← Nephilim Death Squad
Nephilim Death Squad
024: NDS Chronicles - The Miracle
02:06:50
In this episode of NDS Chronicles, David Lee Corbo (aka The Raven) dives into a wild listener-submitted testimony from Joel T. Hear how seemingly innocent marital strife and flooding after Hurricane Helen gave rise to persistent basement sulfur...
Loading summary
Transcript20 lines
- [00:00]
Advertiser
You just realized your business needed to hire someone yesterday. How can you find amazing candidates fast? Easy. Just use Indeed. Stop struggling to get your job post seen on other job sites with Indeed sponsored jobs. Your post jumps to the top of the page for your relevant candidates so you can reach the people you want faster. According to Indeed data, sponsored jobs posted directly on indeed have 45% more applications than non sponsored jobs. Don't wait any longer. Speed up your hiring right now with Indeed and listeners of this show will get a $75 sponsored job credit to get your jobs more visibility@ Indeed.com kidsandfamily. Just go to Indeed.com kidsandfamily right now and support our show by saying you heard about Indeed on this podcast. Terms and conditions apply. Hiring Indeed is all you need.
- [00:54]
Cummins Representative
Got a 2013-2018 Ram with a Cummins diesel. Well, you're about to get paid. Complet missions recall 67A and get a $200 cash card, a free warranty extension, and up to 13 chances to win $10,000. That's how you win, win and win again. Visit cumminswinwin.com to learn more. No purchase necessary. US residents, excluding New York 18 and old, complete service by August 23rd. C rules@c rules.com cww.cumminsinc.
- [01:24]
Advertiser
You just realized your business needed to hire someone yesterday. How can you find amazing candidates fast? Easy. Just use Indeed. Stop struggling to get your job posts seen on other job sites with Indeed sponsored jobs. Your post jumps to the top of the page for your relevant candidates so you can reach the people you want faster. According to Indeed data, sponsored jobs posted directly on indeed have 45% more applications than non sponsored jobs. Don't wait any longer. Speed up your hiring right now with Indeed and listeners of this show will get a $75 sponsored job credit to get your jobs more visibility@ Indeed.com kidsandfamily. Just go to Indeed.com kidsandfamily right now and support our show by saying you heard about Indeed on this podcast. Terms and conditions apply. Hiring Indeed is all you need.
- [02:20]
Cummins Representative
Top Lobster Productions.
- [02:25]
David Lee Corbo
We are being hypnotized by people like this. News readers, politicians, teachers, lecturers. We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people. The chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on is absolutely enormous. Oh yeah, dude, there's some Nephilim shit. It's like we all know what's going down, but no one's saying happen to the home of the brave. They control this now when no one's talking about how they made us finally slaves and everybody's just walking around heading the clouds and want to wake up to a dead in the grave. But then it's too late. We need to be ready to raise up. Welcome to the end of day Everybody is slave. Only some are aware that the government releasing poison in the air. Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of NDS Chronicles, the show where we read your submitted paranormal testimony. I am David Lee Corbo, AKA the Raven, operating alone today. I almost went into the spiel. I almost said that was Top Lopster. He's not here today. Very busy day. Top's been at the venue trying to dial in the sound equipment, trying to figure out how to work even the TVs there apparently. I was talking to him this morning and I said, let me know number one, I would have loved if he let me know to be there. I could have helped with all my sound. What would you call it? Engineering acumen that I have that doesn't exist at all, guys. I'm really quite useless in that department. And I just talked to him only a little while ago. He just got out of the venue, so apparently there was some technical difficulties. He was there all day. Not going to be able to do the episode. I said, let me give the people something to chew on before Bro Grove kicks off. Guys, before we even get into the show, two quick announcements to make a great way to support the show. Consider going on over to patreon.com backslash Nephilim Death Squad and signing up for whatever tier you'd like, gaining access to ad free viewing experiences, engaging with the live chat. I've actually put the chat on the screen for this episode. I thought that could kind of be. You guys could be my co pilot today. Which means that whoever's watching this in post is going to see the horrific things that the chat says. You can sign up for whatever tier and gain early access to the episodes too. There's a ton of backlog content there on patreon.com backslash nephilim death squad. Great place to be. It's my understanding that people are quite happy. Oh, there we go. They're saying terrible things in the chat. It's not a reflection of my own ideas. I guess maybe it is. I don't know. Anywho, guys, really quickly, don't forget, if you want to have us read your paranormal testimony, you can submit it at chroniclesndsgmail.com you can see the ticker going beneath the screen here. That's Chronicles NDS gmail.com. send your testimony, your weird experience or supernatural encounter, your unexplainable situation, and we'll read it here and we'll comment on it. And it's probably of no value to you because we can't give you any answers, but we find it entertaining, so there's that. All right, guys, we're gonna get straight into it today. I don't know what's going on. I see Nancy in the chat. I know that a lot of you guys, including Nancy, are on route, en route to Bohemian Grove right now. So maybe some of you are driving and you're getting to listen to this. Some of you are flying, in which case you're not getting to listen to this if you didn't forget your real id. Some of you are flying. I know that's been a big issue. I was talking about it on Timeline Cleanse or TLC Dark Mode last night. If you're not signed up for that, maybe you should do that. It's not a bad show. It's definitely not a good one, though. But, you know, it's a show, so if you want more content, then TLC Dark Mode and Timeline Cleanse are there for you. Uh, but I was talking to a lot of people in the chat, and even Shane Cashman, who's gonna be our MC for the event, he doesn't have his real id and now he's suffering for it. Um, he's gotta drive really, really far. And I. I think there's quite a few people actually that. That are driving really far. Nephilim noob says the right eyebrow looks nice. For those of you who know, you know, I went and got a haircut yesterday, and turns out that, you know, he. He did my eyebrows and he, you know, he made him really, really thin. Super stoked about that. All right, we're gonna get into Joel T. Today and. And a bunch of other ones. We'll see if we can actually read some of these stories without the back and forth. But it's not really the back and forth between me and Top. It doesn't matter if Top's here or not. I'm still going to rant and rave, so hopefully we can get through some of these. Oh, there's Top. He's in the chat. Actually, he might not be in the chat. I have no idea. Because you people can change your names. For example, Chronicles of David's B Hole, which, you know, that's not this. That's not what this show is about. All right, this show is about your submitted paranormal testament, but not. Not my butthole stories. Go to Timeline Clints for that. Okay, so Joel T. Who I've just doxxed, he says they've become aggressive. I like that. That's a good way to start a story. A real. A real attention grabber. Peace be with you, Top. Lobster and Raven. Christ is risen. I'll take two of the pieces. Be with us because Top's not here, so I'll take both of them. Feels real good. Peace be with you, Joel says. This is Joel again, the Spice Boy who saw the Lake of Fire. Oh, that's right, one of the Spice Boys. Nice to see you or hear from you, Joel. I hope you've been, you know, staying off the spice. I told you. I told you how I came to God and forsook the false pagan idols and burnt their altar. That's right. I remember that. I know it's been a while since I updated you, so here it is. All right. The last time I wrote in was when the Lord had given me words to speak and I had spoken curses to unclean spirits in his name. Since then, things have ramped up in a major way. My wife and I had a major fight, which I am convinced was demonically influenced. It was so bad that she almost divorced me. That's one of those themes that pops up over and over again when we. When we do these Chronicles is divorce and, you know, demonic attacks. And we've talked about it before, so I'll keep it short, but I think when you make a promise to. To be in this union in front of God, it's a promise to God. It's a promise before God, I think. Yeah, they want to that up. They want to that up however they can. So. Yeah. And. And, you know, I. I was going through. Me and my wife got into a small argument not long ago, and I was. I kind of had this. It was. It was when the whole thing fell apart. Right. Dangerous retards fell apart. And, you know, we lost some of the homies and. And tower gang. The towers fell. And it was so uncharacteristic of us because me and my wife, we never argue. So even though it wasn't a huge one, it was still like, what is going on here? It transcended stress. This was something else. I felt that it was spiritual, so he says. Through it all, though, I prayed, asking God to ease my wife's heart and to help me cast out the unclean things that Affected her based. The very next day, it was as if the fight had never happened at all. Though we talked, we talked things out rationally and calmly. And I want to thank everyone in the telegram who prayed for us as well. That's awesome. Yeah, man. We have this super sweet telegram group where, you know, we have a. We have a. Unbelievable. Rod the barber says sorry about the eyebrow. Even it out for you before showtime? Nope. Not letting you touch it anymore, Rod. Not letting you touch it anymore. When I was a kid, I did that with a. With a razor. Just a regular like a Bic. Kind of thought I was doing something. I shaped up my eyebrows, made it too thin, tried to make the other one match, made that one thinner than the first one. And then I kept going back and forth and eventually I had no eyebrows. That was middle school. I shaved my eyebrows off. Fool me one, Shame on you. Fool me. Can't get fooled again. No thanks, Rod the barber. But yeah, we have this awesome telegram chat where, you know, we even have a sub chat dedicated to prayers for people who are going through it. And I think that, honestly, I think that much of our success is due to the people who are praying for us. And there's quite a bit of them. So I'm glad that that was working out for him. He says, I learned to take my walk with Christ and the word of God more seriously. Completely and totally putting my faith in him. Also based on. We have noticed a recurring smell from our basement of rot and sulfur periodically after Hurricane Helen, where my house flooded. When my house flooded. That doesn't seem to be connected to any dead animal. Oh, that's not good. That's. That's that smell. You guys know, right? If you're following the show, there is a smell associated with these things. You know what? I forgot to tell you guys. Not having top threw me off the spiel. Don't forget, guys, this is a 30 minute preview only. I will abandon the pores at the 30 minute mark. I'm gonna do it. Even though Top Lops is not here, I'm not breaking with tradition. Around that half hour mark, we're going live exclusively to Patreon.com if you guys want to hang out in the chat that you can see on the screen because that, you know, that's a thing. You could be there. You could be on patreon.com backslash nephilimdesquad. Let me check in with the chat real quick. Nancy says shave them off and draw them on like a real Latina. I'm not Gonna do that? I'm not gonna do that. I think I'm gonna go and get them microbladed tattooed on. I used to work at a place that did microblading. Yeah, that's very gay. I needed a job. I got to a place that was called the John John Institute. This dude's name was on it twice. He was this big.
