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Dominic
Yeah, it's a. So this is one of my favorite books. Hello everybody. Welcome back to the show. This whole story is her looking back on the past. As you say, Tabby, never let me go. Kathy is a carer. We know from the beginning she's a carer. And she's remembering her life, isn't she? With her school friends Ruth and Tommy. And basically this is a book that falls into three parts. So first of all, she's remembering their lives together, her, Ruth and Tommy at a boarding school called Hailsham. Then there's a scene where they have gone to a place called the Cottages as young men and women. And then in their adult working lives, where she is now, they're either carers or they are donors. And right from the start, what I love about that passage is you're plunged into this world, but so much of it is mysterious to us and yet at the same time oddly familiar. So those words carers and donors, we know. We kind of think we know what they mean, but they seem to mean something different. We don't know if this is our world or a parallel world. And anyway, the mystery unfolds and I have to say, never let me go. I can vividly remember reading it for the first time. It is. It's a brilliant mystery story. You're trying to work out what's going on, but it turns out to be this kind of dystopian science fiction fable. It's a book. It's a love story, actually. It's a book about kind of a love triangle and it's all about. Actually, I know this sounds terribly pretentious and this is exactly what listeners expect.
Tabby
We'll forgive you.
Dominic
Yeah, they'll forgive you. Okay, that's good.
Tabby
Your soft hearted sentimentality.
Dominic
I'll probably end up saying this about all the books that we do in this, in this series, but I think it's a. I think it's a profound meditation on what it means to be human.
Tabby
Oh, wonderful. But I have to say I don't think you're wrong because, you know, you spoke there about how it's, you know, simultaneously a love story and dystopian and stuff. But I think one of the best things about this book is it's. It's very hard to classify. And I think that's in part because its author, Kazuya Shigeru, really resists genres and also because it's so much more about the interior than the exterior. It's so much more about kind of a set of emotions rather than the idea, the ideas to which those emotions pertain. But I've. I've been a massive fan of it, probably for that reason from since I was a teenager, really. And I think that's true of a lot of people. You can draw from it whatever you will, because as you say, it's so. It reflects any human experience. In a funny way, those three stages you spoke about reflect in microcosm the three stages of kind of human life. And as you say, it is undoubtedly one of the greatest books of the 21st century, you know, it's won all sorts of prizes. It was shortlisted for the Booker Prize. Time magazine named it one of the hundred best novels of the last 100 years. And obviously it was made into a very successful film in 2010, which I think a lot of listeners will, will know it for, above all, you know, starring Carey Mulligan and Andrew Garfield and, and Keira Knightley, and then Ishiguro himself won the Nobel Prize in 2017. But, you know, if that glittering catalog of world class attestations isn't enough to convince people of its quality, why don't you, Dominic, tell us a bit about what you think about it, despite your woeful podcasting credentials.
Dominic
Okay, so thank you. Thanks. That's nice. So I first read it when it came out, which is 2005, when it was shortlisted for the Booker Prize, and I thought it was brilliant and it kind of stayed with me. And then I saw the film and then actually it's a great example of a book that you kind of think, oh, when I reread it, will it be more flimsy than I remembered? You know, will it not have the same appeal? But actually, for me reading it again, I, I've always been massively drawn to it because, as you know, I mean, people who listen to the rest is history will be bored sick of this. But basically, I'm obsessed with school stories. I love boarding school stories, so I loved it. That reason, in fact, I think it's, it's an absolutely superb book at capturing that experience. But what I really admire reading it again was how Kazuo Shigeru constructs the mystery, which we'll get into, judging when to release information. So he draws you deeper and deeper into the story. I don't think you have to be young to appreciate the book. I act because I think so much of the book is about remembering youth as much as it is actually experiencing it. So Kathy, looking back, I think that works brilliantly. And any, I mean, everybody, every reader has been young and, and I think that experience of nostalgia and melancholy and loss, I mean, that sort of stays in your mind after you've read it. For me, anyway, definitely.
Tabby
I mean, I completely agree. I said earlier, you know, I first read it when I was about 14 and I was at boarding school. So obviously for that reason, the Hailsham section of the book, the school section of the book was particularly evocative and actually also, and this will sound totally mad when we reveal later, you know, the secret at the core of the book. And if you've read the book, you'll know what I'm referring to. But I found it really relatable because it deals with very kind of teenagey, childish human concerns. You know, love, fancying people, friendships, breaking up friendships. You know, the minute concerns of a teenager's life. And so I loved it for that reason. Then the second section, we discussed the. The cottages, which are kind of like, you know, the characters growing up. They're moving to the next stage of life I didn't really care about much. It kind of floated past me, which is odd because that was Kazuya Shigeru's original idea. You know, the thought of an odd group of students in the grey English countryside over whom hung this strange fate, this strange sense of doom. And then I kind of. I loved the last section because I read it very much as a love story, and that wasn't so much the case this time. I loved the second section, the Cottages. You know, I really wanted to understand what they stood for, what they meant, and I really didn't. I didn't see the romance in it much at all. Tragedy, for sure. Which is odd again, because Kazuo Shigeru often describes this as his most optimistic book. And he says that people always laugh when he says that. And I would too, but the love story wasn't there for me so much this time.
Dominic
Okay, well, we can get into the love story further on. You see, you're not ultimately as a sentimental and romantic person as I am, which is probably why I respond to the love story.
Tabby
It's true.
Dominic
But let's talk about the author. Let's set up some of the context. So Kazuo Ishiguro. I mean, for me, he's the outstanding British writer since the 1980s. So people who haven't read this book may well undoubtedly have heard of the Remains of the Day books like the Buried Giant or Clara and the Sun. They are. I always think that they're very precisely, carefully written, but there's always so much kind of subterranean emotion in them. And he's a big favorite of yours, isn't he? Tabby?
Tabby
Yeah, I love him. I've always loved him. I. I always thought I loved him in part because every book was so different. You know, he. He. He plays with sub. So many different subject matters. But actually there, you know, because he goes from like, the Buried Giant, which is kind of like an authorian legend set in old England. And then you have Remains of the Day, which is kind of an English manor house before the Second World War. And then you have a book like this, which is technically like a dystopian sci fi novel, but actually there are recognizable themes that run through all of his books. And he has a very recognisably restrained style, doesn't he?
Dominic
Yeah, totally. So you've often got an unreliable narrator, somebody who doesn't understand the story they're telling. They don't really understand the implications of what they're telling us. The narrator's often looking backwards, so remembering maybe some traumatic incident that they don't quite, you know, they haven't quite admitted to themselves. And it only slowly becomes apparent to us, the reader. There's always a sense of mystery and being drip fed information and there's always this tension, I mean, especially in books like the Remains of the Day, between this very flat narrative voice and these kind of incredibly deeply repressed emotions that are sort of simmering underneath. Yeah, and, and I know you've done some digging, haven't you, into Ishigura's background.
Tabby
So much digging.
Dominic
So much digging. Oh my word. So how, how much do you think this reflects? You know, how much does the author's life basically dominate his writing here?
