Tim Tebow (22:47)
Well, I'm not a great sleeper. And one morning I couldn't sleep. Super early in the morning, I got up, I went down to our TV room, and I was just kind of rolling out my legs on some therapy. Therapy like lacrosse balls and stuff, while I was playing Madden. And then I put on a sermon, and I was listening to my pastor here in Jacksonville, Pastor Joby Martin. And it really wasn't on what the sermon was about. But, you know, sometimes you're listening to something and then you. You. Something hits your brain, and you start going down a rabbit trail, as we've heard today. And then all of a sudden, I just get onto this thought that I had had in a couple previous times, but just never as profound of really kind of thinking about Luke 19:40, when Jesus is making his triumphal entry into Jerusalem and the Pharisees are saying, like, quiet everybody down, like. And because they're praising him, and he says, you know, if they don't praise me, the rocks will cry out. And I just started thinking and really got convicted and became very emotional and started weeping on the floor. And of man, how many times in my life have other forms of God's creation been so wanting to praise him? Because I have stayed so quiet because I didn't do my job. And then the next thought that I had was, as I'm thinking about this, I just started to think, man, if God's creation is so ready and wanting to praise him for who he is, because they know who God is, is right. They've been created. They know their Creator. And if. If the rocks are so wanting to praise him, how much more so would the tree that Jesus died on want to praise him? And so I just get on this thought in my head, and it just won't leave me. And a couple days later, me and Wyatt and Kevin, who are on our team, we fly to. To go preach at an event. And on our way there, I just share very emotionally what I was thinking about and why it starts just jotting it down and voice recording. We kind of talk. And I don't know. I don't know if I want to do anything with this. It's just a thought that you feel like, convicted that I don't know what to do. I just think I'm supposed to share this with somebody. And so we don't know anything of what we want to do, but we just start kind of jotting down these thoughts. And I don't know if it's a children's book, if it's grown up book, if whatever. It's a changing of perspective that I feel like God was challenging me in my perspective of how I was thinking about just in my tenderness to Calvary's cross, to tenderness to the love of God. And so we ended up going back and telling the story of when this tree was first a little seed and then growing up and blossoming and then with hopes and dreams of maybe being turned into a door or a table or a throne, and then those dreams being dashed when it's, you know, cut into and then made into a cross. Literally an instrument of shame for excruciating pain. Like in history, the cross was made as an instrument of torture and shame and guilt that was literally created for excruciating pain, that it's a symbol for all of these terrible things. And now this cross with these dreams is made into that. Not realizing that one day he was going to be a throne and it was going to be a. A disfigured throne, but a throne that was going to hold up the king of Kings. And that it was going to be a doorway because of what Jesus did. It was going to be part of that doorway for us to get into heaven because of the love of God. And I could only think, just when I was thinking about this, if God gave the tree the ability to speak, what would he have said to Jesus? And I could only imagine this thought of, like, when he finally came to know the love of God and the love that Jesus had and felt the blood of Jesus on his core. Like, if he just said, with all these people mocking Jesus, if the tree could speak, what would he really say? And I think he would tell Jesus, hey, Jesus, if you would just give me a voice for a little bit, I'll tell them all. I'll tell them all who you are. I'll tell them all of your love. I'll tell them all. And I could only imagine Jesus saying to me, to the cross, no, I didn't give you that job. I gave you the job to hold me up high and you're doing a good job. I gave them that job. And I just started to think, like, man, how often I haven't done my job, like, and I, you know, I've just over the last few years been really convicted. Why so many times in my life have I not been willing to share the greatest love story, rescue mission of all time? Because the cross and Christ crucified is the only thing that changes everything about everything. It is the only thing that if if the life, the death, the burial, and the resurrection ascension of Jesus Christ is true, then it changes everything. It changes the past, it changes the present, it changes the future. If it is not true, then everything else is awash. It's irrelevant. It all comes down to the cross. And if the cross is true, which I believe with my whole heart, that is true. Why so many times have I been unwilling to share? And I really came down to two things. One, either I don't really believe the message of the gospel, or two, I don't really love people enough because I couldn't actually find another excuse for why so many times I just wasn't willing to share. And you could find them all over the place. But, man, it really came down ultimately to those two things. Did I just really not believe the gospel, or did I really not love people enough that I was willing to care more about them liking me than them knowing Jesus? And I feel like I failed at that so much that I have chose people liking me over them knowing the love of God. And that was just some of the heart behind this and trying to tell this in a fresh new way where people would get a new perspective and we wouldn't grow callous to the cross. Because some of my favorite heroes in the faith, especially my mom and dad, when you bring up Calvary's cross, man, they can't help but get emotional because they're so tender to it. And we just, I think sometimes in the churchy world, we grow up in it and it just becomes these, like, words and phrases we say all the time, and we forget the tenderness and the compassion and the sacrifice that we need to. And the reverence we need to hold when we talk about the cross. Because severity, because it is everything. And I think when we really understand the gospel, I think there's three things that really stand out. One is we realize the gravity of what we have been saved from, that we have been saved from eternal separation from God. There is a weight into gravity that it's not just, oh, sin nailed Jesus to the cross. No, my sin, my sin nailed Jesus. Like the whips. That whip Jesus should be named after me. The nails should be named after me. There's a weight and a gravity to understand. Because how do you really understand grace if you don't understand what you have been saved from, right? And so I think it starts by understanding what you have been saved from. That it's not like, oh, you were extortive, average, and now you're a little bit better. It's no bro you were dead and because of Christ you were made alive with him, period. Flat out, you know, and then it's, we have to understand who we have been saved by, that we have been saved by a king that loves us so much, that was willing to go to the cross, didn't want to, but did it anyways. It's literally like, dad, if there's another way, take this cup from me, but not my will. Thy will be done. I'll do it anyways because I love you and I want to obey my father and I love humanity and I'm going to go to the cross anyways. And he takes on the sin of the world. He first of all he takes on the physical pain which we can't even imagine. Then he takes on the sin of the world. And I just can't even possibly comprehend, you know, the Bible tells us that he be that he became sin on our behalf. Like we can't even, I just, like I can't even imagine what that's like.