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Oct 15, 202401:57:36Tap to summarizeIn honor of Indigenous People’s Day, I have a conversation with my Indigenous healer/mentor/mother Kohenet/Priestess Angelique about the impacts (wounds) of colonialism and capitalism, the meaning and role of a healer, and the relationship between personal empowerment and collective liberation. We share some of our story as Indigenous practitioners and what our dream is for the future of the planet and all the people on it. If you were impacted by this podcast (masterclass), more specifically by Kohenet/Priestess Angelique, I invite you to send her a tip aka contribute to her fund for an easeful and abundant relocation process as she continues doing the work that will continue life on this planet and increase the love we all experience.Love Exalted 50% Off Flash Sale (libra szn only, no code needed)I recommend this masterclass if you want to know more about the difference between Jupiter in cancer and Jupiter in capricorn as representing of the wound of capitalism’s impact on our collective ability to dream, and the musings on the Moon in taurus as Thee Dream.Ouroboros ♾️ Live New Moon in Scorpio Workshop 11/1 (replay included)I recommend this interactive workshop if you want to know more about the relationship between the Moon in taurus and the Sun in aries as representing how we will do anything to continue life when we love each other, and if you’ve been inspired by my recent urgings to remember the direct relationship between your personal empowerment and our collective dream of liberation. SHOW NOTESCall to Confession: The Imperialism of your Online Activism"Greed, selfishness, exploitation, cruelty, and violence are still all pervasive on this planet. When you don’t recognize them as individual and collective manifestations of an underlying dysfunction or mental illness, you fall into the error of personalizing them. You construct a conceptual identity for an individual or group, and you say: “This is who he is. This is who they are.” When you confuse the ego that you perceive in others with their identity, it is the work of your own ego that uses this misperception to strengthen itself through being right and therefore superior, and through reacting with condemnation, indignation, and often anger against the perceived enemy. All this is enormously satisfying to the ego. It strengthens the sense of separation between yourself and the other, whose “otherness” has become magnified to such an extent that you can no longer feel your common humanity, nor the rootedness in the one Life that you share with each human being, your common divinity.”—Eckhart Tolle, A New Earth: The Core of the Ego This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit arifelix.substack.com/subscribe
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healing from a crisis of power
Aug 7, 202400:25:07Tap to summarizeThank you to everyone who attended Sunday’s workshop! My intention was to let spirit take the wheel and say what needed to be said without a lot of fuss and I hope it was as liberating as you needed it to be in this moment.If you'd like to work 1:1 in this sphere of spiritual sovereignty I'm offering Divine Shine sessions for leo season (which is somehow halfway over???) and we can get into your seat of power and increase the volume on your radiance in a more personalized way. These are available this week and the following 2 weeks.I mention my lineage in this transmission and it so happens (truly unplanned) that my mother, my primary spiritual mentor, is offering a more intensive masterclass on spiritual sovereignty this coming week. She has always been the one interceding for me, telling me to trust myself and never give my power away, and the one to help me heal when I have. I highly recommend her as a catalyzer and guide in these matters. You can learn more here. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit arifelix.substack.com/subscribe
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That is so f*****g stupid 😂
Jul 17, 202400:05:00Tap to summarizeThe Sublimate LabHow to Devote your Life to Becoming Love This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit arifelix.substack.com/subscribe
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dear curious & ancient caribbean goddess
Jun 18, 202400:16:45Tap to summarizeDear Dream Mami, I am a 2nd generation eldest Caribbean daughter, from a longggg line of Caribbean daughters, who are so beautifully talented, exuberant and fill the room with life, no matter how they feel or where they go. They have given me so many things that I am proud of - my love for my culture, my self-authority and courage, however from them, I also inherited a complicated relationship with struggling and hustling - learning that I could only access certain enjoyments by being alone, self-punishment, being restrictive and working so hard, that I feel burned out. Day by day. I grieve, as I realise how these beliefs have been reflected back to me, feeling the pain of moments where I've held myself to a standard that cut away at my power of creativity and imagination, in order to be "successful" - to help myself, to help my family out and do the part I can to make sure they struggle less , because I love them truly. I no longer want to do this; however every time I attempt to make a bit of internal room to allow my dream to take shape inside of me some more, the space fills up again quickly with doubt. Sometimes, it feels like building a castle in a river - it may hold for a little while, but it rains, the river fills up and the castle I've built has washed away again. I don't want to push and harm myself by building the castle even though I'm tired, but I don't want to simply submit to the river of doubts, because I know the castle will be a great one and the possibility of living inside of it satisfies me in ways I can't describe. I realise I can end the drama, by stepping out of the river, but when I think about starting afresh and dissolving my internal struggle, guilt and fear of the unknown overwhelms me. I ended up wanting to type one thing, and then I produced this, so I'm not 100% sure of what I'm asking (excuse me if things are confusing)- I believe I'd like to understand how I can respect my river's flow (my grieving process and feelings of dissolving the belief of struggle) and still make room for my castle (my dreamworld). I love your work; you've helped so much already. Love to you Mami.Needed to respond to this one with my voice. 