FLASHBACK FRIDAYS: Woman DIES, SHOWN the Hidden REALMS & Her LIFE BETWEEN LIVES! (NDE) with Mariko Frederick

Summary

Next Level Soul Podcast with Alex Ferrari

Episode: FLASHBACK FRIDAYS: Woman DIES, SHOWN the Hidden REALMS & Her LIFE BETWEEN LIVES! (NDE) with Mariko Frederick
Date: September 5, 2025
Host: Alex Ferrari
Guest: Mariko Frederick

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Overview

In this profound and deeply personal episode, host Alex Ferrari interviews Mariko Frederick, a near-death experiencer and spiritual healer who recalls not only her own NDE (Near-Death Experience) but her “life between lives” memories as well. Mariko recounts her journey through death, the lessons she learned in the hidden realms, and the extraordinary wisdom she brought back to everyday life. The conversation explores spirituality, soul purpose, the afterlife, multidimensional existence, spiritual awakening, and how to bring higher consciousness into our present incarnations.

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Key Discussion Points & Insights

Mariko’s Life Before Her NDE

(03:57 - 05:02)

• Mariko describes her life before the NDE as successful and content: a thriving Chinese medicine practice, active lifestyle, newly married, everything “good.”
• Not raised strictly religious; her background was a blend of Shinto, Buddhist, Catholic, and Christian influences, but with no strong religious upbringing.

Memorable Quote:
“I feel like I had reached the pinnacle of what we were supposed to have in life. And then I died.”
— Mariko Frederick, (03:57)

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The Near-Death Experience: How It Happened

(05:31 - 07:32)

• Mariko’s NDE was triggered by a procedure from a supposed alternative medicine professional who turned out to be unlicensed, resulting in physical injury.
• Symptoms worsened over a day until she experienced a powerful, inexplicable physical sensation: “life force just drained out of my body.”

Memorable Quote:
“It was like all of the life force just drained out of my body. And that’s when I had the experience.”
— Mariko Frederick, (07:21)

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Crossing the Threshold

(07:37 - 10:25)

• Mariko felt a crushing weight on her chest, but upon letting go, it transitioned not into fear or sadness but into a sensation of ultimate relief.
• Describes seeing a “light like a thousand suns,” experiencing immense peace and a sense that breathing was “overrated.”
• She observed her husband from outside her body, said goodbye, and prepared for the next stage.

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The Life Review

(10:25 - 17:17)

• “Stepping behind the veil,” Mariko experienced her life review—not as a passive observer but feeling the impact of her actions from her own perspective, from others’ perspectives, and from a loving, impartial universal consciousness.
• Even childhood choices had emotional significance: her first hurtful act in childhood was deeply examined, not judged but wholly understood.

Memorable Quote:
“I realized just because you’re little doesn’t mean you don’t know what you’re doing… Just because I was little didn’t mean I wasn’t accountable for my actions.”
— Mariko Frederick, (11:09)

• The review prioritized pivotal, soul-aligned vs. ego-aligned moments, emphasizing growth over punishment.

Notable moment:
“There was no duality to love, so there couldn’t be judgment.”
— Mariko Frederick, (17:17)

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Beyond the Review: The Hidden Realms

(18:28 - 23:25)

• Guided by a benevolent, formless being, Mariko was shown "a part of you that gets attached" leaving through a tunnel of light.
• Met four immensely loving beings—no physical forms, just pure consciousness and love.
• Realizes her truest identity: “I was never Mariko…I am love, I am joy, I am bliss.”
• The experience felt timeless (“800 years”), until she heard: “It’s not your time, you have to go back and help people.”
• Resisted returning, but was told everyone has a time, and her task wasn’t complete.

Memorable Quote:
“Everything I was just kind of melted away. And I realized and felt that we are all one.” — Mariko Frederick, (21:09)

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Returning to Life

(23:25 - 28:20)

• Re-entry was painful and disorienting; she immediately received guidance not to use Western medicine, which felt counterintuitive.
• Struggled with identity and integrating her experience for years; little external support existed at the time.

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Coming Out With Her Story

(28:20 - 32:44)

• Mariko shared her NDE with close friends and family (not all receptive), and found one sympathetic doctor with his own NDE.
• Trauma, chronic illness, and lack of community made integration slow.
• Only started sharing publicly 15-20 years later via podcasts, facing disbelief and online trolling.

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Gifts & Abilities After the NDE

(32:44 - 34:48)

• Intuition greatly amplified.
• Retained memories of the “life between lives”: conscious, unbroken awareness through death, the astral realm, and the causal realm.
• Can recall both her own and others’ past and between-life states.

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Life Between Lives: The Hidden Realms Explored

(34:32 - 44:55)

• Vivid description of past death: “I remember the whole process of dying.”
• Regret from not following one’s soul assignment is significant.
• Explains transition stages: staying near loved ones in a nonphysical state, entering the astral realm (a world of light, “like a planet”), healing, and spiritual community.
• All are greeted by relatives from multiple incarnations, not just this life.

Unique Insights:

• Interactions with both positive and adversarial souls—no animosity, but mutual understanding and respect.
• Earth described as a “C average planet” in terms of consciousness, critical for growth.

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The Purpose of Incarnation & Earth

(44:55 - 53:54)

• Earth is a unique place for the soul’s growth and working out karmic bonds.
• Higher realm (more conscious) and lower realm (more egoic) beings all incarnate here.
• Urges higher realm souls to “stop playing small” and fulfill their purpose, rather than hesitating due to imposter syndrome or fear.

Memorable Quote:
“It is time for the higher realm beings to wake up and level up and start living the assignment on their soul… Get off the sidelines and start elevating humanity.”
— Mariko Frederick, (52:31, 69:44)

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Remembering Past Lives and In-Between-Lives

(53:54 - 60:22)

• Mariko recalls other incarnations (human and animal), lessons in greed, unconditional love, and devotion.
• The essence of self remains consistent across all incarnations.
• Early in life, thought others shared these memories; gradually recognized her experience as unique.

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Integrating the Experience

(60:22 - 65:57)

• Only realized the depth of her memory was uncommon around age 19; tried to “be normal” and keep silent.
• Found processing easier once she accepted her unique perspective as valid and valuable.

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Advice on Soul Purpose & Assignment

(65:57 - 68:13)

• Stop overcomplicating your soul purpose: focus on “being,” not “doing.”
• The mission is simply self-realization and enlightenment: “To realize and remember who you are as the soul… That’s all we’re here to do.”
• Whatever action flows naturally from your soul-identity is your true assignment.

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Notable Quotes & Moments

• On soul lessons:
  “The only thing you’re here to do is not a doing, it’s a being. The only thing that we’re here for is enlightenment.”
  — Mariko Frederick, (66:13)

• On God and Love:
  “Oneness consciousness… It’s our true identity, you know, it’s the ultimate reality with no opposite.”
  — Mariko Frederick, (68:55, 69:06)

• On Universal Purpose:
  “The ultimate purpose of life? To remember who you are.”
  — Mariko Frederick, (69:18)

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Timestamps for Important Segments

• Life Before NDE: 03:57 – 05:02
• Trigger & Onset of NDE: 05:31 – 07:32
• Leaving the Body & Initial Experience: 07:37 – 10:25
• Life Review: 10:25 – 17:17
• Meeting Beings in Hidden Realms: 18:28 – 23:25
• Return & Aftereffects: 23:25 – 28:20
• Integrating and Sharing the Experience: 28:20 – 32:44
• Abilities After NDE: 32:44 – 34:48
• Life Between Lives Illustrated: 34:32 – 44:55
• Purpose of Earth & Soul Assignments: 44:55 – 53:54
• Remembering Past Lives & Early Realizations: 53:54 – 60:22
• Advice on Soul Purpose: 65:57 – 68:13

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Final Reflections & Call to Action

Mariko concludes with an urgent, empowering invitation:

“Get to work. I think a lot of people listening are higher realm beings. You’ve been incarnating on the higher realm. You know who you are. Quit playing small. Get off the sidelines and start elevating humanity. Do what you know your soul is being called to do.”
— Mariko Frederick, (69:44)

She emphasizes the critical time we’re living through—encouraging listeners to remember their divinity, take action aligned with their soul, and participate fully in humanity’s spiritual evolution.

