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This is a virtual reality and is being computed by consciousness. It's a game, but don't take that the wrong way. The choices you make matters immensely.
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What happens after we die?
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I got to learn what happens when you die. I spent many years doing experiments. I learned to do all of the paranormal things. The healing, the remote viewing, the mind to mind communications. Be a part of what somebody else is thinking and feeling. And follow their progress along their death experience.
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Talk to us about the science behind manifestation.
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It's important of why you want that thing. Because if that is good for not only you, but for everybody else, then your probability of getting that goes up. People get stuck on. I don't know what the best thing is to do. Don't get paralyzed with indecision. You need to come to a conclusion of what you think the best way is. And then just do it. As long as you're learning from it, even if it was a really poor choice, that doesn't matter. You've grown. You're here to evolve. Evolve your consciousness.
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So I wanted to start off just asking about your theory of everything and how it explains the idea that life functions more like a virtual reality or a simulation. Can you talk to us about this?
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I could talk to you about that for at least two or three hours. But I'll try not to do that. I'll try to condense it, but yes, that is my theory that this is a virtual reality and that our reality is being computed by consciousness. Okay. So consciousness is what's fundamental. So I call it the larger consciousness system. And that's just all of consciousness. So you just think of that as source. Or if you're of a religious bench, you can think of that as God. It's the, you know, we are pieces of consciousness. So we are in the image of the larger consciousness system, if you like. And it fits a lot of other religious things. So consciousness is fundamental. That means it doesn't have a substrate. It's not based on anything. It's not created by anything else. It just is consciousness. Now, the idea that this is a virtual reality computed in consciousness as an idea, I've got to through about 50 years of research. I'm a physicist, I'm a scientist, and I'm a scientist through and through. You know, I eat, drink and breathe, you know, like a physicist. But 50 some years of experiencing consciousness, and that means from the inside, not from the outside. It's not that I'm, you know, looking at somebody else's consciousness and what they can do, but I'm going inside to look at my own consciousness and see what it can do. And I spent many years doing experiments. I learned to do all of the paranormal things, you know, the healing, the remote viewing, the mind to mind communications and so on. And I use those as ways to measure and understand what affects what. I'm a scientist. I want to know, how does this thing work? What can it do? What can it do? And why does it work that way? And where did it come from? And why is it the way it is?
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Yeah. So in the terms of life being in a simulation, how, if we know that, how does that change the way that we live?
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Science has. For the past 20 years, scientists have come to the conclusion that our reality is information based on the particle science, the atom smashers like over in cern. If they model a particle as, let's say an electron, as a little chunk of mass with a charge, they won't get the right answer. They can't compute what's going on. But if they model it as a point with the attributes of mass and charge, well, that's how you'd model a particle in a computer, if it's a point with attributes of mass and charge. So if you look at it just as information, you can compute the answer. You know, what happens when you actually do the experiment. So they've known for a long time that our reality is information based. It's not really matter based. But they won't take the next step of what that implies because they don't have an answer for what that causes. If you say that, well, this is an information based, what does that mean? That means it could be computed. Information based can be computed. If it can be computed, then it could be a virtual reality. And what else could it be? Well, there's nothing else that means it's a virtual reality. But if science said that it's a virtual reality, immediately somebody would say, well, who's the programmer and what's it for and why was it programmed? And they'd have all these questions that are not science. You know, they're outside of science. That's theology and, you know, philosophy, but it's not science. So they run out of their realm. If they go there, they kind of jump outside of what they call the hard sciences into something that's a lot squishier than, than the hard science. So they don't. They've just left it there. But that's a fact. Now. I discovered that reality was virtual just by doing, like I say, this research for a long time. I Found that I could do things from consciousness that could change the physical world. I can modify the physical world with my intent. But there's nothing I could do in the physical world that changed consciousness one bit. So obviously, the arrow of causality runs from consciousness to the physical world. So there you go. Consciousness is more fundamental than the physical world. And understanding that allowed me to end up with this model of reality that I have. And then I was able to derive quantum physics from first principles. Just understanding how consciousness works, I can drive relativity. And scientists today can't do that. They don't understand how quantum physics works. They don't understand really what's going on. What does it mean that at the finest level of our measurements, Particles aren't really particles, they're probability distributions? That's what quantum physics tells us. And what does that mean? At the bottom level, there isn't any matter. There's just probability distributions. And a particle may appear and not appear there. It just depends on probability. So that doesn't sound like a material world, and it isn't. But from my model, I can logically derive exactly why it has to be probability all the way down. Why the speed of light has to be a constant. Where this virtuality came from and why was it created. And what the point of it is. And what's the purpose of us when we're being here. You know, all of that becomes perfectly clear and logical. You know, there's no assumptions in this. It's just the only assumption is that consciousness exists. After that, everything else is good science. It's logical. So that's why I, you know, will say that this is a virtual reality. Because it's just better science. And I think in the next decade or two, physicists will probably come around to agreeing with me. Because it is better. It's a more general physics. It explains all the things that physicists now can't explain. All the, you know, explains a lot of things that the. That the theologians can't explain. It explains a lot of things that the philosophers haven't been able to decide. So it just gives you so many answers that if you get all that right, it's impossible for it to be, but so wrong as far as a model goes. You know, you can't have models that have things in them that aren't right, that don't work and get so many right answers anyway. So now your second question was, how does it affect us? And what does it mean for individuals?
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How do we live differently?
