away from that bear and you're safe, but you have to return to the woods the very next day, well, what does your mind do? Do you go into the woods fully neutral, fully calm, fully at peace? No. You've been chased by a bear the day before. So you go into the woods basically bracing for the bear to jump out at you and scanning your environment and projecting out the likelihood of seeing the bear. Like you might hear the trees rustle in the distance and you're like, oh my God, the bear is coming. Even if it's just the wind blowing the trees. But that's because your subconscious mind has this imprint from the day before. It now projects it back out onto its environment. And now it's dysregulating the rest of your nervous system, signaling to it to go into sympathetic nervous system mode in order to protect yourself from the threat. And that's great if we live in like survival society, predator, prey society. But it's not so great when our version of this is that you're not being chased by predators, but instead you've just been through painful relationship experiences and that's what you project out. Just take notes so far because we're going to get into the even more important stuff here in a moment. But I just want you to understand those first three points that when you go through painful experiences that you can't properly process, your subconscious mind stores it, it gets imprinted by it, and then projects it to keep you safe. And of those core wounds, let me know which ones resonated the most with you in the chat. And let's get into the next two important pieces here. Okay? The reasons that you constantly have these happy moments triggering panic is because you have a happy moment and you're like, oh my gosh. But the happier I am and the more invested I am, the more these painful things are going to happen. And then you project them back out onto your and you're constantly scanning for them. Now here are the next two really important pieces of what is going on. Often fearful, avoidant attachment styles. They go into relationships and they make these relationships one sided. So because they generally have a big I am unworthy core wound, according to integrated attachment theory, they end up in dynamics where they're like, oh, I literally need to prove to other people, especially people I'm in a romantic relationship with, that I'm worth loving. And so they constantly feel like they have to earn their worth from somebody. So the happier they are, the more pressure they feel because the more they're like, oh, my goodness, I need to earn my worth from this person. And this caused them to go into this cycle. And this is a really important thing to recognize where you over give and you under receive to keep your sense of worth. And so when you have these happy moments that then trigger panic, a lot of times it's because you get given something, whether it's love, connection, a compliment, somebody does something nice for you, and then deep down you feel like, oh, now I literally owe them 2x back what they just did or gave to me. And it's not like fearful avoidants just do this with physical things like, oh, somebody gives you a gift and now you have to give them two gifts back or an even nicer gift back. They do this with compliments. They do this with somebody providing support, somebody providing good advice or an emotional shoulder to cry on or something to lean on when somebody does them even like a favor, an act of service, some sort of supportive gesture. Fearful avoidance. Sit there and they go, oh, my goodness, I now have to give back twice as much as what I just received. And this means that these happy moments trigger panic because they trigger you to put this unnecessary pressure on yourself. That again, is happening at the subconscious level of mind. Now, before I get into the fifth one, which is arguably one of the biggest ones here, I want you to know if you want to go deeper into healing your fearful avoidant attachment style, you can actually check out for seven days down below, fully for free, the fearful avoidant healing program. It will help you jumpstart your cycle in terms of how to heal your fearful avoidant attachment style. And with it comes free for life the core wounds bundle. It's a gift. You get to go in and understand your core wounds in a lot of detail and gain tools to rewire them. Okay, all of that is down below. It's a gift that can be claimed for a limited time. And I will put the link in the description. Point number five. Fearful avoidance also have happy moments that trigger panic because unfortunately, deep down they feel like if somebody's making them happy, they cannot have boundaries with this person. Now, boundaries are a healthy part of what makes a relationship sustainable. But fearful avoidance often feel like, no, no, no, I can't actually have boundaries with somebody because boundaries are some sort of separation, but they're not. Boundaries are adjoining. Boundaries are you literally being seen in your full self, in your yeses and your nos and your good moments and your hard moments when you think that somebody's making you happy. And now that means you can't have boundaries with that person because oftentimes they fearful avoidants get conditioned to think that boundaries are not acceptable or okay at a young age or in past relationships they've been through. Then obviously the happy you are with somebody, the more you feel like you just owe them. You have to give everything of yourself to somebody, and the more you feel like you lose your sense of self in that process. And that is in particular why in that fearful avoidant healing program, we literally cover how to rewire your core wounds and understand them so they're not showing up in your relationships all the time, how to actually meet your own needs, how to set your own boundaries and regulate your nervous system. And by doing these things, this allows you not just to heal the relationship deeply to yourself, but obviously also the relationships you have to others. So I hope this makes things make a lot of sense. If you want to go deeper, check out free access to those courses down below, and you get to keep that one as a gift for life. Thank you for watching. Thank you for being here. Let me know in the comments which of those resonated the most with you, and I'll see you in tomorrow's video. You won't want to miss it.

