Never Off Duty: Perfectionism and Motherhood

Summary

Good Inside with Dr. Becky

Episode: Never Off Duty: Perfectionism and Motherhood

Date: June 23, 2026
Host: Dr. Becky Kennedy
Guest: Dr. Cassidy Freitas

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Episode Overview

This episode dives deep into the ties between perfectionism and motherhood, exploring how childhood experiences and family narratives shape an adult’s high standards and unrelenting inner voice. Dr. Becky Kennedy and guest Dr. Cassidy Freitas, a licensed marriage and family therapist, share personal stories and clinical insights on how mothers experience, internalize, and attempt to manage perfectionism — and how these patterns can lead to exhaustion and burnout. They also discuss practical frameworks to loosen the grip of perfectionism and carve out more compassion, space, and connection, both for themselves and their children.

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Key Discussion Points and Insights

1. The Roots of Perfectionism in Motherhood

[03:11 – 07:35]

• Dr. Becky invites Dr. Cassidy to reflect on her personal and clinical experiences with perfectionism. Cassidy shares how her perfectionism was shaped by watching her mother, a Hispanic judge in a male-dominated field, who felt “no room for error” to survive and succeed.
• Her father’s financial insecurity also contributed: “For him, it was like straight A’s, good grades … That’s the only way you’re gonna be able to go to college.”
• Cassidy learned that “be perfect and achieve and hold that all together, then I will be safe, I will belong, I will be lovable.”
• Dr. Becky notes that most perfectionists don’t recall explicit messages from parents demanding perfection but instead internalize meaning from family dynamics, subtle cues, or cultural scripts.

2. Family Sayings and Inherited Beliefs

[07:35 - 10:19]

• A formative family phrase for Cassidy: “Work hard and do your best.” She recognizes this, though positive in intention, was interpreted by her younger self as “work hard and never stop … be the best.”
• Dr. Becky emphasizes: “Kids make up a story in their head and the story gets remembered and practiced over and over … trying to figure out, how can I be the person my family wants me to be so I can get all the love and attention and belonging that are my basic needs?” ([09:38])

3. The Impact of Systems and Parental Trauma

[10:19 - 11:29]

• Cassidy contextualizes her parents’ approach: “There were real systems of oppression and real cultural discourse that influenced them to feel like this is what needs to be said in order to survive.”
• She acknowledges her parents broke cycles, even as some perfectionistic patterns were passed on, and describes how her nervous system equated perfection with safety.

4. How Perfectionism Plays Out in Motherhood

[11:29 – 18:32]

• Cassidy recounts her effort to orchestrate the “perfect” natural birth, complete with a detailed plan and supportive doula — only to experience shame and disappointment when things didn’t go as planned.
• She describes feeling devastated — not just by the birth experience, but by overwhelming self-criticism, postpartum anxiety, and sleep deprivation:

  “I was in that delivery, the operating room … my shame, that part of me that just was whispering in my ear, you f***ed up. This was your first job as a mom.” ([13:50])

• Intrusive thoughts and the attempt to mask struggle (“Post this thing on Instagram … you don’t let them close. Don’t let them see.”) echoed her perfectionistic upbringing.

5. How the Perfectionistic Voice Keeps Mothers “Never Off Duty”

[18:44 – 22:05]

• Cassidy illustrates a common nighttime scenario for mothers: when kids are finally asleep, the internal “berating voice” comes online, listing chores and self-imposed expectations.
• She notes: “My clients are like, okay, but that voice helps me optimize things … I give a lot of credit to a lot of my achievements to this voice. My response is: there is a place … where actually the decision might still look like choosing to do the dishes, but it is a different voice. It is not a berating, drill sergeant, shaming voice.”

6. Making Concrete Shifts for Yourself & Your Kids

[23:12 – 26:55]

• Dr. Becky shares a practical parenting shift: moving from a checklist of “have to” tasks to the reframed, more compassionate message: “I will take care of my tomorrow self by ___.”
• This approach subtly redirects the perfectionistic part—from compulsion to self-care—and teaches children to turn obligation into self-kindness and future planning.
• Dr. Becky:

  “The outcome doesn’t necessarily have to change, but the process with which we get there is the thing that builds circuitry in our body…and that circuitry will play out in so many other moments.”

7. Compassion, Context, and Breaking the Cycle

[26:55 – 28:05]

• Cassidy:

  “Context is the bridge to compassion. If I can contextualize why this feels so pressured and so intense … and see that it didn’t start with me … it’s so much easier for me to have compassion for that part of me when it pops up.”