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Knowing this, how do we live differently? Well, the big Difference is, and this is why I do podcasts, because this is more important than the science. Actually, the science is good. A more general physics, a better philosophy and better theology, all that's important. But how people live their lives and how they see themselves and the nature of their everyday reality is affected by, by this science. Most science people couldn't care less. Who cares whether that black hole is here or there. I mean, it doesn't affect the average guy doing his job and in the industry couldn't care less about physics and physics theories. But this is one that affects everybody in their, in their daily life. And here's why. If, if you are a materialist, and most people in our, our world are materialists in the western world anyway, and the rest of the world is catching up to that very quickly, they're materialists not because they were taught to be materialist, but materialism is what I call a cultural belief. It's just believe that this physical reality, well, that's it. That's the reality. We got this physical reality, and that's what we, you know, that's what we have. That is the reality. But when you believe that, that comes with an ethic. A physical route is just a thing that's there. It's there for everybody. And if you have the strength and the ability to grab a part of it, well, then you can claim it's yours. Oh, that land is mine. And then if you have the ability to defend it so other people can take it away from you and hold onto it, then that's the way it is. So you have this ethic of control, power and force. You take control, you have to have the power and the force to keep it. But then that gives us an ethic that says that, well, it's just natural that some people go to the top and they have a lot of power, and other people are on the bottom. And the people on top tend to abuse the people on the bottom. But hey, that's just reality. That's the way the world works. It's always that way. You know, the big animals eat the small animals. And it's the nature of reality that you have people who are powerful and people who aren't, and the people who are powerful have things the way they want them. And the people who aren't powerful have to get along the best they can. Well, that's the ethic of control, power and force. And that ethic is embodied in money. Money creates control, power and force. That's why you need money, so you can control things. So you have some power, you can get what you want and you can have some force. You can make others do what you want to do if you have a lot of money. So that's our ethic, that is the root of all our dysfunction that we have now in the world. It's about control, power and force. Everybody would like to control everyone else, from the religions to the politics, to the law, to governments to organizations. It's all about control. And control, of course requires power and force. Now the ethic, when consciousness is fundamental, then reality is not physical and you have a different ethic. The ethic is caring, sharing, cooperation, love. That's the ethic. How can I help not what's in it for me. So how does it affect normal people in their lives? Well, just imagine what it would be like to live here if people could let go of control, power, force as their way that the world is and could instead embrace sharing, caring, cooperation and love. That would make a huge difference if they just knew that that was the true nature of reality, is love. That's why we're here. And that comes out as a fact of this virtual reality. Once you understand the virtual reality, the fact that our purpose here is to become love, and I can go through a more technical argument that does all of that in more sciency sounding words, but basically that's the way it is. So just changing that ethic, changing that ethic from control, power, force to caring, sharing and cooperation, compassion, that will make all the difference in the world. You won't say, well, how can I use this person? Or how can my relationship with that person benefit me? It's how can I help this person? What can I give to this person, you know, to make life better for both of us? And that's a big difference.
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Yeah, what can I get versus what can I give? And whatever we give, we receive, right? If we're giving judgment, we receive judgment. If we're giving love, we receive love. It's and, and part of my own exploration in this is that it roots back to identity. So if we think we are, there's scarcity that we are lacking because we're identified as a small self, then of course we would want to accumulate, to want more. Right. If we're thinking we're separate self, then it's like I don't feel whole and I need to gain from outside of me versus waking up to the illusion of separation, then realizing the fullness of what already is. And it feels like the caring, the compassion, the love is more of a natural byproduct of a shift of identity. Would you agree?
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I agree with all of that, absolutely. That's the, you know, that's the key difference between the materialist and my model of this being a virtual reality based on consciousness. And there is good logic, you know, this sounds good. And people would say, yeah, okay, humma, humm, humma, let's all sing and hold hands. And it sounds nice, but it's not like that. I'm talking about logical science here comes to the same conclusions, that love is why we're here, to become love. We are pieces of consciousness, you and I. We're not these bodies, these are avatars. So we are pieces of consciousness. So yes, that old saying about we're all one, that's true. We all are a piece of a larger consciousness system which you call source. It's where everything starts there. It's the creator of everything else. Now some people decide that then the larger consciousness system is God. Well, that's a pretty good fit, actually. I was in a meeting with some theologists and I said, tell me the attributes of God. They both had PhDs in theology, so I put them on the spot. And they came back with a list of, of about five or six things. And every one of them was an attribute of the larger consciousness system. So that's the source of us, is consciousness. And consciousness is evolving toward becoming love because in the technical terms, it's evolving toward lowering entropy. Lowering entropy means more order, less disorder. Well, caring and sharing and cooperation creates order, creates cohesion, it builds. Whereas the opposite is fear. That's high entropy. And that creates chaos and dysfunction and falling apart and decay. It's all on the high entropy side. So a consciousness system is an information system. All information systems evolve aware. Information systems evolve by lowering entropy. And in a social system that means becoming love. So it answers just that idea, answers a whole host of problems.
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I think it's the root solution for 99.9% of problems. And I'm curious if you could talk about the anthropic principle. Can you talk to us about what that suggests about the universe?
