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To be authenticated by your own truth
Aug 100:45:21Tap to summarizeIn this stream of consciousness: * Post-mortem on the leo new moon opposite Pluto in aquarius. * Relationships are erotic mirrors.* What my fear of being alone was really about* Advice for leo risings/everyone: * 1. Let yourself change. * 2. Let the truth change you. * 3. You have nothing to lose but…* 4. Change is natural law.* 5. Clarity is not a conscious choice. * Are you holding yourself back with hope? (You probably are.)* How to clarify your priorities without using fear, guilt, or obligation.Pluto in Aquarius: The Anarchy of Loving the World (available until the full moon in aquarius August 9th)Liquid Tension (available until September 1st when Saturn re-enters pisces) Honeycomb Personal Astrological Almanacs This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit arianafelix.substack.com/subscribe
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Let yourself be a butterfly 🦋
Jul 700:17:42Tap to summarizeIn this stream of consciousness: * The liquid tension I’m sitting in right now.* The discipline of the butterfly.* Does the survival self need a funeral this full moon?* The energetics of sabbatical.* Okay, but what’s next!? vs. Okay, what’s next?* Taking care of your wings.* The salacious breakthrough question helping me get used to my wings.* This summer is a bridge we won’t fully cross yet but when we do there’s no going back.Happy Sunday! Here’s your sermon. This one is especially for those wondering what’s next and wanting to create more space for allowing, enjoyment, and movement. Especially relevant as Uranus enters gemini for the first time in 80ish years tomorrow.Pictured: butterfly bush and amaranth. You know what’s cool? No fence can’t stop a butterfly. 😏Mentioned further reading: This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit arianafelix.substack.com/subscribe
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You are already on your way to Freedom ☀️
Jun 2500:41:10Tap to summarizeThank you to everyone who came to the Dream Café! The next one will pop-up in September.Timeline: Solstice to Equinox aka June—September Question: How can worldbuilders be aligned and supported in moving towards their dream this season? Integration practice:Set a timer for 10 minutes and answer the following question: * What if the world was well? * What does it mean for the world to be well? * How would that change your life? * How would that change your relationship to your current tension?* How would that change your perception of the world? End of Sale: Today is the final day to get 25% off Liquid💧Tension— your ultimate worldbuilding guide to the astrology of this summer. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit arianafelix.substack.com/subscribe
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The truth about "No Kings" & the wisdom of Jupiter/Saturn
Jun 1500:38:52Tap to summarizeIn this stream of consciousness: * Why “No Kings” is the chant of Saturn in aries square Jupiter in cancer.* Why Saturn “falls” in aries and what that means for the world.* Why Jupiter “exalts” in cancer and what that means for the people.* How to get through the square (tension).* Breaking out of the amnesiatic fluid of powerlessness.* The relationship between deciding you can change your life and changing the world.* Have you made the world “King” over your happiness and imagination? (If so that king must die, too).* Spiritual maturity is not equal to emotional neglect.* The reason why you can never be reactive and responsible at the same time.* The Moon as the dream reality you’re longing to create; Jupiter in cancer as the collective dream reality. * How what’s happening in the world is happening within you.* What is LIQUID💧TENSION and how does it work?Opened with opening a watermelon because iykyk. 🍉🙏🏽For some reason the transcript is showing up in multiple languages!?LIQUID💧TENSION is now 25% off & the Q&A is extended until 6/25 to give you more time to digest. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit arianafelix.substack.com/subscribe
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Don't lose hope unless it's to Gain Faith
May 30, 202500:20:17Tap to summarizeI’m bringing you into my kitchen with me this time. I’m so sorry the groceries noise is so much worse than I thought! but there’s no way I would re-record this moment of inspiration so if you really can’t bear the real life sounds just read the transcript! also the picture is not my kitchen, I just wish it was.In this stream of consciousness: * Why the rhetoric of “no one could possibly be okay right now” is so dangerous* My disappointment in people of influence affirming the sense of spiritual powerlessness in the people* The Whole Point of mysticism/spirituality etc. * How you’re giving your power to be well away without even realizing it* What does “transform yourself to transform the world” really mean?* Why choosing to be devoted to the dream world is not easy— but not in the way you think * Understanding the root of fear based worldbuilding* Where’s the relentlessness? * Healing from the guilt of having an expanded consciousness which means “saving” no one* The difference between faith and hope* A prayer to your sovereign selfThis is really a message from the end of Jupiter in gemini (losing hope, doubt, ideological confusion, incoherence, overwhelm) in preparation for Jupiter in cancer (gaining faith, multi-dimensional wellness, spiritual coherence, material groundedness). You can purchase my teaching on Jupiter in gemini here or enjoy the full ritual to integrate this transit and its teachings. If you do the ritual you don’t need the teaching because it’s included. Both disappear forever on June 9th. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit arianafelix.substack.com/subscribe
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when the sun hits the water
May 19, 202500:33:03Tap to summarizeIn this river of sunlight: * real-time contemplations on the dance of being emotionally defined (human design) * waiting for understanding vs. waiting for clarity * accepting expression during the emotional wave* the tension of creating offers/launching as a manifesting generator with emotional authority* the importance of time sensitivity in my work* how shame held me back from sharing my real life and therefore from my creative work* the difference between Saturn in aquarius and Saturn in capricorn (and how they’re preparing for their Saturn square)* the difference between Saturn in pisces and Saturn in aries (happy Saturn return!) * the importance of deepening your appreciation for the now moment when there’s a lot of future tripping going on This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit arianafelix.substack.com/subscribe
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What time is it on the clock of the world?