Tabby
So it's a really interesting question because. So I mean, how can an author's work not in some way reflect their life? And this is actually, I thought when I, when I was kind of researching him, I thought quite a lot about another episode that we did in a miniseries that we did back in October and September, and that was Margaret Atwood. You know, where more modern authors, you often have less to say about how they influence their books. And Kazuo Ishiguro himself. So, I mean, spoiler. He was born in and is originally Japanese, but he's often kind of resisted interviewers or people saying that his books reflect this Japanese background because, you know, he was born in Nagasaki in 1954, but he moved to the UK at the age of five in 1960 because his father was an oceanographer and he got funding from the UK government. They hadn't planned to stay on for more than a couple of years, but they did. But interestingly, both of his parents came from samurai families and his mother actually survived the atom bomb in 1945.
Dominic
Wow.
Tabby
Yeah. And I watched an interview where he spoke about that and he was very reluctant to go into great detail about. And they showed him his home growing up. And it's, you know, it's as, as I said, it's traditional samurai home. And he was like, I'm very unfamiliar with this. I find this very, very odd. But the thing is, there definitely is some influence from his past in his books. The fact that his writing is very restrained, it's quite mannered and, like, it's a little bit repressed. You know, Samurai culture is all about strict codes of conduct and, you know, there's this thing called Bushido, and it's all about service and loyalty.
Dominic
But then he ends up so unglamorously in Woking. He goes to grammar school.
Tabby
What's wrong with Woking, Dominic?
Dominic
Well, I don't know. I hope listeners from Woking. I mean, if you have any listeners
Tabby
from them, I hope they forgive you.
Dominic
Y. So I hope so, too. But basically there's that sort of. I mean, you might say, gosh, what an exotic background. But his life, in many ways is quite unglamorous, quite humdrum. Right. He goes to grammar school in Woking. He went to the University of Kent. He went. He worked as a. Basically a charity worker, didn't he, for a homeless charity.
Tabby
Yeah. And he. And he kind of subliminally, I think that massively impacted Never Let Me Go because he described his kind of attitude to the people he was working with and he said, you know, I know that was the right thing to do. I felt that my work was very noble. But the way that he felt about the homeless people he was working with there was kind of like a. Almost like a distaste. And I think that's the way that the main characters in this novel that these students with a strange fate have hanging over them who are somehow other. That's how a lot of people in the normal world react to them. And we'll explain why later.
Dominic
That's interesting, isn't it?
Tabby
It's so, so interesting.
Dominic
And then a couple of other things. So one of them, you. You pointed out to me before that he wants to be a songwriter rather than.
Tabby
Yeah, yeah. And I think that undeniably, and he would admit himself, has had a massive impact on. On his writing. I mean, the title of this book, Never Let Me Go for one thing, but just his writing alone, because he considers himself a songwriter at heart. And he always says that writing novels is kind of what the world allowed him to do, but what he really wanted to be was a musician. And he uses this wonderful phrase about writing, which is leaving meaning between the lines. And that speaks so much to songwriting because the music speaks for the lyrics. You don't need to say anything. It's all about conveying emotion through subtext and atmosphere. And that his books are all over that.
Dominic
Oh, I Love that. That's really, really good. Because actually, so often that's actually more interesting than him being Japanese, I think in some ways.
Tabby
I totally think it is, yeah.
Dominic
Because he's often said, you know, people have said, are you a Japanese writer? And he said, well, no, I don't even, you know, I don't write Japanese fluently. I can't really speak it formal Japanese fluently. I haven't. You know, there was 30 year period in his life when he never set foot in Japan. I mean, obviously his relationship with English is slightly more detached and he said that himself than it would be if he had English parents. Because his parents are Japanese. Yeah, but you know, his style that. The style of like the Remains of the Day, the very cautious narrator who doesn't understand their own story, whose language is suppressing the meaning and all of that kind of thing. That's a very English kind of totally is.
Tabby
So actually I was going to say, you know, you know, I said earlier that that kind of. That's the influence of maybe Japanese culture on his writing. But then I watched an interview where he said, you know, people have said, surely your writing reflects the manners of. Of Japanese culture. He said, no, not at all. Because in that way the Japanese and the English are very, very similar. Right.
Dominic
So interesting. But here's the other thing. His favorite writers. Have you seen this? His favorite writers were Charlotte Bronte and Dostoevsky. So two writers who are totally different. You know, there's a lot of passion sort of under the surface. I mean, Dostoevsky, not always under the surface. There's a lot of kind of strong feeling there. And that's the, that's the lovely thing with the Shiger, that when you open one of his books, the first thing you encounter is this very flat, precise, careful voice.
Tabby
Yeah, cautious. It's almost cautious.
Dominic
Yeah, very cautious. But then underneath that there is always this. This pain and this unrequited love and this anguish and all of this which is obviously which comes out in Never Let Me Go as much as in any other book, I guess.
Tabby
And I think that actually does his writing a service because. Because of that caution which you might actually. Which he might have just as a result of language, of English not actually having been his first language. It. It gives him such a discipline. He's so unselfindulgent. It's almost like he writes. His writing is like a. It's like a pressure valve and it creates this backlog of suppressed emotion.
Dominic
So tell us a bit about the book itself. So never let Me go. He's written the Remains of the Day. The rem. The Day is a great hit. It's a. It's a. It wins lots of prizes. It becomes a film with Anthony Hopkins and Emma Thompson.
Tabby
Great film.
Dominic
And then he starts work on this book and he sort of struggles at first, doesn't he? He doesn't really know where it's going to go.
Tabby
He said he had this kind of binder on his shelf that just kind of haunted him. And it was called the Student novel. So basically he'd made two previous attempts back in the early 1990s to write this novel, the novel that became Never Let Me Go. And as I said, it was called the Students novel. And then he said, both times I felt there was a key piece missing to the jigsaw, a piece whose shape and color I couldn't determine. And I'd moved on to work on a different book. The story eluding me, I knew, would feature students who lived in wrecked farmhouses in the rainy English countryside. There'd be a segregated group whose lives had become strangely shortened. And he just couldn't get past that idea. He couldn't work out, you know, why they were doomed. And he. He kind of played around with the idea of viruses or nuclear contamination, but none of it seemed to work. And then one day he was listening to the radio and he heard about all these advance advances. I mean, obviously, you and I obviously know exactly what we're talking about. Yeah, very scientific. But he said he had all these advances in biotechnology and he'd always been interested in the idea of how new technologies could create a kind of two tiered society, which is a very dystopian concept.
Dominic
H.G. wells is kind of the Morlocks and the Eloy from the Time machine.
Tabby
Exactly that. And at the same time, there was massive publicity around this sheep called Dolly. Okay, big clue there. Born in 1996 and announced to the media in early 1997. And this was the spur for his book. It allows him to turn his student's novel into something a bit like science fiction. And you know, simultaneously in that way, he was inspired by writers like David Mitchell, Alex Garland. And he said that the amazing thing about this breakthrough, the dystopian element of the book, which is still a secret,
Dominic
but yeah, we won't give it away.
Tabby
We won't give it away, but stay with us. And we might at the end, though, was that it allows him to kind of wrestle with these very, very mature big themes, the big questions that haunt people about, like, human nature. Love. All of this kind of thing. The kind of stuff that in Dostoevsky, you know, you get 20 pages of people nattering about, you know, existential crises and God and whatever it is. But these days, authors can't really get away with that. And so this was like his way in. It was like his cipher to deal with those big questions.
