
WCRS Radio Stage xx-xx-xx (x) 1-800 Helpline
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Nancy
What makes you do it, Thomas?
Tom
What made me do what?
Nancy
What makes you come here every Tuesday night after you finish working to answer telephones for four hours?
Tom
There has to be a reason to want to help others.
Mary Alice
Sure there does.
Nancy
You can go a lot of places to help people, but you wound up here.
Mary Alice
Why?
Tom
I never really thought about it.
Nancy
Oh, yes, you have. See Mary over there?
Tom
Sure.
Nancy
She's here because she has a crush on Bob over there, even though Bob just thinks of her as a friend. Melissa over there is here to get away from her four kids. Coming here is the only way her husband lets her out of the house for a breather. Being here has probably saved her from having kid number five. Now Sally over there is a big pro lifer. Wants to keep anyone who is considering suicide from doing it. Most of the calls she gets, though, is from an old lady whose cat keeps getting stuck in the neighbor's tree.
Tom
Interesting.
Nancy
And Molly is here to fulfill 50 hours of community service.
Tom
And you? Ha.
Nancy
Look at me. I'm 40 pounds overweight. No one is chasing after me. I've got nothing but time on my hands. And here I can talk to people who are worse off than I am. Well, some of them are anyway.
Tom
I see what you're getting at.
Nancy
So why are you here at the helpline? Nice looking man like you should have no trouble finding company.
Tom
No, that's no problem.
Nancy
Then what are you doing here?
Tom
Let's just say that I had a serious relationship that ended very abruptly. I'm just keeping myself busy here because I'm not ready for any kind of relationship right now.
Nancy
How serious was it?
Tom
Terminal. We were engaged to be married.
Nancy
So she called the wedding off.
Tom
She ended the relationship permanently.
Nancy
And you both went your separate ways.
Tom
You never spoke truer words, Nancy. That's why I'm here, just sort of hiding.
Nancy
All right, pretty boy, you can tell me that story. You might even tell yourself that story. But you won't convince me or fool yourself. I bet you dollars to donuts. But there's a lot more to the story than you've told. And I've seen a lot of doughnuts in my day. If I had more time, I could weasel it out of you. But, hey, my break is up, so I have to get back to the helpline.
Tom
I've got five minutes left, so I'll see you in a few minutes.
Nancy
Oh, if only I were 10 years younger and 30 pounds lighter. Yes, then I'd still be too old.
Tom
And too fat for you, Nancy. You're really something else. And just as soon as I figure out what that something, you'll certainly be the first to know. I guess I should get back to the phone lines myself. Just why am I here? Nancy, that is a question that I've asked myself many times. I suppose in part it's to keep myself too busy for another relationship. But mostly it's because I don't want to happen to some other poor SAP what happened to me. So here I sit, week after week, hour after hour, waiting for that one call that just may make a difference. Thank you for calling Helpline. How may I help you? Yeah, there's this dog running through the neighborhood yapping its fool head off. Who do I call? Well, how long has he been barking? About an hour and a half. Now, have you ever seen this dog before, or do you know who the dog belongs to? No, I've never seen this dog before. Well, the number for Animal control is 353-3647. And thank you for calling Helpline. Thank you for calling Helpline. How may I help you?
Mindy
There's an electric power line down on the ground in front of my house. What should I do?
Tom
Is the electricity on in your house?
Mindy
Yes, everything's fine here.
Tom
Well, there's probably no danger, but you should stay inside your house until the electric company gets there. Can you do that?
Mindy
I'm not going anywhere.
Tom
Good. Well, the number to report down power lines is 769-3766. And thank you for calling Helpline.
Mindy
Oh, thank you very much.
Tom
Thank you for calling Helpline. How can I help you? Hello, Is anyone on the line?
Mindy
Yes, I'm here.
Tom
How can I help you? Are you still there?
Mindy
Yes, I'm still here. I just don't know if I should even be calling you. I mean, what good will talking do anyway?