• Dr. Becky highlights how telling ourselves the story of why our feelings make sense “is kind of all the parts in harmony inside ourselves.”

8. Perfectionism and Burnout

[28:05 – 30:50]

• Cassidy defines burnout as the inevitable outcome of “perfectionism at the wheel” — a driver who “is never putting on the brakes, never putting down her phone,” and who fills every moment in pursuit of productivity, obliterating rest and margin.
• She warns of the digital era’s “optimize everything” culture, which intensifies these tendencies.

9. A Small, Powerful Shift Out of Perfectionism

[31:09 – 32:54]

• Dr. Becky asks: “What is one thing someone could do in that moment to just shift a little or try on something new?”
• Cassidy describes a body-based pause:

  “I immediately put my hand on my chest … a little bit of, just like a reconnection to my body, of coming back into my body. … I like to start with the phrase ‘Of course.’ Of course you feel this. … You are human, and this is real.”

• This moment of self-compassion—simply pausing, affirming, and allowing the feeling—creates a margin, a break between trigger and response.

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Notable Quotes & Memorable Moments

• On inherited perfectionism:

  “If I can just be perfect and achieve and hold that all together, then I will be safe, I will belong, I will be lovable.”
  — Dr. Cassidy ([05:30])

• On internalizing family messages:

  “Kids make up a story in their head … always figuring out, how can I be the person my family wants me to be so I can get all the love and attention and belonging that are my basic needs?”
  — Dr. Becky ([09:40])

• On shame after a birth plan ‘failure’:

  “My shame … was whispering in my ear, you f***ed up. This was your first job as a mom. And she’s here. And I couldn’t even look at her.”
  — Dr. Cassidy ([13:45])

• On contextualizing family patterns:

  “Context is the bridge to compassion. … If I can contextualize that, it’s so much easier for me to have compassion for that part of me when it pops up.”
  — Dr. Cassidy ([26:55])

• On breaking cycles with children:

  “The outcome doesn’t necessarily have to change, but the process with which we get there is the thing that builds circuitry in our body … and that circuitry will play out in so many other moments.”
  — Dr. Becky ([25:40])

• On the power of ‘Of course’:

  “Just like a child needs someone to come in and be like, this makes sense. These feelings are real. … That’s what I need too. … Of course, of course you feel this.”
  — Dr. Cassidy ([31:09])

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Timestamps for Important Segments

• [03:11] — Cassidy’s personal story: perfectionism’s roots in childhood
• [07:45] — The core family message: “Work hard and do your best”
• [11:44] — How perfectionism plays out in birth, postpartum, and self-critique
• [18:44] — Nightly perfectionist voice and mother’s internal “never off duty”
• [23:12] — Reframing tasks: “Taking care of my tomorrow self”
• [26:55] — Contextualizing family patterns to build compassion
• [28:05] — Burnout as the product of perfectionism at the wheel
• [31:09] — A practical self-compassion tool: “Of course” and the power of a pause

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Rapid Fire Q&A

[32:54 – 34:56]

• “Is there a good mom rule you’ve let go of?”
  – Cassidy: “That it has to be perfect to be enough. It can be messy. … I don’t like crafts, and that’s okay.”
• “What’s the first thing your perfectionism tries to do each morning?”
  – Cassidy: “Reach for my phone and see if I got any emails I gotta respond to.”
• “A way you let your kids see you be imperfect, that you’re proud of?”
  – Cassidy recounts apologizing to her son after losing her temper: “He knew that was coming… something in his body knew that I would repair and that, I’m proud of.”
• “How do you hope your kids describe you as a mom?”
  – Cassidy: “I hope that they say, ‘I felt so safe around her. She let me be everything that I was being and becoming, and there was never a question of whether or not I could call her.’”

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Final Reflections

Dr. Becky closes by highlighting the most resonant insight of the episode: the importance of pausing and offering a small act of self-compassion in moments of perfectionistic overwhelm.

“In some ways, when our perfectionistic part really activates, we’re far away from ourselves. … Just come back to yourself in a really simple and powerful way. … I put my hand on my heart … and just say, ‘I’m here.’” ([34:56])

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Episode Takeaways

• Perfectionism in motherhood often starts in early family systems and isn’t about blame, but about understanding and reclaiming self-compassion.
• Perfectionistic patterns can drive burnout and are often perpetuated by societal and cultural messages.
• Simple but powerful interventions—a hand on your chest, saying “of course,” reframing self-talk—can loosen perfectionism’s grip and foster resilience.
• Repair with your children, admitting mistakes and apologizing, can model authenticity and deepen safety.
• The process of self-understanding and gentleness builds new “circuitry” for yourself and your kids.