🤍 submissions open again July 12th.if this resonated I’m playing with these kind of existential tensions 1:1 in my new limited edition Jellyfish readings 🪼for more sign-by-sign advice on releasing continuity and embracing ambiguity you can get this transmission until it’s gone this Friday. 🦋after talking about the tension between the future and the past I can’t not also mention Sublime, a worldbuilding lab for Jupiter in gemini that’s going to help you dissolve duality and dogma into world creating power. 🌈 This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit arifelix.substack.com/subscribe
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prime directive: the order of creating change
Nov 20, 202300:00:59Tap to summarizeThis is a free preview of a paid episode. To hear more, visit arifelix.substack.coma short transmission on connecting with the cardinal signs to create effective change in different arenas of your life. ♈︎ — Mars — Fire — energy + motivation♋︎ — Moon — Water — emotions + flow ♎︎ — Venus — Air — mind + ease♑︎ — Saturn — Earth — matter + rigor
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LOVE IS THE REASON
Oct 7, 202300:08:30Tap to summarizeI came wrapped in bright lavender, soft fabric tight on my curves. I was crowned with honey on my forehead and my lips by two Queens whose authority is rooted in the Great River of Mystery. I felt my Inner Star jump forward above my left eye, ready to see new worlds and receive new insights. I mingled with the honeysuckle and yarrow, the sweetness and the protection, coming full circle so many times I became a flower.I invoked my conquests and I conquered them through pleasure. I blessed bodies and opened worlds when I was pleased. I cut off heads and ate them when I was displeased. I took what I needed and when I was satisfied I was done and when I wasn’t, I asked for more. I played the field from my position of power so well that every loss was a gain and every miss clarified my aim.I dressed in black and found my way to the one who first opened my heart, with two strong arms at my side. I realized that all the beauty had been me. as lovable as they were and still are, I am more lovable to myself than I could ever be to anyone else. I felt the familiar longing to be recognized in all my effulgent glory until I remembered there is no one more capable of recognizing me than myself. still, I stay open…on one condition: worship me or be devoured.learn more about creating your dream realityI let lightning light up my tower, always eager to say yes to what no one could have seen coming because that’s how life keeps me alive. I found myself being worshipped and adored without having to prove or reveal myself, without having to ask. I felt like a delicious meal being fully enjoyed for the first and the last time because nothing happens the same way twice. I saw myself in the mirror, softer and sweeter and more available than I’d been in years. I called myself back to myself with each tear, letting the saltwater pour down my back to open my heart from the past forward.I extracted the first knife of self-betrayal from my heart, placed there generations ago by those who broke me and made me possible. I cleaned the ancient blood off of it. I placed it on the ancestor altar in reverence for how long it had caused pain. I use it to protect myself now. I extracted the second knife of self-betrayal from my heart, placed there over and over again throughout my own lifetime by the betrayal of others. I cleaned the fresh blood off of it and the layers of old blood underneath. grateful for it’s protection and for all it taught me, I keep it close to me, ready at my side. I clean it often. I never forget but I always remember to forgive.I extracted the third knife of self-betrayal from my heart, the most deeply embedded one because it was placed there by me. every time I betrayed myself, every time I exiled my openness, every time I held myself back from Love. every time it sunk in a little deeper. this was the most difficult to extract, requiring the most precision and patience. when everything around it finally felt safe enough to relax, it slipped out more quickly than expected. this time, I consumed the blood with my tongue, returning the life force to its source. this blood was mine. I poured it out of me and I poured it back into me. I swallowed the sword too, alchemizing the metal into my bloodstream, becoming stronger knowing that my own pain could never destroy me but it could make me more powerful, more loving.I entered the promised land through my own primordial milk & honey. I created paradise from the freedom of my power. I felt the alchemical surges of desire and fear. I played with all longings as tensions leading me back to god through myself. every place that love wasn’t flowing freely became a reminder that love will always flow freely through