Tom
Talking could do a lot of good. By talking things out, you might be able to see things a little clearer.
Mindy
How can I talk to you? I don't know you.
Tom
Well, sometimes it's easier to talk to a stranger than it is to a friend. Well, sometimes when you tell a friend something, you can be embarrassed. But when you tell the same thing to a complete stranger, well, it could be easier.
Mindy
I guess that could be true. For some people, maybe, but not for me. I need to know a person before I can go deep with them. Tell me about yourself. What's your name?
Tom
I'm really not supposed to tell you. We're not allowed to give out any personal information.
Mindy
All right, I guess we're done here.
Tom
Wait, wait, wait. Don't hang up. My name is Mike.
Mindy
I'll see. That wasn't so hard, was it? Now tell me your real name this time, and then I'll tell you mine.
Tom
How do you know that my name isn't Mike?
Mindy
Oh, I don't know. You just don't sound like a Mic. Or Michael.
Tom
Oh, really? Who do I sound like then?
Mindy
Oh, I don't know. You sound like Tom.
Tom
Hey, that's pretty good. You guessed my name.
Mindy
Look, if you don't want to trust me with your name, then I guess I'll be hanging up. I have to trust you to talk to you. And if I have to trust you, then you have to trust me.
Tom
But Tom really is my name. Wait, wait, look.
Mary Alice
What are you doing?
Tom
Can't you see?
Mindy
See what?
Tom
I'm holding my driver's license up to the phone. Don't you see it?
Mindy
Oh, yes, I see it now. That's the first time I've laughed in. Oh, I don't know how long. You are so easy to talk to.
Tom
You're not so tough to talk to yourself.
Mindy
So tell me, Tom, why hasn't some cutie got you roped in yet?
Tom
What are you talking about? What makes you think I'm not married?
Mindy
You've got to be kidding. A guy with your voice, your sense of humor. If you were my man, I wouldn't let you go out once a week and get calls from some crazy woman who wants to kill herself.
Tom
Is that why you called? Do you want to kill yourself? Are you still there? Look, this is hardly fair. You know my name, but I don't know what to call you.
Mindy
You can call me Mindy.
Tom
Well, I could call you that, but I would rather call you by your name.
Mindy
Who's the mind reader now?
Tom
Well, that's no trouble at all. You see, when you have no mind of your own, it makes it easier to read other people's minds. But seriously. But seriously, the way you hesitated, I just knew. So tell me your name, mein Herr. And remember, we have ways to make you talk.
Joe Cali
Mary.
Mindy
Oh. My first name is Mary.
Tom
All right, now, that didn't hurt too bad, now, did it, Mary?
Mindy
No, I guess not.
Tom
Then what's your last name? Mary.
Mindy
Oh, no, I'm keeping that one to myself. If you keep me talking long enough, I may tell you. But let's just keep it merry for now.
Tom
All right, Mary. For now.
Mindy
You're pretty good at disarming people.
Tom
Oh, yeah. I learned it in the trenches.
Mindy
Oh. Were you a counselor?
Tom
No, no, I. I worked the lunch counter at McDonald's, class of 94. I bet.
Mindy
You're great at getting people to open up.
Tom
Sometimes I'm better at it than other times. There are times that I don't seem to get through at all. And times I couldn't help those even closest to me. Hey, I'm here to talk about you, not to have you listen to me blubbering about myself.
Mindy
Oh, I don't know. It's good to hear about other people's problems for a change. Keeps me from thinking about my own little soap opera.
Tom
And are your problems so bad that it's worth taking your life? Mary, Are you. Are you still there?
Mindy
Yes, I'm here, but I don't want to talk like this.
Tom
Talk like what?
Nancy
Like.
Mindy
Like how we are now with you at Helpline, where any call you take can be monitored or traced.
Tom
What do you suggest, then?
Mindy
I. I know of a pay phone at the corner of Cherry street and West Avenue. If you could go there, I could call you there and we could talk more. What do you say? Tom, you're the only one who can help me. You're the only one I can talk to. Will you do it for me? This is the only way.