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To connect with Mariko Frederick:

• Website: solpriority.com
• Social Media: @marikofrederick (Facebook, Instagram, YouTube)

Host: Alex Ferrari – Next Level Soul Podcast

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This summary captures the entire depth and spirit of the conversation and provides a detailed roadmap to Mariko Frederick’s extraordinary spiritual journey, offering both comfort and a challenge to all seekers of the soul.

Transcript

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Welcome to the Next Level Soul Podcast where we ask the big questions about life. Why are we here? Is this all there is? What is my Soul's mission? We attempt to answer those questions and more by bringing you raw and inspiring conversations with some of the most fascinating and thought provoking guests on the planet today. I am your host, Alex Ferrari. Now, before we dive into today's conversation, I want to invite you to experience something truly transformative. Next Level Soul tv, Our spiritual streaming platform where seekers from around the world can awaken, heal and expand. We've curated a powerful collection of life changing documentaries, Deep dive interviews, original series, audiobooks, courses, master classes and live events all focused on conscious personal transformation, ancient wisdom and the soul's journey. This isn't just content, it's a calling. Whether you're exploring your spiritual gifts, seeking answers from the beyond, or just craving something real in a noisy world, Next Level Soul TV was made just for you. And here's the best part. It's commercial free, available around the world and growing every week with new soul expanding content. So if you're ready to go deeper, head over to nextlevelsol TV and start streaming your awakening. Now, let's begin today's episode Disclaimer the views and opinions expressed in this podcast are those of the guest and do not necessarily reflect the views or positions of this show, its host or any of the companies they represent. Now today on the show we have near death experiencer Mariko Frederick. And Mariko didn't just have a pretty profound near death experience, but she also brought back the knowledge of her life between lives. This is a fascinating conversation of what happens between incarnations, between choosing your soul plan and your soul blueprint and so much more. So let's dive in. I'd like to welcome the show. Mariko Frederick, how you doing?

[Mariko Frederick]

I'm well, thank you. How are you?

[Alex Ferrari]

I'm doing very good. Thank you so much for coming on the show. And I'm looking for, I'm looking forward to, to listening to your interesting journey so far in life. As they say, you've, you've done a few things that we haven't. Most people haven't. So my first question to you is, what was your life like before you had your near death experience?

[Mariko Frederick]

It was good. You know, I was, I would say that I had arrived. I was 29 when it happened. So before that I had a full time, you know, pretty successful practice in Chinese medicine. I was an avid rock climber. I was fit. I had a friend group. I was like, everything was good. I was newly married and everything was really good. I feel like I had reached the pinnacle of what we were supposed to have in life. And then I died.

[Alex Ferrari]

So there was nothing. So you weren't off track or maybe we'll discover later you were off track. I don't know yet. Normally near death experiences happen that like, oh, you're off track, we got to kind of remind you of what you have to do. Or oh, there's a shift here. Or there's. But let me ask you before we get to your near death experience, were you religious growing up? Did you follow religion?

[Mariko Frederick]

Not really. So my mom's from Japan, so I think her family was Shinto. And then I've been to a lot of Buddhist funerals and things like that growing up. And then my dad grew up Catholic and then Christian, but both of them had some experiences in the church that weren't really positive. And so we didn't grow up with religion.

[Alex Ferrari]

So you didn't have any preconceived religious, you know, beliefs? Strong religious beliefs before you went?

[Mariko Frederick]

Not strong. I think I got to go to Sunday school a little bit. But I, I kind of joke that I wonder if that was just like babysitting for them because I don't think they were going to church.

[Alex Ferrari]

So life is going along great. You've reached the pinnacle of what you think you're supposed to reach at 29, and then you, then you die. So how, so how did that happen?

[Mariko Frederick]

So I was. So I kind of. The story, I don't want to get it triggers people. But what happened was I went to somebody practicing alternative medicine who should have been licensed and was practicing basically as like a licensed alternative doctor. And later I found out that she was not licensed, had never been to school, and was ordering it through somebody else's doctorate license. Her equipment she was using on me. So she injured me to the point of having a near death experience. I found out later the fifth person she had injured, one person was in intensive care. She had already gone up against the attorney general of that state. And that is basically what happened. So. But yes, I guess it was a wake up call because there was, I mean, I was on track and then there was a missing piece. So that's how it happened.

[Alex Ferrari]

So did you, so when you, I mean, did you, did you die on the, on the, on, on the table? Were you in the hospital? Like, yeah. How did that, like, where did it go?

[Mariko Frederick]

Yeah, so I kind of wish, because I think it would make it almost. It would have made more sense to me. I actually didn't. I got sicker and sicker and sicker, but it wasn't something that I could pinpoint and say, oh, this is happening. I just felt off. I felt very off, very weird. And it was actually like the next day that I had the near death experience and I was just like, something's wrong. I don't know if you've ever had anything go wrong in your body. I mean, anything. Like I've had my appendix out, right? And you just know something's wrong inside of me. And it was like that. But since I've had both experiences of appendectomy and that, it was like times a thousand, like, something's very wrong, but I couldn't put my finger. I wasn't like, nothing hurt in one place, right. And I had worked in a neurotrauma, intensive care. So I'm kind of like, you know, nurses and doctors, we make the worst patients in a way because we're like Assessing it, like, no, no, no, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine. And so I went to lie down and that's when it happened. It was like all of the life force just drained out of my body. And that's when I had the experience. So it wasn't in her office. It was actually a little later.

[Alex Ferrari]

So did you pop out of your body? What was when you died? What happened?

[Mariko Frederick]

So I was lying there feeling this like crushing weight on my chest. It felt like iron, like, like an iron weight was on my chest. And I felt like breathing was so hard, right? I was pushing this weight up and letting it fall and pushing it back up and letting it fall. And eventually I just thought, I think I'll let it fall. And when I did, that is when I died. And in the same moment, I recognized that I wasn't going to die because there was no death. But I remember feeling my, you know, before that moment, my blood felt like it was made of lead. Everything was so heavy and breathing was so difficult. And I just thought, you know, breathing's really hard. Like, why am I doing this? Because it was like all of a sudden this epiphany that I don't have to do this. This is. I don't have to do this. And it didn't feel again like I was dying. It didn't feel like the scary or sad thing. And so I did take my last breath. And that's when, you know, I was feeling the life force drain out of my body. Like, like you would drain a pool. And then I saw this. It was like it was almost always there, but this light, like a thousand sun shining at my forehead. It was so familiar and so warm, like it had always been there. And I just remember feeling like, wow, breathing is really overrated. It's funny. We think we have to do it. And I just felt like, oh, wow, this is so much better, right? And still having this idea that I guess I'm dying, but I'm also not. So it wasn't. And it was so familiar. This process felt very familiar to me. And so after that, I guess I was floating above my body because I remember watching my husband in the kitchen. He was actually brewing like a medicinal tea because we didn't. We knew I didn't feel well. We weren't sure what. So I'd asked him for something Chinese medicine wise, like, put those herbs together, maybe I'll feel better, you know, I mean, I'm like, you're not. I didn't believe I was dying. I just thought I didn't feel well. I didn't know what was happening. So I watched him. And I remember saying goodbye and feeling so much love for him and just knowing that he would be okay and he would remarry and everything would be okay. And it might not be the same as what we have, but he would be okay. And then from there I sort of went into more of the, I guess, near death experience where I said goodbye to my family. And then I. It's funny, I'll use terms that don't make sense because it's, it's. But I'll say I stepped behind the veil, even though I wasn't stepping because I wasn't in my body anymore. And so beyond the veil was where everything started to unfold and take place. And that's where I had like my life review.

