
This week on What’s The Reality, Sarover from Love Is Blind UK is back with AD for an honest chat about love, heartbreak, and finding her confidence again. She opens up about the red flags she missed with Kal, why she felt like “an experiment within the experiment,” and how her family and community helped her heal. Sarover also reflects on the reunion, where things stand with Kal today, and what’s next for her. Plus, she and AD give their first impressions on the new men of Love Is Blind US Season 9.
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What's the reality? What's the reality? Hey, y'.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
All.
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And welcome back to what's the Reality? It's your girl ad. And last what was like a week or two ago, I got to sit down with the lovely ladies from Love is Blind UK season two, and y' all got on my case about there not being enough time and we want more and why didn't you ask this and blah, blah, blah, blah. Listen, y', all, I said in the comments, but they asked me to be a part of their junket. And it's if you know anything about a junket, short amount of time, you ask a few questions and they kind of move on to the next interview. So I was fortunate enough to do that. But now we got our girl Serova here to answer a few more questions. People are so curious about you and the show and your life. Pass show. So let's all say hi to Sarova. Welcome back, girl.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Hey everyone.
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So happy to have you back. So catch me up. Like, what's been new since the last time we spoke?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
So since the last time we spoke, I've been on an emotional journey. It's been, it's been very busy. It's been a lot to process. I feel like I've been grieving a relationship but not a person. So sort of just managing a lot of emotions. But I've had so much love and support. So I've been kind of sat on this cloud nine and just taking it all in. So it's been absolutely beautiful.
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Have things like kind of calmed down for you or are you more busy than ever?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
I'm so busy, I have to schedule when to eat and sleep, and then sometimes I have a nap in my car because I put on the heated seats and I'm there all cozy and I'm like, oh, God, what is happening?
Podcast Host (Ad)
No, I know. I know that after show rush is insane. And I'm loving seeing you all over social media and getting to tell your story and just shining so bright and. And everyone. Every time I go in, the comments, they're like, she's such a princess. And I'm like, yeah, she's literally the people's princess. Just so beautiful, so stunning. But I feel like we didn't get to hear much about your career on the show. You are a medical company owner and a former competitive kickboxer, is that correct?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
That's so true. I literally have the trophies here next to.
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That's so funny. Wait, tell us more about that.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
So I grew up very sporty and I used to do a lot of gymnastics, a lot of netball. And then my dad was like, look, I've got three girls bringing them up. Like, these girls need to be street smart and I'm a little bit, like, airy fairy at times. So I could be walking in the street and there could be like 10 people behind me and I actually would have no idea. Yeah. So he was like, right, you girls, you're going into kickboxing? And I found this love for fighting and I became very competitive in it. So instead of doing, like, the Gradings and kickboxing, I went into competitive fighting and basically went around the UK fighting people.
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Wait, that's so dope.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
I know. So my kick is like my. My sort of go to. I'm not very good with punches. Like, my biceps are a little bit. They're like baby biceps. But my leg is good. I can really kick.
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Do you still fight?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
No. So I had to make the whole choice between education, going into sports, because my sports took up so much, but I was such a. I just loved educating myself. So I would be sat here at. Well, say, sat here, because it's the same desk growing up, and I'd be sat here studying for so many hours. So I had to make that decision. So I went down the education path.
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That's so cool. So who has been here for you this past year? Like, what has your support system looked like?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
So I really had to rely on my family and friends because it was a tough time in January with. When I. I don't want to say breakup, because it was it was the end of a marriage. So I talk, I say more. So the end of a relationship. And it was really like my mom, my sisters, my closest friends. And obviously you can't tell everybody either because the relationship was a secret because it doesn't actually get announced till a year later. So it was actually my gym friends who were really there for me because I go to the same gym every morning. I've got my group there and they knew everything. So I was actually there the next day after it ended and tried to go in at different time. Nobody would be there. And ran into one of my friends. She was like, how was Christmas? And I just started crying. So, yeah, it was horrible. And I was like, why are you here? Like, everybody's coming here in the morning. It's lunchtime. Yeah, yeah. And she was there. And from that day I realized I need to be vulnerable and I need help. And they were there for me.
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Oh, that's amazing.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Yeah.
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You talked a lot about finding a new self confidence after the show. Can you share what that journey has looked like for you?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
So basically after the show, I didn't realize how much there was going to be a South Asian representation. And I was having people come out to me through messages, like literally strangers telling me how proud they were of me and sharing their stories. And when I was going through all of it, I thought, oh, my goodness, like, they don't feel like strangers. They feel like people have known for years because we were connecting on a different level. So as I was going through all this and they were saying, we're proud of you. Thank you for speaking up. Thank you for bringing these topics to a platform where we can talk openly. And I was like, but this was just a journey. This was just my life. I wasn't ever thinking going forward what this could do for others. So when I got that, it kind of sparked this sort of passion in me that I need to talk. I need to get these to taboo topics out there and to start trying to normalize so much that happens where dating's not seen as something normal sometimes that an Indian girl might do. And so, yeah, so that's. That's where the confidence comes. So I get really passionate when I talk about it.