Tom
I've already broken about 10 rules around here. If they found out, they would kick me out anyway.
Mindy
Then you'll go to the pay phone.
Tom
Well, I'm out of here in 10 minutes, and it'll take me another 10 minutes to get to that location.
Mindy
Okay. Okay, 20 minutes. But don't be late, or it may be too late for me.
Tom
I'll be there. I'll be there. Just don't do anything until I get there.
Mindy
I'll ring you in 20 minutes.
Tom
I hung up the phone. And looked up at the clock. My shift was over, but my job wasn't done. Before I check out for the night, I stopped by the main computer, the one that traces all of the calls that come into Helpline. I looked at my code number and found the last number that called into my line. The notation after the call was confusing. It stated that the call was made from a cell phone, but the number used was no longer in existence and had not been used since the area code changed over two years ago. On my way over to the payphone at Cherry street in West Avenue, I thought about all the rules of phone counseling I had just broken. The giving of my name, the divulging of personal information. And the worst one of all, the one I was about to break. Making personal contact. But for some reason, this time is different. I really feel that I can make a difference. That I could keep her from killing herself. And for personal reasons, which is the worst reason in the world to do anything. I didn't want her to do some. Some other guy. What Alice had done to me. To kill herself and leave me here alone. To try and pick up the pieces and start over again. Start over again? Not on your life, sister. No one is going to get me all caught up in all those emotions again. At least not for some time, anyway. I'm doing this for the next guy, so it won't happen to him. Not for myself. Or am I? There's no time to figure anything out because here's the payphone that she directed me to. Why isn't that phone ringing? Mary? Hello? May I speak to the woman of the house? There isn't a woman of the house. There isn't even a house. This is a payphone. Well, I'm very sorry, sir. Have a nice night. Yeah, I will. Just as soon as I get the call I'm waiting for. Yes, Mary, I'm here.
Mindy
I know. Who is it that you were talking to?
Tom
A phone solicitor. Say, how did. How did you know that? Are you psychic, too?
Mindy
Two things told me. One, when I called, the phone was dizzy.
Tom
My, you are a clever woman.
Mindy
Well, not so clever as you might think. For my vantage point here, I can see you at the payphone under the streetlight.
Tom
Oh, I still think you're pretty clever. You have to be so that you can use a cellular phone number that hasn't been used in over two years.
Mindy
Oh, that's just a little scrambler I use to mess with the phone company. It drives them nuts trying to figure out where to send the bill. So I was right about the tracing of my call. Was I right about someone listening in also?
Tom
No one monitored my call to you. At least, I don't think so.
Mindy
How can you be sure?
Tom
I can't be sure. But then I didn't get called on the carpet either. I broke a lot of rules in our last phone call.
Mindy
How can I be sure that you didn't tell anyone else about our conversation and that you are here to keep me occupied until help arrive?
Tom
I don't think that paranoia is really your strong suit, Mary. And I didn't tell anyone about our little talk. If I did, I would be through at Helpline. And I do enjoy helping people.
Mindy
So there's no one else coming?
Tom
Sorry. I'm all the help you're getting. But you're the only one here that can really help yourself. You're the only one that can keep from killing yourself.
Mindy
Then your trip out here was all for nothing. Because that is what I intend to do.
Tom
I don't think so. You called me at Helpline and you even waited for me to get here so you could talk to me again.
Mindy
What do you think, Dr. Shrink?
Tom
I think that you don't really want to die.
Mindy
That's where you're wrong, my friend. I do want to die. In fact, in some ways, I'm already dead.
Tom
Don't talk like that, Mary. There's always a reason to go on. There's. There always seems to be a maybe, a purpose as to why something happens.
Mindy
Has there always been a reason for everything that has happened to you tomorrow?
Tom
Well, for the most part, yes. But I'm giving it time to figure those other things out. I don't want to hurt those that may care for me.
Mindy
I don't have anyone that will be hurt by my death. Not anymore.
Tom
That's not true. It would hurt me.
