There is a comment I have been turning over in my mind for about ten years now. I heard it from a woman whose husband had chosen podiatry school over medical school, and the reason she gave has never fully left me. She said that decision was predicated on the fact that he loved his family too much.

I have thought about that comment more times than I can count.

Because the implication (the one she may not have even realised she was making) is that choosing a demanding career in medicine means loving your family less. And that is something I have never been able to agree with. Not because the hard parts aren't real. They are. But because I have watched my husband, a neurosurgeon, build something genuinely beautiful with our five children inside one of the most demanding specialties in medicine. And I think it is time to say that out loud.

This week, Adrian is back. We talk about what fatherhood actually felt like from inside the training years: overwhelming, scary, uncertain, and deeply intentional. He agonized over choosing neurosurgery. He prayed about it. He watched the men ahead of him in the field and made a conscious decision about who he did not want to become.

We talk about the kids, and what they said on the Father's Day episode that made him almost cry on the way to work. He talks about the small things he remembers building with them and the hotel dinner in Orlando where he looked around the table and thought, I have never been happier. And I talk about what I did not see during those years because I was too busy counting the hours and keeping my head above water to notice what he was quietly building beside me.

There is a moment in this conversation where he says the thing I most needed someone to tell me when I was in the thick of it. He says the chances are really good. That a physician who has his priorities straight, who shows up when he is there, who talks to his kids and his wife, is going to be okay. That his family is going to be okay.

I believe him. And I think you will too.

What You'll Learn

[00:00 - 01:00] The comment about podiatry school that stayed with Kendra for ten years, and why it matters [02:30 - 05:30] What Adrian was actually thinking when he chose neurosurgery — the agonising, the praying, and the mentor who made it feel possible [08:00 - 11:30] Why the kids remembered Adrian being home more than Kendra did, and what that difference in perspective reveals [12:00 - 13:30] What Adrian says he would do differently, and why it has nothing to do with the specialty he chose [14:00 - 15:30] Adrian's response to the idea that choosing a demanding career means choosing it above your family [22:00 - 23:30] What Adrian would say to the physician in the middle of residency right now who is wondering if his family is going to be okay

Thank you for listening!