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Guest Resources:
Dr. Cassidy Freitas’ new book: Mom Needs a Moment: How to Stop Your Reaction Before it Starts and Become a Calmer, Happier, More Connected Parent.

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“Even as we struggle on the outside, we remain good inside.”

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Transcript

[A]

There's a very specific kind of tired that comes with parenting. It's not just late nights. Oh no. It's the mental load, the early mornings, the constantly being needed, or having someone sitting on your lap. And I know for me, sometimes I'll catch myself looking at my reflection and just think, this is not great. My eyes are telling the whole story of the last couple days. It's why I use Ula Henriksen's Banana Bright plus eye cream. It's clinically crafted with gold complex vitamin C that instantly brightens tired eyes while visibly reducing dark circles so you look more rested even when you're not. And I really appreciate that it's that simple one small step in the morning that helps you feel a little more put together before you start taking care of everyone else. Because this isn't about perfection. It's about feeling like yourself in a demanding season. If you want to try it, use code drbecky30 for 30% off the banana bright plus eye [e-mail] okay, listen up. I have some questions for you. Were you the easy kid?

[B]

The good kid?

[A]

You know, the one the teachers loved? The one who got the gold stars? The one maybe where your parents described you as, oh, he got so lucky with her. Were you responsible, driven? Even if you kind of roll your eyes like, yeah, you kind of had it all together. And now maybe you're a mom and you're an adult and you're sitting on the floor of the bedroom at 11pm folding laundry that was already folded, going around cleaning your house and then maybe finding yourself hysterically crying on the bathroom floor. First of all, I'm not trying to call you out because holy moly, every single thing about what I just said was totally me. That story was also the story of our guest today, Dr. Cassidy Freitas. Dr. Cassidy is a licensed marriage and family therapist, and she writes about what it looks like for moms to loosen the grip of old patterns, especially patterns of perfectionism, and make a little more room for themselves, or maybe for a wider version of who they could be. I'm so excited for an episode solely focused on perfectionism, because I get asked about this all the time. Or maybe I get asked about it not explicitly, but so many of the common questions I have can be connected through the lens of perfectionism. I think the conversation I have with Dr. Cassidy today is going to hit you in a lot of ways. I think it's going to hit your heart. I think it's going to make you think about your early years. And I think it's going to leave you with a new framework to think about some of the things that you're really, really good at, some of the things that make you you and we would never want to take away and maybe a slightly new lens to give you a little bit more freedom along your parenting journey. I'm Dr. Becky. This is good inside. I'm really glad you're here. Hi, Cassidy.

[B]

Hi, Becky.

[A]

So I know there's a million topics we could get into today, but there are so many moms I know who have daily battles with perfectionism. And I just want us to talk about that today because perfectionism and motherhood and the way perfectionism in motherhood can sometimes really come from so many years earlier, way before we were moms. And I know it's stuff the two of us have kind of lived in too. And so maybe we could just start there. Like when you hear perfectionism and motherhood, where does your brain start going or what stories start coming to mind?

[B]

I'm so glad that you decided to talk about this. So what stories come to mind? You know what the first story that comes to mind is the first image. It's my mom. It's my own mom. Of course, our bodies, our brains are story making machines. And so I could start off with talking about, here's what perfectionism is from a clinical perspective and how I see it show up in my clinical work. And I want to get there. But you know what? First I want to talk about my mom because a lot I definitely struggled with perfectionism in early motherhood. And that part of me still lives with me today. And I think about my mom. She's a Hispanic woman who is a judge now. And you know, in order to get to where she is today in primarily white, male dominated spaces, there was no room for error for her. And I understand that now. As a kid, all I saw was how that part of her that needed to be perfect, no room for error to survive, belong, achieve in the spaces that she was showing up in. All I saw, all little Cassidy saw was the her that came home who had that part of her that followed her home too. And I idolized her, I still do. And her and I have done a ton of work. She read my book and you know, that was actually, that was really healing to invite her in to read that and for her to be open to that. But you know, she never said sorry, you know, there wasn't room for that. And it also my stories, my. When I first hear that word, I Also think about my dad, who grew up financially insecure, and the way that he needed to reclaim safety and belonging was also through achievement. And for him, it was like straight A's, good grades, you need to get a scholarship. That's the only way you're gonna be able to go to college. And I think about all of that coming together and then becoming parents. And then I think about little me in the midst of all that, just absorbing everything around me, trying to figure out, how do I keep these people, these very loving people, but how do I keep them close? How do I belong? How do I stay safe? And there was my little anxious part, and then there was my perfectionist part that stepped in and was like, girl, I got this. Like, let's just be perfect. What that does is it makes it so that nobody looks too close, because I'm all put together. And you won't get. You won't have to see these parts of me that feel a little messy, that have some, like, pretty big feelings, these vulnerabilities. If I can just be perfect and achieve and hold that all together, then I will be safe, I will belong, I will be lovable. And you know what? I felt that part was at the wheel for a long time.