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Oh, that's amazing. So what actually made you sign up for the show initially then?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
So growing up, I was brought up quite traditionally where I had a lot of expectations when it came to not even dating, just marriage in general. So. So when I would go out to date, which obviously I found uncomfortable in the beginning, it was following a tick box exercise. I knew at the back of my head who my family would be proud of, who I would bring home, and ultimately that'd be the person I marry. And I tried that for years and I realized, like, why am I not really falling in love? Or why am I not feeling an emotional connection? And then it dawned upon me and I was like, I'm 29, I'm now single because I actually got coasted the beginning of last year. Oh, no. And then I was thinking, yeah, we can forget him, that's fine. But yeah, literally ghosted and blocked, which was so out of the blue. And I was like, I need to do something different. I need to put myself first now because I'm not falling in love by following this expectation, this tick box. So the show for me was I can actually be myself, put myself first, and I'm not going to have these voices at the back of my head thinking, I need to make sure I find someone that everybody else would be proud of for me. I need to find someone for me. So when I went on, I was basically, I told myself and promised myself, be vulnerable, be open minded and lead with an open heart and try to drop all the voices.
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Yeah. Were you a fan of the show prior? Have you, like, did you watch it before and stuff?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
I watched the American ones, the American seasons, and I thought it was the most brilliant concept because there's so many successful marriages from it. And I was thinking, oh my goodness, like you can build an emotional connection and it can be that strong that you do marry someone. And we have seen people with children, like couples with children later. So it was one of those shows. And obviously then I watched the UK one and saw what happened from that and I thought, this is the only place I can think of that maybe it could be for me that this could happen. So I had a lot of hope and faith. Definitely went in with hope and faith.
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Yeah, that's so relatable because I literally, when I. Because I was season six and I watched all the seasons prior and I was like, you know what if it could work for these people and maybe it could work for me. I mean, thank God it did not. It worked out the way it was supposed to. But like, I went in so hopeful as well. So that's so relatable. Did you have any other connections like on the pods that we didn't see?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Yeah, so I had some really good connections and it was, it was interesting because my connection with Cal was strong from basically the very beginning and he was Always there. And when I would talk about him, like, everybody would say, like, you smile so much. There's this energy about you. But they kept saying to me as well. And when I'd be in the girls lounge, I'm like, but, Swabi, you have to date everyone. That's the point of this experiment as well. So, yes, I did have good connections, but Cal was, like, my strongest. Yeah.
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Can you say who?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Yeah, I have a top. Yeah. So Jav was one of my top. Patrick was one of my top, and Demola.
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Really?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Okay. You had a little roster, literally. And. Yeah. And me and Demon are really good friends from it. So it's interesting because when you build emotional connections, you almost feel like you can kind of talk to these guys at a level where it's deeper friendships. And. Yeah, that was. It's really nice because I don't have many guy friends, so that definitely came out from it.
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Okay. I love that. Okay, let's talk you and Kal for a bit. You mentioned during our chat that there were red flags. You noticed watching the show back. What was the biggest ones that you like, kind of noticed.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
So I think one of them, for me was, I have to say, from the very beginning, it was the. When the usual type came up when we were on the holiday. And for me, anybody having a usual type, that's not a red flag. Everybody has a usual type. Someone, a type of person, maybe they're attracted to, a personality they're attracted to. So that's not a red flag. What I felt was a red flag is when you've been proposed to, someone's seen what you look like, and then their usual type is based on what you actually look like. I change what I look like. And I think when that came up, it was like I could just see myself in that episode when we were at the pool party, completely just going to a shell. And those insecurities I've had growing up, I could just see it all over my face. And I thought, oh, my goodness, Rover. Did he pick up on that? Did he reassure you enough? And behind closed doors, he did. But I feel like it's a red flag in the fact of, you know what I look like. So maybe don't say it too much to me. So that was one thing. And I thought. And now when I look back on it, because I didn't feel like I. I was heard much in the relationship after we got married, and I think that was an element there where that was noticeable. I'm emotional. I'm going into a shell. But I don't feel like I had somebody who really was there for me. So that was one.