Dominic
So the title. The title comes from a song, doesn't it? Never Let Me Go. It's basically the idea of clinging together and not being parted and that sort of. Well, we can come back to the song because I know you've got lots of stuff to say about it. So let's get into the book. So obviously, there's different elements to it. The school story, the coming of age story, the mystery story. We're learning information the whole time. When we kick off, It's England, late 1990s. That's what we're told. But it feels kind of, to me, quite timeless, doesn't it? They're still in a world of cassettes rather than cds. There's, you know, they're not in the world of computers and no smartphones and things like that. There's a sort of dreamlike side to it. We have this narrator, Kathy. You. You read it at the beginning, beautifully.
Tabby
Yeah, Yeah.
Dominic
I was gonna say something nice, but actually, you beat me to it, which is. You obviously anticipated. You anticipated that I wouldn't say something nice. So that's disappointing.
Tabby
Karen Mulligan, eat a heart out.
Dominic
Yeah. So Kathy is talking to us. She's been a carer. She thinks clearly that we are just like her and that we will understand all the terms she's using. As we'll. We'll find out, we may not be like her at all.
Tabby
Yeah.
Dominic
So she is haunted throughout, isn't she, by memories of this school? And that's what we get right into her memories of her time with these two friends, Ruth and Tommy. So, Tommy, tell us a bit about them. Debbie.
Tabby
So Hailsham is obviously this very idealized place, and it's kind of. Ishkir plays with light a lot, and it's the only sunny part of the book. And so that's how we meet, as you say, Ruth and Tommy, and their relationship, their love triangle, is kind of the emotional heart of the book, I think it's the emotional core. And so there's Tommy, who's kind of very sweet, naive, he's very lovable, but he has these massive, inexplicable tantrums. And he's one of the only students in the novel. As we'll call them, to show this massive degree of emotion. And in the movie, he is played by Andrew Garfield. Very well, actually, I think.
Dominic
Yeah, he's very good, Andrew Garfield. Now, do you want a fascinating fact? So do you know who. Do you know who? Kazuo Ishiguro. I'll give you one guess. It's somebody from the early 2000s when he's writing the book, who he thinks Tommy should have been played by.
Tabby
Johnny Depp.
Dominic
It's a good guess, but it's not right. It's somebody very different. It's.
Tabby
I can see you are so smug. You're sitting on. You're sitting on a. Yeah, on a volcano of information.
Dominic
Okay, I'm just gonna put you out of your misery. It's Wayne Rooney.
Tabby
Stop.
Dominic
He thought. Yeah, no, yeah, it's Wayne Rooney. That's sportive.
Tabby
We have in one blow. You've totally destroyed Never Let me go for me. What?
Dominic
Yeah, it's Wayne.
Tabby
How does that work?
Dominic
Andrew Garfield. So in the book, Tommy's. One of his defining things is he's very good at football. So actually Wayne Rooney could have played him, I think magnificently.
Tabby
But Wayne Rooney looks like an orc. I imagine Tommy looking like kind of quite an Ascete, sort of floppy eye.
Dominic
Do you imagine as Andrew Garfield?
Tabby
I do, yeah. I mean, I know we have to move on, but I'm totally staggered by that, by that reveal.
Dominic
So you've got Tommy, Wayne Rooney.
Tabby
Then you've got Ruth, who is. Who is in a relationship for most of the book with Wayne Rooney.
Dominic
And she's Keira Knightley.
Tabby
She's played by Keira Knightley. That K.E.
Dominic
knightley, Wayne Rooney relationship.
Tabby
Yeah, that's the meet cute we've all been waiting for. Yeah, yeah. If Kira's listening, take our advice. Anyway, Ruth is probably the least attractive of the characters in the novel. She's quite mean, she's very manipulative. She's kind of like the school popular girl. And she has this very disquieting thing called the secret guard that she sets up. And it's where she kind of promotes or assembles a group of her and other girls who created this idea that one of their favorite guardians, Ms. Geraldine, is going to be kidnapped. And it's their job to protect her. And for instance, at one point Cathy, who is, you know, technically Ruth's best friend, exposes the fact that Ruth can't play chess. High stakes at Hailshire, and she kicks her out of the group. You know, it's classic kind of Bitchy, you know, childhood, children, female politics.
Dominic
Well, I was gonna ask you about this Tabby. So, I mean, you said earlier on that you were at boarding school yourself, so you know this better than anybody. How convincingly do you think does Ishiguro capture that world of kind of, you know, pre pubescent or teenage girls?
Tabby
Yeah, it's very, very, very powerfully done. And. But then there is one thing about. And also I read this article with Margaret Atwood who often writes about that dynamic, and she said for her that was kind of the most potent part of the book in many ways.
Dominic
Oh really? Of this book?
Tabby
Yeah, yeah, exactly. Interestingly. And the very cruel, manipulative thing that she does above all else is that she keeps. She sees and understands, possibly even before they do, that Tommy and Cathy are in love and she keeps them apart and she drives herself between them. But there is one sympathetic feature about Ruth and that's the fact that you get the sense, and more so later on that she's kind of craving a mother figure. And that might explain some of her odd, you know, her odd behaviour with Ms. Geraldine.
Dominic
Yeah. So I think one of the lovely things about this book actually is that there is this sort of science fiction or existential mystery about what does it mean that they're donors and carers and you know, clearly there is something weird going on, something very weird and serious going on in the school. And yet that is coupled with a portrait. It's so interesting that Ishigo didn't himself go to one of these schools. He went to Woking Grammar School because I think it's as good a portrait of what it is, the sort of day to day relationships of people at boarding schools as any book I've ever read.
Tabby
You were a boarding school too? And evidently embroiled in Cassie female politics.
Dominic
Absolutely.
Tabby
I hope this isn't too affecting for you, Dominic.
Dominic
Yeah, it's bringing back all kinds of terrible memories about arguments about pencil cases or whatever it is.
Tabby
Yeah. Marching around pining after Wayne Rooney, pretending you knew how to play chess.
Dominic
What? Come on, this has got you gone mad now, Tevi?
Tabby
I have. It's the Wayne Rooney thing. It's totally blown me off course. So.
Dominic
Okay, so just before we come to the break, let's talk. I mean, there are some. Some very strange elements of life in this boarding school section. They give us a clue that this is not a normal school. So a classic example of this is they have to do every now and again these things called the exchanges, where basically they don't have Any money. Their currency is the kind of artwork and crafts that they've created.
Tabby
Yeah, Creativity is the big thing.
Dominic
And they're obsessed with art. They're told to put a lot of emphasis into their art. They have an idea themselves that there is a. There's a. They have this sort of place called the gallery, and somebody is going to come who they call Madame, who is not like one of their teachers, but kind of, you know, somehow associated with the school. And Madame is going to come and take away their artworks and they'll be exhibited. And that this is somehow incredibly important and life changing. And to get into the Gallery, you know, means everything. And there's a brilliant bit when Shiger is talking you through this where he says, it's clear now to me, this is Kathy talking. She says it's clear now that we did know things about ourselves. We kind of suspected them and. And we'd kind of been prepared for the truth about ourselves, but it had never really hit home. And she says one of the first moments when it hit home was when they walk past this woman, Madame, who's come to pick up their art in the corridor and she kind of shrinks from them, doesn't she? Yeah, it's a really chilling moment. It's like they. She's frightened of them and horrified by them.