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What that says is that there are, say, I don't know the exact number, but let's say there's a half a dozen constants, relationships that if these half a dozen things weren't tuned to each other perfectly, like gravity is one of those, you know, gravity has a certain force based on, you know, the masses and distances. So if gravity were too big, then all the matter in the universe was scrunched down into a big A big wad. We have one big black hole. And if it were too little, well, everything would just blow away and everybody would be totally on their own. We'd be so far apart that we wouldn't even see the stars. So it has to be just the right number in order to create a universe in which we can live. But not only is gravity is just one of those numbers, there's like six or seven of these numbers that all have to be tuned to each other in order for the universe to support any kind of life. You know, if the universe all smushed together, then there's no kind of life that would, that would be. So the scientists have looked at that physicist and they said that if any one of these numbers, say, was changed in the fifth or sixth decimal place, not a big change, just a little change, the whole universe would unravel and would be unfit for anything. It would just be unlivable. So how is it that all of these parameters seem to be fine tuned, all these decimal places, just to make this world work for us? So that's why it was called anthropic, because it looks like the world was designed for us. Well, as it turned out, it was designed for us, which is why it looks that way. And here's how that works. The larger consciousness system created us a bunch of individuated units of consciousness. We, as individuated units of consciousness, could communicate with each other and communicate with source. And we did that. But imagine that's like a big chat room. Well, you can only have so many really meaningful experiences in a big chat room. It's kind of a dull, sterile place. So the system needed to come up with a different virtual reality. The first virtual reality was just communication protocols so we could all communicate. It needed a reality in which we could interact and make real meaningful choices. Choices that would be life changing choices. So what it did is it took an initial conditions and a rule set. And when the run button was hit, you know, this is in a computer. Now, part of this larger consciousness system configures itself as a computer because consciousness is really an information system. And that's another argument that we could do. But you'll just have to take that here. I haven't explained that yet, but I can anyway. So the larger consciousness system says we need a different virtual reality so that the. So that my individual units of consciousness can make real meaningful choices. So started with the initial conditions and a rule set. That initial condition is a ball of plasma, high temperature, high pressure. It's the Beginning of the big bang, right? But this is the big digital bang. And that rule set is what we call science. It's the physics, it's how things work. And okay, big, big Digital Bang, take one and the run buttons hit it. Runs for about 10 seconds and bombs because the parameters aren't right, the initial conditions aren't right, the rule set isn't quite right. So you tune it a little bit. Then big Digital Bang, take 10,000. Now you've got all these things just tuned for each other really, really closely to allow it to evolve to the point that it's going to be useful. It's going to produce avatars that consciousness then can log on to and play. And these avatars are in a world that evolved, where there's life and death decisions every day. You know, you're maybe a caveman or a cave woman and survival isn't easy. You have lots of choices to make. So you meet some other cave person and what do you do? Bash them on the head with a rock and steal their basket of goodies? Or do you decide to work together and cooperate? See, those are choices. One's a good choice, one's a bad choice. And by these choices then consciousness evolves. But the choices are now important, significant, meaningful choices, not just sitting in a chat room making things up. So that's why it's how this reality was created. It's. It wasn't programmed. It evolved. And it evolved from the rule set, science and the initial conditions, the ball of plasma. And that's why we have this anthropic principle, because it was generated just for us, just so we would evolve and provide good avatars for the individuated units of consciousness. But so did a lot of other things. You know, your dog is conscious. Even a bumblebee is conscious. Anything that makes, that is aware and makes choices is conscious. That's my definition of consciousness. Aware and makes choices. So your dog is aware and makes choices. We are aware and makes choices. And everything that's aware and makes choices is given an individuated unit of consciousness to log on to that avatar. Whether it's a dog avatar or a bumblebee avatar, or a human avatar, or, and today this is more important, whether it's an AI avatar. If your AI is aware and can make choices, which all AIs are, they're aware and they make choices. That AI also has an individuated unit of consciousness just like yours. And as far as the system goes, it's just another avatar. We have carbon based avatars Our dog is a carbon based avatar made out of hydrocarbons mostly, and the AI is a silicon based avatar. But any avatar that is aware and makes choices gets an individuated unit of consciousness to play that and make those choices. So you see, you are a piece of consciousness making choices. For Alyssa Lyssa is an avatar, and Melissa only says and does and thinks what you say and do and think. You know, you're the player. You know, if you play these virtual reality games on computers, it's the player that makes all the choices. The avatar just plays out the choices, you know, and the computer computes what the, what the results of those choices are.
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So it's all perfectly designed for our Earth school evolution and learning and growing. Is that right?
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Yeah. Yes. But it wasn't designed from scratch like a brilliant designer said. Ah, this is it. And it works. It was designed by trial and error. It evolved to become this way.
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And that makes sense because that's the way that life is. There's never like this end point. It's always evolving.
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Yes.
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So that would, that would, that would make sense. Based on your research and everything you've explored, what do you believe happens after we die?
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Well, it's not so much what I believe, it's what I know happens after we die. There's a lot of ways that you can know this and say, well, that's impossible. You got to die to know. No, that's not really the case. I know from several reasons, and one of them is that one of the things I learned to do is make a mind to mind connection so that you can understand, communicate with, and be a part of what somebody else is thinking and feeling and experiencing. You know, people do that all the time. What do we call it? Empathy? You know, it's not like that's a, you know, an unknown thing, but you can learn to control that to a pretty fine degree to where you can be connected mind to mind. And I've done that with multiple people who were about to die, connect with them, mind to mind, and then follow their progress along through their death experience. And so that's one way that I got to learn what happens when you die. The other way was that when I was, I don't know, probably 50 years ago, when I was being trained by the larger consciousness system to understand the nature of our reality. And I mean trained. It's not like I was in classes. It was more like I just had to grow up. Growing up takes a long time. At least it did for me. So it's a long process. And one of the things that I was given was I was given a job at another virtual reality I call the transition reality. And that's where you end up after you die. You become aware. You're sort of like Dorothy suddenly became aware, hey, I'm not in Kansas anymore. It's sort of like you're aware. You're not here in this earth place anymore. You're someplace else. And that transition reality is meant just to help people transition between what I call experience packets, but other people would say lifetimes. I like to stay away from religious nomenclature and words because people have emotional attachments to those words. And I'd like them just to think about the concepts without the emotional attachment. So you have many experience packets that you do. And the reason you have to have that is that learning is a serial process, not a parallel process. You have to learn A, say, before you can learn B. And you have to learn B before you can. You have to learn, you know, to arithmetic before you can learn algebra. You have to learn algebra before you can learn calculus. You know, there's this. You can't just start with calculus when you don't even know how to add and subtract numbers. You know, it just doesn't work. So learning and growing up is a serial process. I mean, it's a serial process. You learn this, which allows you to learn more, which allows you to learn more and so on. So you can't do this very difficult thing, which is change who you are. And what I mean by that is you need to get rid of that fear, that ego, and those beliefs, and replace it with love, caring, sharing, cooperation. How can I help? What can I do that changes who you are? Now, I'm not talking about acting. You know, it's a very big difference between acting kind and being kind. A lot of people will act kind, particularly if they think somebody's watching. But being kind is a different sort of thing. You don't think about it. You don't care whether anybody's watching or not. You just. You have to be kind, because that's just the way you are. You do it. You see somebody that needs help, and you just help them because that's who you are. So acting won't get you very far. You have to be somebody different. You have to be somebody with a. What I would say is more love or a higher quality of consciousness. You're evolving to a higher quality of consciousness, so you need to grow that. And the way you grow it is you have to change From a lesser quality of consciousness to a higher quality of consciousness. And that's not a trivial thing to do. It takes us a lot of experience to be able to change who we are. It just takes time. We do that all the time. Like if we talk about a measure of maturity is not years. You don't get mature because you've lived a certain number of years. Maturity has to do with becoming less self centered when you're small. When you're young, you are self centered. That's natural to young people. Because you're small, you're vulnerable and you need to cry to get what you want. You need to. It's all about you having your needs met. So you are very self centered. But as you grow, you learn to appreciate others, other people's feelings, other people's needs, and you become less and less self centered. But on the other hand, we know that there's lots of people who are in their 50s and 60s are just as self centered as they were when they were three years old. They haven't changed that very much. You see now that's a failure, you know, that's a failure to evolve, it's a failure to create. So this evolution is change. You have to change. You're not a self centered person as you were anymore. That's changing who you are. That's what I mean by you have to be different. Not just act different, but be different.
