B (24:51)
Yeah, I agree. Yeah. There are so many directions to go in with this. The thing that comes to mind most prevalent is nothing proves that you don't trust that God has a good role for you, like trying to play someone else's role. If you're going to play the God given role, you've been granted your destiny, the biggest ambition and aspiration that you have, whatever that may look like, you're only going to be able to enjoy that role to the extent that you trust God. So if you don't trust God and then he puts you in your destiny, it will crush you and you will crush people on the way down and it will be really, really harmful to everybody involved. And we've seen so many examples of that throughout human history. But if you are cast in a minor role, which I have been time and time again, and I will be again in the future, if you can develop the muscle, the spiritual muscle of trusting God in a Minor, invisible role. Then when the time might come for a visible role, a public role, you just fall back on that level of trust and you're able to actually enjoy it. And I have been granted in my short life with my dad and his ministry and the way he operates and then all the other people that I've met throughout the last several decades, there are individuals who are doing things at a very high level, extremely excellent, high scale and severe anointing of God, and yet they are enjoying themselves. Then there are individuals I've met and I'm not calling anyone out or thinking, I just know there's an amalgamation, an average of individuals who are doing actually quite little, if you think about it, but they are not having a good time and their families aren't having a good time and their kids are not having a good time. And you're like, wow, so you're, you're, you really are only able to enjoy your God given destiny to the extent that you trust him. And so when I think about people that have been heroes in my life, all of them are people who are enjoying themselves. And it's like, you know, when Jesus says they will know that you belong to me by the way, you love one another. So having a community of love where people are kind to one another and not just fake, but like genuinely loving each other, that is the best apologetics to the watching world that doesn't have that kind of love, you know, or that love in their mind is this transactional situation. And so as I think about the church, where it's been so far, I feel this immense, not pressure, but like I feel like I told a friend of ours this morning over coffee, like I feel spoiled with how much has been granted to me opportunity wise in the last 30 years with the parents I got to have, with being here at Victory, growing up here, with the opportunities I have here, I feel like I've been given every. Like there are. When they say you stand on the shoulders of giants, I'm like, I feel like there are some like dozens and dozens of shoulders that have run the relay behind me to blend the metaphors. And I feel this, not pressure, but this permission that's like you can, you know, when you run a relay, you are granted a portion that you're supposed to run. And the idea is to do it as quickly as possible or to steward your time as really as well as you can.