[Alex Ferrari]

And so let's, let's go step by step. I want details. This sounds very exciting. I know it's old hat to you, but a lot of people have not heard this, so. So when you step beyond the veil, what's the first thing you see?

[Mariko Frederick]

I didn't see because you don't see with your human eyes anymore. So it's feeling for me. And I'm super empathic and all that, but for me it was feeling. And then I guess I did start to see my life review and I got to see everything, everything that was important, right? All the moments of decision and interaction that matter not every time I tied my shoes or brushed my teeth, but like these moments of interaction. So the first one that I really remember because it's sort of like everything was good, good, good, good, good, lots of love, you're a toddler, you're a baby, everything's fine. And then I was like 4 or 5 years old and I was mean to somebody on purpose for the first time. And that's where my life review really started, was I was using my energy, my power, even at. I was in kindergarten, So I was 4 or 5 years old even at that age. But I was doing it intentionally to hurt somebody and I was teasing her about some, something and I made her cry. And in that life review, in that first, there was several moments, but in that first one was so pitiful pivotal for me because I realized just because you're little doesn't mean you don't know what you're doing, right? Just because I also. Just because I was little didn't mean I wasn't accountable for my actions in this moment. And so I got to experience that moment from my point of view, being mean to this little girl and from her point of view, like I was inside her body feeling what she was feeling and I was just being mean and teasing her about something. It had to do with, like dog prints in the, in the cement. It was really silly and she thought it was funny. And I told her that the dog had died and how would you like it if you died and people laughed at you? And I was just being really mean. And I was feeling from her standpoint, I could hear in her head, why is she doing this? Why is she being so mean to me? I don't. Like she didn't understand. And she started to well up and cry. And at the same time, I could feel it from that God consciousness of zero judgment. Just love and holding space and watching from zero judgment. So I felt all three simultaneously. And then I stopped being mean to her because I made her cry and I didn't want to get in trouble.

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[Dan Morgan]

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[Dan Morgan]

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[Mariko Frederick]

Wow.

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[Alex Ferrari]

And now back to the show.

[Mariko Frederick]

So that was my first big life. That was my first. My first experience in the life review. It didn't matter how little I was. I was doing this on purpose. And we are not to ever intentionally hurt somebody. And so I learned really never to be that way. By the way, she doesn't remember that moment and she's forgiven me all as well.

[Alex Ferrari]

Good. So. So. So as before, we keep going. You're in this. Are you in a room or is it just screens in front of you? How is that?

[Mariko Frederick]

No, it was like a void. Everything was black, but not without light. So the way I describe it is like a single ray of light would have been a foreign object. It was just this void of love, bliss, joy, peace, ever expanding. And there was a being there whose job it was to help me through this process of my life review. So I went through the life review and I saw again, all the pivotal moments of the way I describe it is when I was soul aligned versus when I was ego aligned. Right. Because it's not really bad or good. It's just, are you coming home or are you going away from home within yourself, within your soul? And so, you know, seeing a lot and just feeling gratitude, I guess. And the only way I could put it is like gratitude from the universe, gratitude from God when I was doing a good job, but so much gratitude that it would explode me if I could feel it in this. In this human body. And also my own deep regret and disappointment. When I did something ego based, it wasn't from the universe. The universe was impartial. It was non judgmental. Except when I was doing something good and there was just like tremendous love. Love. And maybe it was my love for my own soul. Right. Because there is nobody else. Right. We're all one. But I was experiencing duality still. So feeling that love and then also feeling that deep regret when I was, when I was out of alignment.

[Alex Ferrari]

But it wasn't. But it wasn't. It didn't. It doesn't seem like there was judgment.

[Mariko Frederick]

No.

[Alex Ferrari]

It's just no judge, there's nobody there. Like a courtroom, like, okay, defend your life. Look what you did at 5 years old. What's wrong with you? None of it. Nothing like that?

[Mariko Frederick]

No. It was like watching two toddlers. Like if you're, I think you have kids, do you have your parent? So like watching your little, if they were little, when they were little, watching them like make a mistake, you know, My daughter the other day was like pouring a glass of something and she just kept pouring and it was like overflowing. Like it's kind of like we've all been there, right? So I'm just watching it happen. Like, oh, here we go. Well, this is how she's going to learn. It was that kind of judgment, right? It was like very sweet. It was, it's funny to say parental because I don't feel like God is our parent in that way because in the highest consciousness we're all one. But I will say in my life review, it felt very much like this benevolent being watching over me, kind of with a smirk, like, yep, I know, you know, but it, there was just so much love. There could never be, there was no duality to love, so there couldn't be judgment because there was no opposite.

[Alex Ferrari]

So then during your life review, was there, I've heard before in some other near death experiences of parallel lives. So in other words, you're like, oh, I wonder what would happen if I would have met Mary Joey instead. And, and you kind of see how that plays out. Did you get anything like that?

[Mariko Frederick]

I didn't. I just saw the life I was in. I think the whole purpose of my near death was just to remind me to get to work. So I didn't see that. I did see. I got downloaded with what I didn't know what it was. You know, they, you have this huge experience. And so after that life review of seeing everything and I was only 29, so I hadn't lived that long and a lot of it was just mistakes I made. The biggest mistake, honestly, was the intentional one when I was little. That was the. That was the biggest thing I came back with, because I think we can excuse ourselves. And I realized, no, we can't. No, you're not in trouble, but don't do that. So after that, they actually, I guess, cleared me of something. I remember seeing this. This silhouette dropping through a big round light. And I remember asking this guide, who is. What is that? And they said, it's the part of you that gets attached. And we just, like, in the silence, watched it move through this tunnel of light. And then we moved on to the next phase, which was meeting these four beings. But I can't tell you what they looked like because they weren't in form. So it was like these beings of just infinite love. But I could tell there was four of them. And they just showered me with this intense, unconditional divine love. Again, it would have exploded a human body. We couldn't accept that much in our incarnate. And I felt so connected to them. And then they did. It was almost like we were having a meeting with. But again, I'm not in. I'm not in a physical form. They're not in a physical form, so I can't tell you what it looks like. But I could feel that we were connected. And it was this very sacred moment where I could tell they were connecting to me and giving me some information that I would use later. And so we just sat in the quiet. Not, we didn't sit, but we were there in the quiet, the stillness. And then when that was complete, I was like, okay, that's. That's. Whatever that is, I'll use it at a later date. I didn't know what it was. And I remember just again, it's so funny, these human limitations. The words we have, as I'll say, standing. I'm not standing anywhere because I'm not in a body. But it felt like I was standing and watching out throughout the universe. And I just had this full realization of who I am. That I was never Mariko, I was never a rock climber. I was never anything I thought I was. And that I was finally me. And I'm love, I'm joy, I'm bliss, I am peace. This is who I am. And everything I was just kind of melted away. And I realized and felt that we are all one. So I could never be Madiko because we're one. So I'm having this awakening realization and just feeling the bliss of the universe for People have asked me how long, and it was like, I don't know, 800 years. You know, it felt like I had a whole lifetime. Many, I mean, just lifetime here is just a blip, right? So it just felt like that's where I was experiencing infinite time as my true reality, my true identity as the infinite soul. And that's when I heard the voice say, it's not your time. You have to go back. To which I responded, no, because, like, go back and be who? Right? I'd been here so long, I was like, what? And then they said, you have to go back. You have to go back and help people. It's not your time. And the way I communicated was what I call through a thought wave. So it was like a wave of everything I'm trying to communicate, but in a thought. But it wasn't through words, it wasn't verbal. And I commuted that back. No. And then again they communicated to me, it's not my time. I have to go back and help people. And they explained that everybody has a time, and you can't go before and you can't go after, and this is not your time. You have to go back and help people. And I understood at that moment, okay, okay, I'll do it. I've got something big. I've got something more to do, whatever that is. And I remember I was like trying to get back in my body, and I didn't know how, because how do you do that? So I was like, okay, nothing happened. And so I told them, I can't get back in my body. To which they then, like, I felt like I was being hurled through space. And then I was in my body. I took a breath and there was just raking pain. And I thought, I've got to get to the hospital. And as soon as I had that thought, it was almost like I was back again with them just a little bit. And they said, don't use Western medicine. And they let me know that if I did, it would interrupt whatever had taken place, whatever light codes I'd gotten, whatever was happening. I realized that was not the path, which was hard because I had had worked in a trauma intensive care. And so, you know, my logical mind is like, you need to go to the hospital. And so they sort of let me know, but on such a deep level that I really understood it. And then I came back.