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Podcast Summary: The Thais Gibson Podcast

Episode: Why Happy Moments Trigger Panic | The Fearful Avoidant Trauma Response
Host: Thais Gibson
Date: August 1, 2026

Episode Overview

In this episode, Thais Gibson, a specialist in attachment theory and healing, explores a paradoxical experience often faced by those with a fearful avoidant attachment style: feeling panic or overwhelm during moments of happiness and connection in relationships. Thais breaks down this trauma response into five core points, drawing from both theoretical insights and her personal journey as a former fearful avoidant. The episode aims to shed light on why these panic responses occur and how individuals can begin to reprogram these patterns for healthier, more fulfilling relationships.

Key Discussion Points & Insights

1. The Painful Link Between Connection and Fear

(00:00–03:40)

Thais opens by explaining the spiral of feeling happy and connected, which quickly morphs into panic and overwhelm for fearful avoidants.
- Quote: “The more I fell in love with somebody or cared about somebody romantically and emotionally, and the more vulnerable I felt, the more pain was inevitably going to come.” (00:55)
She recounts her own realization that early life experiences and observing tumultuous relationships can lead to a subconscious expectation that love inevitably ends in pain.

2. Core Subconscious Beliefs Driving Panic

(03:41–08:30)

Thais shares reflective questions to help listeners unearth their deepest fears and beliefs about vulnerability in relationships.
- “If I deeply love somebody and I become fully vulnerable to them… what am I afraid will happen in the long run?” (04:12)
She lists the most common fearful avoidant core wounds, taken from integrated attachment theory:
- Betrayal: “They will betray me.”
- Abandonment: “They’ll eventually abandon me, change their mind, or lose feelings.”
- Control/Enmeshment: “They’ll try to trap or control me.”
- Neglect: “I’ll be left feeling helpless.”
- Emotional Unsafety: “I will be emotionally unsafe with this person.”
An additional common core wound: “I am unworthy.” Thais notes how these beliefs stem from past pain and are projected onto new relationships by the subconscious.

3. The “Bear in the Woods” Analogy: Trauma and Projection

(08:31–11:00)

Thais uses an analogy:
- Experiencing trauma in relationships is like seeing a bear in the woods—your mind remains hyper-vigilant long after the initial threat is gone.
- Quote: “You go into the woods basically bracing for the bear to jump out at you... because your subconscious mind has this imprint.” (09:18)
The subconscious holds onto unprocessed pain, leading to continued projections and nervous system dysregulation in otherwise safe moments.

4. Over-Giving, Pressure, and the “Earned Worth” Trap

(11:01–14:57)

Many fearful avoidants develop an “I am unworthy” wound, believing they must constantly prove their worthiness in relationships.
This manifests as “over-giving and under-receiving”:
- Thais explains: “You get given something... love, connection, a compliment... and then deep down you feel like, ‘Oh, now I owe them 2x back.’” (13:12)
This cycle leads to increased anxiety in happy moments, as the pressure to “give back” is triggered, often subconsciously.
- The belief: “I now have to give back twice as much as what I just received.”

5. Boundaries, Happiness, and the Loss of Self

(14:58–18:15)

The final and most significant point: fearful avoidants often feel that happiness with someone means they can no longer assert boundaries.
- Quote: “If somebody’s making them happy, they cannot have boundaries with this person.” (15:12)
Thais emphasizes that boundaries are an essential part of healthy, sustainable relationships. However, fearful avoidants may feel that boundaries equal rejection or are unloving, often due to early conditioning.
The result: a gradual loss of self as one gives everything to maintain the connection, reinforcing the panic response.

Notable Quotes & Memorable Moments

On projecting pain:
- “Your subconscious mind stores it, it gets imprinted by it, and then projects it to keep you safe.” (10:02)
On earned worth:
- “Fearful avoidants sit there and they go, ‘Oh my goodness, I now have to give back twice as much as what I just received.’” (13:12)
On boundaries and happiness:
- “Boundaries are adjoining. Boundaries are you literally being seen in your full self, in your yeses and your nos and your good moments and your hard moments.” (15:58)

Timestamps for Important Segments

00:00–03:40 | The central paradox: Why happiness triggers panic for fearful avoidants
03:41–08:30 | Identifying core subconscious beliefs (betrayal, abandonment, unworthiness, etc.)
08:31–11:00 | Bear in the woods analogy: Living with subconscious trauma
11:01–14:57 | The cycle of over-giving and “earned worth”
14:58–18:15 | The pivotal role of boundaries and fear of self-loss

Final Takeaways

Fearful avoidants often struggle with happy moments in relationships because past trauma links vulnerability to danger and loss.
Unprocessed pain leads to core beliefs that “protect” but also sabotage current relationships through projection, over-giving, and boundary issues.
Healing is possible through increased awareness of these patterns, understanding core wounds, and actively learning to set boundaries, meet one’s own needs, and regulate the nervous system.
Thais invites listeners to further explore healing through her dedicated program, highlighting that insight, action, and compassion are key to transformation.