[A]

When you go back to your childhood, were there explicit things that were said, or were the lessons more things you picked up from just dynamics around you or both?

[B]

Definitely both. But there is a saying, you know, that was said every day when I was dropped off at school, and it was work hard and do your best. And that sounds really, really, really great. And I really think that there can be. That can be shared with all the right intention and can actually be received with all the things that work out really well for me, though, without. With all the things that I was observing around me and trying to make sense of the world around me, what those were, how I translated those words, because they weren't. There wasn't like a conversation around. What do those words actually mean in real time? It was work hard and never stop and do your best, but also be the best.

[A]

I want to double click on that because I do think you and I have worked with so many different adults, and it. It is rare for someone to say, you know, I really remember my parents are saying, you need to be perfect all the time. You're not allowed to make mistakes. I don't actually know that many adults who remember their parents saying that. And then. And then they kind of blame themselves. Like, why am I like this? Like, this is so nuts. Why am I so hard on myself. And again, it's not about blaming anyone. It's not about blaming your environment or blaming your parents. Everyone's been doing the best they could with what they had available. It's just about understanding yourself. And, Cassidy, you just put language to something that I think everyone listening can, like, pause and do an exercise around. Hold on. There were probably moments in my house that I can still see. It was like that birthday party or the response when I missed the soccer goal. And my parents said all the right things in the car, but their face said something different. And you can zoom in on a moment where there were words, like the words that were told to you when you're dropped off. Or sometimes these flashing memories have no words. It's just like a scene.

[B]

A facial expression. A scene.

[A]

Exactly. It's. Or maybe it's what someone was saying when they were watching your brother and, you know. But what kids do with words said to them, with words said around them or just with a scene is they make up a story in their head and the story gets remembered and practiced over and over. And that's a kid doing their best to try to make meaning and always figuring out, how can I be the person my family wants us? How can I be the person my family wants me to be so I can get all the love and attention and belonging that actually are my basic needs? So, again, this is where fault is to the side. But that is the mantra you went into school with every single day.

[B]

It absolutely is. And it's not just this. This feels so important to say. This is not just a thing that my parents decided to say. And there was no, like, context around it. There were real systems of oppression and real, like, cultural discourse that influenced them.

[A]

Yeah.

[B]

To feel like that is what needs to be said and done in order to survive. And they. Right. Like, they have their own trauma, and they. They broke some cycles for me. You know, my dad hit me once when I was little, and because that was how he was raised. And my mom made sure that that never happened again, as did he. And I. Forever grateful for that, for that from them. And so little me takes that all in and is like, well, that's how you do this then, right? Yes. That my nervous system to find safety was like, be perfect. Get straight A's. And then I became a mom, and I was like, how the heck do I be a straight A mom?

[A]

How did you. I bet you. I bet you. I bet you worked the system, Cassidy. You were very good at being perfect. What did you do? I mean, I bet it backfired later. Don't get me wrong. I'm sure there's a crash. But how did you crush it first? How did you. I mean, I say crushing quotes. How did you get straight A's when you became a mom? How did you try to.

[B]

At least I got crushed is what happened. No, but. Okay, so to start off, I know that you have now, like, the baby side of things and that I'm so glad that good inside is stepping into the baby world, because this is. This is where we got to meet parents. Because here's what happened. You know, I did get straight A's for a lot of my life. I worked myself to the bone. I had some. A lot of panic attacks. I had a lot of anxiety. I was prescribed a lot of things, right, to, like, manage that. The panic around, you know, performance. And then I got pregnant and I was like, I know what I'm gonna do. I am going to create the most perfect birth plan that is going to be. And this is in quotes. Please hear me when I put this in quotes. The most natural birth. And I am going to. It is going to be X, Y, and Z. I am writing it out here to my doctor. Please put this in my records. This is the plan. And this is my syllabus.