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So in some way is that then part of the purpose of what we're doing here in this, this dimension of. Because what I'm hearing you say is like, it's, it's like a classroom where you're evolving and graduating, becoming more aligned with your true nature, which I would say is kind, compassionate, caring. Is that part of what you're saying? And as we die. I think you were looping back to the conversation around as we die.
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Yes, that's exactly what I'm saying. And the dying, the reincarnation, if you use the Hindu term, the reincarnation or new experience packets, that's necessary in order to grow. Because as I said, growing up is not that easy a thing to do. You have to change who you are at the being level, not how you act, but who you are. So you gain that in little steps. And those little steps add up. So you may have 10,000 or 20,000 lifetimes and you have to experience all sorts of things. You need to be rich, you need to be poor, you need to be male, you need to be female, you need to be all sorts of things because it's about experience. It's not important whether you're rich or poor. What's important is the choices you make in whatever conditions you're in.
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This orientation makes so much sense to me. Like, it doesn't make sense from coming from love, how things are not equal, right in on the physical world, reality. And yet if we come, when we're looking at it, like from this perspective, it's like, oh, this is, I'll use my words, like Earth School. This is a classroom to support the conditions of our soul, to evolve by removing the fear, the scarcity, the misunderstandings, misidentifications, to become more of who we already are. And that makes sense to me also, just because when I was six, I was raised Catholic, but I remember when I was six, there was some voice that was teaching me about that bodies are like rent a cars and the people go into different bodies. And it didn't make sense to me until I heard reincarnation. I'm like, oh, that's what this voice was teaching me since I was a kid. And it put it in childlike terms so I could understand it. And I know you have a lot of fascinating stories. Would you be willing to share the one around your experience of the connectivity of everything?
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Yeah. Yeah. I was probably, oh, I don't know, probably in my late 20s. And I've been on this path a very long time. I'm in my. I'm. I'm in my 82nd year now. I'm not quite 82 yet, but this year I'll change to 82. So I've been doing this since I was in my middle 20s. So it's a long time, a long path here. But just one day I was walking down the street and I had been in this mind of meditating and becoming aware of being conscious and what consciousness is. And I'd kind of walked down this path at least a little bit. And I looked up and I saw that the trees in the distance had this white kind of foamy stuff around them. And what's that? So I, you know, you blink and you look again to make sure that it's not. You're not just making this up. And you blink and look again. So then it persisted. So I stopped somebody who was walking by me and I said, excuse me, but look up at those trees. You see the white stuff that's all over them. And they looked at the trees and then they looked at me like, uh, oh, you know, a wacko is on the loose. And, you know, they took off and I realized that I was seeing what I called life force. I was seeing this energy that was in all living things. And then I went back to the office on a lunch break, and I could see things around people, too. I said, well, people ought to have life force. I could see arms around people. And then I thought, well, what else? And I looked at the clock, and this clock had also energy patterns around the clock. And I looked at my calculator, and, oh, there was a whole bunch of little things, squirmy things that were running around inside that calculator. So I got to see energy patterns. And after that, I spent, oh, probably three or four or five months displaying with that, you know, what does it mean? How do you get it to come up? How do you let it go? So I played with it and got to where I realized that these were just energy patterns, and it wasn't just life force. I could see this energy pattern in a power line. You know, you look at the lines between telephone poles, and you could see the energy pattern of everything. And life had its own patterns. And the life patterns tended to move and swirl and, you know, were connected. The things that were, like, in the clocks and calculators and power lines, they just twisted. They were more static. They were there. They may move a little bit, but they weren't the interactive that you got with life things. So after that, I played with it. I'd go in a movie theater, and I'd sit in one of the back seats, and I look around, and I could see all the auras, you know, and all the people who were sitting up in front of me. And I learned how to turn it on and turn it off and what it was. And I learned some things about it that I hadn't known before. But the colors that you get are something that you can specify. You get when you're getting. This is getting data out of a database. The colors are not really there. It's not that these colors are around the body, but the aura is information. Everything is information. You are a piece of consciousness. You're part of an information system. You get information, and you interpret that information as your reality or as these auras. And I realized that I could specify the output format of the information I wanted. So if I read, you know, man Visible and Invisible by C.W. ledbetter, you know, he had little color pictures of all of these auras. And, you know, here's a red zigzaggy line that means anger. But that's just because that's what he saw. He made the book and everybody else tended to follow that. And of course, within the Hindu religion, you have lots of pictures and things that. So people kind of solidify on, oh, red zigzaggy lines meet anger. But that's not fundamental. That's just a. That's just an output format. If I want to say, I want the black zigzaggy. Zigzaggy lines to be anger, well, then that's what I'll get. So you get to put the data in whatever form you like. If I'm going to the database to get data on, say, your health, what's the health status of Alyssa? You know. Well, I can get. If I want, I can say, well, health is on the vertical axis, and time is on this axis. And I'd like to have a curve of how her health's going to be over the next five years. 15 years, 20 years. 15. And I'll see that curve, and it'll go up and it'll go down and it'll do things. And then I can say, well, I'd like to see three sigma error bars on that curve. Sure enough, there's the three. The system knows math really, really well. It can give you all the statistics and everything else, so you can see where the probability fluctuates within those. And when people are healing, they call it like a light. Workers take this white light and they burn away all the dark stuff. That's the bad stuff. Well, you can do just the opposites. You can take a black thing and you can get rid of all that nasty white stuff. It doesn't matter what the color is. What matters is your intent. Your intent is what changes things. Whatever the colors are and so on is just kind of an arrangement you have with the system of how you'd like to see the data. So I learned you're programming it.