For deeper exploration of the fearful avoidant healing process, Thais offers a free introductory course and core wounds bundle (link in episode description).

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So you have a happy moment with somebody. In fact, you feel really deeply connected. And very quickly that happiness turns into a tightening in your chest, a panic in your gut, and a feeling of overwhelm. Why does this happen if you're a fearful avoidant? And what is this trauma response actually about? Well, in today's video, I'm going to break this down for you and basically decode this for you in five major points. And by understanding these five major things, the most important one is at the end, you will finally understand why you do the things you do in relationships and how to change some of these patterns so they do not own you for the rest of your life because they will affect your future fulfillment. Let's break this down. One of the first things that everybody needs to understand if you are a fearful avoidant. And as somebody who was a fearful avoidant, I'll actually just speak from my own experience. One of the first things that happens is if you grew up seeing a lot of tumultuous relationships or pain and suffering around attachment, or if you had a very unprofessional, predictable caregiver who was in active addiction or who was all over the map with their own mental health, you would have had a lot of moments where love and connection was a good thing, but also a lot of moments where love and connection was a scary, overwhelming, or very confusing thing. And so what this means is that you carry these deep expectations that relationships or love basically ends in pain. And as somebody who was a fearful avoidant and saw a lot of pain in relationships growing up, I grew up thinking, oh, all relationships end badly. So why would you want to feel so vulnerable to somebody who's ultimately going to hurt you or you're accidentally going to hurt them because your feelings are going to change. And as a result of this, point number one here of five is that I grew up feeling like the more I fell in love with somebody or cared about somebody romantically and emotionally, and the more vulnerable I felt, the more pain was inevitably going to come. This is very common. In fact, this is something I've never even heard. An exception to that fearful avoidance, deep. When they have these happy moments, when they start to deeply attach to somebody, there's this kind of bitter sweetness to it, where on one hand it feels sweet to feel in love and to have strong feelings and care for somebody, but there's this bitter or fear based underlying dynamic where it's like, okay, great, we have all this connection and all these feelings, but the more I love you or care about you, the more hurt I am going to endure in the long run. And this is part of what causes a fearful avoidant to spin out or to spiral. Because the more they care, often the more threatening that actually feels deep down. And let me know, by the way, if that's something that's commonly happened to you because this is so common. And I also want you to know you're not alone in that and that it's a solvable problem. But it's a really important thing to recognize and it's because of the subconscious belief that you're carrying. I want to actually help you in point number two of five here, find what that core belief is. So I want you to ask yourself this question. If I deeply love somebody and I become fully vulnerable to them, I really let them in, I really open up and lean on them. What am I afraid will happen in the long run? And this is a question that can help you surface that subconscious belief. And usually you're going to feel maybe multiple of the following. But this is usually the most common set of core wounds that a fearful avoidant will have. Number one, they will betray me. Hey, this is according to integrated attachment theory. Number two, they'll eventually abandon me, change their mind about me, lose feelings. Abandoned. Number three, they will try to trap or control me. Number four, I will eventually be in a dynamic where I try to lean on them and they won't show up for me and I'll be left feeling helpless. Or number five, I will be emotionally unsafe with this person. Check in and see which of those five resonate with you. Usually there's at least one of those big ones there for people. And what that is is that you usually had a subconscious imprint. Something hurt you that way in the past. You stored it and now you project it back out onto your relationships without even consciously recognizing. And it's not like you're doing this with intention or that you're saying, oh yes, let me fear that everybody will betray me. It's that this is something that's happened to you in the past. And because this is how your subconscious mind works, it reprojects out painful or fear based beliefs onto the present to keep yourself safe from those experiences. You end up in dynamics where you feel like you are literally fearing these things over and over again. Another really big honorable mention. Again, these are all fearful avoidant core beliefs from integrated attachment theory is the core belief I'm unworthy. I'll be stuck in a relationship where the person's always putting me down or making me Feel unworthy. And so it's a big common theme. Okay? And the analogy I like to give here, and this is really point number three of five, is that these core beliefs are like your own personal version of a bear in the woods. If you go into the woods tomorrow and you see a bear and you run away from that bear and you're safe, but you have to return to the woods the very next day, well, what does your mind do? Do you go into the woods fully neutral, fully calm, fully at peace? No. You've been chased by a bear the day before. So you go into the woods basically bracing for the bear to jump out at you and scanning your environment and projecting out the likelihood of seeing the