[A]

And I am going to get an A. This is my syllabus. I've written it out. You can go execute this plan for me. Thank you. And please, thank you, vagina.

[B]

Cooperate, please. That's. You were. You were made for this, right? Like, this is what we do. Body. I will control this situation. To keep. Ultimately, when I really drop in, that part of me, it was just like in my most preferred version of that part was just like, we want to keep you and this baby that we are so looking forward to meeting, we want to keep you all safe.

[A]

Yes, of course.

[B]

I hired. I hired a doula who shared some of these rigid values. I. Let me say this so clearly. I love doulas and any and postpartum support people. I found someone who aligned with my straight A birth plan.

[A]

Your magnet was strong. Very strong magnet.

[B]

Very strong. Yes. And then when it all fell apart. And speaking of, you said this earlier when I've been pushing for two hours and it was time for me to have a belly birth. I remember the look on the doula's face who was in the corner. And I felt so much shame and so much sense of failure, and she left that she didn't stick around. And I was in that delivery. The operating room. And I was so exhausted, I couldn't open my eyes. When they pulled her out, my husband was like, she's here, Cassidy, she's here. Look at her. And I turned my face away and was it exhaustion and medications and all the things and like I had not prepared for this. Like I had. I wasn't. I didn't understand all the cold and the bright lights. Like I hadn't let my brain go there because that was how I protected myself from that experience. And so it was also jarring, but also it was my shame, that part of me that just was whispering in my ear, you up. This was your first job as a mom. And she's here. And I couldn't even look at her. And then that was intense and that was traumatic. But then it was sleep deprivation. I'm sleep deprived. I just, I stayed up constantly. It was like, I will now give you all of me at every moment, at every waking or sleeping possible moment. I will be here. I will give you everything. I will breastfeed you exclusively. My nipples were scabbed and they were bleeding and I got mastitis. And it was just like, what the heck? It. All of my protective mechanisms were not able to keep up is how it felt. And I remember a moment, I remember a time when she was. She'd been crying for hours. And I called the pediatrician and they were just like, well, you know, she's three weeks now. Like, this is, this is just kind of it. And I finally called my mother in law and she came over and of course I hand her my mother in law. She immediately stops crying. And you know, probably because, I mean, for many reasons, like, probably one, because I'm the bacon, right? I smell like breast milk immediately when you give her to someone else. Because she kept rooting. I kept putting her on my breasts and she was getting really gassy and crying because we were just like popping on, popping off. She's trying to self soothe, handing her to someone else who doesn't have the bacon you can smell. And she's like, oh, she's not. I'm not hungry. I can sleep. Oh, she fell asleep. I can make sense of that now. But in the moment, my thought was she would be better off without me. She'd be better off without. She'd be better off with her. I went in my room, I was like, you know, one of those like on the floor moments, just like daydreaming about escaping and just berating myself for. You wanted this. Like you like. And there must be no one else who Is like, this shitty. Or having thoughts like, I want to care for her, but she feels like an alien. I don't feel really attached. I want to go spend a night in a hotel. I'm having thoughts Like, I was having scary, intrusive thoughts. Like, I'd. If I leave the house, I'll drop her. Her. Like, it'll. Bad things will happen. Like, image images of that. Well, turns out I had postpartum anxiety, right? But I think at the time I had shame around that as well. And what shame does is it whispers to you. Don't let anyone see what perfectionism whispers is like, girl, just hold it all together. Post this thing on Instagram. Like, get dressed. Like, take a shower. Like, you don't let them close. Don't let them see. It's like channeling my inner like Elsa, right? Like, I'm gonna go build my frozen castle. And you just all stay over there, and I will deal with this mess over here. I'm fine. So many who come in, and I'm like, okay. They come in. And a lot of times they come in because they're like, these certain things with my kids trigger me. Like, I feel so triggered. And here's the thing that I have felt and I believe and that I've seen my clients kind of get to. You might. Okay, let's paint a picture. It's. The kids are finally asleep.

[A]

How old are my kids in this scenario? They. 7 and 5. Whatever. I need the details to imagine things. You know, me.

[B]

Okay, you know what? I know, I know. But actually, they're asleep during this whole scenario, so, like, they can be whatever it needs to be.

[A]

Okay, good.