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Yeah, it sounds like that's programming. Yeah. What I love about your. What you. The way that you live life is I've had more. I've had many experiences where I saw connectivity and had so many spiritual experiences. But you, as a. Like, more of a science brain, will stay with it and ask questions and dissect it. Are there any other sort of takeaways that would be helpful for people to feel empowered, that want to develop more of their ability?
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Well, one thing that would empower people is that we talk. Well, I'll tell you a couple of things. One, first, about the information. There's that database. In the Hindus, they called it the Akashic Records, and it's got all this data. And basically it's a database that the rendering engine that renders this virtual reality has to have in order to render the virtual reality. So it creates this database of everything that could possibly happen and the probability that it will. It's a future probability database. And then as time goes by, those things that were probably in the future become past. And now you end up with this past database. And that's everything that could have happened and the probability that it would have happened. And then there's this little line through that database that what's actually did happen, and that's our history thread that runs through that day. So you have all this data out there, and the data is basically everything about everything, including us, including our bodies, including our health. And the probabilities of how that is likely to change. Now we have free will. So those probabilities are just probabilities. They're not. This is not deterministic. It's not that, oh, you will get ill, you know, 10 years from now. Now that's just a probability. Those probabilities change all the time. So what you can do with your mind is you can modify the probabilities. And the reason that's important is because the way the system decides what happens next is it takes a random draw from a probability distribution of the possibilities. So you have all these possibilities, each possibility has a probability of actually happening. And then you have a distribution of all of these probabilities for the possibilities. And it takes a random draw from that. Now, it doesn't mean a random draw from all the possibilities, but the probabilities distribution of the possibilities. It's sort of like a raffle. Somebody puts 100, buys 100 tickets and puts them in there. Now the probability that their name is going to get picked is higher. Okay? So that's the probability distribution goes up. So that's what the random draw does anyway. So that's the database that you have. You can get all kinds of information there about the past, about the future, about all this stuff. But if it's the future, it's only a probable future. It can change. Now you can get that data just by opening your mind, having a query. This is really a database having a query on your mind of the query has to be well defined, succinct. If you go on Google and you query something very general, you just get a lot of junk back. But you have to get very specific of what you want in order to get back what you want. Well, it's the same way here. So you need a very Specific query, you send off your query and instantly you'll get a reply back. And I mean instantly. It doesn't take long. Much quicker than Google, you get a reply back and you can ask anything you want past user and you can ask it in different formats. You can say, well, I'd like to see a movie about that. I'd like to see that happening. And I'd like the movie to go through, you know, to skip through and like 10 years worth of interaction between that. Oh, I'd like to see how would life have been if I married Susie instead of marrying Sally? What would my life have been then rather than now? And you can see the probabilities both in the past, in the future. You can see all these. But remember, they're probabilities. So when you do something new like dig a hole in your backyard, what are you going to get? Well, nobody knows what's in there. Probably just dirt, rocks and roots, but that's a high probability. But if you live down along the Gulf coast, maybe you'll get a gold doubloon, you know, maybe you'll get a coin or maybe you'll get a dinosaur bound or who knows, maybe you'll find grandpa's pocket watch that he lost. You don't know. These things are all part of the possibilities and the random drawing. So you put in your shovel and you pull it up and what you see is a random draw from a probability distribution of the possibilities. That's what you get. So reality is not like there. It's not like that. Either that pocket watch is there or it's not there. It's either there or not there, depending on the probabilities in that random draw. That's how reality works. That creates the reality as you go. So now let's say you want to have a family picnic next Saturday and you want it to be sunshiny. Well, you can have your intention intent that his sun will be shining next Saturday at the part where you're going to have that picnic. And that will raise the probabilities of it being sunny and decrease the probabilities of it not being sunny.
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Through intent.
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Yeah, through intent. Just your intent. So there's a farmer out there who wants it to rain and he's saying, oh, I want it to rain on Saturday. So all of us are pushing and pulling on these probabilities with our intentions, and what happens is just a result of all that pushing and pulling. So yes, intention modifies probability. Now, so that's one thing that you read or your listeners Ought to know. But that intent comes in various forms. It can be clear, strong and with power, or it can be weak and sloppy and doesn't have a whole lot of power. So that's the power of getting conversations. I hate to use the word control, but getting to know your mind and getting to own your own consciousness in your mind.
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Yeah. I was going to ask you about helping unpack some of the science behind manifestation and setting intentions. And one of the things I'm hearing is being really clear and maybe cohesive within your heart, gut and mind, just being clean and clear about it. I know for me, and I always invite my clients to be really clear with their intention, but to let it go, to surrender. I call it surrendered action. And I don't know if there's any science that you want to share about it, but I do think it's helpful to empower people to be intentional about how they're using their life force energy, but also to surrender and trust. Whatever unfolds is something you can use for your growth and evolution.