Tabby
She actually says she was afraid of us in the way someone might be afraid of spiders.
Dominic
Oh, yeah, there. That's a really kind of unsettling moment.
Tabby
Spine crawling.
Dominic
And Kathy says, the first time you glimpse yourself through the eyes of a person like that quote, it's a cold moment. It's like walking past a mirror you've walked past every day of your life and suddenly it shows you something else, something troubling and strange. It's like for the first time something about herself has dawned on her through this. This moment where she's brushed past this woman who's horrified by her. And I think I. That when rereading it for the second time, I thought, okay, that's the moment. It's a bit like when you're a child.
Tabby
Yeah.
Dominic
And you realize your own mortality, that the life world doesn't revolve around you and one. One moment you'll die or whatever it might be. That sort of sense of something dawning on you that really. That changes everything and you can never unthink it again. I think it's really, really brilliantly done.
Tabby
It is. I mean, it's. It's superbly done. But the thing about it though, and which is almost more Effective is we have these moments throughout the book, these kind of dawning moments, but none of them are ever so dramatic, you know that they form a crescendo, a crescendo of sudden knowledge. They're not like that climactic. Which means that you still get a sense of growing truth. Kazuo Ishiguro kind of drip feeds you knowledge throughout. And another odd detail in terms of that is this idea of Norfolk, Norwich.
Dominic
It's great to get Norfolk, North Norfolk. We've just been watching Anna Partridge. So basically this is massively spirals.
Tabby
That's the reason we did this episode. This is what we've been working towards. Norwich.
Dominic
So Norfolk for them is like. It's where all lost property goes. That's the maddest thing.
Tabby
Yeah. North Norfolk Digital, for one.
Dominic
They've seen it, I've seen it on a map. And they think that all lost property will somehow end up in Norfolk and you can go to Norwich or whatever and pick it up. That's brilliant.
Tabby
I mean, it doesn't sound it from the way that we're talking about it now, because we have Partridge hanging over us.
Dominic
Flenshot Tanning Centres.
Tabby
Yeah. But anyway, Ishideguru did you know he had a role in mind for this and he was hoping that this idea of the lost property, it would be a crucial point in a kind of altogether much more shattering way later. So he's kind of giving you a clue and then later on you'll see why it's so. It reveals a massive truth about who these people are.
Dominic
Exactly.
Tabby
And then we learn another truth in what I think, and I thought as a young girl, when I read this, and I think now as well, you get this other scene where we learn something else about them, something else that makes them different from us. And this is actually where the title comes from. And this is where Kathy, she gets hold of this little tape and it's called Songs After Dark by an imaginary singer called Judy Bridgewater. And there is a song on that tape called Never Let Me Go, and that's where the title comes from. And, yeah, it's actually. I actually read something rather lovely, which is that Kazuya Shigeru said that he was looking at a Ray Evans album cover and on the back there was this song, Never Let Him Go. And it struck him as a bizarre concept because you can say to someone in life, you know, don't let me go for a long time, but you can never say to someone in life, actually, it's totally unrealistic to Expect someone to never let you go, because the truth is we all die, so it's not possible. So he was really kind of struck by that. And then there's this beautiful scene where Cathy dances as a little girl, dances to the song, this song on the tape. And she's clutching a pillow because she imagines that the song is about a woman who's been told that she can't have children. And then she finds out that she can. And she holds this baby for dear life. And it's totally tragic because it's like, it's so relatable, you know, all little girls have dolls and clutch them to their chests, but few little girls are as aware as in some strange way Kathy is of their impending doom. Because I think most of us get to live longer than the characters of this book get to live. And again, will it explain why later?
Dominic
And we learn at this point, don't they, that they can't have children.
Tabby
And then. Exactly, we discover that they can't have children. And Madame, who you spoke about earlier, she watches Cathy doing this, and Cathy turns around and sees her and she's crying. And Kathy doesn't understand why. So you see, she doesn't entirely understand yet the truth of her condition. And the idea of they're not being able to have children is an interesting thing because there are no parents mentioned in this book. And it's almost as though the absence of parents means that these children are utterly unprotected from the realities of death. Because I think it's almost every parent's job to shield their children from the realities of life. Anyway, so that's. That's where the title came from. And I always thought it was a nice detail that Kazuya Shigeru, you know, thinking about his. His days as a musician or wanting to be a musician, he invented the song which he then later recorded with his friend, the jazz musician Stacy Kent, and then he subsequently taught himself to play it.
Dominic
So, Tabby, you mentioned that we are getting a sort of dawning realization.
Tabby
Yeah.
Dominic
About the truth of their situation, the truth of their condition. And maybe after the break, we can do the big reveal, we can get to the big scene when finally one of their teachers, the Guardians, as they're called, kind of cracks and tells them the truth about themselves. So we'll come to that in a few moments.
Tabby
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Dominic
I'm gonna spoil it for everybody now. If you haven't read the book, I mean, I hate to say this is the point where you should stop listening to the podcast. This is clearly, you should carry on listen to the podcast. But then it basically erase your memory banks if you don't want to be spoiled. So basically, the children are all in a pavilion and one of their teachers, Ms. Lucy, who has always been a little bit of. She's kind of like the cool teacher, the friendly teacher who doesn't quite follow all the rules. She overhears two of the boys talking about how they'd like to go to Hollywood and be film stars, and she cracks. It's like something has snapped in her. And anyone who's read the book will remember this moment. She says to them, look, enough of this, like, stop talking about going to Hollywood. And she says, you've got to face the truth about yourselves. And she says very bluntly, you have been told and not told you've been told, but none of you really understand. She goes on to say, none of you will go to America. None of you will be film stars. None of you will be working supermarkets. As I heard some of you talking about the other day, your lives are set out for you. You will become adults. And then before you are old, before you're even middle aged, you will start to donate your vital organs. That is what each of you was created to do. You were brought into this world for a purpose, and your futures, all of them, have been decided. And so it's at this point that we realize they are not human beings like us. Well, or are they? But they are clones. They have been bred as organ donors and they are going to be harvested for their organs. It's a really, really. I mean, what an extraordinary thing to have this boarding school story. And they're in the pavilion and it's raining outside, and yet they're being told the most awful and chilling thing that you could possibly imagine.
Tabby
It's the horror that's kind of been nestled at the heart of the novel throughout, you know, thinly veiled and the interesting thing as well, you know, we mentioned the drip feeding before. There are about three moments in this. In this book where that appalling, grotesque, actually sort of almost quite violent truth is directly alluded to. And it's here. It's a moment later with Tommy, and it's a moment later with Ruth. But the rest of the time, it's kind of wrapped up in allusions and kind of hints because, you know, there again, we have that thing where the idea of this book being about a human life in microcosm. Most of us, you know, for most of us, the truth of our reality is gradual. And so, too, with them, you know, the truth about their situation is. Is gradual. This is the most startling reveal that we get. And so it's a bit like life, you know, there's no grand climax in life. You don't live out the stages of life consciously or directly, or, you know, we'd all be having existential crises all the time.