[B]

Yes. They're finally asleep, though. And I guess if they're finally asleep, they're probably like my 5 year old who is just like, constantly like, everybody, another snack? I need a rub. Like, my head hurts. I need to tell you this story. And I'm like, okay, okay. Finally asleep. We finally get this margin, which I'm obsessed with. And the book is all about the through line of the whole book. The punchline is, we need margins in space in a multitude of ways. But this margin finally arrives, and you're like, oh, my gosh. I finally. I get to catch up on heated rivalry that everyone's talking about. Or I get to, like, have this, like, moment to myself. And then this grading berating voice. Isn't that like a TikTok audio or something? Right now this grading berating voice comes in and is like, look at all those dishes. Look at that laundry pile. Remember those emails? Remember how that influencer said that you're supposed to pack these lunches before, that's gonna help you in the morning? And, like. And it's a berating voice. It's a voice that feels like if I don't do this, I'm doing this wrong, and there's something wrong with me. And so my clients are like, okay, but that voice helps me optimize things. Like, motivates me. Like, I give a lot of credit to a lot of my achievements to this voice. And my response to that is that there is a way, there's a place to get to where actually the decision might still look like choosing to do that email or do the dishes. But it is a different voice. It is not a berating, drill sergeant, shaming voice. It's. It's that. It's. It's the self. It's the. It's that version of you that comes in and is like, huh, okay, there. I have a couple of options here. And ultimately, you know, guilt. It's just there to let us know when we've done something out of alignment with our values. Doesn't always get it right. Doesn't always deliver the message in the way that is most ideal. Here are the things that I value, and here's what I. The value I'm choosing to prioritize and actually maybe sitting down to watch heated rivalry and. And catch up before it gets spoiled. You know, for me on my daily scroll is I. When I get a chance to do this for myself, I will be more present for my kid because I had that margin of space, that margin of time to come back into my body, to come back into the things that I connect with, that feel good. And you. But. And also, sometimes that decision is to teddy up something around the house or. But it's driven by such a different place and voice. And it could be the same part, but that part is finally able to ease into its role a little bit, sometimes take a nap in the backseat and not be driving my decision making. It's a different experience with that part of you. We're not getting rid of this part of you. We're not asking it to take a hike.

[A]

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Soft, gentle on sensitive skin, with none of the stuff you'd rather not have near your baby. I always come back to this. When something works, it gives you a little more room to exhale as a parent, and that's everything. Try Coterie today. Use code goodinsidebaby20 for 20% off your first order of $60 or [e-mail]. I think you know this about me, but I. I like making anything concrete, right? And I think so many things have been made concrete to make movement and shifts on them. And so, you know, I was in a stage of my older kid. I was like, okay, I know he's getting older. He has to, like, pack his backpack. He always has sports after school, like packing snacks so he doesn't have to spend money that I'm telling he's not going to have on the vending machine. Like, he has to do that. Cause he gets home late. All these things have to get done. His water bottle not getting done. Not getting done. And so I worked with him around, kind of what could you do, you know, to get it? You have things you have to get done. And I think that's my perfectionistic part. There's things you gotta get done. Like you have to do all these things before you do that thing. It's very rigid, very drill sergeant y. And I helped him create this kind of list, post it, like, things I need to do before tomorrow. Okay. It was this list. It went okay. He's a fairly easygoing kid too, right. Anyway, I made a shift a little bit after that. It's such an interesting shift. And it just goes to. The outcome doesn't necessarily have to change, but the process with which we get there is the thing that builds circuitry in our body. And that circuitry will play out in so many other moments. So it's more powerful than the single outcome. So the post, it changed to I will take care of my tomorrow self. Bye. And he rolled his eyes. He's like, mom, take that. Like, what is wrong with you? Cringe. Disgusting. You know? But then it became like a joke, right? And I always think when our kids get older, when they want to roll their eyes at us, it's just like a compromise. They're just like, this is actually a good idea, but I have to vomit my way through it. So just allow me to do that for my independence. Fine. But the kind of post it was really little stayed up and it has been so much more effective. He now says it back to me, packing snacks, mom, taking care of my tomorrow self. And I'm like, I know, so annoying. And then secretly I'm like, oh, I played that so well, you know? And when I okay, you win, I win. I really win. But when I think about my kids future and I think about them living outside my house and asking themselves the question, like, oh, how can I take care of my tomorrow self versus oh my goodness, what's the list of things I have to do? And oh my goodness, I didn't get them done. The circuit is so different. And so I love what you're saying. I don't want to lose my edge. You don't want to lose your edge. Edges are good. Let's keep our edges. The way we get there might change. And beyond feeling better might actually be more effective in a wider range of situations. Right.