- [12:23]
Advertiser
You just realized your business needed to hire someone yesterday? How can you find amazing candidates fast? Easy. Just use Indeed. Stop struggling to get your job post seen on other job sites with Indeed sponsored jobs. Your post jumps to the top of the page for your relevant candidates so you can reach the people you want faster. According to Indeed data, sponsored jobs posted directly on indeed have 45% more applications than non sponsored jobs. Don't wait any longer. Speed up your hiring right now with Indeed. And listeners of this show will get a $75 sponsored job credit to get your jobs more visibility@ Indeed.com kidsandfamily. Just go to Indeed.com kidsandfamily right now and support our show by saying you heard about Indeed on this podcast. Terms and conditions apply. Hiring Indeed is all you need.
- [13:17]
Cummins Representative
Got a 2013-2018 Ram with a Cummins Diesel. Well, you're about to get paid. Complete emissions recall 67A and get a $200 cash card, a free warranty extension, and up to 13 chances to win $10,000. That's how you win, win, and win again. Visit CumminsWinWin.com to learn more. No purchase necessary. US residents, excluding New York 18 and old, complete service by August 23.
- [13:43]
David Lee Corbo
C rules@CRUS.comcww.cumminsinc Filipino, which is an oxymoron, I know, but he was a Filipino. He was very big, and he had tattooed everything at a tattooed beard. He had a tattooed eyebrows, a tattooed hairline. And when I. When I left that place, I said, hey, thank you for the opportunity, but this is this. None of this is for me. None of this is for. I know I look like this, but none of this is for me. Not the. They did Botox injections. They did tattooed eyebrows for women. They did tattooed hairlines and beard for men. And it was just like, I'm like, what am I doing here? These. These people, they all had something in common, and that was. There was a big emptiness in them. There was a big need for approval, and there was like a blindness. They couldn't see what they were doing to themselves, but they were going ahead and doing it anyway. And it was very embarrassing. I was very nice to them, though, I said, thank you for the opportunity. Everybody here is wonderful, but this just isn't for me. I'm gonna. I'm gonna go ahead and leave. And they were cool about it. Anywho, so he says, I've searched the basement and found no physical explanation for the. The smell, the sulfur and rot. I've been woken up at a home. At a home. I've been woken up at a home and on the road by aggressive knocking on the doors, only to find nobody there. Very familiar. Very familiar. You guys. I'm sure most of you are familiar with my story by now. I can't stop telling it. I've heard whispers as I try to pray, saying, he can't hear you, or really, after all you've done. All of which disappear when I focus harder on God, man. Okay, this is called the Miracle. He's given it a. A title. The Miracle. I haven't mentioned this yet, but I am a truck driver trainer and I had a conflict with a trainee that ended poorly with a lot of unanswered questions. He and I didn't get along very well, and he had been getting angry about wanting to be on his own despite only being trained for a week and a half. Sounds like he didn't like you, right? I mean, you know the deal. If you go and you're. And you're getting trained at work, you got to deal with. You got. You got to sh. What do they call it? They call it shadowing. You got to shadow a. And you got to do that pretty much indefinitely until you're ready to, you know. Not indefinitely. They'll fire you if you're not picking it up. But you get what I'm saying, right? Strange that he. He's. He's. I want to go. I want to go. I want to go. Patrick Shout says, oh, my God, Raven, I need this show. Don't abandon us, Pat. You're on the. You're one of the people. You're. You already paid. You're good. Look at you. You know what you're doing, you silly goose? You're already there. M. Lauren says, I heard whispers the other night and a picture fell off the wall. You better start praying, girl. You better start praying. Get out of here. Yeah, if I heard that just where I am in my life, I would immediately start. You know, we'd start praying, we'd get to it. All right, let's continue on here. Joel says, so the morning of the incident, we had discussed leaving at 4. He's talking about the incident that he's alluding to the morning of the incident. We had discussed leaving at 4am needless to say, I was shocked to find the truck and him gone. When I got out of the truck stop at 3:45 that morning. He had headed to Louisiana and left me in Arkansas. What the fuck? That seems like a great way to get fired. Nobody was answering phones that early. So I did the only thing I could do. I prayed based. The next thing I know my phone rings from the after hours line and I was able to explain my situation just as another truck from my fleet showed up going the exact direction my trainee in my truck was headed without me. Long story short, this trainee drove 262 miles without me, ignored five forced messages and didn't answer over 100 calls. What the fuck? I thank God that other driver happened to happened by to get fuel or I would have been stranded. Strange. I would love to. Then he leaves us there with a. With a cliffhanger. I would like to know if that guy got. He didn't get fired. No. Junior says you still haven't added me to the telegram. I gotta add you to the telegram. Junior somebody. Can somebody with. From the telegram get JR a link? I'm just. So many things going on. I don't. I don't remember. Spencer says I slept in a witch's house with my wife and had a hula hoop fall off the wall. I was like gay. Also based. Also based. Don't do that though. Don't sleep in a witch's house. Where the hell were you, Spencer? Why were you doing that? That's very strange. Z Man says I'm going to use my two dollar privileges to record the Brogrove Stream and bootleg it. Of course you would. You're a terrible human, Z Man. And I would expect nothing less from you. In fact, I won't even stop you. Because it's not lost on me that you need it that bad. And you know what, Z Man? If you need it that bad, I want you to have it. I want you to bootleg.
- [18:57]
Cummins Representative
Got a 2013-2018 Ram with a Cummins diesel. Well, you're about to get paid. Complete your emissions recall 67A and get a $200 cash card, a free warranty extension and up to 13 chances to win $10,000. That's how you win, win and win again. Visit CumminsWinWin.com to learn more. No purchase necessary. US residents excluding New York, 18 and old. Complete service by August 23rd. C rules@C rules.com forward/cw.com and Zinc Bro Grove.
- [19:28]
David Lee Corbo
That's what, that's what I want. All right, there you go. Z man with the link. Very helpful. Telegram.com. unbelievable. Unbelievable. Okay, all right. This one says the vision. So this is all still Joel T. The visions. That's another subtext or subtitle. He goes. Since then I have had a vision while praying and a recurring dream that seems to be significant, the first of which was the vision in which Jesus appeared to me as a lion while praying. First was the imposing face of a lion with eyes like orange flames and a mane of white fire. Damn, that's cool. The hair on the arms, on my arms. I'm sorry. The hair on my arms and the back of my neck stood up and the image of the lion faded, being replaced by man himself, Jesus Christ of Nazareth looking directly at me as he's described in Revelation chapter one. Okay, let's do a Google because you know, I'm scripturally. Let's say how is Jesus described in rev. Chap. 1? In Revelation chapter 1, Jesus is depicted with both divine and human characteristics. He is described as the faithful witness, the firstborn from the dead and the ruler of the kings of earth. John's vision portrays Jesus as having a robe and a golden sash, a head of white hair, eyes like fire and feet like bronze. Okay, I've heard this before. And a voice like rushing waters. His face is described as shining like the sun in all of its brilliance. He also holds seven stars in his right hand and has a sharp two edged sword coming out of his mouth. Interesting. Very, very interesting. That reminds me, whenever I hear a descriptive like that, which I guess you know, comes up a lot in, in what we do here, reminds me of my uncle. I had that dream before he passed away. So my uncle was sort of a mentor to me. He taught me how to weld and you know, it was, he was kind of this. I didn't have a dad growing up and I wouldn't say that he was a father figure, but he was certainly a mentor figure. I didn't have a lot of strong male examples in my life and, and then so around I guess what would be 24, 25, I sort of develop a relationship with my uncle where there was none before. Never really knew him, knew of him, you know, but never had an interaction with him. He becomes this mentor figure to me. He's very meaningful. He takes a great deal of pride in my ability to weld. In fact he, it really is like in that way there was almost a fatherly sort of pride situation. I picked up welding very fast and, and he in his mind knew that that was going to happen because I, my great grandfather was a welder and then, you know, my, my great uncle was a welder and, and then I became a welder. So he's like welding is in, you know, our blood effectively. So he was invested in that. When he found out that I took to it very quickly, that, that tangled him, you know, he really enjoyed that. So. And then I had this Jeep, this Cherokee, Cherokee Sport that I bought while I, you know, around the time where he and I were developing this relationship. And I, I fixed it. So he knew like I wasn't like a car guy and he knew I wasn't a shop guy, but he watched me become one because of his influence. So I would, I would clean up the Jeep real nice and I'd shine the tires and I'd. He only lived a couple of blocks away. I'd drive it past his house, I'd say, hey Uncle Matt, come outside, check out the Jeep, you know, And I would go to the scrap yard because it was a 2000 or a 2001, which is a bad year. I think it was a 2001 bad year for, for Jeep Cherokee sports. And it was missing a lot of the bells and whistles, you know what I mean? Light cover here, a center hub for the, for the rim