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Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
And then. But this is why, when he reassured me enough, we. It wasn't enough to say, I can't marry this person. They're not emotionally going to be there for me. It wasn't enough at that time. I think another one was. It was the love languages. So I grew up quite conservative to the point that when my mum and dad used to hold hands or kiss, I'd be like, ew, that's disgusting. Even when I was a teenager, I would say it. And actually my early. Yeah, in my teenage years. Yeah. And with Cal, I said to him, you know, I think we've got similar love languages. But then as I was falling in love with him, I realized, like, physical touch is one for me. I like holding hands in public and the odd kiss here and there in public. And I feel like when I saw the camera at one point, we're on the. Matt and Emma walked in when we were on holiday and I think I put my arm, like, my hand up to reaches and he batted it away. I didn't pick up on it at the time because then in the next scene, cameras are on us. He's holding my hand. So again, there was elements there, I thought, oh, is off camera, on camera the same person? So, yeah, there were sort of elements there. And I think there was a few little things that were mentioned, such as, you know, the bride wears white or ivory. And he thought he could. I don't know what the exact words are. And I know with him, he would pull up the exact words, something along the fact of why not let me shine in the moment? Right. I felt like, yeah, maybe that moment was trying to be taken away a little bit.
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Oh, goodness. Okay.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
When you look back when you're out of love, when you're in love, 2020, don't notice.
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Yeah. Hindsight is definite. 2020. And it's like a lot of people imagine, like, in real life, off camera, being able to look back at all of your relationships and seeing all the things that you missed, how different you would move in dating. You know what I mean? That would be. So that would be. Actually be pretty crazy.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
I think it would be crazy because it'd be like a. I don't know, a black mirror episode. So much.
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So a lot of fans and people that were watching the show were very uncomfortable watching Cal meet your mom and s. And you shared with me during our last chat that you were a bit uncomfortable as well. What Were you thinking in the moments watching that conversation unfold?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
So when I watched it unfold, you can see it in my face when the things get mentioned. You know, I'm a Southern girl, I think something to do with my accent. And we're both into fitness. I think I'm looking like, please give me more to work with. We're now with mum. This is our moment. We're trying to get her blessing. So you can literally see me looking like, this can't just be it. And honestly, it's. It wasn't. Because that dinner must have spanned over about four hours, so those things were mentioned. But I'm. I'm an intelligent girl. I wouldn't allow that to be the only thing. And my mum's. My mom's clever too. She would not allow that to be enough for her to give her blessings. So there was more to the conversation later. And it was enough for me to be, like, emotionally, like, you can see my eyes, that I've obviously been crying because it was really beautiful. And mum had enough to be like, do what? Give me your hands. You've got my blessing. Let's do this. So there was more to it, but obviously at the beginning, it comes across frosty from mum's side because, guys, she's a mum, and her daughter just said, hey, Mum, this is my fiance. We're gonna get married in a couple of weeks. Like, be on board. Yeah. She's like, it's the first of our meeting and we've got to ask some questions. So it came from a place of love, respect, and being protected. But my mom's amazing in the fact that she would always hear you. She works with you. But she would never be like. If she felt it was a no, she wouldn't turn around and say, well, I'm not agreeing. That's it. And putting her foot down. She's. She's not like that at all.
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No. She seems so sweet. And your sister's so funny. Like, her facials. She reminds me of my sisters, too. My sisters would be looking at me the same exact way, like, oh, okay.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Eyebrows. Honestly. Shouting her eyebrows are iconic. There are a few tiktoks about her. When we saw the tiktoks, we could not stop laughing. I think we were on the floor laughing. Sharon. I was like, do you remember what we were communicating about? And then I was thinking, oh, my God, we've done this so many times where we're sat at dinners or in family functions where you can't say what you want to say, but you kind of like, you know, you give the look, and I think it was a good look. Like I'm, you know, sisters. Done. You've done good. Yeah.
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So when you met Cal's family, his brother said he didn't think it would work out because he couldn't see Cal putting someone else first in his life. Did Cal tell you about that conversation, or did you only find out when you watched the show?
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Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
I found out when first when I saw. I think it was the trailer. And it came up and it took me by surprise because it. It was done in a way where I thought it was done a bit insensitively. And then when I watched it, I was like, oh, my goodness, his brother was so right. But Cal didn't tell me any of this. That was done privately, and his family were very much supportive of us. They were rooting for us, rooting for us as two individuals coming together as well. So they saw how we worked as a couple, and they loved that. But in hindsight, even if his brother said that to me, when you're in love, you kind of feel that. But he's with me now. Maybe he can change for me. So I think either way, I respect his brother for being honest, but I don't think it would have changed me in that matter of time in the experiment, the way the nature of it was.
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Yeah, I feel that. Do you. Did you have any doubts going into your wedding day, like, about yourself or Cal?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
I was honestly one of the despite, you know, little moments and you're trying to figure things out. But overall, I was in one of the happiest places I'd been. And my leading up to the wedding, there was no worries, concerns for either of us. We were excited. I wasn't even nervous. I was honestly just so chill, so happy. The most nervous bit was. Was me trying to find an Indian bridal gown the day before I flew out. That was the biggest stress of my life. Yeah.