[Alex Ferrari]

And when you came back with all this information that you just told me, did you remember at all at the time that you came back after you started getting better, you remembered Everything correct.

[Mariko Frederick]

All of it? Yeah.

[Alex Ferrari]

Did you think you were. Did you think you were like a dream or did you really have a clear understanding of what had happened?

[Mariko Frederick]

Both. I knew it was real and at the same time I wanted it not to be. It was hard. It wasn't fun. It wasn't. There was no podcast back then. There was no people talking about near death experiences back then. I felt it was like I lost my identity. And now I have to come back and be Mariko and I don't know who that really is. And I've got this whole other piece that I brought back with me. I don't know what to do with it. I'm 29. I. I don't know. So it was like, it was like simultaneously both. I sort of. I sort of did have my self doubts of like maybe maybe I was dreaming it, maybe maybe I made it up. Maybe, maybe, maybe. And like I knew, no, you can't make that up.

[Alex Ferrari]

But yeah, I mean, and 29, you barely figuring things out yourself.

[Mariko Frederick]

We think we have it figured out, but.

[Alex Ferrari]

Oh, no, of course, yeah, we think we have it all figured out at 29.

[Mariko Frederick]

Yeah. Even as an old soul, like, we think we do, but we just. The more years we get to be here, the more experience we have.

[Alex Ferrari]

What year was. What year was this? If you don't want me asking. We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor.

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[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

I've got Dan Morgan here on the pod. Say hi, Dan.

[Dan Morgan]

Hey, how's it going today?

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

It's going good, man. Tell us who you are and what you do.

[Dan Morgan]

I'm Dan Morgan. I'm an attorney and a managing partner at Morgan and Morgan, which is America's largest injury law firm.

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

That's pretty awesome. I think I saw a billboard of yours recently that said 20 billion one. 20 billion is an insane number.

[Dan Morgan]

Yeah, 20 billion recovered. It's actually, I think somewhere north. Probably closer to 22, 23 after this year. And each year we get bigger and badder and our army grows. So the number will hopefully keep getting bigger and bigger as time goes on.

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

Awesome. So how does someone get in contact with Morgan and Morgan? What would I do if I got into an accident?

[Dan Morgan]

Probably the easiest way is dialing pound law. That's £529 from your cell phone. We are always open. Our call center is always waiting to take your call. 247 365.

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

Wow. Dan Morgan from Morgan and Morgan, America's large injury law firm. Thanks for coming by the show.

[Dan Morgan]

Thanks for having me. Visit forthepeople.com for an office near you.

[Alex Ferrari]

And now back to the show.

[Mariko Frederick]

I guess it was 2023 or, sorry, 2020. I'm sorry, 2000. And so I've had some brain damage. I'm sorry, it was 20 years ago.

[Alex Ferrari]

20 years ago. So it would have been 2003. 2004.

[Mariko Frederick]

Actually, I think it was 2003 because it was. I think it was late fall. It was fall. I had also had some other issues leading up to that, so I've had my share of mini strokes and absent seizures too. So I don't always remember everything.

[Alex Ferrari]

So 20 years ago. Yeah, you're absolutely right. There were no podcasts yet, or if there was, it was Joe Rogan in his office somewhere recording something. So, yeah, podcasts weren't really a thing back then. Near death experiences were talked about, but not nearly as openly as it is now and not nearly as many as there is now with us. So you really didn't have a support system when you came back to deal with this? Kind of like a. Because psychologically this had to have screwed with you in a way.

[Mariko Frederick]

Oh, yeah. I mean, it's like a gaining and a loss of identity all at the Same time, but the gaining of identity as this light being like, what do you do with that? 20 years ago, right. Even having been in alternative medicine and having this sort of woo woo practice at the time, I still didn't know what to do with this amount and what I knew I was meant to do. So my support system was my husband, who was there when it happened, and you know, he's just been my constant. But did I have an outlet to express this and to digest it? No. I knew they happened though. I knew because working in the intensive care, you know, you hear a lot of stories when your patients come back and they tell you what happened. So I knew it was a thing. But you know, in my mind I was like, doesn't that happen in the hospitals? Like, can that even happen at home? It's just, I think your mind is trying to get out of it.

[Alex Ferrari]

Yeah, because it's. Yeah, because your mind's trying to process something that it's unprocessed, unprocessable. It's something that can't be really processed because it's so beyond the hardware that we have. I mean, this whole experience is so beyond the hardware that we have. Infinite knowledge downloads, no time, infinite love, no duality. This goes against everything that our, our hardware, our brains are built to understand. So as you're coming out of this, did you, you have your husband, so your husband at least is there to support you and, and you talk to somebody about this, which is great because a lot of near death experiencers can't talk to anybody about this because they think they're nuts. At what point did you come out publicly, out of the closet, out of the near death experience closet and start telling family, friends, colleagues, things like that?

[Mariko Frederick]

Well, I did tell some family and friends at the time, but we had just moved to a new state so I didn't really have a community there. But I did tell some friends and family over the phone because I was explaining why I was so sick because I was sick for 10 years. It wasn't like I just got all better the next day. You know, I was, I lost a chunk of my life. I gained a lot back, but I lost like my 30s were just, you know, sick and going through a lot and I didn't know what was going on. And interesting enough when I did go see a western doctor, so I didn't go to the hospital, but I did go see a western doctor weeks later to see if there was any permanent damage because some big things were happening. And I was like, well, I Don't know. You know, great, I'm not going to die because they won't let me. But what's happening to my physical body? And when I found this doctor, he had had a near death experience experience eight years prior and understood the assignment of do not use western medicine. So we did get to have a talk, which was really nice to feel like, okay, I'm not crazy, this does happen. And then it took. Sorry, what was your question when you.

[Alex Ferrari]

Came out of the near death experience closet?

[Mariko Frederick]

I think I did my first podcast and shared it publicly maybe four or five years. Five years ago maybe.

[Alex Ferrari]

And then, and then how did you deal with people around you? Your family, your friends, your colleagues? I mean, I'm assuming not everybody was open to this or maybe they were. How was it?

[Mariko Frederick]

I don't know. We don't. I don't really talk about it with my family. It's like they know my parents have passed on now, so, you know, so now they know everything. So I didn't really talk about it a lot with my family. I had one family member later that I could talk to about this kind of thing, but it wasn't like a big conversation. I think in the beginning people wanted to know, like after it happened and people maybe that I didn't even know that well wanted to know about it. And they would send me email links to like other people's stories. I think we had blogs back then and so it was like people wanted me to read other stories and I couldn't do it. It was like whatever happened was so sacred, I couldn't. I couldn't take in more information of somebody else's experience. I couldn't do it. I felt very fragile. I was very sick. So it took a long time to be able to talk about it publicly. And then when I did, I wasn't prepared for some of the trolls online. And that was really hard of whether or not somebody believes you or whatever. So it's been a difficult journey. It took a long time for me to share this publicly.