me if I allow Her to. I surrendered and I submitted. I commanded and I invoked. I surrendered again, even more willing than the first time. each time more willing because the depth of surrender is equal to the depth of pleasure is equal to the ability to demand more.I let the trickster in until I became Them; the snake in the garden, the whisper of the erotic, the entanglement into duality that makes the conditions necessary for orgasm and ecstasy possible. I let the tensions build and I learned to let them resolve. then I created new tensions, just to see what I could do. I researched my erotic like a science, I watched my power grow as if in a laboratory. I know things now I could never un-know. I am just beginning my mastery and yet I have never felt more complete.love has completely devastated and devoured me, bringing me to my own knees while simultaneously seating me on my throne. I wanted love to come from somewhere else, to be more transcendent and less incarnated. to be more ethereal and less erotic. to scare me less, to intrigue me less, to make me less of a creature of hunger than I am. but love isn’t the salvation of a god-figure too pure and white and clean to become dirty. love is the dirt, every single speck of it. love is the pain and the power and the impossibility of being alive. love is the desire eating me from the inside until I stop resisting and allow it to fully consume me, whole. in the transformation, love becomes every experience. every experience becomes reality loving me into more of myself, into deeper incarnation, into more unity within my separateness. when I allow the transformation, love liberates me from every single prison, even the ones I enjoy, when I’m ready to let them go. love is a lover’s kiss and love is the absence of no lover at all. love is the swords in my heart and love is the removal of them. love is the severance and love is the repair.love is being more fully myself and love is my fear that doing so will hurt me. love is the neverending ritual unfolding into my re-membrance. love is when I forget. if every single moment is love, then separation becomes impossible and The Original Heartbreak heals. I’m not scared of what happens when I believe I’m separate from love, I know that reality too well. I’m terrified of what happens when I realize I’m not separate and never have been. then there’s no reason to hide or hesitate in a reality of unconditional access to love, no reason to refuse or reject, no reason to fear. nothing is left in that perfection but the question: what game will I play next?p.s: I’m teaching a workshop next week! it’s called The Great Defrosting and it’s the baby of Saturn in pisces, Jupiter in taurus, and this Venus in leo transit. you already know effort & commitment. you already know how to paradigm shift. you already know grief. it’s time to learn the structure of softness, the art of staying available to life. it’s time to remember the reason for it all. it’s $25 until Sunday @ 8pm est when the early pricing ends. join the moment! ily 🌹 This is a public episode. 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The Human, The Myth, The Legend
Aug 24, 202300:44:05Tap to summarizeThee planetary priestess Diana Rose Harper and I got together to do what we do best: facilitate a conversation/celebration about Love. this time, it’s about how much we love Pallas K. Augustine and how important their work is to the astrological field.as we HIGHLY recommend, you can download their epic Venus retrograde workbook Where is your Heart?. (and if you’re a member here in the Dream Realm, you have a 30% off code waiting for you here.)I just gotta say how precious it is to be able to hop on the internet and just love on someone with someone else that I love—that’s just so f*****g cool and beautiful. so I’ll drop another reminder to go love on Pallas if you know them and if don’t but you’re an astro-enthusiast or interested in astro-magic, you’re welcome for the introduction!Solar return blessings x infinity to you, Pallas. 🌹🌹🌹 This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit arifelix.substack.com/subscribe
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SO YOU WANNA BE A CULT LEADER?
Apr 30, 202301:42:56Tap to summarizetitle is a joke from this reel soundCaptolia, HeadWitch of Witch and Famous, Wealth Priestess, and Brand Identity Alchemist joins me in the Dream Realm for a masterclass on money, branding, dreaming, and world-creating through innocence and rulership.touchpoints: what money is and how it works, unplugging from internalized capitalism, claiming radical enoughness, inheriting the throne in your life, getting lost in the sauce of distorted political ideologies, the dream of culture creation, Captolia shares about surviving cancellation, Ari says something “controversial”, evidence that your clearest desires are prophecies, honoring ancestors dreaming through you, embodying the Innocent and the Ruler archetypes together, how we handle projection, and how to show up shame-free.this FREE episode is SO incredibly packed with life-changing value— it truly is a masterclass on being yourself. the emotional availability, honesty, and bravery Captolia brought is my favorite way to make magic and engage with mystery.as a gesture of sacred reciprocity, please let us know how it impacts and resonates with you. if you’re not a member here (yet 😉) you can tag me (@thedreammami) and Captolia (@captolia.online) on IG with your resonance. 😌take Captolia’s brand archetype quiz & follow her on IG. work with the dream mami in May This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit arifelix.substack.com/subscribe
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