[B]

I think context is the bridge to compassion. If I can contextualize why this feels like so pressured and so intense and so berating and so shameful. And so if I Can contextualize that, and I can see that it didn't start with me. And actually, these are systems that I want to, like, fight against. You know, I don't want my kids to absorb these same narratives. If I can contextualize it, it's so much easier for me to have compassion for that part of me when it pops up and I'm like. And I'm like, hey, girl. Like, of course.

[A]

Of course. You know, telling yourself the story about why it makes sense. Why does this make sense? Where did this come from? Right? Our body. I. I always have this weird thing where I think the feelings part of our body gain acceptance from the cognitive part of our body. When we tell ourselves the story of why our feelings make sense, it's like, oh, like we all want. It's like all the parts are kind of in harmony inside ourselves. Okay, I have. I have another question for you around perfectionism and motherhood. Connection between perfectionism and motherhood and burnout.

[B]

Ooh. Yes. Well, we've been kind of, I think, gearing up towards this, right? Which is if I. If perfectionism is at the wheel, right? And this is the part of me that is like, I need to be incredibly productive. I need to get. Do everything exactly right, buy the book. I need to achieve. I need to again, work hard and never stop and be the best at this, and then we will be safe, right? If she's at the wheel, she is never putting on the brakes, taking a beat, like putting down her phone, right? Like, she's never. Just as I was thinking that there's some. Some birds out here that just started tweeting.

[A]

That was beautiful.

[B]

Did you?

[A]

Yeah. Thank you for that. I'm not getting a chance.

[B]

Thank you for that. Thank you, birds. I don't get it. I don't. She's not pausing to look outside and be like, what birds? Oh, yeah. She's not in her calendar. And we can imagine, she. That there's this magical calendar that actually on it is every single thing that takes up every single moment of your day, not just the activities and appointments. I'm talking the obscure questions from your kid on the drive home. I'm talking the email pings, the paperwork for summer camps, the five minute voice note you sent to your friend, right? Like you're scrolling while you're waiting for your. Your coffee. If every moment was filled and she was at the wheel, it would be filled. We would be optimizing everything we possibly could and always be on, because that's how we. That. That feels tied to Love, I think, too, right? And. And safety. But what our brains are so desperate for, Becky and I know you know this. Our brains desperately need space and margins to even just process everything we consumed, to access things like curiosity and creativity for everything we consumed and how it might apply to our particular life or situation. But in our digital era, intensive parenting era, optimize everything and then especially throw in perfection at the wheel there. Of course, of course. When your kid isn't listening or is defiant or like, it starts crying or screaming, of course our brain is going to take the most familiar path.

[A]

One last question, then I'm going to move you to our rapid fire. One thing, and I know you've worked with so many moms in your practice. You know that, oh, I need to get this right. I'm not doing enough. That professional perfectionistic voice. What is one thing someone could do in that moment to just shift a little or try on something new?

[B]

So I immediately put my hand on my chest because that's what I do. Like, there is like a little bit of, just like a reconnection to my body, of coming back in my body. I. I am a body that has a body because I can spend so much time, I'm putting my hand over my head and my brain, like, in my brain up here, just swirling. It's like, oof, wait, Coming just back into my body. And I love things like, you're enough, right? Like, you're worthy, like, have compassion. But actually, what I like to start with is this phrase I like to say. Of course, of course you feel this. Like, I just. Just like a child, like, needs, like someone to come in and be like, this makes sense. These feelings are real. You are real. You are human body that is feeling this thing. And this is real. I need that too. These parts of me need that too. What's so cool is that I'm sure parenting experts books have talked about this, but, like, where that actually came from, like, me knowing, like, that's what I need first, is that little me still lives in me. And maybe people call that intuition. Maybe people call that, like, like, you, you. Like you. It's already within you. And what I just think it is, is like I was a kid once too. I went through things, I had experiences, and so it's just like a hand on my chest and it's just like a. Of course, of course this. Of course you feel this. And. And then, yes, then it's a. Now we just. We took a margin, a beat. Mom took a moment. It's a beat. Between trigger and response. Love that. For me, in this moment, if that's what. What I do, and. And then it's. It's choosing a different response. Right. Um, it's all the other good stuff that can come from that. But we first have to take that pause and that beat, and that's the through line of mom needs a moment.

[A]

Ready? Rapid fire. Yes. Is there a good mom rule you've let go of?