[Alex Ferrari]

Now, did you come from my understanding you came back with some abilities that you didn't have before the near death experience. Is that true?

[Mariko Frederick]

Yeah, I think. I mean, I think one is just like that awareness and the connection. Right. Which I did have. I think that the near death experience, you know, remember who you are and go back and help people. I think that means something different for a lot of people. And for me, I knew exactly what they were talking about, but I was resistant. I didn't want to because I Wanted to be normal. I mean, I really wanted to be normal. My whole life I've never been normal. I've always had weird things happening to me that I thought were normal. And then I found out they weren't. So for me, I didn't want one more thing that put me outside the box of normal. So it was hard to feel grounded in who I was now. And some of the abilities I had, my intuition was just, you know, magnified.

[Alex Ferrari]

No. Do you work, but you work with past lives and kind of life between lives as well. You're able to. Do you remember yours and other people's as well? Correct.

[Mariko Frederick]

Do. Yeah. So that was the big message. When I came back and they said, remember who you are. I was like, really? I have to do that? So I stayed conscious between lifetimes. And I thought everyone did. I thought it was totally normal. I didn't know until I was about 19 years old when someone told me that people don't remember in between lifetime. So for me, remember who you are, go back and help people. Was them calling me to start sharing my story of what happens to us in between lifetimes. Because I thought, I didn't know. I didn't know that people didn't remember that or not remember. Like they forgot, but I didn't know that everyone didn't experience one long lifetime.

[Alex Ferrari]

So what is what happens between lifetimes? Since I don't remember. I don't remember. I'd love to know.

[Mariko Frederick]

It's funny because in some ways people say I don't remember, but every time I tell my story, it's like, you do remember, there's a remembrance inside of you. So when in my last life, I died, and I died probably around the age I am now, I think I was in my 40s, I had a young daughter. I was a male, my wife had died. And it was hundreds of years ago. Even though when. I mean, it could have been a thousand years ago. And I was living in a very two story brick building. And I remember coming upstairs into my home and processing. What I just learned was, which is that I was going to die. And I was wearing brown pants and a linen shirt, standing at my window watching the guy push the cart with vegetables on it. And like he was selling vegetables and he was going home for the day. And I remember he had three daughters and I knew where he lived. And I was feeling very, a lot of self. I was having a little pity party and I was feeling like, okay, this guy sells vegetables and I'm going to die. And I was Like, I don't know, I was some sort of official. I was some sort of mayor or something of the town. And I remember the last project I worked on was, like, getting the windmill back up. And if somebody's house burned down, I'd make sure that everything went okay and they got what they needed. And I had this role in this town I was in. And I was processing that I was going to die soon. And I was. I remember the whole process of dying. I remember lying in bed and having my friends and family around. And again, feeling familiar, even though I didn't want to die. And I was, like, clinging to life also feeling that this process was very familiar. Going through my life review, and this is the one that really hits me. When they took me through that life review, they showed me what I could have done, my potential, had I lived the assignment on my soul. Had I done what they told me to do all along, this is what would have happened. You would have helped people exponentially. Your life would have been more impactful for others. And so I said, okay, send me back. I'll do it. I understand now. I'm sorry. I'll do it. Send me back in. And they said, you can't. You're dead. It's too late, and you'll never be that person again. So I live with that every day. That deep regret of wanting to live the assignment on my soul. And at the same time, feeling like, you know, a little nervous about it. And I was like that my whole life. So I went from there. And actually, I didn't go right into the higher realms because I had this young daughter, and I felt like I didn't want to leave her. And so I sort of stayed in this. In between watching her, almost like I was watching a movie.

[Alex Ferrari]

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[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

I've got Dan Morgan here on the pod. Say hi, Dan.

[Dan Morgan]

Hey, how's it going today?

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

It's going good, man. Tell us who you are and what you do.

[Dan Morgan]

I'm Dan Morgan. I'm an attorney and a managing partner at Morgan and Morgan, which is America's largest. And that's pretty awesome.

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

I think I saw a billboard of yours recently. It said 20 billion one. 20 million is an insane number.

[Dan Morgan]

Yeah, 20 billion recovered. It's actually, I think somewhere north, probably closer to 22, 23 after this year. And each year we get bigger and badder and our army grows. So the number will hopefully keep getting bigger and bigger as time goes on.

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

Awesome. So how does someone get in contact with Morgan and Morgan? What would I do if I got into an accident?

[Dan Morgan]

Probably the easiest way is dialing pound law. That's £529 from your cell phone. We are always open. Our call center is always waiting to take your call. 247 365.

[Mariko Frederick]

Wow.

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

Dan Morgan from Morgan and Morgan, America's large injury law firm. Thanks for coming by the show.

[Dan Morgan]

Thanks for having me. Visit forthepeople.com for an office near you.

[Alex Ferrari]

And now back to the show.

[Mariko Frederick]

And she was crying and she was in bed all the time. And it wasn't until she started living her life and started to, like, feel happy again that I realized I need to go on with my life. She's living her life and it's time for me to go live mine. And at that point I went into the higher realm. I went into the astral realm, which is a world made of light. And you come into a light body and it's where you know you're using your chakras and you're telepathic. I think a lot of people would feel that this is heaven. I remember when I first got there, I couldn't move or see anything. It was just like everything around me was white. And then I realized, oh, I have to open my spiritual eye. Not that I had that thought, but it was like, oh, right, I know how to do this. And then as I opened it, I remember the world around me just came alive on this. It was like a planet. It's a higher realm, but it was a planet. And I remember just looking at my body and feeling like, oh, right, this is who I am. And I felt a lot taller and very young and just healthy. So healthy. Like being sick was like impossible. And feeling just this radiant love and peace. And I remember looking down and just seeing the grass underneath my feet, bare feet, and just looking down and seeing this emerald green grass shooting up all around me and recognizing that this world, like we only see half the rainbow on earth and there's a whole different category of color there. And again, it's so familiar when you're experiencing it. You're like, oh, right, I knew that. I knew that, right? And just experiencing water moving through this river. But it was made of light and everything there is made of light. And I had this entire lifetime there where at first a lot of people, when they go into death, they go into a death sleep. They sleep for a little while. Sometimes they sleep the entire time until they come back. For me, I like, I took a nap and I found this meadow and I went into the meadow and I lied down and I took the most epic nap ever. And. But it was like a nap for probably days, weeks, months, I have no idea. Because you don't need food in the same way. It's different. You're just an energy body. And I remember my teacher coming to the meadow, almost like, are you up yet? Are you ready? And it was like five more minutes and days, weeks later, I don't know what it was, but it was like he would come back and I could feel like he was male. Even though there. You could be male, female, whatever you want. You can change bodies, you can be a male body, you can be fan, a female body. It's. It really doesn't matter. It's not a big deal there. Eventually I was ready. And at that point, I remember there was some teachings happening with me. I played a role there where I would. I just had this oval shaped meadow that I would hang out in all the time. And I remember seeing all these spiritual people over by the river in a circle, having talks. And I was like, oh my gosh, I want to go there. But I couldn't because I hadn't reached the consciousness to be able to go communicate with them and have that relationship. So I worked on myself. I meditated. Sometimes people would come into my meadow and I would heal them. I had a role as a healer. Then eventually I could go and join those. That group of people right at the river and talk. And it's interesting because as I did that, some people would leave. And we're like, why would you leave? This is like the most amazing spiritual community ever, right? And we're like, talking and communicating and. And then it happened to me and I realized, oh, my gosh, I am playing a role of a spiritual person. And we're not here to play any roles. We're here to release all of the roles that we think we are on Earth in the astral realm. You don't want to have a role. So eventually I also left, went back to my meadow and meditated and just continued working on myself, connecting, trying to connect with God consciousness on the deepest and highest level I could. And that's really what I spent a lot of my time doing while I was there.