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Oh, my gosh. So you've kind of touched on it a bit, but can you walk us through what happened the day Cal told you things were over?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Oh, God. So it was. It was the second of Jan, and I had come downstairs, and he was just chilling on the sofa, and he. He just said, oh, can we have a chat? And I was like, yeah, of course. I actually thought we were talking about what we were about to do at the gym, like, the workout, because I was already ready, thinking, that's the routine. You wake up, we go to the gym, and then, yeah, we walk to Tesco's. Get Tesco's, there's a supermarket here. Get our breakfast. I generally thought that was it. And then he was like, yeah, so we're gonna end this now. And I'm looking at him, and I was like, end what? And he was like, us. And I was like, but. But why? Like, I. I just was in shock, and I'm still standing there. And he was like, well, I know this will come across a bit cold and a bit sudden, but it's best to do it now. And I was like. And I'm looking at him and there's this blank emotion. And I've never seen him so cold before. Like, I. Looking at his eyes, I will never forget what I was looking at. And he just said. And I said, is. Is there anything we like? Why? I was just saying why, Because I just didn't understand. And then he said his three things. And the three things were, we're different people. I'm more emotional and affectionate, and. And there's no spark. And do you. What? If I'm gonna be honest, when I heard that, I thought, is he even talking about us?
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Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
It didn't resonate with us at all from what I had experienced. And he never raised a concern, a worry, a doubt through our entire relationship. You know, I would ask him weekly, because we're so used to this open line of communication. Is there anything we need to talk about? Is there. We need to work on you. But no, no, no. To the point. He would be like, look, if there's anything, I'll speak to you. So for to go from everything feeling like strength to strength on his side with me to all of a sudden do that. I just didn't get it. And then I said to him like, can we talk about it? And he said, well. And the way he looked at me, I was like, you've made your decision. That's it, isn't it? And I was. And he goes, look, I'm going to go to the gym, but you can, you can sit here and chill. That was the line, you can chill here. I'm going to go to the gym. And I just thought, I just looked him, I thought, no, I think I need to go. And I remember just packing up my stuff because it was next door. Got to my car and yeah, just I had to deice it because this was a big thing at the reunion where he said, oh no, it wasn't even winter. It was, it was winter. I was in the north in winter. So I'm standing there de icing my car and he was like, are you okay? I was like, yeah, I'm fine. Because I thought if you told me I'm emotional, these tears are going to roll straight back in my eyes until I'm in my car. As soon as I got my car, that was it. I broke down. And I just remember I drove home for about four and a half hours and I called my mom. She actually laughed thinking it was a joke until she realized I was being serious. I called my sisters. I was just a mess. And when I got home I just couldn't believe it. And it took me three weeks to actually process. No, no, he's done. He's not. The only message I got from him initially was a few days later and he didn't even check with anybody. He's in all my family group chats to see did I even get home okay. Four and a half hours during winter time and there was nothing. And then, yeah, he messaged me. And the last line of the message was, have a happy or wealthy healthy 2025 with a kiss.
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Did you reply?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
I don't think I did initially. That was the message that came a few days later on this Saturday, I believe. And I took three weeks to really process it all because I thought he's just had a freak out, he's going to contact me, we'll talk it through. At least talk about the concerns that what, what happened. Because if you're really in love with someone, you have at least a conversation, there's something and you try, give it, give it a chance, try. And if it doesn't work, then it doesn't work. And I know some people say, you know, if you're going to break up with someone, then it's always one sided. It's not like you're going to chat to be like, I'm thinking of breaking up with you. That's not what I'm saying. You were in a legal marriage. You have just said your vows 91 three months ago, 91 days ago. And you're telling me without one conversation, you just walk and that's normal?
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Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
And it didn't. Then I started to question everything. How genuine was this relationship? Was there even true love? And honestly, Janu was such a dark time for me because I just thought I just saw this future. Because when I said I do, I was looking at a future with this person I was not looking at in the moment. Oh, it feels good. The past few weeks, let's just go for it. It was a future that I was basically realizing. Everything's just crashed and burned before I turn 30. And I know life does not end at 30. Actually life begins at 30, but that's, that's what was happening.