bear. Like you might hear the trees rustle in the distance and you're like, oh my God, the bear is coming. Even if it's just the wind blowing the trees. But that's because your subconscious mind has this imprint from the day before. It now projects it back out onto its environment. And now it's dysregulating the rest of your nervous system, signaling to it to go into sympathetic nervous system mode in order to protect yourself from the threat. And that's great if we live in like survival society, predator, prey society. But it's not so great when our version of this is that you're not being chased by predators, but instead you've just been through painful relationship experiences and that's what you project out. Just take notes so far because we're going to get into the even more important stuff here in a moment. But I just want you to understand those first three points that when you go through painful experiences that you can't properly process, your subconscious mind stores it, it gets imprinted by it, and then projects it to keep you safe. And of those core wounds, let me know which ones resonated the most with you in the chat. And let's get into the next two important pieces here. Okay? The reasons that you constantly have these happy moments triggering panic is because you have a happy moment and you're like, oh my gosh. But the happier I am and the more invested I am, the more these painful things are going to happen. And then you project them back out onto your and you're constantly scanning for them. Now here are the next two really important pieces of what is going on. Often fearful, avoidant attachment styles. They go into relationships and they make these relationships one sided. So because they generally have a big I am unworthy core wound, according to integrated attachment theory, they end up in dynamics where they're like, oh, I literally need to prove to other people, especially people I'm in a romantic relationship with, that I'm worth loving. And so they constantly feel like they have to earn their worth from somebody. So the happier they are, the more pressure they feel because the more they're like, oh, my goodness, I need to earn my worth from this person. And this caused them to go into this cycle. And this is a really important thing to recognize where you over give and you under receive to keep your sense of worth. And so when you have these happy moments that then trigger panic, a lot of times it's because you get given something, whether it's love, connection, a compliment, somebody does something nice for you, and then deep down you feel like, oh, now I literally owe them 2x back what they just did or gave to me. And it's not like fearful avoidants just do this with physical things like, oh, somebody gives you a gift and now you have to give them two gifts back or an even nicer gift back. They do this with compliments. They do this with somebody providing support, somebody providing good advice or an emotional shoulder to cry on or something to lean on when somebody does them even like a favor, an act of service, some sort of supportive gesture. Fearful avoidance. Sit there and they go, oh, my goodness, I now have to give back twice as much as what I just received. And this means that these happy moments trigger panic because they trigger you to put this unnecessary pressure on yourself. That again, is happening at the subconscious level of mind. Now, before I get into the fifth one, which is arguably one of the biggest ones here, I want you to know if you want to go deeper into healing your fearful avoidant attachment style, you can actually check out for seven days down below, fully for free, the fearful avoidant healing program. It will help you jumpstart your cycle in terms of how to heal your fearful avoidant attachment style. And with it comes free for life the core wounds bundle. It's a gift. You get to go in and understand your core wounds in a lot of detail and gain tools to rewire them. Okay, all of that is down below. It's a gift that can be claimed for a limited time. And I will put the link in the description. Point number five. Fearful avoidance also have happy moments that trigger panic because unfortunately, deep down they feel like if somebody's making them happy, they cannot have boundaries with this person. Now, boundaries are a healthy part of what makes a relationship sustainable. But fearful avoidance often feel like, no, no, no, I can't actually have boundaries with somebody because boundaries are some sort of separation, but they're not. Boundaries are adjoining. Boundaries are you literally being seen in your full self, in your yeses and your nos and your good moments and your hard moments when you think that somebody's making you happy. And now that means you can't have boundaries with that person because oftentimes they fearful avoidants get conditioned to think that boundaries are not acceptable or okay at a young age or in past relationships they've been through. Then obviously the happy you are with somebody, the more you feel like you just owe them. You have to give everything of yourself to somebody, and the more you feel like you lose your sense of self in that process. And that is in particular why in that fearful avoidant healing program, we literally cover how to rewire your core wounds and understand them so they're not showing up in your relationships all the time, how to actually meet your own needs, how to set your own boundaries and regulate your nervous system. And by doing these things, this allows you not just to heal the relationship deeply to yourself, but obviously also the relationships you have to others. So I hope this makes things make a lot of sense. If you want to go deeper, check out free access to those courses down below, and you get to keep that one as a gift for life. Thank you for watching. Thank you for being here. Let me know in the comments which of those resonated the most with you, and I'll see you in tomorrow's video. You won't want to miss it.