there, little things like that. But I would go to the junkyard and I would pull all the little knickknacks and I would eventually end up completing my 2001 Jeep Cherokee. And every time I got a little further, I'd shine her up in the driveway and I drive her past Uncle Mac's house. I, I even custom made my own bumper. Not like got a bumper and then welded it together because sometimes they sell them flat. And you could do that. No. I drew up the plans for how I wanted the bumper to look. I measured. I, I cut sheet metal by hand in a shear. And then I, I welded it all together. I don't know what, what thickness it was like 3:16 maybe sheet metal, you know, high carbon steel. And tacked it all together, welded it right. I made sure that I welded a little bit here and then I went to the other side and welded a little bit there. If you dump too much heat into one area, it'll start to warp. And then I got it powder coated and it was, honestly, it was beautiful. Anywho, I'm just trying to paint a picture. Uncle, Uncle Mac meant a lot to me. And, and he died very suddenly. He got the COVID shot. No, that's not what happened. Fibrous white clots. What ended up happening was there was a flub, actually, at the doctor's office with his medication, and he ended up dying in the doctor's office. They put him on something in there. But less than a week before Uncle Mac passes away, I have this strange dream where I'm in a supermarket. I'm in an. In an aisle, and Uncle Max next to me. I look to him, but he's kind of turned away from me. I can't see his face, but he's different. He's. His hair is white. He's wearing this white flowing robe. The robe is literally dragging on the floor. He looks like some sort of royalty, Honestly. He looked like Gandalf the White to me. He's like Gandalf the Great and Gandalf the White. He looked glorious. And. And I'm trying to get his attention, and he's just walking away from me. I go on, uncle Mac, Uncle Mac. But he's. He's just still moving away from me. And I try to go around him, but the aisles are, like, narrow, abnormally narrow. Like, I can't get around one man in a supermarket aisle. And that's, like, pretty much the whole dream. He just walks away from me. And eventually I woke up. And then less than a week later, he dies very, very prematurely. I think he was like, late 50s or something like that. So, yeah, every time I hear this descriptive of, like, Jesus with the white hair and the robe, and I always go back to think about Uncle Mac and what a strange kind of prophetic dream that was, because the way I interpret his moving away from me is that he was doing that. In fact, in real life, he was moving away from me, and I would not be able to get him back. Weird time. Weird time. Yeah, he. He just died in the doctor's office in his wife's arms. He was going for a routine checkup. They. They switched up his medication. They did something to him there, but it was a mistake. I don't know the details of it too much because my aunt didn't want to talk about it. They thought there might be a case there. I don't know whatever came of that, but she thought it was malpractice. So, yeah, rest in peace, Uncle Mac. That dude. Fucking crushed. All right, Anyway, so he sees Jesus looking the way that he's described in Revelation 1. I just read that. He says, I was so awestruck, terrified and in shock. Excuse Me that all I could think to do was fall on my face. The feeling I was left with afterwards was that he is always watching us and that he's always there for us. If we only have faith. Also based. Not long after that was my was the vision dream. I was in a shallow tall cavern. Shallow tall cavern. I was in a shallow tall cavern carved out of rock out of a rock face with a building on my right side and a broken down building on my left with two pillars in the front. Huh. The pillars and floor are covered in red flowers with a red sky overhead and the moon sink splitting. Man, that is. You're painting a picture, baby boy. That's kind of beautiful. Overhead was this constellation Draco. And to this day I haven't figured out quite what it means yet. After that vision, my two sons started seeing things and coming to me about them. Huh. Okay, all right, so let's, let's do that again. This one is. Is beyond me. I don't have the. The chops to unpack this one. Maybe somebody in the chat does or somebody listening out there. One of the. One of the listeners. I was in a shallow tall cavern carved out of a rock face with a building on my right side and a broken down building on my left side with two pillars in front. The pillars and the floor are covered in red flowers and the. With a red sky overhead and the moon splitting overhead was the constellation Draco. And to this day I haven't quite figured out what it means yet. Man, that's. That's heavy. Valentine's Day prepped room while the moon splits apart and Draco constellation. Kind of sounds. Yeah, like that. Kind of sounds like that. That's interesting. Nancy says got to take care of a few things before her flight. See you retards in Florida. See you soon, Nancy. See you in two days. Two days is gonna be incredibly stressful, Marty. Mac says anybody with Mac in their name crushes. That's where you get it from. It's the name, isn't it, Marnie? I agree Uncle Mac is a heavy. It was, it was Mac, Nikki. But you know Mac for short, man. He should read the book of Revelations. I. I'm only going to tell you, Spencer, because they. They never let me rest. It is Revelation and every time I say Revelations, the. The chat just kills me. They kill me. Constellation Draco. Let's see. Constellation Draco. Biblical meaning. Yeah. In some interpretations the constellation Draco the dragon is associated with the serpent in the Garden of Eden and by extension with the devil or Satan. This Connection is not explicitly stated in the Bible, but rather is derived from symbolic interpretations of Revelation 12. Is. That's the. The dragon that is waiting to eat the child that the woman is birthing, where the dragon is described as taking a third of the stars with it. Okay, I might be thinking of something different. Other interpretations, like Draco to the Greek myth of Laden, the dragon guarding the golden apples, or the giant Titan thrown into the sky. Revelation 12. Some biblical scholars interpret the dragon in Revelation 12 as symbolizing Satan and the stars it takes with us with it representing fallen angels. This is one of the main points of connection between Draco and the devil. Huh? Yeah. I don't know. I don't know. It's probably right in front of us, but I'm too stupid. I'm too stupid to. To piece it together. Thank you very much. See, man? Rest in peace, Uncle Mac. All right, well, let's. Let's continue on here. Let's see what else we got. What time is it? How deep are we in? We got a couple more minutes. I'll let it ride for a couple more minutes. And then we're going exclusively to patreon.com backslash Nephilim Death Squad. All right. So he says that after this, his sons start telling him about. That they're seeing things. He's got two sons and they're starting to see things. The kids are seeing the dead. That's a bummer. That's not good for sleeping. That's the context. I always think of these three. I. I try not to let my son see anything scary, because if you do, then he ends up in your room. And I don't want. I don't. I don't like being woken up. I want him to be able to get sleep. I think sleep is very important, especially for children. And you can't have them paralyzed watching, you know, the hat man twiddle his thumbs in the corner. That's not good. That's not conducive to a full night's rest. My oldest son, who is 12, has come to me at least twice in the past few months with biblical questions and had to tell me and to tell me things he's seen or has seen. I'm sorry. I'm reading this all up. My oldest son, who is 12, has come to me at least twice in the past few months with biblical questions and to tell me things he's seen or as he says, made up. That's interesting. So he's coming to you and he's trying to. He's probably trying to protect himself. Right? He's just saying he's making these things up. He doesn't want to believe it. He doesn't want to say it out loud. My son has also been having a ton of biblical questions. And thank God for this show, because if he were to have these questions five years ago, I'd have been unable to answer any of them. I'm struggling. I'm struggling. But, you know, what's up with the beef between Owen and Sam? I don't think there's really any beef between Owen and Sam. I do know that Owen keeps poking him. I think Sam just wants to be left alone. I don't know what the spirit of it is. I don't know if it's playfulness. I don't know if it's. I don't know what it is, but I know that it. It. You know, Sam probably doesn't want it to happen anymore. Every time I see it happen, I'm like, I don't know what's going on. But I'm hoping that they can. They're gonna rekindle something at Bro Grove. Because after all, what is. What is the Grove about if it's not about bros, right? Sounds like maybe the broken down building represents original sin in the new building, the original grace of the new covenant. Right? That's interesting. That is interesting, huh? The earth will give birth to its dead dog. You can't just say some cryptic shit like that. Z Man doesn't really like the pores. Boot the pores. Mid sentence. Z Man, the strongest advocate for abandoning the pores. Ah. Patrick shouts. On the other hand, I'm going to miss the pores so much. That's true. Every time they're gone, I do feel an emptiness. Draco, the dragon. Virgo, the virgin. Orion the hunter as the conqueror. Christ. You should look into how all of the constellations play into the gospel story. Kind of interesting. That's the. The Maseroth. Right, The Maseroth. The idea that God's story was already told in the stars before the Bible.
- [34:41]
Cummins Representative
Got a 2013-2018 Ram with a Cummins diesel. Well, you're about to get paid. Complete Your emissions recall 67A and get a $200 cash card, a free warranty extension, and up to 13 chances to win $10,000. That's how you win, win and win again. Visit CumminsWinWin.com to learn more. No purchase necessary. U.S. residents, excluding New York, 18 and old. Complete service by Aug. 23. C rules@cruz.com forward/cww.
