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In today’s episode of Living Richardson, I open up about the deeply personal and emotional toll the defamation lawsuit took on me, especially as someone living with Complex PTSD. I share how the loss of my daughter Kaydance shaped my fierce need to protect my living children, and how that trauma drove me into survival mode during the lawsuit. From losing contracts to being stalked and harassed by strangers, this episode goes beyond the lawsuit to explore the raw truth of how trauma influenced every decision I made. I also reflect on how moving has impacted my healing journey, acknowledging that while things are better, the hypervigilance of CPTSD remains a constant companion. Join me for an honest look at life after loss, and the ongoing battle to find peace.

Living Richardson - YouTube

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Welcome to The Silent Mother Project with Sam Richardson, a storytelling podcast about breaking the silence around trauma, loss, and the stories we’re taught to keep to ourselves.

Sam became a mom at 18, lost her first daughter to congenital heart disease, survived trauma she never asked for, and built a life rooted in healing, advocacy, and speaking out, loudly.

What started as one mother’s voice has grown into something bigger.

This is her diary in podcast form - honest, messy, funny, painful, and real. A space where we talk about grief that doesn’t fit in a caption, identity after trauma, the weight of holding everything together, the chaos of life online, and what it means to keep going when life keeps rewriting the story.

Rooted in motherhood, but not limited by it, this podcast creates space for anyone who has ever felt voiceless, invisible, or like they’re drowning while holding everyone else up.

You’re not alone in what you’ve been carrying.

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