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So what do you think his like Cal's true intentions for going on the show were?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
So obviously only Cal can speak for that. What I feel like is if you genuinely have fallen in love with someone, you'd at least try. And try means have open lines of communication. If there's anything you need to work on, you would say it to that person because you're scared to lose them. So I don't think there was an element of being in love with me, but I think there was an element that he loved me. I also feel like because he then says, I'm happy to be on my own, I'm content to be on my own, I don't think I can have somebody else in my life long term. And I would struggle to ever put someone first before me. His brother said it. Kao confirmed all this. Then it felt like, if you knew this about you, then why did you marry me? Marriage is the biggest commitment one can make to somebody else. Which means you're saying, for the rest of my life, I want this person in my life as an equal. They're going to do life with me. So I almost felt like maybe I was an experiment for him in the experiment in the fact of he thought he was in love. This was all new to him and he was just going with it and seeing can it work for him. And I feel like maybe I was just a bit of a bystander in that.
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Right, right. In his own personal experiment.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Yeah. It's sad because he's learned from it now. He doesn't think he wants to be married or in a long term relationship. But it took me as, and I know I've mentioned the word, it took me as collateral damage in that, but I know I'm not collateral damage. It's just that's how it felt at the time.
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Yeah, you shared that you didn't feel like an equal in the marriage and your voice wasn't heard. What are like some examples of that, if you have any.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
For example, one was, okay, we've literally gone on the honeymoon. It was a week later. And obviously, yes, he's announced it was a five star honeymoon, which he paid for. So I acknowledge that. Yeah. And on that honeymoon we basically start talking about where we're going to live. Because you've just got married. My expectation of what a marriage is is you do live together. And that's what we discussed in the pod. So everything happening afterwards was nothing new I was bringing up. And he basically said, well, if you don't move to where I live, which is about four and a half hours up north, then we might as well just end it now. And I was like, I freaked out a little bit because I was thinking what I do you love me because you're happy to just drop this now if I say, well, no, but what it was, was he had agreed and we had both agreed we would do a couple of months or a month where I live and then where he lives and then we will make a joint decision where we feel like we should move to. So it's not even rushing it. And that was a moment I realized, oh, it really is his way or no way. And then a month later in November, I bring up the conversation again. I said, okay, well we should start looking at places to move into. Like rental properties. Go very quick in the uk. And I mentioned that and he started to basically say, like, this is all too fast. Like how can you expect this to be a normal marriage? Like we didn't meet in the normal way. And I said to him, like, okay, look, don't freak out. Like I'm just saying, like we should be looking at some point. And he was like, this is too much and basically put the phone down on me. And then the next day, obviously emotionally, I thought, oh my God, like, is that it? Are we just, are we over sort of thing. And then the next day I obviously spoke to him and I said to him, I said, okay, look, let's compromise if it's too soon. Now, how about in January, we start looking at places, and then we eventually decide when to move in. He goes, okay, then by your birthday, which would be March, So before my 30th, we'll move in together. So there was compromise there, but was it truly compromise when you end it at the month? We're supposed to be looking at places to move in together.
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Right. Do you think had he, like, if he didn't end things when he did, how much of cal the person that you knew could you have taken? And do you think that you would have eventually ended things, or do you think you would have just kind of stuck it out?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
That's a really good question, because I learned I would have allowed myself to go to a pretty dark place and probably would have stayed in it longer than I should have done. Yeah. And what I've learned now is do not allow yourself to ever be jeopardized for love. You may be in love with the wrong person. And that's what I've learned. That's happened to me. So going forward now, my biggest lesson is keep speaking up. If someone's not going to hear you or someone silences you, then you're not in the right relationship just because they switch it the next day and make it all good again. Or, you know, it can kind of get manipulated a little bit. So you think, oh, maybe it's just me. I've learned it's not just me. Your feelings are validated, your emotions are validated, and you should feel seen and heard. And if you don't, you are in the wrong relationship. And I had to learn that the hard way.
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Yeah. Do you. Do you think that. I don't know. I don't know how to, like, break it down further because it is hard when you're in a marriage versus just a regular relationship. And now looking back, are you happy that he kind of broke things off when and how he did?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Yeah, because I became a shell of myself. And I had a lot of family and friends telling me, like, you know, you're not the same at the moment. And I started to. I wasn't really eating much. I wasn't really doing things I enjoy. I was getting a little bit obsessed with the gym. I was falling into maybe his world a bit. And when I finally came out of that, I had to honestly build myself up, and I realized how much of myself I had lost. So in retrospect, and he actually said, he goes, you know, if you moved to Wigan, you would have ruined your life. And maybe he noticed what was happening by putting himself first. He saw me decline because it was a marriage. The person I had fallen in love with up until the wedding day. I would still pick that person over and over again from the wedding day afterwards. I wouldn't. I would never have picked that person.
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Right? Oh, okay. Let's talk reunion for a little bit. How was the reunion for you? What was kind of going through your head?