- [35:10]
David Lee Corbo
Cummins Inc. You know, and all of its, all of its books were brought together. So when people go, oh, the Bible wasn't written until the umpteenth century or whatever, and. But it's like, well, that's not really the, the point. It was almost like God was. After everything was said and done and after the Nephilim did their thing and after the fallen did their thing, God was like, okay, we're gonna, we're gonna tell the story about how it actually went because these are telling a half hearted story, a half truth, you know. Anywho, you know what? I think it's time, I think we're gonna, you know what? No, no, we'll finish this story and then we'll, then we'll get away from the pores. We'll get away from the pores after this. Okay. So from their nature, however, I can tell they're not from him, meaning God. One was a dream creature with three separate parts that he said controlled dreams, but I instantly recognize it as the entity called Oracle. The night he had. I'm sorry, the night he and I spent four hours talking about the nature of the spiritual realm and reading scripture or that night, I'm sorry, which is a really based response to it. Not getting any sleep though. But some things are more important, I guess. So that night he spends four hours talking about the nature of the spiritual realm and reading scripture with his son. I explained the nature and history of the Nephilim to him and have started leading him down the biblical pathway to truly understanding the unseen realm. Also very based. My middle child, 5 years old, not even a week after, came to my wife and I right before bed saying he was seeing ghosts in and around the living room. He doesn't watch scary movies or anything or media like that at all. So I was inclined to believe him. I went through his room. Gotta sweep the room of ghosts, right? Gotta sweep the room. One in the chamber. Clear. Clear. No ghosts under there. I went through his room, his brother's room, his sister's room, living room, every room in the house and the basement with holy incense, frankincense and myrrh, praying and commanding every unclean spirit be gone in the name of Christ. During this process, everyone in the house, including my wife and a friend, we had over heard several loud knocks and even a growl from the fireplace in the living room. Damn. This guy's living. He's living. The movie. This is a movie. I also didn't let my family friend talk to the ghost or burn sage or any of that gay crap. We don't do that here. Yeah. You know what? I'm. I really have gotten to the point now where I think the sage. There you go. Frankincense and myrrh based the pores. Got kicked out of 109 live streams. I think that's probably. We're probably beyond that point and. But for somehow it's not their fault. Right. I think when it comes to sage, I think what's happening here is people are appeasing a spirit. I think what you're doing is you're. You're giving a burnt offering and it's like, thank you. And then it goes away for a little while. So you're like temporary alleviated. But you don't know why the. It keeps coming back. Right. Because historically speaking, these entities have always taken burnt offerings, tobacco and otherwise. And so I'm kind of wondering, like, why does it work temporarily? Are you just giving them like, are. Is it. Are you just appeasing them for a short period of time, but then, you know, eventually they. They come back for more? I don't know. That's just what I've been thinking. That's just what I've been thinking. Okay. Anywho, I watched in the picture window reflection, a pair of glowing embers sank through the bottom of the fireplace and into the basement. The spiritual cleansing seems to have worked for the living room fireplace. However, the basement still gets the occasional smell of decay and death with no dead animal to be found, and even fills with flies sometimes. Needless to say, things have really ramped up, especially since Hurricane Helen. So I hope you all keep myself and my family in your prayers. Guys, there's a prayer section in the telegram. And if you're not even in the telegram, you know, in your own time, say a prayer for Jolti and his family here because they're really going through something. I remember to do that when I was in my last house. We had to jump ship out of there before I lost it. We were gonna get foreclosed on, and instead I managed to, you know, figure out some and. And then rent the place out. So I still have it. I'm making no money off of it. And I'm just really. We should sell. I don't know what the. I don't even want to look at it. Honestly, it brings me so much anxiety. But that probably tells you you should look at it, right? But that place was heavily spiritual. There was a lot of spiritual activity going on. My niece had her room. She would see a Man, she had one wall had a nearly floor to ceiling window in it. And she would see the silhouette of a man in the night standing in her window. But impossibly tall because it's, it's fucking floor to ceiling, right? And he's all the way up there. The, the knocking, I think was probably the most dramatic. It'd be knocking on every fucking window. Every window, every door, garage door, front door, front windows, bedroom windows, just knocking and every. There were so many people there to verify it. One time me and my cousin were standing, having a conversation in the living room. We were practically within arm's reach of the doorknob to the front door and somebody knocked on it. But by that time we were so accustomed to the knocking that we were trying to catch this thing. Who the fuck is knocking? So we grabbed the doorknob, almost instantly ripped it open, and we both ran outside. You ever see the, the movie signs, Mel Gibson, where him and Joaquin Phoenix, him and Merle, what was the main character? What was Mel Gibson's name? Anyway, they both run out and they split up and they go to opposite directions and they run around the house and Merle's like, we're gonna kick your ass, bitch. And Mel Gibson's character is like, I am insane with anger. It was a really great scene. But they couldn't find anybody. So we, we fucking bolt out the door expecting to catch somebody. And I see something and I take a mental note of it, but it doesn't fit the description of what I'm looking for. So only after I realize, like, man, there's nobody fucking here, do I go. I did see a black skittering cloud mass, whatever, move across my front yard. But I had my porch light on, so this would have been in the light, but it still appeared to be just a pitch black skittering mass. And then as I said that, my cousin goes, look. And we look. Man, I forgot all about that. I'm getting fucking chills actually remembering this shit, dude. The knocking started after. I guess I'll tell the story after we kick out the pores. But he tells me, look, and under the street lamp there's a shadow. Under the street lamp there's a shadow. It doesn't even make fucking sense. Under the street lamp there is a shadow of a man. Like a. Standing, like a shadow. Like it's. He would have had to have been so black. It's a black guy who's very black, who's wearing black clothing from top to bottom. And he's like, fucking Wesley Snipes. Black, I'll tell you the other story in a second. Let's. Let's kick out the pores, guys. It's at the 40 minute mark. I gave you guys 10 more minutes than you deserve. But if you want to continue hearing what, what's, what's going to be next, which is fucking one hell of a story actually, you got to pay for it. Patreon.com backslash Nephilim Death Squad. Sign up at whatever tier you'd like. I don't fucking care. You can sign up for the seven day free trial and then you can leave before we. The billing cycle kicks in. But, you know, don't do that. That's gay. Also, by the way, we will have a live stream of Bohemian Grove if you can't make it, but you really want to be there. $10 will get you into the live stream for two days. $10 for two days. That's not bad. Not $10 each day. $10 for two days of all the best content creators, all the best comedians. It's gonna be a blast. You guys are gonna get to get. Gonna be able to watch the live stream before anybody else does. Because what we're gonna do is Patreon members will get the raw, unedited version, but everybody else is gonna get like a producer. We're gonna try to make it nice and release it. You know, it's gonna take a while to do that, so. Patreon.com backslash Nephilim Death Squad sign up. Enjoy the rest of this schizo story I'm about to tell you. And also, you know, watch Bohemian Grove. How awesome is that? I think that's a great deal, guys. Otherwise we are saying Goodbye now to YouTube. Here I go. We're going. Nope. On YouTube. Remove it. I think this is how top does it. We're going. We're going to remove it on X. Remove it. I gotta. This is not easy. He always does this. He does it quietly. Removing it on this one as well. We're gonna remove it and then we're gonna remove it on this. There's a lot of places this is streaming to. We're removing it. There we go. And then finally, goodbye to Rumble. Goodbye to the pores on Rumble. Remove Rumble from the stream. Remove. Okay.
- [45:13]
Cummins Representative
Got a 2013-2018 Ram with a Cummins Diesel. Well, you're about to get paid. Complete Your emissions recall 67A and get a $200 cash card, a free warranty extension and up to 13 chances to win $10,000. That's how you win, win, and win again. Visit CumminsWinWin.com to learn more. No purchase necessary. US residents, excluding New York 18 and old. Complete service by August 23rd. C rules@c rules.com forward/cww.
- [45:43]
David Lee Corbo
Cummins, Inc. Save changes and we're good. Now we have a very small, very intimate group. I guess I'll tell you the rest of the story. So this is how this shit started. Some of you guys have heard this story already, but a lot of you are new and so you haven't. When I first moved into this place, shortly after we did, it was my first house. You know, it was a big deal. We got a puppy. We were given a puppy. It was weird. It was. It was like we. I took my kid trick or treating and I went to my aunt's house. While we were there, my niece said, hey, can I take him to just the houses around here while you guys hang out and talk to your aunt? I said, yeah, go ahead. So she takes him out, they're only gone 10 minutes. They come back with a puppy. So, okay, okay, fine, we'll give the puppy a chance. Long story short, it didn't work out because I just didn't have it in me the patience to, to train the puppy. And I've got this brand new house and this puppy is pissing and biting every thing that I'm paying off for the next 30 something years. But I did try to give it the old, you know, college try. And so I remember one night taking the puppy for a walk. Sun was going down, wasn't completely dark. Talking like 7:30 where the sun actually does start to go down. Not like the middle of summer where it's still bright until fucking eight something. And. And as I'm walking the puppy, there's a grassy field not far from my house, like a block away. And across that grassy field there's houses like directly across the street. So all that separates the houses from the field is a street. And. And all of a sudden I hear my neighbors arguing. I mean like really arguing, like, gross, gross, gross, gross. You know, fuck you, bitch. And it's echoing through the street. Some guy and his wife and they're just. He's calling her every name in the book. And it's so loud, I think they must be in their garage and their garage door is wide open. And the, the sound is booming through the streets. It's echoing and it causes the puppy to kind of want to freeze. And I can't tell, I'm like, is this puppy gonna shit or is it just sitting down because it's upset about the noise. I think it was upset about the noise, but I'm like, you know, this is very awkward because I'm practically right across the street from their house listening to them screaming. And so you can kind of pick up what they're arguing about. It's, it's. She left something very important somewhere. They got to get back into the car and they got to go retrace their steps now and find this thing. So they do that. I'm sitting there with the puppy, the puppy sniffing around in the grass. I really wish it would go. Honestly, I could have picked it up and moved away with it, but I don't know, I was just kind of almost like a little shell shock. Like, damn, dude, damn. So they leave, but they leave everything open. And on all the, all the lights are on in their house and they're, you know, their, their, their curtains are all open. You could see right through it straight through the, to the back door, the sliding kitchen, the sliding glass back door. You could see through the house, like it's a glass house, literally. And then of course, the garage that they just came out of, all the lights are on in there. And like I said, the sun's going down, so. And, and as they pull away, I notice off to my right. So let's say the house is across the street from me and I'm looking at it off to my right hand side. I, I recognize that a family is coming. It's a, you know, a, A husband, a wife, a stroller, and maybe even like two small kids. I think it was a girl and a boy. So it's like picturesque family. And I've got a puppy, and I'm new in town and I'm feeling, you know, first time homeowners. You might know what this is like. It's like you, I don't know, you're hoping for that, like, welcome to the neighborhood kind of a deal. You're excited to trim hedges, to power wash your driveway, that kind of shit. I was falling into like wholesome normie mode. So I saw this opportunity. This family's coming. And I'm excited now because they have kids in a stroller. I've got a puppy. We're going to have a nice howdy neighbor moment. And so here they come now. They're passing in front of me and they give me the old howdy neighbor and I go, how you guys do it? And they go, how old is the puppy? And we start having this conversation now. It was in Front of me, the house. But I'm now looking over here to my left, and I see in the peripheral vision of my right eye somebody come out of that garage that was left open with the lights on, and they're, like, pitch black. But I'm not thinking about that. I'm thinking about two things. Number one, ooh, what a nice moment. Stroller, puppy. Family. Neighbor. Cool. And number two, please, God, is this dude about to come and apologize to me for what I've seen? Or what I've heard, rather? Because I overheard them fighting. And I was so mortified by that idea that I started to actually turn my entire body because I. I was gonna get ready to go. What? No, I didn't hear anything. What are you talking about? No, no, People argue all the time. Don't worry about it. Don't worry about it. I literally was getting ready to just lie to this man's face. I was so embarrassed that he would be beelining for me. Speed walking. Beelining for me. So, anywho, I act like I didn't see him, and I turn my body till he's out of my peripheral vision, because I'm totally prepared to be like, oh, didn't see you there. What brings you here, neighbor? What? Arguing? No. And I'm chatting up these people. They say, all right, well, you have a good night. I say, you guys take it easy. God bless you. You know, they keep walking away, and this guy has not said shit to me, which is even worse because I. I just want you to address this so I can pretend I didn't hear it. Now I've got to, like, turn back and be like, oh, hey, I turned back. Nobody's fucking there at all. I saw a man beeline for me. I had all of the emotion of anxiety, of. Of, you know, I was mortified. I didn't want this interaction. I was so certain. And I knew exactly where he should have been standing when I turned around, and he wasn't there. Anywho, pick up the puppy. She's done with her business. I walk back to the house. I get inside, I tell him, hey, guys, I just heard. I'm talking to my wife and my niece. I go, I just heard the neighbor saying all kinds of horrifying things to each other. They go, yeah, that's crazy. And then I go, and this happened. And they go, oh, that's crazy. And I go, yeah. And then, like, one of them walked up to me, and I was so embarrassed, but when I turned around, he wasn't there, and they were like, that's weird. And I go, is. Is it? They go, yeah. What did he look like? And I was like. I honestly. He was, like, all black. Now, you got to keep in mind, I can see this family. I can see this stroller. I can see the husband, the wife, and the children, but I cannot see any discerning or discernible features of this person. They're just a black shadow. And. And they go, that's really actually very creepy. And I went, yeah, I guess it is, isn't it? Anyway, and then that fucking night, all the knocking starts. I got chills just saying that. So, you know, eventually, yeah, I go around the house, I pray, I cast things out in the name of Christ. There's a lot of. Now that I think about it, now that I think about it, guys, I haven't had a night like this in so long. And I was so used to it while I was living in that house, just waking up and being like, dude, it is heavy. You know how often it was that I would wake up in the morning and my wife would be like, last night was really. The energy was wild. And I'd be like, yep, yep. Now, being out of it, I realize that's crazy. But at the time, it just is what it was. It was just the norm. And I guess I didn't want to admit it because I had just. I'm paying the bank for this nightmare box for 30 fucking years. You know what I mean? So. But I think we eventually did get it to stop. Something else worth noting. One of the main windows that would get knocked on was my bedroom window right behind my head, right behind my headboard. And one day I did go out there, and. And every time I would go out there to be, like. To see if there was any fingerprints, footprints, anything. Big black snakes. Big black snakes. And, like, I kind of chalked it up to, like, well, the sun rises over here, and it. And it casts light on this part of the house, which is. You know, they're basking. Which is true. I think they were basking, but big black snakes. I don't know. Anyway, let's get back into it. Let's see what else we got. I don't know how many I'm gonna be able to get into today. Let's see, we got as far back as 4:15. This is from Brooke. It says I just. Oh, wait, wait, wait. Did we watch this? Yeah, yeah, yeah. No, we didn't watch it. We read it. This is your. Yeah, I remember this one. This is where her classmates get Hypnotized and. Yeah, okay, we saw that one. So then we've got this one right here. This is what. Oh, Oh, I think I know what's happening here. I think we've gone through all of these, and we haven't updated them. Is that what's going on? Let me check. Now, this one is new. Okay, here we go. Topics. Porn addiction, marriage, Nephilim, sleep paralysis, spiritual attack, Demon erasers. Okay, good, good, good. We've got a banger here. This is four pages. Let's get through it.
