In the second half of my conversation with author and speaker Wende Gaikema, our discussion turns to some of the most difficult and deeply personal questions parents face after the suicide of a child. (If you haven't listened to the first half of our conversation yet, please click HERE to do that!)

Drawing from her own experience following the death of her 24-year-old son, Matt, Wende continues walking through the choices outlined in her book, From Heartache to Hope: Navigating the Choices in Your Suicide Loss Journey. With biblical truth, practical wisdom, and remarkable honesty, she addresses the questions that so many grieving parents quietly carry but are often afraid to ask.

Together, we discuss how to respond to shame, regret, and anger, how to navigate birthdays and holidays after loss, and why learning to "dance with a limp" can become a picture of healing. Throughout the conversation, Wende reminds us that grief changes us forever ... but it doesn't have to define us forever.

In this episode, you'll hear about:

What Scripture actually says about suicide and salvation
Why suicide is not the unpardonable sin
How to respond to feelings of shame, self-blame, and regret
Identifying and rejecting the voice of condemnation
The importance of self-compassion after child loss
Processing anger—including anger toward the child who died
Understanding the "emotional shrapnel" that suicide leaves behind
Navigating birthdays, holidays, heaven dates, and other difficult milestones
Why every family should find its own way to remember and honor their child
The meaning behind Wende's beautiful phrase, "Dancing with a Limp"
How practicing gratitude can gradually shift our perspective
Using your story to comfort others without allowing your grief to define you

One of the most encouraging themes in this episode is the reminder that God rarely gives us enough light to see the entire path ahead, but He faithfully provides enough light for the next step. As Wende shares, healing isn't about "getting over" the loss of your child. It's about learning to carry that loss with grace while continuing to live the life God still has for you.

Resources Mentioned

From Heartache to Hope: Navigating the Choices in Your Suicide Loss Journey by Wende Gaikema
Wende's website: https://coachwende.com

If you have lost a child to suicide, we pray this conversation reminds you that you are not alone. There is no shame in your story, no condemnation for those who are in Christ, and no grief so deep that God cannot meet you there. He is faithful to walk with you, one step at a time.

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