[Alex Ferrari]

Did you. Did you see any relatives or ancestors?

[Mariko Frederick]

Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. When you first get there? So before I took a nap, when I first got there first, it was just this epiphany of, okay, wow, look at. Everything's made of light. And then, yeah, all of your relatives are there. And the neat thing is it's not just from this lifetime. It was also past lives. So I could see other beings, other souls that I was close to, so you could say, like, my family. But it wasn't just from one life. And I got to see everybody and they were just so happy. My wife was the first being to greet me, the wife who had passed away. And so that was like the closest person. And from there it was like all these other people from the current life and other lifetimes of, like, good to see you again. Right? It's been a couple lifetimes. And then there were some people that I didn't like so much. It really is a lot more casual than I think sometimes we think it would be because it's home, it's normal. So. And then there were some people that I wouldn't say they were enemies, but we didn't like each other. And there was just this mutual respect of, you know, maybe they had done something bad in a past life to me or I'd done something bad to them, but it was just this understanding of, I get it, we don't need to, like, hug and be friends. But thank you. I appreciate you. I respect you. So there was, yeah, two different types of reunions, but mostly it was joy and love.

[Alex Ferrari]

That's a very interesting concept because I haven't heard that before. And it makes sense that if there was other entities or with souls, let's say we say people, for lack of a better word, but let's. Souls on another soul that you might have wronged in one way, shape or form. There's no judgment, but there's an energetic thing there that you're, you're. You're just not vibing for, for whatever reason, but you are at the same time, but you're.

[Mariko Frederick]

Deep respect. Deep respect and gratitude. Deep like.

[Alex Ferrari]

But it's not. But, but it's not. Yes, but not hugging kisses.

[Mariko Frederick]

No, not like, oh my gosh, I love you so much. No, it's like we did.

[Alex Ferrari]

Thanks for. Thanks for murdering me in the dark ages. Like, none of that.

[Mariko Frederick]

Thanks for. Let's cut that karmic tie. Let's be done with that. We don't have to be friends, but we don't have to be enemies. And I. And there's a lot of gratitude because whatever we worked out, there are things that we can't work out on any other planet but Earth. There are things that you can't do in the other realms. Right. There are higher realms and there are lower realms. Earth, in my experience, is a C average planet. That doesn't mean it's not important. It's very important. But the energy here is very C average. And then you have lower realms and then we have the higher realms and people are incarnating from both to.

[Alex Ferrari]

What do you mean by C average? We mean see average.

[Mariko Frederick]

As far as consciousness, it's just a C average planet. As far as the consciousness of the people, the consciousness that it's meant to hold is C average. But we get a lot done here. I think that's how we can be in these bodies and work out a lot of our stuff.

[Alex Ferrari]

Got it. So there's. There's realms that are not as conscious as we are. And. And there's other realms. Do you. From your understanding on the other side, are we on a constant upward swing right now as far as consciousness is concerned? Like it seems. It seems even in our lifetime. Yeah, we've been, We've been. We've been rising in consciousness from when we were born to where we are. We're not going in a downward spiral. At least I don't think we are.

[Mariko Frederick]

No. But I will tell you what's happening as far as my understanding, yes, we are moving up. We are all one. So we're all moving up together. Higher realm beings have incarnated here. So it's not just that everyone here is average, it's just this planet. There are a lot of like average consciousness beings, sure, but we're all working our way up to oneness, reality, back to remembering who we are, right? To come here and play this role and then to go, oh, that's right, I'm not this. I am. I am one with universal consciousness. I am cosmic consciousness. I am love. So coming here, there are beings because after the astral realm, I incarnated on an even higher realm. It's not where I stayed. I went to a higher realm. From there I went to the causal realm and then I incarnated into this body. And there are other people doing that. There are other people here who. I call them higher realm beings. They've been incarnating on higher realms in this dimension and other dimensions. They're incarnating and then they came here to help up level the planet. Then there's also beings who are working their way up. They're not bad. We're all one. They're working their way up from the lower realms, but we're all one. So if we think of it like a body, as a higher realm being, you might say, okay, I'm at the level of my eyes, but a lower realm being might be at the level of my knees or my feet. Well, we want all of it. We're not getting rid of, we're not chopping anything off. We want all of it because we are one. So as the higher realm being start to shift the planet, even the lower realm beings get pulled up because we're one. The higher realm beings, a lot of times I feel like they're hiding, they're shy, they're not coming and stepping into their full power and potential and their gifts. Well, the lower realm beings are living their best life. They are creating genocide, they are trafficking, they are creating new drugs, street drugs. They are, I don't need to name all of it. We know they come here and they are fully aligned. They're like, yes, okay, I know who I am. Unapologetically, I'm going to live my best life because they're holding that energy from the lower realm which is their comfort zone. So they're living in alignment with who they truly are as that lower realm being, not who they truly are as the infinite soul. But still, you catch me, right? You understand that. So then There are people out there who are from the higher realms. They've been incarnated, They've already gone through earth, they've incarnated on the higher realms and that's where they're most comfortable. And then they come here and incarnate and they're playing small and they're second guessing themselves and they're having imposter syndromes and they're not creating podcasts or publishing their book or whatever it is that they know they're meant to do because they're hiding. Because the conversation in this planet is too much about the lower realm stuff. When you look anywhere on the media, it's all about what the lower realm beings are doing. There's not enough media or there's not enough publicity around what the higher realm beings are doing, around all of the good stuff happening. And so therefore we're focused, hyper focused on the, on the lower realm. And I'm not going to say good or bad because we're all one again. My eyes, my knees. I like them both. Right?

[Alex Ferrari]

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[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

I've got Dan Morgan here on the pod. Say hi, Dan.

[Dan Morgan]

Hey, how's it going today?

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

It's going good, man. Tell us who you are and what you do.

[Dan Morgan]

I'm Dan Morgan. I'm an attorney and a managing partner at Morgan and Morgan, which is America's largest injury law firm.

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

That's pretty awesome. I think I saw a billboard of yours recently that said 20 billion one. 20 million is an insane number.

[Dan Morgan]

Yeah, 20 billion recovered. It's actually, I think somewhere north. Probably closer to 22, 23 after this year. And each year we get bigger and badder and our army grows. So the number will hopefully keep getting bigger and bigger as time goes on.

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

Awesome. So how does someone get in contact with Morgan and Morgan? What would I do if I got into an accident?

[Dan Morgan]

Probably the easiest way is dialing pound law. That's £529 from your cell phone. We are always open. Our call center is always waiting for to take your call. 24, 7, 365.

[Mariko Frederick]

Wow.

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

Dan Morgan from Morgan and Morgan, America's large injury law firm. Thanks for coming by the show.

[Dan Morgan]

Thanks for having me. Visit forthepeople.com for an office near you.

[Alex Ferrari]

And now back to the show.

[Mariko Frederick]

So it's not a judgment, it's not an us against them, but it is time for the higher realm beings to wake up and level up and start living the assignment on their soul. Because the earth can shift into a higher age and we are shifting into a higher age. But the question is, if you're here to help shift into a higher age and usher everyone into a higher age, like, are you doing it or are you hiding? Are you second guessing yourself? And I feel like there's a lot of that happening. I feel like a lot of people are waking up, but they're still moving slower than some of the lower realm beings that are completely living their best life.