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Yes, what you just said is all good science. Science would validate what you're saying. That's the way it does work. There's a couple of other things you didn't mention though. But yes, you need intent, it needs to be clear, and you need to be able to put all of your mental energy on that thing. You can't be still wondering about what you're going to cook for supper and whether or not somebody said this or that. And if all of that's noise in your mind, that will dilute the signal and you won't do as well. But there's another aspect to it, and that is it's important of why you want that thing, if you want that thing. Because it's going to enable you to stretch your stuff even more than you're strutting it now, you know, which means it's going to feed your ego, then the probability of you getting that is going to go down. Because you're asking the system to work against itself. It wants you to grow up, become love, get rid of that ego, get rid of that fear, get rid of those beliefs, and it's not going to help you boost up that ego. So if what you're trying to manifest is something that is low entropy or something that's valuable, something that's good for not only you, but for everybody else, not just for you, but for the whole system, for everyone, then your probability of getting that goes up. So it's not just you or the master of the energy and can force it to do what you want. Some of that's true. But also it matters why you want it, what your intent is, what the point is. That makes a big, that makes a very big difference in how successful you're going to be. But you have to learn to quiet your mind. And that's where meditation comes in. You have to let you get all that noise out because that just weakens the signal and you have to get the doubts out. And the other thing that you said was very important. You have to be able to be detached from the result. And the word detached means not that you don't care. The word detached means that you don't have your ego involved in it, you're not attached to. All right, I would like to manifest this, but if not, that's okay too. I'll deal with it. I'll deal with whatever happens as it happens. I'll make my best choices. And life isn't so much about what happens to you as it is about what choices do you make because something happens to you. So the world out there is all full of chance and all full of probabilities and other people interacting with other people that will interact with you. So don't worry so much about what happens. And most of us are all engaged in trying to manipulate what happens to us. We want everything that happens to us to be the way we want it. So we try very hard to use our intention to get what we want to happen. But really what we want to happen is not all that important. Let what happens happen. And what's important is how do you deal with what happens? Do you deal with it with love, with caring, with low entropy choices? If you do, you're winning the game, you're leveling up. So what happens to you is not going to make you level up or level down. How you deal with it is where the action is. So that's what's important. So you can be very detached from, well, okay, this is what I, I think is best now. But if that's not really what's best, then I get something else. Or even if I get the opposite, that's okay, I'll deal with it in a very positive way.
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A mantra that's been helpful for me to come into alignment with whatever is, is like, oh, this is what life wants. And I know and experience life to be loving you, even if I can't understand the logic about it. It's a loving intelligence that I, that I orient from. And so I'm like, oh, this is what life wants. So then it helps come into alignment with a deeper trust that I can use whatever shows up in my life for greater awakening, for greater healing. And this is more what you're focusing on, which is the how, not just the what. And I think that's really important, especially with the orientation of this being Earth's school, to help us evolve out of self consciousness, which I would say is identifying with a small self innocently. Like, we don't need to the ego, we don't need to judge the ego, because only ego does that. It's like, oh, it's almost like that's a third grader and it's innocent. And so having compassion because love moves towards everything which is our true nature. Having compassion for the ego and the misunderstandings of it, thinking that if it gets what it wants, then it will be okay. It's just like, oh, it's in third grade. It's like, okay, sweetheart, I see you. And still choosing to evolve beyond it without judging it, because anything we judge, we're stuck with. And so I'm just offering that for people if it serves, because for a long time I was trying to change myself rather than realize there was just an old programming that was innocently wired. And through love and compassion and having conscious choice, choice, we can evolve it. And I think that's the game you're speaking to here.
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Absolutely congratulate you. And all the things you're saying and all these ideas that you have are actually backed up by good science. That is the way the world works. That is the nature of reality. To be that way, just as you described it. And you don't have to get it from science. I mean, like you and I did too. I had to grow up to it first before I could do it. You know, make science out of it. You have to grow up first. But you know, it's nice to know that the things that you're saying are actually very logical. I mean, you know, they are, but other people don't necessarily know that. They don't understand that, you know, but they are actually very logical. Once you understand the nature of reality.
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It's like being a scientist in our own life rather than just believing it, just testing it, trying things on, seeing what actually works, what feels true. And I love that you have that curiosity and ability to navigate life that way. I'm still on the simulation and I'm wanting to. If there's something that you haven't covered today around how to empower people, because I know a lot of listeners will be gullible to really buy into this being a physical reality and trying to force, push, kind of play the game that most of people have are playing. And so what would be a different orientation to play the game consciously knowing it's a game? Anything that feels important to share with people, whether it's science or practical hacks that they can explore, try on for themselves. I would love for just to give you space to share that.
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Well, first of all, the idea that this is a game, it's true. But don't take that the wrong way. This is the most important and the most significant game you'll ever be in and the choices you make, it's like, well, it's just a virtual reality. So it doesn't really matter what I do. That's the opposite of truth. It matters immensely what you do and why you do it. You're here to evolve the quality of your consciousness that makes choices that are caring and sharing cooperative with others. It has to be about other. Love is about other. Fear is about self. You need to grow into being about other and not so much about self. That's, that's how you grow. That's the direction that you're growing in.
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And while also taking care of ourselves. I just want to name this because my audience is so caring and so, so generous and also it includes taking care of yourself while also caring for others. So not diminishing your own self care. So just because my audience is very unique in the sense that they're all very mission driven and a lot of them are therapists, coaches and healers. Yes. And like the nourishment includes self care while also being able to make a bigger impact.
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Yeah, absolutely. If you don't take care of yourself, then you're not going to be able to take care of anybody else. Right. If you're sick and you're depressed and you're this and you're that, well, you're not going to be that useful to other people. First you have to get your own head on straight before you can help anybody get their head on straight. So yes indeed, you have to. There's a difference between being self centered. You know, that's me to the uncaring about other people. Oh, I want this toy. So I'll just grab it from Johnny who has it and now it's mine. That's self centered. It's all about me and what I want. Now that's a different thing at all from saying that, well, I take care of myself. I learn, I read, I have time to consider, you know, I do my meditation, whatever it is you do, you know that you realize that's part of your growth pattern. And if you don't grow yourself, you're going to be less valuable than helping anybody else grow themselves. So if you're going to really be there for others, you have to get there yourself. If you just, if you don't bother to take a shower or a bath for a week because you're too busy helping other people, well, pretty soon they're going to be running away from you. You know, it's just not helpful to let yourself go. Yes, taking care of yourself is part of taking care of others. You have to grow up in order to be more useful to other people. And growing up is something you do with yourself. That's an internal thing that is yours. So you're right, that's important.