Mindy
I wouldn't want to hurt you again.
Tom
What do you mean by that?
Mindy
Just a slip of the tongue. I meant to say that I wouldn't want you hurt again to be the cause of any pain for you.
Tom
Look, Mary, this phone thing is a very difficult way of communicating. Why don't you come out of the dark and stop hiding so we can talk face to face? What do you think?
Mindy
Wouldn't that be bending the rules some more?
Tom
I've already bent the rules so much that they're. They're standing on their heads by now. Rules don't mean so much when they affect someone you care about. And I do care about you, Mary.
Mindy
You do? Why?
Tom
I don't know. I guess it's because you remind me of someone very special to me. Someone lost to me now. So what do you say? You, me, one on one?
Mindy
So I remind you of someone special? Special? Who is it?
Tom
No, no, not this way.
Mindy
Well, how then?
Tom
You want me to spill my guts to you? And to tell you my innermost secrets.
Mindy
More than anything else.
Tom
All right. But the only way I'll do it is up close and personal. So where are you?
Mindy
Are you sure that's what you really want?
Tom
More than anything else.
Mindy
Well, it's your funeral. Oh, that's not quite right. Actually, it's my funeral.
Tom
That's really not funny, Mary.
Mindy
That's good, because it wasn't meant to be.
Tom
So how do I get to you?
Mindy
If I had a dime for every time a man said that to me.
Mary Alice
Yes, well, then at least I'd be.
Mindy
Able to buy cream to go with my cup of coffee.
Tom
That's the spirit. Now, where are you?
Mindy
See that building behind you?
Tom
Yes.
Mindy
If you really want to meet me, then you have to go past the ninth floor to the roof. But there's one hitch.
Tom
What's that?
Mindy
Halfway around the left side of the building is an entrance. Now, it's the only door you can get into this time of night. If I see you, then I'll know that you really want to talk to me.
Tom
Why is that?
Mindy
Because there are only stairs up to me.
Tom
Nine floors, huh?
Mindy
And to the roof. Think you can make it?
Tom
I can make it. I just wish that I had worn my elevator shoes today. Tell you what. Make sure you give me a little extra time. Been a while since I used the StairMaster.
Mindy
Oh, and one more thing, Tom. You are the only one to come here. No extra help, no one else. And remember, from where I'm sitting, I can see you at the phone booth from here. So stay off the phone. If I see you, use it. After this call is finished in Humpty Dumpty here, we'll have a great fall. And like all those king's horses and all those king's men, you won't be able to put me back together again.
Tom
I guess it's put up or shut up time. Hmm. That could be Mary. But if I answer and it's not her and she jumps. I never knew it was so hard not to answer a phone. Well, off to the stairs. What the hell am I doing here? Got no right doing this. Got no education or training for this. So maybe I can help her. But on the other hand, if I say the wrong thing, I could be the cause of her death. I seem to be drawn to her. But am I drawn to her or to her situation? What makes me think I can go riding in on my white steed wearing my shiny suit of armor? I just need to catch my breath before I. Before I go out of the room. I don't know what I'm doing. It's like my brain has been wiped out. I have no idea what to say. But I guess it's too late to turn back now. Well, here goes nothing. I can't see the lights from the stairway. Mary? Where are you? Mary?
Mary Alice
Over here, Tom.
Tom
Oh, there you are. You look like nothing more than a. Than a shadow from here.
Mary Alice
A shadow, huh? That's not what I see from here.
Tom
What do you see?
Mary Alice
I see emptiness.
Tom
Emptiness.
Mary Alice
And anger. She must have hurt you very bad. You must have loved her so much.
Tom
I gave her so much that I. I don't think I could possibly have anything left to give to another woman.
Mary Alice
So are you here to save me or yourself?
Tom
Who's to say that by doing the one, I can't accomplish the other?
Mary Alice
I'm glad you didn't answer the phone.
Tom
So it was you.
Mary Alice
I. I needed to know that I could trust you. So this woman you loved, she left you, or what?
Tom
Or what? How do we get on my life story anyway?