- [55:49]
Cummins Representative
Got a 2013-2018 Ram with a Cummins Diesel. Well, you're about to get paid. Complete your emissions recall, 67A, and get a $200 cash card, a free warranty extension, and up to 13 chances to win $10,000. That's how you win, win, and win it again. Visit cumminswinwin.com to learn more. No purchase necessary. US residents, excluding New York, 18 and old, complete service by August 23rd. C rules at c rules.com forward/cww.
- [56:18]
David Lee Corbo
Cummins, Inc. Is this. Am I doing all right, guys? This is. I'm trying not to turn this into timeline cleanse. It's barely different, is it not? Big and black. Yep. Big black snakes named Rod. Yes, yes, yes. Snake dreams. It wasn't dreams, though. These are real snakes. These are real snakes. Thank you, Jin. Thank you, Jin. I appreciate it. I'm trying. I'm trying here. I don't have the homie to bounce things off of, and so I will keep fucking going if I don't check myself every once in a while and be like, wrap it up, dummy. Raven, what you experienced was a true trigger event. A real one. I mean, it seemed that way. It seemed that way. But you know what else I got the impression of? It was very weak, which all of it is. All of it is. None of it stands a chance. You know, the prophecy's been fulfilled. The way has already been made. You know, we already have authority over these things. So all of it is. Is weak, but there's still a hierarchy within there. This thing was very weak. Very weak. Something else worth noting. There's an app called Next Door, I think, where it's like a neighborhood app. And. And so I found I. I did, like. I typed in window knocking. And it was like, so many people in my town, so many people were experiencing this, and they were all saying, like, it's teenagers doing it, but nobody had any proof. And people were saying, yeah, it's definitely. They were saying, it's definitely teenagers, but for whatever reason, I just can't catch them on my. My ring doorbell or anything. What. So nobody had any proof. In fact, there was actually a night where there was a helicopter searching around and they were looking for somebody who was in a little girl's, which, like, if a little girl came in, like, you know, when my. When my niece said there was a man that was so tall, it didn't make sense. He was standing in my window, and he does it every once in a while. I don't think that that's a man. So I don't go, oh, we better call the police. I go, that's nephilim. But if you don't know that, and your daughter comes crying and she says, there's a man in my window, you're gonna call the police. And. And they. In Port Richie, they would bring out the helicopters for everything because probably it was fun. And so, yeah, they were circling the neighborhood all night. One night. And all the. And remember, all of us were out there just standing in the front yards at night, just talking to the neighbors, like, yeah, they're looking for. I could see it on the next door app. Yeah, they're looking for somebody that was in somebody's window. Interesting, interesting, interesting, interesting. In hindsight, right? All right, let's see what we got here. So I believe a demon conspired to ruin my marriage and nearly succeeded, probably. You can call me Nathan. I will. Nathan. You can call me Raven. It's gay. I made it up myself. I didn't make it up. It's my. It's what my last name means, but only if you translate it. And then you wear Hawaiian shirts and look metrosexual. You can call me Nathan. I was born into a Baptist church and raised by loving Christian parents. I invited Christ into my life when I was baptized at age 5. Based. I always felt that I was destined to do God's work, to be a soldier for him. Same. But as my life unfolded and I endured a series of seemingly minor but damaging events beyond my control, a darkness took hold of me and steered me down a past of lust, shame, and deceit and pride. I was a small kid and didn't reach physical maturity until I was 24. Hold on. Trying to get comfy. This and the fact that I couldn't relate to non Christians made me an obvious target for bullying and invisible to females in my peer group. Not good. My friend groups were always small and usually included fellow outcasts. And I didn't have much opportunity to explore my sexuality until I was in my 20s due to the fact that I was short and baby faced and the girls interested in me were always under 18. Ah, man, this is a crazy. Paint a picture here. Nathan. Nathaniel. Unfortunately there. These were many and I. It was frustrating that I could not indulge. Ooh. Well, I mean, you know, good on you for not. Don't do that. Don't do that. I'm just checking in with the. The, the chat here. Blaspheme. You are David Lee. I don't remember what I've said here anymore. Well, my last name is Corbo and Corbeau means rook or crow or raven. Corvid. It is a derivative of Corvo. So my family was just dumb and they were like, is that a B or a V? And now that that's who I am. Boom, boom, boom. When Top and Rage even finish my NDS chronicle, I'll go into it for you and impart my esoteric wisdom. Oh, is this is Thomas Rotnak. That's right. I believe we got that email. We just have to get it into the shuffle here. All right, let's get back to it. Where we at? Right there. By 13 or 14, I was in the habit of regularly consuming porn to supplement my masturbation and hiding it, understandably, from everyone, especially my parents, who, despite their loving nature, had taught me implicitly, through their attitudes towards the topic of sex or depictions of it on tv, that sex was a shameful act engaged only for the utilitarian purpose of procreation. I was plagued by nightmares in which an upright shadow would pursue me. Desperate to escape the fear these nightmares caused, I explored the concept of lucid dreaming and managed to engage in the act a handful of times. We talked about that recently. I think it was Pastor Ben who said that when he started to astral project or remote view, it was almost like a beacon. And it suddenly started to attract demonic encounters, alien abduction phenomenon, sleep paralysis, and even poltergeist activity in his house. We were talking to somebody recently. I forget who it was. I forget if we were talking to him or if I heard this on an episode of the Confessionals. No, it was somebody that we were talking to. I think it was Nate and Thomas. The reality czars were talking about somebody who was astral projecting and who would put this homunculus basically in their body to keep it full while they were gone. Because if you leave your body, other things seek to enter it. Go figure. Which, which tracks, right? You think about demonic possession. We talk about it all the time. It's like these things exist in a realm where they cannot experience the physical, and they really, really want to. Which is why when you see somebody who's demonically oppressed or schizophrenic, it's always driving them towards, like, drug use, you know, sexual encounters, all kinds of shit. Because it wants to engage in the desires of the flesh. It wants to sin. And. And they even said on that show that eventually he had a really hard time getting the homunculus to leave his body. And then apparently it fucked his wife. Crazy. There's a really consistent through line in all of these stories. So when he's saying that being pursued by an upright shadow and having these nightmares caused him to explore the concept of lucid dreaming, seems like the exact opposite of what you'd actually want to do. I hate Juice says, oh, man, I gotta send you the craziest astral projecting, projecting story ever from an ex Wiccan who became Christian. Craziest shit I ever heard. Dude talked about seeing sleeping spirits in graveyards, later verified with Tesla car camera, picking up the haptic movements. I've seen that kind of shit. I've seen that, yeah. Where the sensors around the. The Tesla will pick up bodies that aren't there. How do you put a homunculus in your body? Anally, I think it's the only way. I think homunculi are birthed through butt and back to butt they go back to. But they go. My fiance astral projected accidentally and seen me in the living room from the ceiling. Pov. That's crazy. I've heard a lot of those stories too. I've heard a lot of those stories. People falling through the soles of their feet. I think we. We talked about this on that. I think they were smoking spice. But this is what's given me the idea that, like, astral projection is a function that everybody has access to, but because we know nothing about it, we don't do it. But because it's a real function, I suppose you could accidentally do it. Right? Excuse me. All right. Being lucid allowed me to become whatever I wanted in the dream. As soon as I had assumed the role of shape shifting shadow entity. Oh, I'm sorry. And soon I had assumed the role of shape shifting shadow entity that had previously haunted my nightmares. Whoa.