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Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Oh God, that's one heavy topic. To the next heavy topic. The reunion, honestly to this day, was probably, besides the day he ended it, the most traumatic day of my life. That, honestly was the hardest day because I hadn't seen him since the 2nd of January and I hadn't heard his voice since the 2nd of January. So. But what I told myself is if I've put my relationship on a public platform and I put it out there, I've got we've got people watching. Now that people are watching us, they're rooting for us. They've gone on a journey with us, they're falling in love for us and they want us to be together. And some didn't as well. So they're probably hoping that, oh, I hope she found her voice or I hope she saw certain things. So I knew I owed it to everyone to just find the courage, find the confidence and sit there and tell my truth. That's what I felt. And it did. It was, you know, I've learned not to be a people pleaser, but in that moment I Realized I owed it to everyone else. So I was shaking. Like, I couldn't even hold my goblet because my hand was just like this the whole time. And I didn't even want to look at him because I was like, I had to, like, look through him to the point he could have had, I don't know, blonde hair. I would not have even noticed. But, yeah, it was traumatizing. Like, I actually had my leg so far over to the other side and that when I got off the stage, I was limping. Like, my mum literally had me in one arm because I was like, I can't even move my leg anymore.
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Did you do, like, mental preparation for that? Like, I know you said you felt like you kind of owed it to the people, but was there anything that you were like, I have to make this point and I have to say this, and I have to like, was there any thing that you did prior?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Yeah. So when I started to see the comments come through for the public and everything like that, and the way they were rooting for me, I was like, okay with all the expectations I had. And I was like, right, I've broken culture here. I've broken expectations. I need to now have a voice here because there's women out there who may be following a lot of expectations with their family falling in love with someone that they probably didn't expect or their family didn't expect for them, but I need to show them, just because it didn't work out for me, my messages still stand true, that you can't say, love has boundaries in terms of your background, your skin color, your culture, your financial status, none of that. Yes, we have to use our mind to make sure, you know, you're going to be in a stable relationship. But I still needed to prove my point, because these conversations, I didn't want families or, you know, relatives or friends to turn around to someone say, well, look, see, told you so. She went and did that, and it didn't work out for her. So let's just go back, you know, traditionally and stick to what we know. That's not what I wanted, so I knew I needed to just stay focused, find that confidence and really say it and use myself, unfortunately, as an example, but for the right reasons.
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Do you feel pressure or are you embracing it?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
There's a slight bit of pressure. The pressure is, I don't want to let myself down now. I don't want to let anybody else down. I just need to do this appropriately and get the right voice to get my voice out. In the right places. So there's an excitement there. There's a passion. But also, yeah, of course I'm nervous because I don't know where I need the right support. So I'm just really taking my time to find the right people who can help me to do that.
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I love that. So have you spoken to Cal since the reunion?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
So after the reunion, he tried to meet up with me to have coffee, which was obviously never going to happen. And he did want to speak to me. And I just. What was left to say? And I did say it to him. I said, look, I've said everything at the reunion. You've heard me all of this. But he still wasn't hearing me. And we had a wrap party the week later, and I could tell he wanted to talk to me, and I thought, okay, I can do this. I took him to a side, and I was like, right, again, you've heard me at the reunion. You've heard me say everything. Now, in retrospect, do you realize that maybe you loved me, but you weren't in love with me? And that basically went nowhere. Then I said to him, going back now, now you've learned what you've learned about yourself. Would you say that maybe you shouldn't have married me? And probably said, no. And he said, I would still marry you. And then I was like, you haven't heard me then. Yeah, you haven't seen the emote. Like, for you someone to say that, and still with the same outcome, like, what do you do with that? So then I thought, okay. And then I just said, look, I wish you well. I know you wish me well, but let's not get nasty about this. It's gonna. It's on a public platform. You do you, I do me, and that's that or leave it there. And that was kind of it after that. Yeah. I've not. I've not wanted to reach out. I've actually had to. Actually had to block him on socials now because. Yeah, because you what it is, It's. It's toxic, and that chapter's closed. I. I have to accept that, too. So for both of us to accept that, let each other live our own lives now and be respectful of that. And. And I have to. I have to. I've never been this strong before to do stuff like that. And I've had to learn that inner strength is needed.
Podcast Host (Ad)
Yeah, I feel that. Where are you guys in, like, the. The divorce process right now?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Okay, so because we got married in Scotland, we did not know. You have to wait a year to. To get divorced. There was a thing called an annulment, but if I'm going to be honest, we don't stand grounds for that. But also, I do want to make a point that. Well, because obviously I would go down that route if I could. But divorce is okay. It's sometimes part of certain journeys. Sometimes, you know, we feel as women, it taints us a bit. But I want to show that there's life after that. It does not take away from you. It does not make you any less of a person going into future relationships. So I stand by that. And this is why I will be going through with it. I have asked, can I please file so I have some sort of control again? But we have to wait till the 1st of October to actually file, which would be our one year anniversary.