Dominic
Of course.
Tabby
Yeah. I mean, which I do. But then I'm an unusually contemplative person. But the characters in this book, it's so funny, because little children in the real world, gradually, it's like the scales are lifted from their eyes about the fact that they will die. But the little students at Hailsham, it said so directly, you know, their lifespans will be so much shorter. But they don't seem appalled or shocked, do they? They don't, like, stand up and start running or start, you know, shouting or anything. There's no. And nor is there any point in the novel where they have to, you know, face this reality in the mirror and address it and digest it and accept it. There's no. There's no point where that's possible.
Dominic
Well, that's the cleverness of it. Right. So some of the critics said at the time, oh, I don't find Ishigura's vision plausible. Why don't they rebel? Why don't they run away? But here's the thing. What happens to them at school when they learn gradually and then in this sort of supposedly shattering moment, that they are going to be harvested for their organs and their clones? That's not really that different from what happens to all of us.
Tabby
Definitely not.
Dominic
Yeah, we're alive and we're thinking about, you know, oh, Peppa Pig, or whatever we're thinking about.
Tabby
Do you spend much of your life thinking about Peppa Pig?
Dominic
I genuinely think about Peppa Pig all the time.
Tabby
I'm learning about you every day, you know.
Dominic
Okay, you're A child, you think about Paddington Bear and then, and then at some point, right, it dawns on you. What does it dawn on you? I mean, there's a point at which you know, you know you're going to die. I mean, no one, no one sits you down and tells you, right, all
Tabby
of the big truths in life are like that. Like, no, you don't suddenly go like, oh, my God, that's how people have babies.
Dominic
And actually Ishiguro. Kathy, she compares the two. She makes this point explicitly. She says, you know, she has a chat with Tommy afterwards, that the kids, when they hear this, are not shocked. They're embarrassed.
Tabby
Like sex ed or something.
Dominic
Yeah, they're embarrassed that she has snapped and embarrassed and sort of let herself down by coming out with what they all kind of suspected, but almost a little bit bored by. In the way that you are bored in sex education lessons. And she, Kathy and Tommy have this chat and they say, yeah, well, maybe the Guardians have been kind of drip feeding us this sort of stuff. A bit like how they did about sex. You know, you kind of start to know about it. And of course, that completely mirrors how all of us learn about these great truths.
Tabby
Yeah, yeah, right. But even, even the not great truth. So how many people in life just walk through life doing a job that they hate or, I don't know, even in relationships they don't like? I mean, how many people lived under regimes that they didn't like? You all just try to make the best of it. And that's actually what Kazuya Shigeru meant when he said, this is my most optimistic novel. When you read it, it's hard to comprehend this, but it's the. We are all doomed to die. Like, we're all. It's quite Camus, actually. We're all kind of walking to our execution. But these characters in this novel, they just try to grab a little bit of sort of joy in the time that they have and make the best of things. And he finds that to be very optimistic. It is, in a way, quite sad.
Dominic
It is quite sad. Well, it's both those things, isn't it, though? It's quite. It's very sad. It's very. You know, they're walking. They are walking towards their own execution. But we all do that. I mean, we're. I mean, otherwise, Tabby, you and I wouldn't be wasting our time during this podcast.
Tabby
God, I so wouldn't be wasting my time doing this podcast.
Dominic
Oh, my God. What are you saying about the podcast?
Tabby
I'll be Like, I don't know, walking through the Himalayas or something.
Dominic
What would you be doing? Yeah, but why aren't you?
Tabby
I don't know. I'll probably be reading.
Dominic
Yeah, exactly. So you might as well just talk about it.
Tabby
That's a sad confession. Anyway, we digress.
Dominic
Yeah, we have. It's not meant to be a therapy session.
Tabby
No.
Dominic
So, anyway, they've learned the truth about themselves, you know. Or did they always know it? Anyway, they leave school and they go to the section that Ishiguro had always wanted to write, his original idea for the book, which is the Cottages. And you were saying that when you first read the book, you didn't care for this, but now you're all over it.
Tabby
It's actually the most relatable part of the whole novel. And it's the time at which they wrestle the most kind of banal and yet crucial human questions. You know, they're kind of like. They're sort of at university. They're in these East Anglian fields, huge skies, bleak vis. And the book is very good on that, you know, versus the rosy tinted hues of Hailsham. And the atmosphere is like university, you know, long, languid afternoon, good robust chats about philosophy, long breakfast in which everyone lies about having read War and Peace, like all of us do.
Dominic
Did you talk about philosophy and claim to have read War?
Tabby
Yeah, non stop. Non stop.
Dominic
I don't. I just do not believe that I
Tabby
was like a young Sartre. But it is still, as you said before, it's still quite institutionalized. It's kind of dreamlike. And this is the twilight period of their adult lives. They're stepping into adult life and yet their lives are still very constrained. They're still very fenced off, and they start to get limited access to the outside world. In the movie, they illustrate this quite well, I think, by showing that they have to tap in with these little wristbands that they have every time they go to show that you still are kind of in a dystopia. But they have to write these essays to fill their time at the Cottages, because, I suppose, I don't know, the Lords on Higher Helsham are like, God, what do you give people to do while they wait to give their vital organs.
Dominic
That's exactly. They're giving them something to do. But in a way, you know, a person writing an essay on George Eliot now, I mean, what's the point? I mean, that's a terrible thing to say.
Tabby
Wait, what do you mean?
Dominic
Well, I mean, students do that now, right?
Tabby
Yeah. Oh, yeah, totally.
Dominic
I mean, you could say, well, what's the point? I mean, because it's fun, because it's a useful way to spend your time, whatever. But them writing their essays at the Cottages that nobody will ever read, really
Tabby
pointless because they're, like, years away from death at this point. But then this is quite interesting, too, thinking about George Eliot, because Kathy writes her essay about Victorian fiction, and that's quite an interesting reminder of how Never Let Me Go. You know, funnily enough.
Dominic
Victorian.
Tabby
Yeah, it's quite like a Victorian novel. It's like Jane Eyre or something, where the narrator is figuring out everything, she doesn't really understand her world and information has been gradually released. And actually, the sentimentality of Hailsham and the children. Hailsham, that's quite Dickensian in itself, isn't it?
Dominic
Yeah, it is, it is. So, basically, at this point, the Ruth, Kathy, Tommy love triangle is getting a bit toxic, isn't it?
Tabby
As things would when. When, you know, sex is thrown into the mix.
Dominic
Yes. And they've all gone. It's like they've all gone to university together, effectively. Kathy has gone to the Cottages and she's having loads of sex very, very casually because they can't have children. So that's kind of, you know, consequence free. And she is having so much, in fact, that she worries that she's not right. She says, I worry about something's not quite right with me. And she says, I think it might be something to do with the different food that's explaining why I'm having so much sex.
Tabby
So because Kathy can't understand these. These incredible sexual urges that she's having, she spends a lot of her time flicking through porn magazines. And they do this in the movie. And it's actually quite funny. Carey Mulligan's looking through it in a very kind of, you know, disengaged manner.