- [66:30]
Cummins Representative
Got a 2013-2018 Ram with a Cummins diesel. Well, you're about to get paid. Complete your emissions recall 67A and get a $200 cash card, a free warranty extension, and up to 13 chances to win $10,000. That's how you win, win and win again. Visit CumminsWinWin.com to learn more. No purchase necessary. US residents, excluding New York, 18 and old. Complete service by August 23rd. C Rules at Sea, Rules.com forward/, CWW.com.
- [66:59]
David Lee Corbo
And Zinc so around 13 or 14, this kid is plagued by this shadow entity, starts doing lucid dreaming and eventually assumes the shape or form of the very entity that he was haunted by that pushed him in this direction. At this point. That's crazy. I always think we talk about that a lot too. If they can convince you that they are you, they got you. Around this time, I started having dreams about another world linked to and accessible from our real world via the act of dreaming. This world is inhabited by the Nephilim, offspring of Cain and a Lilith like demon. A sort of inversion of the whole fallen angels mating with human women scenario. These dreams inspired me to begin writing a series of novels, as yet unfinished, in which these Nephilim offspring had divided into warring factions, as they do once beholden to the dark power from which they originated, the other repentant and championing the cause of God. Oh, that's interesting. So is a division there. Half of them are championing the cause of God, half of them are beholden to the dark power from which they originated. Much like much more. Recently, as a regular NDS listener, I've started to wonder if the inspiration of this story is from my own mind or something outside of it. Especially given that some of the Nephilim are cast in the role of good guys. Anon, there's. There's actually quite a bit of these, quite a bit of this. You can hear this talked about a lot on the confessionals in the same way that you're describing it. Lucid dreaming, demonic encounters in. In childhood, leading to a series of dreams in which you're one person in waking life. Here, when you go there, you're another person. You're capable of incredible feats. You have a cause, there's a war to fight. Much like Narnia. There's a lot of people having that experience. Yeah, I don't think that that was something you thought up. I think that that is something that you saw bore witness to or were inspired by something else. Daddy Bunny says Independence Day 2. I've never seen Independence Day 2 because why would I? I just don't know. It's like, it can't be good, right? It can't be a good film. Did you guys see that, that weird music video recently by Will Smith? Where he's, like, desperately trying to convince you that he likes women, but he's like, clearly having sex with, like. This is named Austin Brown. He's like a Disney kid. I forgot what his name was. Something Brown. And he's taught he's not a Disney kid anymore. He's an adult. But he was talking about getting blown out by Will Smith and another person. I forgot. I forgot who it was. Y' all ever had on Elizabeth. April. She's into the Federation of Light or whatever it's called. The Galactic Federation of Light. That sounds unappealing. It sounds unappealing. I think the Galactic Federation of Light is. But, of course, in the way that I think everything is. And it's a big lie to rebrand these. These entities. This could be valuable. But it's Orlando Brown. Thank you, Federal agent. If anybody was going to know. But it's. It's hard for me to talk to people who are lost in the sauce on that, you know, like, we talked to David Schneider. David. Dave Schneider. Is that his name? Great guy. Really, really good dude. But he's, like, really into Q. He's a great source of information, but I can't give him any pushback. I think Q is a psychological operation. It's run by, like, intelligence agencies. And it's. It's, you know, a whole thing I'm not gonna get into. But not Rob Schneider. Z Man Dave. I'm his name up. We've had him on the show several times. I just gotta let him do his thing and then I gotta take his information and I gotta, you know, parse through it, see what I think of it, what's valuable, what's not. It's a lot harder, I think, with somebody who is balls deep in the Galactic Federation light. That's a. That's a Snedeker. Thank you very much. Snedeker is an excellent guy. Very smart, sharp as attack, charismatic. Love to have him back on the show. But we disagree on the nature of q.
- [72:03]
Cummins Representative
Got a 2013-2018 Ram with a Cummins Diesel. Well, you're about to get paid. Complete your emissions recall 67A and get a $2 cash card, a free warranty extension, and up to 13 chances to win $10,000. That's how you win, win and win again. Visit cumminswin win.com to learn more. No purchase necessary. U.S. residents, excluding New York, 18 and old, complete service by Aug. 23. C rules@c rules.com cww.cummins, inc.
- [72:33]
David Lee Corbo
But I'm not going to give them Pushback, because we're just going to get into a whole argument on the show. I want what the information you have. I don't want to derail you, but I don't know if you're. If you're into the Galactic Federation of Light. That's a step further, I'm saying. All right, let's see what else we got here. Where is it? There it is. At 19, I was living with my grandparents. While attending in the nearby college, I kept porn hidden in my room. My grandmother found it. Had she confronted me directly, telling me that she wouldn't tolerate it being in her house, I would have respected that. Instead of. Instead, she told my parents they drove to my grandparents house from over an hour away, demanded to see the porn and shame me deeply. Mmm. Brutal. Brutal, brutal, brutal. My grandparents kicked me out. The experience was traumatic, but rather than driving me away from porn, it taught me to be better at hiding it. Right? I remember I would pick the lock to my mom's room to gain access to the family computer. And. And I wasn't doing anything, nothing physical, but I was watching. I've told this story before. So I would get home from school and I'd have a good hour, hour and a half before my mom and her boyfriend got back. And I was looking up, you know, boobs, vagina, stuff like that. And back in the day, if you did that, you were gonna get, you know, viruses. And then all these pop ups were gonna happen, all these windows were gonna open. So one day, sure enough, that happens. I guess I go to the wrong website or whatever, hits the computer with a virus. Now pop up after pop up after pop up, and I'm trying, click, click, click, click, click, click, click, click. I'm trying to click it away as fast as I can. And I can't close the windows fast enough. They're popping up at a faster rate than I can close. That's why I freaked the fuck out. I go, oh, God. I press and hold the power button for the whole computer, shut it down, run out of the room, lock the door behind me, try to pretend I was never there. My mom's boyfriend comes home. He's a Dungeons and Dragons faggot. He wants to play Baldar's Gate. And his defense, it was a good game. That's what he did. Every day. He'd come home from his job as a mechanic. He'd sit down, he'd play Baldur's Gate for a little bit. So he sits down, fires the computer up. All of a sudden the house Is filled with the sounds of moans. Oh, my God. I'm in the living room. I don't have a bedroom. I didn't have a bedroom for, like, my entire life. Until I was 15 years old, I didn't have a bedroom. I slept on a sofa in the living room. So I'm in my room, the living room, and I could just hear the sounds of moans, women's, you know, just sexual encounters echoing through the house. And him going, what the. What the is going on? Click, click, click. He's trying to click it away. He's trying to, but he also cannot close the windows fast enough. Oh, my God. I'll tell you the truth. I don't even remember what happened next. I have no idea how that ended. Guys, please. Prayers for Xerox. Cannot stop gooning. Cannot stop gooning. If you could find it in your heart, in your. In your prayers tonight to mention Xerox. Our brother in Christ, who believes in everything he sees on the Internet, just like me. He can't stop gooning. And he needs our help. He needs the Lord's help. Dude, it was so. It was one of the worst moments in my life. I don't remember what happened next. I really don't. Anywho, so he goes. I finally lost my virginity to my first real girlfriend when I was 22. She knew I consumed porn and would sometimes do it with me. Oh, that's. That's a little bit too intimate. She was 19, easily a nine. Wow. Bragging anon. And she had already been with several men and women, always leaving relationships via cheating with the next guy. Naively, I wanted to believe things would be different between us. Anon is Captain Sabaho. She often offered to bring other women into our bedroom. And despite this being an ultimate fantasy of mine, I always refuse, knowing it would likely harm our already fragile relationship. Not a fantasy of mine. Not a fantasy of mine. I don't want that. Never wanted that. Never wanted a multiple woman scenario. It just seems like it's. It's just too much. It's too much. I've never felt the need to, like, immerse myself in. In. In sex. Never felt that need. One partner is enough. I know it sounds like a lot of dudes are out there like, dude threesomes, though. Three. Like, no dude. After she eventually cheated on me with one of the friends and my relationship imploded. I regretted having never taken her up on her many threesome offers. My porn consumption increased. My next relationship with an alcoholic also crashed and burned. My porn habit increased again. I realized I was most attracted to spinners. Short women with petite figures and smaller breasts at a point. That will come into play later. All right. I hope so. You know, I hope you're just not making me read some crazy. God, that's. I don't know about that. Oh, God damn. Jesus Christ. Tom the conspiracy racist says women will anything. Women, horses, dogs, dolphins, niggers. Disgusting. Geez, geez, geez, geez. Yeah. I mean, there is that funny meme where it's like men, when they drink whiskey, and it's like, I would like some more whiskey. And the other guy's like, me, too. And then it's like women, when they drink whiskey, and then they're just making out. I don't think that's true with adult women, but certainly the teenage girls who I would hang out with when I was younger, you know, it was like they were always looking for an excuse to make out. You know what I mean? Not good. Let me see. Just checking in with the chat. Checking in. You guys are my. My co host for today. David got molested. What? The Xerox. I didn't get molested. What did I. When did I say that? I didn't say that I didn't get molested. You disassociate. I might have disassociated. I might have disassociated. It's. It's possible. Glue sandpaper to your palm. Xerox. It will work. It worked for me. Yeah, but there's a learning curve to it. You have to go through a few scabs before you really. Before you internalize it. Before you really internalize it. Z Man says multiple dudes. No, not multiple dudes either. That's a horrifying scenario. Did Milo just burn himself with hot oil? I don't know. Did he Just did. That just happened. Now Chronicles of David's B Hole says if I'm watching porn with a. I'm. Yeah, I've never. I've never done that. Never watch porn with a chick that's a. I don't know, man. It just seems like. I think I always inherently knew it was something to be ashamed of. And I'm not gonna share my shame with somebody. You know, Jyn running defense for Xerox as it's not actually Xerox, it's somebody else. I don't know. I mean, that's exactly what somebody who's trying to help Xerox would say. Yeah. There you go. Season of the Rat says you think sandpaper will stop him. Here we go. Xerox. I tried sandpaper. I sucked my own Xerox. Going too far. Going too far. Is that true? Milo burned himself with hot oil to stop himself from gooning. Oh, to stop banging dudes. He