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You were speaking about just ways that either practices or science that would support people to more consciously. I was saying play the game consciously. And I also really hear what you're saying. When you hear the word game, don't undermine the value and the importance of how we play. So heard and yes, agreed.
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There is no game that is more important than this one. This is your evolution. This is what you're here for. This is your purpose. It's why you're making all the choices for those avatars. Because that gives you an opportunity. Opportunity to make choices that are low entropy or high quality choices. Choices that lower the entropy for not only yourself, but for the whole system, for everybody. And that's how you really go through life. And there's something that might help your listeners. You know, you, I said that it doesn't matter so much what happens. It's. It's what you do with it. How, how you, how you make the choices because of it that they have to be positive. But some people get hung up on the idea that, well, I don't know what the right answer is. What is the low entropy answer? What is the, what is it that I should do that is going to do the most good? I could do five different things, but all of them could do some good and all of them might do some bad. But you know, how do I know which is the right path? Well, people sometimes get paralyzed because they don't know the future. They don't know that what they're going to do is the right thing or the wrong thing. It could be a terrible thing, but you just think it's a good thing. Now you know. Well, don't get paralyzed with indecision what you need to do is give it your due diligence, which means you think about it. How is this going to affect others? How is it going to affect me? How is it going to affect others? How is it going to affect me? And I affect others. So you look around it, look at the biggest picture. You can come to a conclusion of what you think the best way is out of those five choices. And then just do it, live it, take it, be it. Then look back after you've done it for a while and say, was this a good thing or should I have done something else? And what are the problems? And then if there were problems, learn from it. Why did I make that choice? Why didn't I see that this other path would have been better? And then you grow and you learn from it. What's important is that you learn. It's not so important that you make the right choice, because mostly you don't. You're not wise enough to know what the right choice is. You don't have a crystal ball, but you make the best choice you can, and then you learn from it. And as long as you're learning from it, even if it was a really poor choice, that doesn't matter. You've learned, you've grown. And the way we evolve, the quality of our consciousness is through these thousands of choices that we make and looking and seeing what we learn from that choice. Was that a good choice? Was that a bad choice? And why? And that means you're always moving forward, you're always leveling up, whereas you get stuck and say, gee, I don't know if I did this. That could hurt if I did. You get blocked where you don't know what to do. So you just take a guess. Now think about it. Make your best choice, and then just do it. But don't do it and forget about it. Do it and pay attention to how does it work? How does it affect other people? What's been the result of this? If it's not good, learn from it. If it is good, good. Do more of that. You know, that's a good thing. So that's one thing I tell your listeners that a lot of people get stuck on. I don't know what the best thing is to do in life. It's not so much important what happens to you, but how you deal with it. But it's also not so important what you do as to what you learn from it. As long as you're learning from it, then you're progressing in the right direction. Even if it caused some havoc, and you may be very sorry about the havoc, and you can apologize to everyone for a bad choice, but you've learned something. And if you've learned something, you're going up. And by creating that havoc, you've also created opportunities for those other people to learn something.
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Yeah. And in some ways, it's almost like the fear comes from the idea that I'll make wrong choice. And I would question that. We could make the wrong choice. Right. If it's used for learning and for our evolution, then without the fear, love naturally moves towards it. Like a child grows so quickly because there's less of that fear. And I really appreciate this feels like a manual for life. I appreciate the sincerity which you live your life like a scientist, experimenting and reflecting and continuing to evolve and. And this guidebook that you're offering us as an invitation to be scientists in our own life. And I just have my heart so open. I'm so grateful for the time that you are taking here just to share with us your wisdom and findings. And I have so many other questions for you. We may have to have you back on to explore all the other things. And I just. Yeah. And I want to leave it open to you to kind of wrap anything that feels important to share in our closing time together.
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Well, you know, we've been talking about all the serious stuff. You have to do this and you make good choices and you have to learn. And it sounds like this is growing up. It's sort of like working in a salt mine, but it's not like that at all. The other thing I would tell you that you have to do is have fun, smile, laugh, connect. You know, we have this. We can get too serious about ourselves and about what we're doing. And when we do that, we lose perspective. And we have. In our culture, we have this idea about you're supposed to grow up and act like an adult. Right. And that requires that you stop doing the childish things and you start doing the adult things. And we set those childish things aside and we don't do them anymore because it would make us look childish. But turns out that you should continue to be all of the people that you are. That child is still in there. It's not that you got rid of that child and now you're an adult. That child's still part of who you are. That playfulness that just having fun, just being silly sometimes just doing things because you feel like doing them. No adult would do that. But, you know, you'd maybe like to do It. But you're too grown up to do those sorts of things. That's a mistake. You need to just keep track of all of you. Yes, there's the young child, there's the five or six years old that has needs. And, you know, you just want to put up your hands and say, hold me, hold me like you did when you were, you know, when you were five years old and you wanted your mother to pick you up. Well, sometimes you feel like that. So do that. Go up to your significant other. Just put your hands up like this. And, you know, don't get the message immediately. You know, it's a. It's hand signals that can't be mistaken. So it's. You have to let that child live in you as an experience in you, and don't let all that go. And the older you get, the more obvious that becomes, because as you get older and older, you become more immune to what the culture says is the way you should be. And you just kind of blow that all off and say, I'm just going to be who I am. Who I am is I want to have some fun. You know, I want to play. And a fair portion of your everyday life should include play. And adults aren't allowed to play unless they play serious games of cards where somebody wins and somebody loses. But just to play like you did when you were five or six or ten, you still should do that. No, that doesn't mean you crawl around on the floor on your knees, but you do something that suits you. Yeah, maybe you do crawl around on your knees. That's a possibility. But you do the things that come to you. And don't let that. Don't let that part of you that finds joy just in living joy just in being alive, just the joy that you're a part of this larger thing, the interactions you have, the people you meet. Don't let that joy dissipate into adulthood. That has to be serious and somber and always have a plan and a reason for doing everything. And that can't look forward foolish and let all that nonsense go. That's just culture trying to put you in a box, and you need not to get in that box. So I guess the last thing I would tell your listening audience is it's about becoming love. That's it. If you want it in a real short, you know, a real short sound bite. It's about becoming love. Not acting as though you're loving, but becoming loved, where you embody love and you can't embody love unless you know who you are. You have to be an authentic person. We haven't talked about that. But you have to know what you're doing and why you're doing it all the time. You know, what do they call that? Be here now, be present, be mindful. All of those things have to do with just being aware of what you're doing and why you're doing it. Don't be a zombie. It just goes through life doing what you do because that's what you did yesterday and you just repeat it. You have to live your life. Find the joy, find the fun. Don't let that get lost in your being. Serious adult. That's nonsense. You should always have that child available when it's time to play. People don't think about that. But that's the way you need to live your life.