Dominic
Yeah.
Tabby
And this is because she's trying to explain why she is like she is, where these urges come from. And this introduces concept in the novel, and this is the possibles idea or possible theory. And the possibles are the people that the clones are based on. And so by discovering your possible, by meeting them, maybe, or seeing what they look like, you get an insight into yourself and a glimpse into your own future. But the interesting thing about the possibles is they're kind of in the eyes of the clones, they're almost parents. So Ruth is obsessed with the idea of finding her possible. And as I said earlier, you know, Ruth is a character more than any other that I sort of thought, was preoccupied with the idea of finding a mother. And I think it's almost as though she's looking for her mother in the way that if you were orphaned, you try to find your parents, or if you were adopted, you might want to know where you come from by meeting your original parents.
Dominic
Exactly. So the reason that. The reason that Kathy has been going through these magazines in particular, is that she assumes that because she has these sexual feelings, therefore model, basically the person she's based on must have been, you know, a porn star or something. And therefore, you know, that's where she's looking. And, you know, it's great to get Norfolk back, North Norfolk back in the show.
Tabby
It's great to get North Norfolk because
Dominic
they go on a trip down they to Cromer because Ruth thinks that she has found her possible. Isn't that right?
Tabby
It is, yeah, it is. But just very quickly, just to dwell on this, on this family element, Kazuya Shigeru said something very interesting and he was saying how he could have created this whole distinct subplot from this aspect of the story and created like a rich thread about a clone and his or her model and their relationship and stuff. And I remember the first time, I don't know about you, but the first time I read this, I remember thinking, oh, I wish you had gone into detail with that and explored the idea of these families and stuff. But actually, I suppose that wouldn't really work because the whole thing about clones is they're never defined in and of themselves. They're never kind of individual beings, because the whole point of giving away your organs is that you're defined by someone else. And they. They give value to their lives through objects, you know, whether that's the cassette or the pencil case or whatever it is. And so I think in this, it's like Ruth desperately trying to find agency or. Or a sense of kind of independence, like she's trying to find meaning in and of herself outside of the destiny that she knows.
Dominic
But that's what we all do, isn't it? I mean, we a. Projecting the. Try to project meaning onto things like the tape or whatever. You know, people with their possessions defining themselves by what they're by, or, you know, the search for your parents, the search for meaning, the search for roots. I mean, that feels very human. Anyway, they go off, don't they? They actually follow. They follow this, this.
Tabby
This woman, this poor woman.
Dominic
If that happened into an art gallery, ironically, given the importance of art in the bowl book. And it's not Ruth And Ruth is really good. Gutted. She's absolutely gutted. And I found this a very moving moment where she snaps and she says
Tabby
to the others, I love this.
Dominic
She says, we all know it. We are modeled from trash. Junkies, prostitutes, winos, tramps, convicts, maybe, just as long as they aren't psychos. That's what we come from. We all know it, so why don't we say it? But again, how is that different from what. I mean, most of us ideally don't think of our parents as trash, but we're conscious of our. You know, we're nothing special. We're just ordinary, Right?
Tabby
Definitely. We're constant. Nothing special. I think that is a bit of a departure from the kind of human life analogy, though.
Dominic
Okay.
Tabby
But the thing that's interesting about that scene is it's. It's like that's never alluded to at any other point in the novel, apart from when Kathy's flicking through the porn mags. And it's like you get a real sense of how much their knowledge of the. Their knowledge of what they come from and where they're going, how much they actually do know. And I actually love that scene because it makes you quite sympathetic towards Ruth, possibly for the first time. And also because, you know, I mentioned there are kind of three moments where the reality of this world is articulated. And that is one of them. Yeah, I love it.
Dominic
And at this point, they start to play, don't they, with another idea that.
Tabby
Tommy's idea. Wayne Rooney's idea.
Dominic
Wayne Rooney has this idea that basically this has been sort of based on gossip among the kids themselves.
Tabby
It's like a mythology that they create for themselves.
Dominic
Yes. It's like a religion. They've created themselves. They've created this cosmology. And it's basically, if you. If you're brilliant at art, you know, the art is a window into your soul and so people can learn about you through your art. And he basically says maybe. Well, the. Lots of them have been saying there's a theory that if you're in love, if you're truly in love with somebody, and. And this can be proved by them looking into your soul through your art, then they will allow you to defer donating your organs because in a way, you have proved your humanity. And so they'll give you a postponement
Tabby
because the implication is that by truly loving someone in a way that this kind of idealist couple could you have a soul. And it's interesting that not. Not, you know, Tommy, Kathy, Ruth, none of them Ever questions for a minute that they do have a soul. But I think, again, this really mirrors how we think about dying, all of us, and our. And our desire to escape it. Because I suppose somewhere, irrationally, none of us can entirely accept our fate, because otherwise, how could we live? And Ashiguru explains, and we long for this special dispensation. I think that it's not just because we want to carry on living on and on and on. I think it's because we don't want to face the pain and sorrow and loneliness that comes with death. We fear the loss of loved ones. We fear the parting, you know, and. And that's what Tommy's doing. He. He's desperate. He. He's hoping that, like, love will save him from the inevitable.
Dominic
It's like the last lines of that Philip Larkin poem, the Arendelle Tomb Home, where he says, you know, people, we have this almost instinct, almost true, that what will survive of us is love.
Tabby
We all deny it. We all deny that. We all think that, like, if you find someone that you love enough, you'll go out of this world as a pair, you know, like the Notebook or something like that. But we come in alone and we go out alone, and that's the perfect articulation.
Dominic
Your view of. Your view of the world is so bleak, but I admire you for it. I think it's.
Tabby
Thank you. Yeah, it's good. Thank you.
Dominic
All right, so talking of bleakness, let's move on.
Tabby
Let's pull ourselves back from the.
Dominic
The cliffhanger.
Tabby
Depressing. Yeah, Existential stuff. And actually, Kaziro Shigeru does that very well because he brings back the love triangle, which is kind of banal and normal and human.
Dominic
Yeah.
Tabby
And because Tommy shows Kathy his animals, his art that he draws. And I also. It's really weird because they're very articulate.
Dominic
Yeah.
Tabby
I'm sorry. They're very, very ornate. You know, minute detail on the inside of what they look like. And it's really. They're kind of like little clocks.
Dominic
Yeah.
Tabby
And I was thinking that's kind of weird because obviously these characters do everything they can, I imagine, not to think about their insides, because their insides are literally going to be.
Dominic
Yeah.
Tabby
Like handed out.
Dominic
Yeah.
Tabby
Yeah.
Dominic
They've been created in the same way. But Ruth is horrible, isn't she? She basically says that she betrays Kathy to Tommy and Tommy and says, you know, your animals are rubbish and Kathy's been laughing at them. Kathy thinks your drawings are useless.
Tabby
I think it's. Your drawings are horrid.
Dominic
So do you know where this resonates?
Tabby
A sad insight, because my teenagers.
Dominic
Art teacher, even younger actually, when I was quite small, my art teacher, Mrs. Salt, who was a massive chain smoker, like you, Tabby,
Tabby
that's a terrible revelation.
Dominic
She, at the parents meeting, told my parents that. She said, you know, I've been teaching for 30 years.