Apr 19, 202500:56:54Tap to summarizeThis call between my mother and I was spontaneously recorded when the Sun was heading towards the final degree of aries, where Mercury is now conjoin Neptune at the beginning. Mars was at the final degree of cancer and moved into leo a few hours later where it is now sitting at zero degrees. You’ll hear Pluto in aquarius and Venus-Saturn-North Node in pisces, too. In this boiling hot cup of stream of consciousness: * Understanding grounded spiritual warfare * Why the relationship between social movement and the internet needs to move beyond “awareness and action” and into multidimensional awareness and relational action * Why it’s so important to know your purpose, position, and role in the revolution * How ego/the survival self plays a role in creating inefficient movements* The wisdom of Gate 61 in human design * How your level of consciousness informs the efficacy of your deconditioning * Being self-motivated leaders* How returning to indigenous values will save us * Existential rebirth is messy If you were activated and inspired by this conversation and want to anchor your worldbuilding into this lens I recommend How to Build your Dreamworld. You’ll get clear on your vision, your role, your stage of initiation, and how to cosmically organize your reality from the inside out. Buy here.Questions/reflections welcome in the comments. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit arianafelix.substack.com/subscribe
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why people perform superficial sovereignty
Apr 17, 202500:26:52Tap to summarizeIn this stream of consciousness: * How hyper individualism is created* I don't believe the human nature is inherently selfish.* Do you believe that to be sovereign, you must be alone?* I want to open up the channels of circulation more* Mercury as the ruler of my second house of income and money* My artistry is my leadership and my leadership is my artistry* Having the level of integrity to be able to just drop into authenticity* The rebirth of the beloved* How it feels to be getting divorced* Appreciation for my 21 year old selfBonus Game: Tell me about a kind of superficial sovereignty you despise and I’ll tell you why I think people perform it. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit arianafelix.substack.com/subscribe
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The dream of eternal devotion & falling in love with the wound of control
Mar 2, 202500:10:28Tap to summarizeGod is change and God is love. The reason why I’m calling Love Exalted my magnum opus (so far) is because my whole life is devoted to love. All of my most challenging and beautiful lessons have been about love and what separates us from it. When my father could no longer be in my life and our family finally completely fell apart, I feel like I began a quest to understand the root of wounding so I could know how to protect and preserve love. I wanted my family to last forever, but there was too much pain and the organism needed to transform. It felt like death but that was love, too. That was when the south node was in pisces and the north node in virgo. Now the north node is in pisces and the south node is in virgo (the first eclipse here is in 2 weeks!). Mars had just been retrograde then, too. Venus would soon be retrograde in aries, like it is 8 years later as of today. It’s been nine years of finding my way back home to love.I looked for home in identity politics and cancel culture and fell into the wound of (dis)belonging. I looked for home in other peoples magic and practices and fell into the wound of forgetting that healing is a non-dualistic process. I looked for home in romantic relationships and fell into the wound of separation because I abandoned my own humanity and divinity.I looked for home with spiritual teachers and fell into the wound of aloneness because I wouldn’t compromise my sovereignty. I looked for home in my pain body and fell into the wound of being fed up with what I wouldn’t let myself feel and how long that made it take to heal. I looked for home in shamanic communities and fell into the wound of distrust because there was dogma and control there, too. Finally, I looked for home in my relationship to reality itself and I found God already there and waiting for me to remember that I have always been home within myself. To be devoted to love is to be devoted to change.If and when I was willing to change, every time I fell into a wound became a catalyst for falling more deeply in love with myself and the world. I began to see how every wound was the result of getting stuck in the felt sense of separation from love. That’s really the bottom line. Love is not the freedom from but the inclusion of pain. The beautiful thing is that loving your pain eases it, which creates more freedom for you to experience different realities. Pain changes you. When we resist change is when we reinforce the feeling of being separate from love. Resistance gives us a sense of control because it slows everything down; but this is a dangerous game to play with life because with time, the flow can appear to stop altogether. Then we feel further from love than ever and experience reality as harsh, difficult, and like it’s something we have to make happen. This leads to frustration, disappointment, bitterness, and anger.Just recognizing that the feeling of separation from love is an illusion can be enough to begin rebuilding the connection