burned himself with hot oil. Is that true? He burned the gay away. Wow. Based. Milo. I'll take it. Whatever you got to do. Whatever you got to do. Let's see. Threesomes are always gay. Yeah. I mean, especially when they include multiple men. I hate you says. In my experience, it is true for women at least up to age 36. I would say you give them a. There's a better period than that. I would say like somewhere in your. Probably your early twenties. If you're. If you're reasonable. I mean, if you're very reasonable, you never do that kind of weird shit. There you go. Pluck out your eye if it causes you to sin. Right? Right. Oh, that's not nice. Z man says he got immune to candle wax, so he had to stop or step it up to boiling oil. All right, let's get back into the stories here. I was so depressed. This is after we talked about petite women with smaller breasts. I was so depressed. I was so depressed by that failure that I finally surrendered to God, begging him to choose my next partner. Little did I know, a couple of hundred miles away, the woman who would become my wife was saying the same prayer a few months later. My wife and I had met and instantly fell in love after one date. She is not petite and has larger breasts. All right. And while I am still attracted to her, I have never lusted after her, if that makes any sense. Interesting. Hmm. Fast forward a couple of years. My wife and I were married and she was pregnant with our daughter. Fucking awesome based. She had put on a lot of weight during the pregnancy and the idea of sex aroused neither of us. Yeah, I wasn't really trying to be intimate with my wife when she was pregnant. Mostly because it seemed wrong, because I was like, my son's in there. It was then that I indulged in porn with a renewed vigor. With a hard R. And had soon replaced sexual desire for my own wife with the habit. Not good. Not good. Not good. Very common. Though the frequency of our intimacy slowed to such a degree that we would often go months without sex, these dry spells inevitably led to long, uncomfortable conversations about the underlying cause. In my shame, I lied to my wife, offering every excuse except the real one. I told her I had been indoctrinated to associate sex with shame and sin and that even though I knew Sex with her wasn't shameful or sinful. The old programming still lingered. This was certainly true, but it wasn't the primary reason for our dysfunction. The truth was I was masturbating to porn so much that I had nothing left to give my wife. I had lost sensitivity. My libido could not be awakened by anything less than explicit lesbian or threesome porn. This dysfunction aside, our life together has been full of love, happiness and blessing. I hope you figured this out. When Covid hit, my habit intensified. I had more time on my hands. Business and gyms were closed and I was teleworking. So I was home all the time. I had little sense of purpose or self worth. They don't. You don't even have to wear pants when you're teleworking, right? You're only seeing the upper half of. Of your body. Oh, no, Marty, I'm not reading that. You. Oh my God. Oh my God. That's horrifying. Marnie, sex with your wife is literally the only non sin way to bus. Yes. I'm gonna give you a little. We're gonna give you heart eyes for that. I don't know if that's applicable, but I did that just now for you. Federal agent says my wife is almost 40 weeks pregnant and we trying to get that baby out of there. I do hear that. That like speeds delivery. Who knows? I don't know, I just. I just, you know. You know what it was too is like I like when everybody feels good about what's happening and she doesn't feel good about herself because she thinks her feet look like hams. And so I don't. I don't want to do anything if you don't feel super cool about it. You know what I mean? Does that make sense? Poking baby's head. Right, right, right, right. I'm so depressed. Prayers for Xerox. Please stop gooning. If you stop gooning, you'll probably feel better. Boof Wax is my band's name. What the fuck, dude? All right, all right, all right. Get her pregnant. Get her pregnant again. I don't know if that's how it works. I don't know if that's how it works. Did. Did Raven just know I am wearing pants in my own home. I'm not wearing shoes, but I am wearing pants. I'm wearing full length pants actually. Full length pants at the moment. Okay. Yeah. Cankles. My. My wife's feet, they got big like hams. Like canned hams. Canned hams. My poor sweet wife. I know her Feet were killing her. Yeah, wasn't good. All right, let's. Let's continue on here. Let's drop that down. Just have cankles hanging out there. All right. It seemed like every spare moment I was gooning. Is this Xerox or edging? Geez, man, you got into that realm of things. You know what's crazy? My mother in law is like right in the other room. She's gonna be here for a week and. And I'm realizing like, oh my God, she probably hears all this. It seemed like every spare moment I was gooning or edging often for hours on end. What? I consume content from almost every source I could think of. Standard porn sites and Twitter, TikTok and Instagram for pictures and videos of sexy young women in anime. Some sites like a past NDS Chronicles contributor. I even dabbled with chatbots. However, never asked the AI to inhabit me. Oh, that's right, the Futunari Succubi. Dude, harrowing story. Whether because mainstream porn flirts with this taboo constantly, or because of my own unique life experiences or some combination of both, my preference for petite younger women became the focus of my porn consumption. This sounds like a very slippery place. Then about two years ago, I stumbled across a website that hosts video game mods that sexualize any of your favorite games by making NPCs nude, changing dialogue and available interactions. Damn, dude. Upon further exploration of the site, I discovered that it hosted an untold number of animated porn images catering to my preference for petite females. But here's where it gets dark. See, this is it, man. This is it. What did I say? Ah, dude. Yeah. The Chronicles of David's B hole says besides denting my baby's skull, I was afraid of multiple pregnancy. All I could imagine was a litter. That being said, ain't no pussy. Better the wetter and good. God, is that even real though? I don't think that's real. Can you do that? You get somebody pregnant who's already pregnant? I don't know. Mother in law is probably in the live chat under a fake name. Yeah, it's a federal agent. Anime is basically born by itself. Yeah, yeah. I hate you says bro. Stand behind your pregnant wife, hug her and lift her up her stomach, baby and all. Watch that. Women instantly coom from the relief. True story. That doesn't seem. I feel like you're making up crazy things in the chat there, Juice. She going to Bro Grove? No, she's a Jehovah's Witness. Did you guys hear that? Did you guys hear That. I don't know if that worked. Good God. See, man. All right, all right, all right, all right. That's not how a vagina works. Right. I don't know much about those things, but come on. Nope, not saying it again. Cats can have multiple fathers in one litter. I don't know how that's. If that's how people work though. Yeah, I don't know. Cats also have like a spurred dong. Right? Okay, let's see what else we got. But this is where it gets dark and it's like I said before, this sounds like a slippery slope. While many of the images are no different than one might find on other hentai sites, most of them are downright pedo in context. And the majority of the site's members were self proclaimed pedos. And then we got here. In big bold text, it says, please do not share the name of the site with your listeners. I will not, as I wouldn't want them to be tempted to view it. Okay. I am sharing it with you only because the name has obvious relative connotations. I can see. Yeah, I'm not going to. I'm not going to tell you guys what the name is, but it has like very obvious, like fallen angel connotations. Very obvious. He goes on to say, I am not a pedo. Aside from when I was myself a teenager, I have never had sexual desires for underage females. But given my aesthetic preferences for women, this site had a lot of content that appealed to me. I'm realizing that in some way, shape or form, this chronicles serves for some people as a confessionals of sorts. And I'm fine with that. And I am happy in some way that this offers that service because I imagine you walk around and you can't share this with anybody, right? But you have an opportunity here on a show that's foundation is Christ to. To get this off your chest. I'm not saying that we are for that. In other words, like, I don't think that's the purpose of the show. I'm not saying that's the purpose of this. I don't know what the purpose of the show is. Everybody gets something different from it. So I want to say, I know even myself, I find myself recoiling a bit and I'm sure the audience does, but it's like, this could be good. This could be good. This person obviously knows that Jesus Christ is the way, the truth and the life. And they're here talking about a thing that I think brings them a great deal of pain and shame. So this is good. I'm happy that this show serves that function for what seems to be a small group of individuals, but, you know, individuals nonetheless. All right, let's get back to it. And I indulged. Wait. It says, given my aesthetic preferences for women, the site had a lot of content that appealed to me. And I indulged, sifting through the abundant filth for that niche content that piqued my arousal. But as time passed, I began to have doubts, wondering if I was becoming a monster like all the others who spent hours on this site. Let's see. It's. It's, you know, no one is beyond redemption. Full stop. About four months ago, conflict was in my heart and had been there all my life. But I could feel some sort of crescendo building. I was listening to NDS daily, filling myself with nuggets of God's truth, connecting dots between everything I had learned through studies of the Bible, history and ancient mythologies. I viewed the evil in my life through fresh eyes and came to understand that I had been oppressed by something outside of me for most of my life. Yeah, and that pissed me off. But I couldn't stop my porn habit. I tried countless times throughout my life, usually after some argument with my wife over our lacking sex life. I was clearly addicted. So, yeah, something worth mentioning there, right, where it's like you were oppressed by something outside of your life for most of your. Most of it. We're constantly tempted by sins of the flesh. And then there's these external things that come along and amplify that. And the way they amplify it is they nudge you, nudge you, nudge you, nudge you constantly. So don't get it twisted. It is our own sin. It is our own flesh that desires one thing or another. And everybody's thing is different. But there is something outside of us that pushes us constantly towards that. So it's important to keep those, because I don't think we, you know, and I'm not saying this is what he's doing, but it's no absolvement of your own individual accountability in the situation you have desires. And it is your duty to abstain from the desires of the flesh and instead look towards God and lean on God, because clearly we're not strong enough to do it on our own. So there is that element, that accountability is very important. But yes, these things do leverage that against us. No, Z man, you said duty. You said D, double O D. Yes, in the chat. Jokes on you. Z Man, you said duty. This is the only church I know where I fit in. Brotherhood of the retarded. Yeah, I wouldn't call it a church. I wouldn't call it a church. It's something. It's just a group of people trying to understand God, trying to draw closer to God. And I think the main thing that we figured out is that the way to the Father is through the Son. And that really helps a lot. And then there's a bunch of other fun extracurricular shit that we find out along the way. If