Tabby
Yeah.
Dominic
And he is the single worst person at art I have ever taught. I've never encountered a more incompetent person, a more useless.
Tabby
Your eyes are glittering.
Dominic
Yeah.
Tabby
Recollecting the pain of the past. My eyes are glittering. If you're. If you're not watching this, if you're just listening to this, you'd be very moved by the emotion in. In the presenter's eyes at this harrowing moment. I'm so sorry.
Dominic
Yeah, well, anyway, that's massively.
Tabby
Should we move on?
Dominic
Let's move on.
Tabby
Because it's going to break down.
Dominic
Let's move on to the third section. So basically, they leave the Cottages.
Tabby
Well, Kathy leaves, because then also Ruth also says to Kathy this really mean thing about. They do it very well in the movie where she says, you know, Kathy, you know, Tommy's really fond of you, but he just doesn't see you that way. So Kathy just kind of has enough. She kind of puts her hands in the air. And so she goes on to the next stage of their lives, which is the donations, the. The donation centers. And this is where we really come into the horror of the story. You know, the horror of the donations is totally inescapable now. There's a real sense of the walls closing in and time running out. And again, this is a mad comparison, given the fact that, you know, they're running out of time because before they have to give over their vital organs. But I actually felt, when I was reading this, like that feeling you get at the end of the summer holidays when you've got a day left to go before you go back to school or something, that feels that sick kind of churning feeling in your stomach. It's very, very powerfully done. And Cathy's very lonely. And then she eventually becomes Ruth's carer in Dover.
Dominic
Yeah. So she. So they're kind of reunited. It's like they're old sparring partners at the end of their lives together. They know that the walls are closing in. There's this very haunting scene, isn't there, where they go on this trip to visit an abandoned boat.
Tabby
They love an exciting day trip, don't they?
Dominic
Yeah, a brilliant day trip. And they kind of of this boat is in the marshes and they're kind of staggering across the marshes.
Tabby
Ruth is. Is dying, basically, because she's given so many donations. And I always think it's a bit like. It's like. It's an allusion to the River Styx or something like that.
Dominic
Oh, I hadn't thought of that. So that's interesting because that's. That shows your greater profundity than me, because I thought it was like a. The Famous Five or something.
Tabby
Oh, my God. You exposed yourself there.
Dominic
A children's adventure to go and see an abandoned boat. You could absolutely imagine somebody in the Blyton book doing that. But in this case, it is so dark because they're dying because, you know. Well, Ruth is dying and. Yeah, for the others, they're kind of, you know, fate.
Tabby
They will be dying, sharpening.
Dominic
You know, it's ax or whatever. I don't know what that analogy is. Anyway.
Tabby
Potent and moving.
Dominic
Thank you. Well, actually, talking of potent and moving, there's a moment in this bit when they go off to the boat, this huge fatalism. So.
Tabby
Oh, yeah.
Dominic
Ruth says to Tommy, she says, I was like you, Tommy. I was pretty much ready when I became a donor. It felt right. After all, it's what we're supposed to be doing, isn't it? And this goes to that thing of, why don't they fight? Why don't they run away? Why don't they rebel? It never even occurs to them for a single second that that would be possible. Like it's what we're supposed to be doing. They just fall into line and they do it.
Tabby
They're like the prisoners in Plato's Cave. If your reality is one thing all your life, why the hell would you question it?
Dominic
Yeah.
Tabby
You've had no cause to.
Dominic
Yeah. So Ruth is basically. She accepts her fate, doesn't she? She gives up on Tommy. She basically says to Kathy, you and Tommy should be together. You know, I've been keeping you apart. And it's a really moving scene, actually, because although Ruth has been a little bit, dare I say, a tiny bit bitchy throughout the book, she's actually, deep down, a vulnerable, worried, frightened person.
Tabby
She's a girl longing for a mother, and she is vulnerable. And I think she's actually the one that has always wanted to be something more than her destiny. And so she really has accepted. And it's this moment where they're driving in the car back from the boat, the three of them, and when Ruth says this to Kathy, you know, the two of you should be Together, Kathy breaks down and she starts crying. And that's really, really unusual because Kathy never shows that much emotion. That's the moment that Kathy and Tommy do come together. But, you know, it really isn't like some great romantic moment from a movie or whatever it is. It's very sad, it's very melancholy. It's a bit more like an old couple together in a care home or something.
Dominic
Yeah, completely. That's effectively what it is, right? I mean, he's. She's a carer and he's a donor.
Tabby
And there's this really, really sad line that I always, always think about from the book. When Tommy says to her a bit later on, but says to Kathy, it's a shame, Cath, because we've loved each other all our lives, but it's the end. We can't stay together forever. And that haunts their every single moment together.
Dominic
Yeah, it's very sad.
Tabby
But they try to put off fate, don't they?
Dominic
Yeah, they make one last go, don't they? They basically track down their old guardian. They're all teaching Miss Emily Charlotte Rampling. Yeah, Charlotte Rampling, who is living with Madame, who is the person who used to collect their art. And they go. And again, this is a massive spoiler for people who haven't read the book. They track them down, they go to Littlehampton to find them in their house
Tabby
to show them Tommy's art. Right. To show that they are truly in love and therefore should get a deferral.
Dominic
It's basically, they think they'll be able to get a deferral and postpone their donations, postpone their deaths.
Tabby
But, you know, I don't think Kathy ever really does believe that. I think she always kind of knows deep down and is humoring Tommy.
Dominic
Humoring Tommy? Yeah. He's more idealistic, isn't he? Which is why he's had these tantrums all his life.
Tabby
Because he's Wayne Rooney.
Dominic
Yeah, classic Wayne Rooney. Exactly. He is more hot tempered because he's been trying to fight against the fate, whereas Kathy, I think, has always accepted it. And the teachers basically say to them, you know, the whole point of the school was to try to. It was almost like an experimental school. It was to try to prove that you had souls because we were actually campaigners kind of on your behalf. We wanted to kind of prove your
Tabby
humanity, that you deserved respect.
Dominic
Yeah, but there's no escape. There's no way out. I mean, actually Miss Emily there, or guardian, says to them at one point, your life must now run the course that has been set for it, which is a shattering thing for Tommy in particular, to hear. And when they're going out, Madame says to them, now, this is the person who you said, in the first half, you said she sees them almost like spiders, like creatures, and frightened of them,
Tabby
and yet she campaigns for them and
Dominic
she has campaigned for them.
Tabby
It's like some people might view animals. They're not like us. Us. Yeah.
Dominic
But, you know, she's like an animal rights person, right? She says to them on the way out, poor creatures, I wish I could help you, but now you're by yourselves. And her final words, you poor creatures. Like, she, deep down, has never really seen them as human. She's felt sorry for them, but she's felt sorry for them like you would feel sorry for a rabbit that's being experimented on or something like that, which is. And when they go, they drive back. Tommy has this massive meltdown, doesn't he, where he's. He's in a rage and he's crying and he's screaming and he's covered in. And it's like, that's the moment.
Tabby
It's devastating, actually.
Dominic
Yeah. It's a really, really, sort of shattering.