[Alex Ferrari]

Yeah, it's, I've never heard of a, of a bank robber going, I don't know if I really should rob a bank. I don't, I don't feel confident enough to write a, rob a bank. You know, like, it's like, no, they just robbed the bank. They don't. There's no, there's no blockage whatsoever.

[Mariko Frederick]

There's no blocks. They're not worried about their lower chakras getting cleared before they can go rob a bank. You know, Whereas higher realm beings are like, are my chakras clear enough to do this? Right? The lower bound beings are like, yes, this is great. Let's do it. Let's create all this havoc. And then the higher realm beings, like, they're meditating. They're shifting. Okay, great. But like, get into action. You are on Earth. You have a physical body. Go do something. Go do the thing that only you can do. Is it hard? Is it uncomfortable? Yeah, but only you can do it. There's not a. There's not a replacement.

[Alex Ferrari]

So the life between lives memory, was that before or after the near death experience?

[Mariko Frederick]

Before. I was born that way. And I didn't know until I was 19. My whole life. And that's why the near death was so hard. When they're like, go back and help people remember who you are. And I was like, you want me to share that story? I mean, can I just stay here? You know, I would rather stay. So no. I've always known when I was a baby I would go into the causal. Because after the astral realm, there was a celebration which was really neat. It's kind of like a celebration when you get there because you're home and you get to have this reunion with your friends and family, even animals. My favorite reunion was actually with a kid, a horse, who is also a cat. And so one lifetime we were a horse there it was my horse, another lifetime it was my cat. And that that being was there as well, in a human form. And it was just a wonderful reunion. So from there I had worked on my own consciousness and realized, oh, this is also. Leela, this is also a play happening in this realm. People are playing the roles of spiritual beings. People are playing whatever roles. Even though we're in our light bodies, I want out of this. So I was able to move into the higher realms of the causal realm. So we had this experience meeting my teacher, my spiritual teacher, my husband, who was going to be like basically planning our lifetime, right? My daughter, and just sort of planning that. And I don't remember the details. It was just love and joy and excitement. And from there it almost felt like a celebration with so many of the beings in that realm. I got to go into the higher realm and incarnate in the causal realm and have a whole lifetime there. And that's where again, it was a whole lifetime time. So each lifetime we're in infinite time. So I don't know how long I was there. And that's where they did a life review with me. Because I wanted the higher teachings. And I was screaming, I want the higher teachings. And kind of summarizing really quickly. I did write about in my book, but that. But I'm summarizing really, really quickly. And that's where I had a life review, but from my entire Existence incarnate. So from the plant kingdom to the animal kingdom to the human kingdom, I got to see my entire. All of my lifetimes and experience all of them. And even on other planets, right? Because we don't only incarnate on Earth, So I got to see all of that. So all of that is also in my memories when I'm born. And I thought that was normal. I didn't know. Again, it took me until I was 19, and I had some clues that it wasn't normal. But I literally, because I was so young when I got my first clue. I was in preschool, and I. So for me, when you turn off the lights and it gets dark, I see lights everywhere. It kind of looks like TV fuzz to me, if you remember TV fuzz. Just, like billions of white lights are everywhere. When I was younger, they were big, and there were colorful lights everywhere. And I just thought everyone had that at bedtime, that we all. You turn off the lights and you see all the astral lights. So at one point, and this is sort of my first clue that people don't remember this because I thought, wow, you know, they're like, okay, time for bed. And I was like, awesome. This is gonna be so fun. And I remember feeling or seeing all these lights moving back and forth. And at one point, I reached out because I knew I could get one. And so I reached out, and my hand just went through the air, and so I was like, no, this is real. So I reached out again, my hand went through the air, and I reached out again and again. And then I finally reached out and I pulled it back, and I knew it. It was real. And I woke up, and I had this toy in my hand. And it wasn't until I read actually autobiography that I learned about astrally projected objects. So in the morning, I was excited to share. Like, what did you get last night? Right? What did you pull out of the lights? And so I'm sharing this thing I got, and. And nobody believes me. And they're like, where did you get that? And I'm like, from the lights. Like, you know, when you turn off the lights and we start to go to bed, all the lights are floating around. It was one of the lights, and I knew I can get it, so I did. I thought they'd be proud of me. And it was like, where did you get that? And I'm like, oh, my gosh. They thought I stole it. And I'm in preschool. I'm having this epiphany that I can't Talk about this. So then I thought, I told myself, it's just taboo. They know it's just taboo to talk about. We're not supposed to talk about this. So, again, it wasn't until I was 19 that someone directly told that people don't remember or talk about these things. So it took a long time.

[Alex Ferrari]

It seems like it took a long time. Do you remember any other in between lives or even other past lives that have affected the course of this life?

[Mariko Frederick]

Yeah, I think all of. I mean, some of them are fun. So, yeah, I mean, I remember being, you know, eating myself to death in one lifetime. I remember being very wealthy and just very greedy in another lifetime. I remember being in a theater, a performer on a theater on stage in another lifetime. So I remember. I remember so many of them. One of my favorites, two of my favorites are actually from the animal kingdom. One was when I was a bird. I think it was a bird of prey because I was up high on this hill and I. I was the second to last egg to hatch. And I remember leaving the nest and feeling really nervous. And the other birds had left first. And then I was like. Because it's funny, the essence of me was still there even in the other lifetimes. The essence, not the personality, but the essence of me has always been the same in the insect kingdom and the animal kingdom. And still me, it's still us. We are the same essence of who you truly are, even if you're having a lifetime experience as, you know, an insect kingdom or in the animal kingdom. And so I would just. I remember flying through this large valley and almost like GPS would show me that there was a. A, I don't know, mouse or something. And I would just head toward it without thinking. It was just pure instinct everywhere. And then the life that I remembered the most right before I incarnated as human was as a wolf. And again, it was like this family unit and I had my job to do, and it was a beautiful lifetime. And then. And then I was human, living on a farm.

[Alex Ferrari]

How did you deal with all of this information? I mean, I gotta believe this is a lot to process in this little brain of ours. It seems. You know, it's tough enough being a teenager or somebody in your 20s without this information.

[Mariko Frederick]

Right, right.

[Alex Ferrari]

How. How did you process it, deal with it, Live a normal life with knowing all this stuff?

[Mariko Frederick]

Well, first, remember. Yeah, I didn't know. I thought everyone knew too. I thought, how would I know? No one had told me that I couldn't pull an astrally projected Object out of the lights. Nobody told me I wasn't allowed to do that. No one told me I wasn't supposed to remember in between lifetimes. I didn't know. So for me it was normal, but we just don't talk about it. Right? That was my thought and I think that was why I had such a pull to be normal. I just wanted to be normal and fit in. And I think that was how I processed what I was able to do and what I knew and the experiences I had. Right. Because I had lots of interesting experiences working in the trauma intensive care unit too. Lots of interesting spiritual experiences with patients, you know, there. But I was trying to do it within a normal setting of a hospital. Right. Very normal.

[Alex Ferrari]

Did you, did you ever have a near death experience at the hospital when dealing in trauma, like a patient of yours die and come back and talk about something?

[Mariko Frederick]

Well, not in the way of going into the higher realms. They would tell us like, you know, there'd be like a family meeting with a doctor maybe talking about their condition, maybe taking them off life support, something like that. And they'd go down the hall into one of the double door conference rooms and you know, the patient is in the icu. They're not leaving. And.

[Alex Ferrari]

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[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

I've got Dan Morgan here on the pod. Say hi, Dan.

[Dan Morgan]

Hey, how's it going today?

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

It's going good, man. Tell us who you are and what you do.

[Dan Morgan]

I'm Dan Morgan. I'm an attorney and a managing partner at Morgan and Morgan, which is America's largest injury law firm.