Mary Alice
I told you. If you want to hear my problems, I get to hear yours first. Did she leave you?
Tom
Yes, she did. Permanently. We were engaged to be married, but a month before the wedding, she killed herself.
Mary Alice
I'm sorry. How did it happen?
Tom
She missed a date we set. I tried calling her, but she never answered. The next day, I stopped by her apartment and found her.
Mary Alice
You were the one to find her?
Tom
Yeah. Did you.
Mary Alice
Did you find out why she did it?
Tom
No. No note and no message. There wasn't even a diary. Whoa.
Mary Alice
Pretty heavy stuff. Got room here on the ledge for you, if you're interested.
Tom
Well, you know, I considered it once, but I figured that I could do more damage from here. But. But I still don't know why you're here.
Mindy
Well, it's.
Mary Alice
I have a job I enjoy and a man who loves me and wants to marry me.
Tom
Do you love him?
Mindy
Yes.
Mary Alice
I love him very much.
Tom
I can certainly see why you're here. Trying to end your life.
Mary Alice
I love him. And I would never want to hurt him. But about a month ago, an old boyfriend moved back into town. We went out a few times, and before you know it, I was pregnant.
Tom
Are you interested in the old boyfriend?
Mary Alice
It was just one last sling. I Have no other interest in him?
Tom
Are you sure the baby's his?
Mary Alice
A woman knows these things.
Tom
This man who wants to marry her. Does he know you're carrying another man's baby?
Mary Alice
Oh, he doesn't even know that there is a baby. I can't bring myself to tell him.
Tom
How do you know he wouldn't accept it?
Mary Alice
Well, I don't know if I can accept it.
Tom
And that's why you want to kill yourself?
Mindy
Yes.
Tom
Before you do anything, explain it to him. Tell him how sorry you are and see what he says.
Mary Alice
All right, I'll do that. I'm sorry, Tommy. I'm so sorry.
Tom
I don't understand.
Mary Alice
I. I never wanted to hurt you. But I've hurt you so much.
Tom
Mary. Mary. Mary, I have a. It can't be you. You. You died three years ago. I found you myself.
Mary Alice
Yes, it's me. And yes, I am dead.
Tom
But what are you doing here?
Mary Alice
There are three things that are holding me here. I can still go through to the other side, even though I committed suicide. But because I took another life, the unborn baby, I can't pass through until someone forgives me.
Tom
And the other two reasons?
Mary Alice
Because of you and for you.
Tom
What is that supposed to mean?
Mary Alice
Because of you, because you won't let me go. It has been three years since I passed on, and yet you won't let me go. You have to go on with your life, Tommy. You've so many years left. You must live them for you, not waste them for me.
Tom
But I love you so much.
Mary Alice
If you love me as you say, then help me to rest, to find peace.
Tom
How do I do that?
Mary Alice
Tell me you forgive me for what I did, Tommy, and let go of me.
Tom
It's easy to forgive you, but I don't want to forget you.
Mary Alice
You don't have to forget me. I hope you don't. But I do want you to. No. I need you to open up your heart to others, to take a chance again. That is the only way I can be free.
Tom
I'll do it. But it won't be easy.
Mary Alice
Love is never easy. Tell me it was never meant to be. If I've learned anything, I have learned that. Well, I guess I'll be on my way now.
Tom
Will I ever see you again?
Mary Alice
When it's your time, I'll be there if you still need me.
Tom
I love you, Mary Alice.
Mary Alice
I love you, too, Tommy.
Nancy
Where are you off to in such a hurry tonight, Thomas?
Tom
Believe it or not, I've got a date tonight.
Nancy
Well, there goes my chance at you tell me, what made you decide to take the plunge?
Tom
Let's just say that an angel helped me to defeat a ghost, even if they were one and the same.