Tabby
Insofar as this book, or any Kazuo Ishiguro book, has a climax, this is it. And there's this moment where Kathy just, like, holds him and they cling together even as they know, kind of, you know, the tide of fate is going to rip them apart. You know, they try to never let each other go, but it's actually just awful. Makes me want to cry even thinking about it.
Dominic
I know, it's terrible, isn't it?
Tabby
It's like. And it's also. It's like he knew all along wouldn't actually save him. Yeah, he knew as a little boy
Dominic
on the football pitch, even back then. Yeah. Which is why the book is bookended by these two tantrums. Yeah, his two great meltdowns from Tommy. So he's heading towards his end. They have a last, heartbreaking day together, which, again, is classic Ishiguro, but just like life, it's very humdrum. There's no great drama. He's just. You know, they have a sort of melancholy end. And his very last memory, he says to her, I've been thinking about scoring goals at Hailsham when I was a boy and remembering running back. And I always used to think I was splashing through water when I ran back. Just this tiny little detail which feels so. Hum. Actually, ironically, so human.
Tabby
Right.
Dominic
Because ultimately, that's what they are. I mean, you know, I know they're clones, but they are us. That's the point.
Tabby
I think that in itself, I mean, I know it's not the point of the book, and I don't think it's something that Kazuya Shigeru thought about much when he was writing it, but I think if. If you were examining from this book whether or not the clones of it, the clones in it have souls, I think that's all the proof you need because it's such a human thing to think about, kind of on your deathbed.
Dominic
Yeah. And then the very last image of the book, Cathy says she has this image of Norfolk and imagines all the. All the lost property, all the rubbish caught on barbed wire fences in the fields. And she imagines that all the detritus since her childhood has washed up there. And then she has this image of Tommy coming towards her across the fields. But of course, she knows he never will. It's kind of really sad. This is a really sad moment. I think.
Tabby
Oh, God, I'm. I'm welling up. It's. It's devastating. I don't know how. He says this is his most cheerful book. Yeah. So sad.
Dominic
It's a brilliant book, actually, because it is a book that makes you think about your own life, you know, nostalgia, melancholy. The stuff you've accumulated and lost along
Tabby
the way and how none of it kind of really matters.
Dominic
Yeah.
Tabby
And she has this. The last line of the book is wonderful. She says, I just waited a bit, then turned back to the car to drive off to wherever it was I was supposed to be. And that wherever it was, there's such a kind of fatalism in that. But also kind of a casual kind of shrugging of the shoulders.
Dominic
Yeah.
Tabby
You know, what will be will be anyway.
Dominic
Very human.
Tabby
Croaky. Yeah.
Dominic
Right.
Tabby
But anyway, now that we've. We've gone through it.
Dominic
Yeah.
Tabby
So, buddy, what does it all mean? No, no book episode would be complete without a sort of soup song of rapier. Sharp analysis to close us off.
Dominic
Thanks. I guess. It's a book. It's a book about mortality, isn't it? That's ultimately what it's about. It's a book about how we. And what it is to be human. I mean, that's the irony. That they are.
Tabby
His is ironic.
Dominic
Yeah. They are. They are not human characters or. But they are the most. Some of the most human. It's some of the most touching stuff, I think, that Ishigura has ever written. That relationship between the three characters. And I think it's absolutely beautifully observed. The kind of the. The emotion, the combination of the deep emotion and then the banality of it, I think is what makes it so powerful.
Tabby
Yeah, it's. It's. It's the mundane versus the stoicism of their characters versus the tragedy.
Dominic
Yeah.
Tabby
And it's. It is. It's just a prototype of every human life, isn't it? Everyone can relate to it in some way or another.
Dominic
All right, so Tabby, we're going to give it. As always, we give these books because this is a really serious and scholarly thing to do. We give the books marks out of 10.
Tabby
We. Yeah, exactly. Like every kindergarten teacher.
Dominic
Yeah, exactly. So we're gonna different index each time.
Tabby
So I think what are we using today?
Dominic
Heartbreaking. Organ donations. Out of 10.
Tabby
Love it.
Dominic
Reasonable.
Tabby
Yeah, I love it. Yeah.
Dominic
So how many. How many would you give this out of 10?
Tabby
I am gonna give it it nine out of 10. And I'm gonna take off one point. No, first of all, I'm gonna take off a 0.5 for the fact that I didn't always find Kathy's love for Tommy in the first half of the book entirely convincing. And then I'm gonna take off another 0.5 because of the fact, the mad fact that he thought Tommy looked like Wayne Rooney.
Dominic
So the Nobel literature laureate Kazuya Shigeru has been told by you there, I'm gonna give it 10 out of 10. First of all, I'm not gonna disagree with the Nobel Prize committee, but also because I just think it is a fantastically written book. I think the construction of it is perfectly judged and I think you can read it on so many different levels. So I'm gonna give it the maximum points. I'm just a more generous person. I'm a more generous person.
Tabby
Yeah, you are. You're blinder and more generous. More naive.
Dominic
Okay, on that Bomber show, goodbye, everybody.
Tabby
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Hosts: Dominic Sandbrook & Tabitha Syrett
Date: February 24, 2026
This episode of The Book Club centers on Kazuo Ishiguro's haunting and enigmatic novel Never Let Me Go (2005). Dominic and Tabby dive into the book’s narrative structure, emotional depth, historical context, and philosophical questions about humanity, mortality, love, and free will. The hosts also explore Ishiguro’s background, the book’s unique genre-defying style, and why it continues to resonate deeply with readers.
Opening Reading & Kathy H.’s Voice
Three-Part Structure
Unclassifiable & Emotion-Driven
Universality of Nostalgia and Loss
Restraint & Subtext
Background and Personal History
Character Analysis
Boarding School Oddities—Art and Exchanges
Big Reveal: The Truth of Their Existence
Ms. Lucy, a teacher (“Guardian”), breaks the students’ illusions, bluntly telling them:
The children’s muted reaction is discussed, drawing a parallel to how real children learn about their mortality and other facts of life ([34:31]–[36:40]).
Stoicism and the Illusion of Free Will
University Vibes & the “Possibles”
Ruth’s Moment of Truth
The Hope for Deferral—Love as Proof of Soul
Endgame at the Donation Centers
Acceptance and Small Redemptions
Ruth’s eventual acceptance of fate; her final wish for Kathy and Tommy to be together ([51:57]–[53:01]).
“Shame, Cath, because we've loved each other all our lives, but it’s the end.” — Tommy ([53:07])
They seek one last deferral, but Miss Emily and Madame tell them there is no escape from their destiny.
Madame’s final words:
After Tommy’s breakdown and final memories:
On Kathy’s narration:
On the art exchange:
On being seen as Other:
Ms. Lucy’s shattering speech:
On stoicism:
Ruth’s outburst:
Tommy’s lament:
On the book’s theme:
Dominic and Tabby bring Never Let Me Go vividly to life, delving into its dystopian premise to uncover how Ishiguro explores universal questions about humanity, love, and mortality. They show why its ambiguous storytelling, emotional restraint, and ordinary-yet-extraordinary characters have cemented its place as a classic. For newcomers and longtime admirers alike, this episode is a rich, accessible conversation that unpacks the book’s layers while always returning to its beating human heart.