to love, thereby transforming yourself from a state of despair into one of exaltation. Every state is temporary, but the more we can strengthen our connection to the state of being in love the more of an effect it has on our reality. That is the purpose of being devoted to love: to experience real, lasting change in yourself and your relationship to all things, especially other beings. LOVE EXALTED IS MY REAL LIFEThe life I live now is my testimony for The Church of Love Exalted. In being willing to fall in love with my wounds, I uncovered the hidden beauty and perfection of love (tikkun olam). I realized underneath every wound, personal and collective, is a desire for love to be revealed and restored. Desire is the root of every dream— and of every wound. My life is guided by desire (and grace) and because of that I have been able to transform what I’ve learned about wounding into the energy to create my dream reality. Nine years ago I was in deep pain, forced to leave my childhood home with my devastated mother, working three jobs with an undiagnosed spinal injury, writing monthly horoscopes, and being activated everyday by the collective reactionary response to the socio-political landscape. If you haven’t done the math yet, nine years ago was 2016. At the time, I could barely imagine what my life would be now but I knew there was more than just suffering. I refused to embrace nihilism, although I flirted with it as every worldbuilder does during initiation. I called myself Lady Phoenix on tumblr (🥲) because I believed I had the power to rise from the ashes over and over again and change my life. I wasn’t really focused on the how, I just kept listening for the resonance of love. I followed it no matter what, even when it uncovered more wounding. I was, and still am, f*****g relentless about the revolution of love and thank god I had the discipline (and ancestral guidance) to start with myself.Apocalypse means to uncover. Part of me understood that apocalypse was a gift. My tagline was actually “astrology for apocalypse” for a few years when I was focused on providing backline support for people connected to socio-political movement. I changed it eventually because it didn’t feel right to keep receiving “save me” energy but looking back I realize how what I was really talking about was revealing the hidden beauty and perfection of creation throughout time. Tikkun Olam. Love Exalted. After a harrowing decade full of loss and crisis my little family, my mother and brother, are alive and more well every year. We’ve even expanded our unit to include precious chosen family members. I have beautiful intimate relationships with the most open hearted men I’ve ever encountered, including one I want to become a real life mami with. I have an incredible support team for my physical healing that ensures I’m no longer choosing to neglect that area of my life just to survive. I live in the apartment of my dreams, overlooking an ancient river that holds me together every f*****g day. I have friendships with evolutionary beings and am blessed to show up everyday asking myself how I can be of service to evolutionary beings all over the Earth. Doing readings and writing monthly horoscopes became teaching original workshops and programs, mentoring, and becoming the prolific writer I always wanted to be. I now experience an amount of peace, protection, and beauty in my life that I’m still learning to fully let in and appreciate because it often seems so unreal it makes me suspicious, after what the majority of my life was. Whether I believe it every day or not, it is still here because it is a real and rooted result of my devotion to letting love transform me. And there’s so much more to come. Because love is infinite and life is unlimited. This installment concludes the Love Exalted series. Thank you for being readers through this month long ritual preparation. May it continue to move and touch you, inspiring you to fall in love with your humanity and exalt in your divinity.The live Venus retrograde ritual where I will guide you through your own process of applying the transmutational lens of the planetary ancestors to your life begins in a week, on Friday March 7th. The doors close in 3 days, on Wednesday March 5th.You can now locate the entire series under the Love Exalted tab on the main page. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit arianafelix.substack.com/subscribe
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why you keep delaying your next leap
Dec 19, 202400:07:42Tap to summarizeDear dream mami,I’d love to hear your thoughts about fear & resistance when it comes to timeline jumping. Recently, in my corner of the maia, I continue to see projections of (what I’m calling) ‘the next reachable leaps.’ I see people creating projects, weaving relationships, and building things I’ve been called to do for a while and yet I’ve resisted because I’m scared or think I’m not ready. I’ve been able to quickly recognize this as my spirit inviting me to do the bigger jump (yay inner work) and yet when it comes to *actually* jumping, I keep delaying. I’d love to hear your perspective.—Fearful JumperDear Dream Mami is my monthly advice column which opens on the first quarter moon of each month. starting in January 2025 submissions will be open to paid subscribers only. 🤍 This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit arianafelix.substack.com/subscribe
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