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

That's pretty awesome. I think I saw a billboard of yours recently that said 20 billion one 20 billion is an insane number.

[Dan Morgan]

Yeah, 20 billion recovered. It's actually, I think somewhere north, probably closer to 22, 23 after this year. And each year we get bigger and badder and our army grows. So the number will hopefully keep getting bigger and bigger as time goes on.

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

Awesome. So how does someone get in contact with Morgan and Morgan? What would I do if I got into an actual accident?

[Dan Morgan]

Probably the easiest way is dialing pound law. That's £529 from your cell phone. We are always open. Our call center is always waiting to take your call. 247 365.

[Mariko Frederick]

Wow.

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

Dan Morgan from Morgan and Morgan, America's largest injury law firm. Thanks for coming by the show.

[Dan Morgan]

Thanks for having me. Visit forthepeople.com for an office near you.

[Alex Ferrari]

And now back to the show.

[Mariko Frederick]

They would tell us about the meetings, the family meetings that they were at, but it was outside down the hall and that actually happens quite a bit like more than people even know. I think a lot of patients are having experiences when they, when they code, when they die or when they're close to death.

[Alex Ferrari]

Did that seem weird to you before you had your near death experience? It just seemed normal to you?

[Mariko Frederick]

I just thought, you know, I live in a world where things that are not normal, I thought were normal. Again, it's like I would, I think that's how I processed it. Oh, we just don't really talk about that. Right. And I just, I think, I mean, I look at myself and I can kind of laugh. Like I was so dense back then, but it's just how I processed it. It was sort of an innocence too. Like, you know, we all remember this but we're just not talking about it. I didn't know. I didn't know why. And then again, when I was, when I was about 19, someone told me, and admittedly I had a huge crush on this guy that told me. So it sort of hit a little more. When you're a teenager, all you want to do is fit in. And he was a light being. So I think I'm talking to a light being and I'm talking about like, don't, you know, remember the place with all the lights before we're born? And I'm talking about, you know, moving into higher realms and how we can travel from that realm into higher realms, because we can. And he's just like, he's from the. He was from California too. And he was like, dude, like nobody. Like people don't talk about that. And me wanting to be a normal girl was like, okay. So I think the near death experience was like, stop it, Monica, wake up. Stop acting so human. I always tell people.

[Alex Ferrari]

So do you have any advice for people on finding what their true soul plan is? There's their blueprint, their mission. Their soul mission is in life because so many of us are trying to figure it out. And you might have an insight that could help somebody listening. So do you have any advice?

[Mariko Frederick]

I mean, the first thing is. So keep it simple, you guys. I think people are over thinking it. They're over pressuring themselves. Like, take the pressure off. The only thing you're here to do is not a doing, it's a being. The only thing that we're here for is enlightenment. To be self realization at the very beginning, right? To realize and remember who you are as the soul and then move into, oh, I am oneness consciousness. There is no one else. That's the only thing we're here for. That's the experience the universe is having through us, us of moving away from itself to come back to itself. And then we complicate it with jobs and we complicate it with these roles that we want to play because we want to, we do want to do something. And I just said a little while ago, get up and do something. The doing comes out of your soul, right? So the doing comes from our soul. Of like, this is what I have to do. Like for me, I had to create my own modality called astral therapy. I had to do it. Nobody else was doing it. Of course I had imposter syndrome. Of course I thought, this is crazy. And yet I had no choice. And I feel like a lot of our soul assignment when we feel like, what am I here to do? It's the thing that you don't want to. I'll speak for myself. It's the thing I didn't want to do that I resisted the most. It's the story I resisted the most. And it's creating what I was Resisting the most because it's bigger than me, because it has nothing to do with me. And I think that when we're looking at what is my soul assignment, first keep it simple. Who are you? And ask yourself, who am I? Who am I? Until your soul answers back, and then mission accomplished. That's what you're here to do now. Anything that, that, that, that, that is born from that identity of this is who I really am. Beautiful. Share it. Get to work. But you can't really live your soul assignment without feeling and recognizing who you are as a soul. That would be kind of difficult. So the first thing is take the pressure off, you know? Yeah.

[Alex Ferrari]

Be now, Monica, I'm going to ask you a few questions to ask all of my guests. What is your definition of living a fulfilled life?

[Mariko Frederick]

I think what I just said, realizing and remembering who you are, that's all we're here to do. That's it. You start to have that. No one can take it away from you.

[Alex Ferrari]

If you had a chance to go back in time and talk to little Monaco, what advice would you give her?

[Mariko Frederick]

Oh, my gosh. Well, that's something that can happen, actually. I got stories. Don't worry. It really is like, just do it. Don't worry. I believe in you. And feeling that my future self believe in me got me where I am.

[Alex Ferrari]

How do you define God?

[Mariko Frederick]

Oneness. Oneness consciousness. It's ever expanding. Oneness consciousness.

[Alex Ferrari]

And what is love.

[Mariko Frederick]

You and me. It's our true identity, you know, it's the ultimate reality with no opposite.

[Alex Ferrari]

And what is the ultimate purpose of life?

[Mariko Frederick]

To remember who you are.

[Alex Ferrari]

And where can people find out more about you and the work that you're doing in the world?

[Mariko Frederick]

I have a website, solpriority.com and I've got a Facebook page, Instagram, audicofredrick, and a YouTube page as well, modicofredrick. So they can find me on social media or my website.

[Alex Ferrari]

And do you have any parting messages for the audience?

[Mariko Frederick]

Get to work. I think a lot of people listening are higher realm beings. You've been incarnating on the higher realm. You know who you are. Quit playing small. Get off the sidelines and start elevating humanity. Do what you know your soul is being called to do.

[Alex Ferrari]

Mariko, thank you so much for coming on the show and sharing your story with all of us. And I hope this helps awaken some of these higher beings into action, because God knows we need it. So I appreciate you, my dear.

[Mariko Frederick]

Thank you for having me. This was fun.

[Alex Ferrari]

Thank you I want to thank Mariko so much for coming on the show and sharing her gifts and knowledge with all of us.

[Mariko Frederick]

Us.

[Alex Ferrari]

If you want to get links to anything we spoke about in this episode, head over to the show [e-mail] forward/4,3,7 now. If this conversation stirred something in you, there's more waiting. You can listen to this episode completely Commercial free on next level Soul TV's app where Soul meets streaming. Watch and listen on Apple iOS, Android, Apple TV, Roku, Android TV, Fire TV, LG and Samsung apps anytime, anywhere. Begin your Awakening at next LevelSoul TV. Thank you so much for listening. As I always say, trust the journey. It's there to teach you. I'll see you next time.

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[Ryan Seacrest]

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[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

I've got Dan Morgan here on the pod. Say hi, Dan.

[Dan Morgan]

Hey, how's it going today?

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

It's going good, man. Tell us who you are and what you do.

[Dan Morgan]

I'm Dan Morgan. I'm an attorney and a managing partner at Morgan and Morgan, which is America's largest injury law firm.

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

That's pretty awesome. I think I saw a billboard of yours recently that said 20 billion one 20 billion is an insane number.

[Dan Morgan]

Yeah, 20 billion recovered. It's actually I think somewhere north, probably closer to 22, 23 after this year. And each year we get bigger and badder and our army grows. So the number will hopefully keep getting bigger and bigger as time goes on.

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

Awesome. So how does someone get in contact with Morgan and Morgan? What would I do if I got to an actual accident?

[Dan Morgan]

Probably the easiest way is dialing pound law. That's £529 from your cell phone. We are always open. Our call center is always waiting to take your call. 247365 wow.

[Podcast Host (Unknown)]

Dan Morgan from Morgan & Morgan, America's largest injury law firm. Thanks for coming by the show.

[Dan Morgan]

Thanks for having me. Visit forthepeople.com for an office near you.

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