Joe Cali
Today's program featured Matt Anthony as Tom, Diane Flasko as Mary Alice, Paula Canterbury as Nancy, with Janet Lippincott, Walt Markowski and David Binkley as the callers. 1-800-helpline was written by David E. Binkley. Original music was written and performed by David Crawford. Theme music for WCRS Radio Stage was written by David Crawford and Tom Holman. WCRS Radio Stage is produced in Akron, Ohio, by David Binkley and David Crawford. I'm Joe Cali asking you to join us the next time we open the curtain on WCRS Radio Stage.
Podcast Title: Harold's Old Time Radio
Episode: WCRS Radio Stage xx-xx-xx (x) 1-800 Helpline
Release Date: March 8, 2025
Host/Author: Harold's Old Time Radio
In this episode of Harold's Old Time Radio, titled "1-800 Helpline", listeners are immersed in a poignant radio drama that delves into the emotional and psychological landscapes of individuals working at a suicide prevention helpline. Written by David E. Binkley and performed by a talented cast, the episode masterfully explores themes of grief, forgiveness, and the human need for connection.
The drama unfolds within the confines of a helpline office, where volunteers dedicate their evenings to assisting callers in distress. The central characters include Tom, Nancy, and Mary Alice, each with their unique motivations for being part of the helpline team.
Tom (Matthew Anthony) is portrayed as a compassionate individual grappling with the abrupt end of a serious relationship.
Nancy (Paula Canterbury) provides a candid perspective on her reasons for volunteering, revealing layers of personal struggle.
Mary Alice (Diane Flasko) adds depth to the narrative with her own complex backstory and interactions.
Tom's Motivation:
Tom opens up about his reasons for joining the helpline during a conversation with Nancy.
Nancy probes deeper, uncovering that Tom's involvement is intertwined with his unresolved feelings about a past relationship.
Nancy's Candidness:
Nancy shares her own vulnerabilities, highlighting the diverse reasons individuals seek solace through volunteering.
This candidness sets the stage for a raw and authentic exploration of each character's motivations.
The heart of the episode centers around a significant interaction between Tom and a caller who identifies as Mary Alice.
Initial Interaction:
Mindy (initially posing as a different name) reaches out to the helpline, leading to a deep and revealing conversation.
As the dialogue progresses, Mindy reveals her reluctance and deeper emotional scars, prompting a turn towards vulnerability.
Building Trust:
Their conversation navigates through trust barriers, personal revelations, and emotional depths.
Tom's determination to help becomes evident as he grapples with bending the established rules to assist Mindy.
The narrative takes a supernatural twist as Mary Alice unveils her true identity, intertwining past traumas with present grief.
Mary Alice's True Identity:
Tom confronts the reality of Mary Alice being a spirit bound by unresolved issues, adding layers of complexity and sorrow to his quest for forgiveness.
Forgiveness and Letting Go:
The climax revolves around forgiveness, both for Mary Alice and Tom himself, highlighting the healing power of empathy.
Mary Alice: "Tell me you forgive me for what I did, Tommy, and let go of me." [27:39]
Tom: "I'll do it. But it won't be easy." [28:08]
The episode concludes with Tom finding closure, symbolizing his journey towards healing and the acceptance of moving forward.
This resolution underscores the theme that personal growth often arises from confronting and overcoming past traumas.
"1-800 Helpline" is a compelling exploration of human emotion, responsibility, and the enduring quest for closure. Through its rich character development and emotionally charged narrative, the episode offers listeners a profound reflection on the importance of forgiveness and the healing that comes from understanding and compassion.
Produced in Akron, Ohio, by David Binkley and David Crawford, the episode features original music that enhances the dramatic tension and emotional resonance. Harold's Old Time Radio continues to deliver timeless stories that captivate and move audiences, reminding us of the enduring power of radio drama.
Credits:
Matthew Anthony as Tom
Diane Flasko as Mary Alice
Paula Canterbury as Nancy
Janet Lippincott, Walt Markowski, and David Binkley as Callers
Written by David E. Binkley
Original Music by David Crawford
Theme Music by David Crawford and Tom Holman
Produced by David Binkley and David Crawford