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Okay.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
So I'm technically separated, I believe.
Podcast Host (Ad)
Okay. Okay, noted. So who from the cast have you stayed close with?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Oh, so many of the girls. Barda, Anu, Yolanda, Lori, Katisha, Ashley, Megan. Gosh, so many of them. There's. Honestly, it's such a good sisterhood with our cast, which is absolutely amazing.
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That's the best part. Like, sometimes I just remember after my journey being like, the girls are the only things that are, like, holding me up right now. And, yeah, if you leave with nothing else, if you leave with that sisterhood, I feel like that's a win.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
It is amazing because you go into it not expecting to form such friendships because when you're in the pods, it's kind of like you. There's a little bit of a competition there, I guess, because you're all dating the same guys. So to go from such a situation like that and to have these girls standing by you, supporting you and understanding you, that's amazing. So if you don't end up with a true love, you can definitely end up with friendship love. And, yeah, that's special for sure.
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Okay, so I have a question for you.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Okay.
Podcast Host (Ad)
Would you ever go on another dating show? And if so, which one?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
So I may have put out there a few times that, you know, I probably wouldn't go on something like Perfect Match because I know. Which is so bad because you and Ollie are a success out of it. So now I feel like I can't even say that, but I feel like it just has to be intentional dating. Like, I was ready for marriage. So going forward, if there is a dating show out there which has a similar concept and stands true to me as a person and my morals, then, yeah, because we've seen. I. I don't apparently don't know how to kiss a guy on camera. So that's the most of you're gonna get out. Me as a little pet? Yeah.
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Maybe married at first sight.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
I.
Podcast Host (Ad)
Not your thing?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
No. Because again, let me at least pick the guy this.
Podcast Host (Ad)
Yeah, no, I feel that. So speaking of picking guys, are you currently dating anyone? Are you single?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Ad you know my journey? I'm still. I've not been ready this year. No, I feel like I am. I'm ready now, but that's taken time. So I've had to work on myself, heal myself. Because to find the right person, you have to be ready for it. So I am ready now. But no, there's no one there.
Podcast Host (Ad)
Okay, so what would you say is your biggest takeaway from your love is blind experience? And how are you taking that into future relationships?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
So my biggest take home is to follow my heart, go in with an open heart, an open mind, because you never know what's going to happen and going forward in future relationships now and dating. I will. I will speak up. I'm gonna ask the right questions and I'm not gonna shy away from anything. I think I was a bit too trusting and took everything face value. So now if somebody says, you know, I've had several exes, oh, I've got about 10 questions in my head to ask. Why now? Right. So, yeah, that's what I would take going forward. Because me going in openly and being vulnerable and dropping all my sort of expectations allowed me to fall in love. So I will. I will continue doing that.
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That's beautiful. Okay, let's switch gears a little bit. As you know, love is blind. Season nine is dropping October 1, and the cast announced. I thought it would be fun for you and I to read through some of the guys official taglines and get your reaction, and then we can see who is like future husband energy and who's not.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Oh, love this.
Podcast Host (Ad)
Okay, so the first one is Nick, and he said, I move fast and I hope you can keep up with me. Is that hubby material or an awe?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
I'm not sure. I feel like that's like a crazy dating roller coaster and you're gonna have so much fun. But are we. Is that like the aisle needs to be smooth? You want to be walking down a smooth aisle?
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I move fast.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
I'm not sure. Not sure about that one.
Podcast Host (Ad)
I feel like he's on the perfect show for somebody that's gonna move fast. Like love is blind. It all happens in a matter of weeks. And months. So you know what? Good. Good luck to him and whoever needs to keep up. Then there's Dayo. He said, too much negativity gives me the ick. A man saying the ick gives me the ick.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Too much neg. Yeah, I'm not gonna. Because life has a lot of negative. What's negative for you?
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Yeah.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Yeah. I'm not too sure about that because that's triggering for me. Because I remember Cal saying there's too much negativity where I am, which is why he didn't want to come down and talk to me.
Podcast Host (Ad)
Trigger.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
I'm a bit triggered by this. Oh, yeah.
Podcast Host (Ad)
I don't know. I'm interested to see how. What is his level of negativity he can take. Okay. Yeah. Jordan said, I take a lot of pride in being a dad.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
I love that. Yeah. Because I think raising just from. Not from obviously my own experience, but what I see. If you can raise a child, that's unconditional love. And you have to put a lot of work into that relationship as well. So I think that have anybody who's a parent will have great qualities that some of us wouldn't even know about.
Podcast Host (Ad)
And being open and honest about it up front. Like, say it correct, let us know now. I don't want to hear about it ten weeks after. Yeah, okay. Michael says, I want someone with somebody with a beautiful soul.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Oh, Michael, you're ready. You're ready to be at the altar tomorrow. Yeah. I love that he's dating the soul. That's special. He said, I'll go tomorrow.