[B]

Is there a good mom rule that I've let go of? That it has to be perfect to be enough. It can be messy. And if I don't like certain things around motherhood, that's okay too. I don't like crafts, and that's okay.

[A]

Love it. The first thing your perfectionism tries to do each morning.

[B]

Oh, the first thing my perfectionism likes to do each morning is reach for my phone and see if I got any emails I gotta respond to.

[A]

Easy Dopamine. Ready to. Ready to get things done.

[B]

Mm.

[A]

Okay. A way you let your kids see you be imperfect, that you're proud of.

[B]

The other day, I yelled at my son, lost it with him. Said something along the lines of, like, it gets harder than this, dude. You know? It was really, really great. And he looked at me and he's like, you'll be saying the S word soon. And I got. My eyes got big. He's like, you'll be saying sorry. And he, like, stomped off to his room. And what that means to me. It took me a while to, like, realize that that wasn't just a complete shit show of a moment as a parent. But what I realized was he knew that was coming. Something in his body knew that I would repair and that I'm proud of, because I say sorry many times in a day.

[A]

Okay, last one. Think about one of your kids when they're older and someone just says, oh, your mom, like, what was she like? How do you hope they answer that?

[B]

I hope that they say, I felt so safe around her. She let me be everything that I was being and becoming, and there was never a question of whether or not I could call her.

[A]

You know, one of the things I keep thinking about in terms of my conversation with Dr. Cassidy was her response when I asked her kind of what she does or what she recommends people do when they feel that intense perfectionistic urge come up. And what both surprised me and resonated deeply about what she said is she didn't have kind of another task. That's what I was ready for. My own perfectionistic part. Okay, then I'm gonna go do this thing, and that's gonna work, and I'm gonna crush that new coping skill. No. And of course not, because she's so brilliant. She said what she recommends people do is take a moment. In some ways, when our perfectionistic part really activates, we're far away from ourselves. And her recommendation was just to come back to yourself in a really simple and powerful way. I know my version of that is I put my hand on my heart, kind of tap my heart, and just say, I'm here. I'm here. And it wasn't until my conversation with Cassidy that I realized maybe this is kind of adult Becky speaking to that inner child. Perfectionistic Becky. That's why the I'm here is kind of so powerful. So if that resonates with you, feel free to try it on. Dr. Cassidy's new book is called mom needs a moment. How to stop your reaction before it starts and become a calmer, happier, more connected parent. And there is a link to it in the show notes, and I have a feeling it's going to be really helpful. I also want to make sure you know that every single day, parents are on the Good Inside App, connecting with each other and having real conversations and kind of untangling their parenting from. Yeah. All the re parenting we're doing for ourselves. And so if this conversation struck you because it was more than just strategies for tantrums, it was actually about the reflections and understanding and work we do along our parenting journey. I have never been more convinced that the Good Inside app is for you, because parents tell us all the time I changed even more than my parenting changed. And holy moly, did my parenting change. Visit goodinside.com to learn more. I also want to make sure you know that I now have a second podcast. I know. I'm actually so proud because it allows me to return to such an important time in the parenthood journey, the very, very beginning. It's called Rattled, and it's about the moments New parenthood shakes us. And there's so much of what Cassidy was saying that was reflecting on those early months when we're beginning our relationship with our new identity as a mom and our new relationship with a baby. And so I wanted to make sure you knew about that. And honestly, I would just love if you share that podcast that feed with a new parent or pregnant person in your life, because I think it's really going to help them. And now let's end the way we always do. And this feels especially apropos as we talk about perfectionism. Place your feet on the ground and a hand on your heart. Oh, and let's remind ourselves, and let's remind that inner child in us. Even as we struggle on the outside, we remain good inside. I'll see you soon. So many of you are annual members and I have something I'm so excited to share with you. The question I get asked more than almost anything else is, Dr. Becky, do you have coaches trained for one on one sessions in the good inside method? And for so long, the answer has been no, not really. You're not people that are taking new clients. But here's something I've been working on. I have trained a group of parent coaches in the good inside method. And these are people who think the way I do, who have the good inside frameworks, who speak this language. And so if it resonates with you. Yes. Now we have a group of coaches who can sit with you so they can talk about the very specific thing you want to talk about with a person who's trained and who you trust. And now if you're an annual member, you can book a session with one of them. This is honestly a test. If you show up, and I think you will, we're going to roll this out to every member and maybe even beyond that. So if you've ever wished you could talk to an expert trained in good inside, who's also just a parent who gets it, this is exactly that. Head to the app and book your session.