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This episode is a post-illness reflection on what happens when all our plans and aspirations get waylaid and we end up getting nowhere that we had planned to be. It includes:

How my end of year plans got upended
A metaphor of going NOWHERE on a forlorn highway
Why nowhere is exactly the right place to be (Now Here in fact)
How inspiration arises when the ego runs out of certainty
Why this matters during the holiday season

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