Podcast Host (Ad)
You love that one. Okay. And then finally we have Joe. He says, I can burn down the house at karaoke.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
So where are we going to live tomorrow if the house is burned down?
Podcast Host (Ad)
I don't know what that has to do with being a husband, but I guess it means he's fun. I don't know. Okay.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Jamiezi can sing. He's fun. He'll have a good time. But you need a house. Don't burn it down.
Podcast Host (Ad)
I hope he sings in the pods. That always goes over well.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Oh, that would be nice. Yeah. We never know. We might hear that.
Podcast Host (Ad)
Okay. Are you gonna watch this? Season nine. Are you excited about that?
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
100% first of October. It's in my diary.
Podcast Host (Ad)
Yeah, yeah, yeah. You have a. October 1st is a big day for you.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Oh, yeah.
Podcast Host (Ad)
Already.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
See, I'm healing. I forgot.
Podcast Host (Ad)
Oh, my God. This has been so, so, so fun. I'm so glad we got to circle back and get this time because the people were really in an uproar. They were really up me. So thank you for taking the time and coming back and sharing your story. I think you have the most amazing personality and I think you're going to go pretty far and love is definitely going to find you.
Sarova (Love is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Thank you. No, this has been amazing and I'm just so happy to have had the time to talk to you and you can hear more. So thank you.
Podcast Host (Ad)
Well, this has been wonderful and I'm sure we'll our paths will cross at some point. Thank you guys for tuning in to another episode of what's what's the Reality? Be sure to follow us on all social platforms at what's the Reality Pod and I will see you next Wednesday. Bye. What's the Reality? Possibility means you have a chance.
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When I feel like anything's possible, I feel kind of giddy. I want to be an astronaut, an artist, an actress, to visit another country.
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I set my mind to. I've never felt like more things are.
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Podcast Host: Amber Desiree (AD) | Guest: Sarova (Love Is Blind UK Season 2 Cast Member)
Release Date: September 17, 2025
In this rich and emotionally candid episode, Amber Desiree welcomes back Sarova, standout cast member from Love Is Blind UK Season 2. The discussion traces Sarova’s journey in the aftermath of her highly publicized marriage and breakup, showcasing her raw process of healing, her newfound confidence as a British Indian woman, and what she hopes viewers (and herself) take away from her reality TV experience. The conversation also dives deep into family, identity, representation, and what real healing looks like after heartbreak on a public stage.
Episode content begins at [01:02].
On Processing the Breakup
Support Systems and Coping
Career & Background
Impact of South Asian Representation
Why She Joined the Show
Connections in The Pods
Red Flags with Cal
Cal’s Family’s Candor
How Cal Ended Things
Processing Grief and Self-Questioning
Imbalance and Being Voiceless
Growth and Boundaries
The Reunion’s Toll
A Message for South Asian and Immigrant Daughters
Contact with Cal After Reunion
Divorce & Moving On
Cast Friendships & Sisterhood
Dating Now & Looking Forward
Amber and Sarova read and react to new cast member taglines—a fun callback to the show's tone and insider humor.
Nick: "I move fast and I hope you can keep up with me."
-"I'm not sure. I feel like that's like a crazy dating rollercoaster..." – Sarova ([41:04])
Dayo: "Too much negativity gives me the ick."
Jordan: "I take a lot of pride in being a dad."
Michael: "I want someone with a beautiful soul."
Joe: "I can burn down the house at karaoke."
| Segment | Timestamp | |-----------------------------------------------|-------------| | Sarova on her emotional journey (post-show) | [02:02] | | Family/gym friends as support | [04:35] | | Being a kickboxing champ | [03:17] | | South Asian representation | [05:42] | | Why she joined Love Is Blind | [06:51] | | Connections beyond Cal | [09:44] | | Red flags with Cal | [10:26] | | Cal’s family revelations | [17:12] | | The breakup story | [18:47] | | Navigating grief and questioning reality | [23:01] | | Power imbalance in marriage | [25:15] | | Lessons learned and moving forward | [27:53] | | Reunion trauma and empowerment | [30:56] | | Addressing South Asian daughter pressures | [32:37] | | Friendship and sisterhood | [37:16] | | Ready to date, identity and boundaries | [39:22] | | Tagline game and Season 9 hype | [40:53] |
This episode delivers potent honesty about heartbreak, self-discovery, and resilience. Sarova emerges as a thoughtful, empowered example for anyone navigating love and loss on (or off) camera, especially women of color facing cultural expectation. The humor, heart, and hope throughout her conversation with Amber Desiree make this a must-listen for fans of Love Is Blind and anyone searching for lessons in love, community, and self-worth.