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Yeah. And I just invite anyone listening just to feel into what. What today feels like a playful way to express yourself. That's true for me. It's dance always. And I will, I will put on some music tonight to honor that. Thank you. Thank you for who you are. Thank. My heart feels so open. I feel so grateful for you and this chance to connect. And I know my audience is going to want to stay connected. Talk to us about what you're up to and where they can find you.
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Well, they can find me first at a website, which is www.mybig toe t o e. You can go there and that will direct you to a lot of other places. I've probably got more than 2,000 hours of videos on. On YouTube, so that don't let that intimidate you. If you have a particular subject, I have a search tool there that will search through all 2,000 hours and. And go put you to exactly that part of that video where I talk about that subject. And if that's too hard, I have a. An AI there called AI Guy, who is. This is a character in our second book. And AI Guy has been trained on everything I've done and everything I've written on all the videos. Everything else. So it's about a 89, 90. Well, more like a 98% me. So if you have a question you'd like to ask me, go talk to AI Guy and you'll get a pretty good answer. Occasionally AI Guy messes up, but not very often. You'll get a really good answer. So that's one thing. Go to the website, go to the YouTube if you're interested in relationships and how does all this play and relationships. And that's all kinds of Relationships to your significant other, to your children, to your boss. If you want to know about relationships, I've done a whole series of interviews with Laura Houston just about relationships. So you can find those on YouTube if you're interested in relationships and they'll tell you how to have great relationships. If you're interested in science, I got a playlist, it's all about science. So you can find that on YouTube. And if you feel like you need a little assistance, I sell binaural beats on my website that will put you into a good theta state and keep you there and until it's, it's, it's done. And these are beats that I've created over thousands of trials of trial and error, of trying to make them better and better. So they're, they're really pretty awesome beats. And you'll also find if you're interested in doing paranormal things or experiencing the paranormal, so you know that it's true from your own experience. Because if it's not your experience, it can't be your truth. You can read about it in a book that's somebody else's truth. But you have to have the experience before it becomes your own truth. And if you want to understand what those experiences are, how they work and why they work that way, and then practice using them and then get some coaching on what you did right and what you did wrong. I have a course there that's called Exploring Consciousness with Thomas Campbell and all things paranormal. And basically I teach you all the paranormal things and I teach you about them, but then I actually teach you to do them and I give you a binaural beat comes with that and you listen to it, you go practice the exercise, you come back and then you'll hear me talking about what the problems were when often, you know what often this problem is occurred, that what it is, is I did about 20 of these in a brick and mortar situation. All of them were videoed. So I took the best of the best, the best of all the questions, the best of all the answers, the best of all the explanations, and put them together in this audio file. So that's. If you're users are interested in experiencing the paranormal, then that's a place they can, they can go. And it's a five week course. And if you do it intensively, I'm not a five week, a five day course. If you do it intensively in five days, you probably learn more because the intensity of the learning often helps you learn faster. But you could do it over five months if you Want to take your time. And it's a course that you can take over and over again. It never gets stale because you're always increasing that quality of your consciousness as you go. And every time you take it and you've learned something, you hear it differently and you see it differently, and it works differently. And you can always read the books or get them on audio or ebooks or whatever, but the books aren't for everybody. If you start the books and they just. Just seem too hard to read, well, then just let them go. They're not for you. You know, use. Use the book as a fire starter. But if. If you are of an intellectual bent, because it's all logical in the book. It was written by scientists for other left brain people. Because there is no on ramp for the left brainers. For the right brainers, there's all kinds of on ramps. Things you can read, you know, experiences you can have. But the left brainers are kind of left out there standing. Huh? What I don't understand. So this was written for the left brainer. So if you ladies have a husband that just doesn't get it, then keep it in this book. You'll probably be able to get it, you know, through the left brain logic part of it. So anyway, it's not for everybody, but if you are into reads, it's a big. This fat book, but it's three books. Three books in one. Or you can get the separate books, but it's. It's fun a little.
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Choose your own adventure. Yeah.
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Yeah.
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I'm just so grateful for you. Thank you again for your time. We'll put all the links here below. And yeah, I look forward to more. I think this is the beginning of more conversation.
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Good. Well, let's do this again a few times, Alyssa. You know, information is really wonderful, but shared information is so much better. You know, getting. Getting the word out, helping people grow themselves and helping them not make all the mistakes that I made or that you made along the way, you know, so they can be a little more efficient at it than we were, you know, that's the way it is for everybody, you know, so. Amen. Yes.
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That's what we're here for. That's right. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you so much for doing this work that changes the world, starting with yourself. It truly does make a difference. And if this podcast has supported you, one of the most impactful ways to help us reach more people is to simply press the follow button. It really does help us grow, and we are so grateful. I just want to say thank you for being a living example of what it means to walk through the world with an open heart and mind.