this anonymous gooner is among us. Show yourself. Xerox. I mean, demon. Unbelievable. Unbelievable. Chronicles of David's B hole. Why would you call out our brother in Christ Xerox for that? That's crazy. Wild thing to do. You just described a church, Raven. I don't know. Whatever, man. Semantics. This isn't a church. We're on a. The Internet. I'm in my bedroom. This backdrop ends right here, and then it's a white wall. This is not. This is. I wouldn't call this a church. Okay. Two or more gather in his name. All right, all right, I get it, I get it, I get it. Ah, there you go. Where's my tax breaks? I don't get tax breaks. That's it. Semen antics. Yeah, if I get tax breaks and vaccine exemptions, then. Then we'll. Then we'll have a conversation. I don't like semen antics. That's a ridiculous, ridiculous way to break that word up. Okay, so addicted to porn, this guy, and he's struggling with it. This show is helping him as it helps me, as it helps top, as it helps everybody. It's really. God is helping us. And. And then I'm just speaking into a microphone. Helps us to understand the. The real spiritual warfare that we're engaging with. And he's realizing he is clearly addicted, so he goes. Then came the sleep paralysis. I'd experienced this only once or twice before in my youth, back when I was plagued by nightmares. But this time it was different. It was early morning, late enough that there was enough light in the bedroom for me to see everything clearly. Okay. My wife was sound asleep next to me, only I don't recall hearing her breathe. I was laying on my right side facing the edge of the bed, when I felt my body tense up and freeze. I just remembered I had sleep paralysis like the other night, and I think my wife helped me out of it. It's very confusing and fleeting. I don't remember registering that I was in sleep paralysis, but I was confused and I think I was able to just, like, shake my head and I think she picked up on that. We never even talked about it, but I think she. She helped me out, got me out of it. Sometimes it's just a touch, and she'll get me out of it. Huh. That's crazy. Okay, so he's laying on his right side, facing the edge of the bed, when he feels his body tense up and freeze. It felt as if I was wrapped head to toe in a thick spider's web. Like Frodo. Yeah, I remember that scene. But my eyes could move. I could sense something approaching from the foot of my bed over my left shoulder. And it soon came into view. A blurry, charcoal gray humanoid form, tall and menacing. I tried to cry out to Jesus Christ, but my mouth wouldn't obey my mind. All I could do was call to him in my mind, over and over. In a flash, the blurry form rushed forward, leaning over my right shoulder, its details revealed. It was ashen, gray everywhere, including its eyes, which had no pupils. It was bald, with a wrinkled face and an open mouth full of sharp teeth. It latched onto my shoulder, biting, and I snapped out of the paralysis. I was afraid that it had entered me, or at least attached itself somehow. I spent the next three days in constant prayer and agony, begging God to cast a thing out, to release me, reform me, and guide me toward the path for which I'd always felt I was intended. At one point, I told God I would do whatever he asked of me short of confessing to my wife. His answer was immediate. If there was any hope for your marriage, you must be honest with her. Instead, I succumbed once more to my addiction and with terrible enthusiasm, binging hard for the next two months, rather than confess to my wife that she'd always intuitively. What? She'd always intuitively known there was something dark attached to me, something sexual. And it manifested like a third person whose sole purpose was to interfere with any road. Our marriage. Huh. Man. There we go. Clint Russell says this might push me into church. So dark. How was Freedom Fest? Hope you're doing well. I was thinking about the other day. I was getting a haircut down the street from Clint's. I was almost going to show up to his apartment. I don't know what I would have done. I don't know, like, let him lay into me. Let him say the things that he was going to say. But he wasn't there anyway. He was. He was at Freedom Fest. You know, Anon. This is something that I've struggled with, I think most men have struggled with. And it also brought me a great deal of shame. And I'm happy to say that I don't remember the last time. It's not like it's been a tremendous amount of time, but I realized today because I was getting that, like, little nudge, that little temptation, I forgot what it was. I was like, in the bathroom, scrolling through my phone, and it's like everything is so hypersexualized on the feed. And I said actively, like, no, not doing that. And then I realized, like, damn, I've been in here for a month now. I haven't done that here. And then before that, it was a while longer. I don't know. So maybe months, maybe. I can say it's been months. Feels good, man. I know there's more story, and I'm hoping that it wraps up in a cool way, but, like, obviously you're not alone. Obviously you're not alone. That's like the number one thing for guys, man. It's just brutal. It's everywhere. You don't get to watch anything, enjoy anything. Every movie you try to watch has a sex scene shoehorned into it for seemingly no purpose whatsoever. Doesn't further the plot, doesn't enrich the story. And it's always, like, painfully long and. And. What the fuck, man? The algorithm is constantly just showing you bimbos, bimbos, bimbos, bimbos, constantly. It's an uphill battle. I find these days that I don't watch much on Prime. I've been watching the Chosen. I got through the Bible series on Prime. That was really good. Now I'm watching the Chosen like an idiot. I started from season four and I watched like, three episodes, and then I didn't realize that I was watching season four. So I have to start all the way over. But even in the car, I. I've gotten to the age now where I listen to worship music like every. It turns out there's not a whole lot of worship songs, at least not on this station. There's like 10. It's the same songs over and over again. But I guess that's how it is on any kind of, like, you know, if you go to a pop station, it's the same 10 songs over and over again as well. I'm sure. But I'm just tired of it all. I'm tired of it all. I'm tired of it all. I'm tired of, like, everything is poisonous. All the music and all the entertainment, all the movies, all the shows. Like, man. But yeah, man, I've. I've always felt like maybe that was my. My real big. If I had a primary sin. Sorry. Like lust and gluttony and what's the one for? Anger. Got a lot of that, too. And I don't know, feels good. I'm like, conquering those things a lot lately. It helps to do this show because. Wrath. Thank you, Junior. It helps doing this show because it holds me accountable. I don't want to be the type of guy ever, ever, ever. I hate being hypocritical. I hate. I'm the type of person that if I speak it out loud, I'll hold myself accountable because I don't want to be the guy who talks a lot of and then doesn't do a thing. So if I'm going to come on this show and I'm going to talk about pursuing a relationship with the father through the son, and I'm going to talk about all of these. I don't know, things about faith versus fear. And you guys know where I've been lately in. In regards to that. I can't be. I hate it. I hate it. I hate being a hypocrite. So it helps. Maybe this helps. Anon. Right? You say it to somebody and then that leads to you holding yourself accountable. But you're. You're not alone in this. And I don't know, you're definitely not irredeemable. That's. That's. That's a. That's silly. That's silly. All right, let's finish this up. It goes on to say, on Easter Sunday. Yes, I'm aware of all the pagan connections on that day. Yeah, I don't know. I think the intention is really what matters. Are you glorifying Christ? And do you mean it? While I was out of the room, my wife opened my phone. Fuck. I'd given her my password following our last depressing talk about our virtually sexless marriage so that she could satisfy herself that I wasn't cheating. I had been, in a sense, just not with a flesh and blood person. Oh. Oh, he was cheating. That's funny. You know what's funny? I have like, old factory settings where, like, my. My wife will go to, like, grab my. Like she has all my passwords and everything and she'll just have Facebook Market. Oh, my God, it's so annoying. She doesn't have Facebook Market because Meta is the worst app in the world and she got her Facebook hacked and taken over. No matter how many times you report it, they'll do nothing. Absolutely nothing. Absolutely nothing. No matter how many of my relatives get scammed into sending her money, this person who's taken her. Her profile over, no matter how many people report it, absolutely nothing. And then she goes to try to remake her own account, and it's like, actually, this account is associated with this account that's got some strange behavior associated with it. So now we won't even let you make an account. So the. The fake. My wife, the fake Mrs. Corbeau goes on and scams endlessly, and the real Mrs. Corbeau tries to make an account, and they. And they will. Meta is the worst app on earth, but because she doesn't have it, she doesn't have Facebook market, she's looking for a dinette. I'm to this point, I don't want to thrift shop anything anymore. I don't want to take anybody's old stuff. I just think things have a spiritual, you know, an energetic attachment. I don't want it in the house anymore. That's just how I feel. I think, buy it new, just be done with it. And what she's done, though, is she'll take my phone and she'll go on my Facebook market, which has old cars because I want a convertible. I want something old that me and my son can work on. And Pokemon cards. Hey, sweetheart, I was just talking about you and Pokemon cards and old cars. That's exactly what my thing is now. It's dinettes, dinettes, dinettes, dinettes. But, like, I have that old factory setting right, where it's like I have nothing to hide, but, like, there's still, like, I could almost feel this little, like, voice in the back of my head. It's like, don't let her have your phone. Like, why? Why not? It's like this thing. There's, like, a thing that wants you to have stuff to hide. You know what I mean? It wants you to. And I guess I engaged in that sort of thing in previous relationships. And maybe it's a. A left. Like, a leftover from that. But it is also really relieving to know that she could just take my phone up, my algorithm, and I don't have to feel bad about anything. That's a huge thing. The worst thing about the lies is it eats at you. One lie begets another lie begets another lie. You got to remember your lies, and it just eats at you like acid. And then what happens is you've got all this anxiety every time Arcane Arsenal says, wait, are we the father? That Raven Never had. I guess you're the psychiatrist that Raven never had. Although I've got. I've gotten to this place where I think a therapist and psychiatrists are gay. I don't think it's a good idea. Remember the Chronicles about the woman with the Masonic husband? No, I don't. I don't remember that. Go through a lot of stories. Go through a lot of stories. Chronicles of David's B hole says same thing happened with my ex's account. Or my wife's account. Soon to be ex wife. Sorry to hear that, dude. I hope that's not the case. I hope you guys figure that out. Meta is the worst app on earth. It really is. Therapists are gay. Shit, I might have to go now. No, it's the words the rapists just jammed together. Do with that what you will. Oh, there we go. Therapists are gay. And the chat is my therapists. Thanks, David. I see what I did there. That was on purpose, but it's really. It's really important. You don't want to. You don't want to do the lying. Divorce isn't real. That's an interesting point. I think you might be right about that. I mean, to the government maybe, but to God, I don't know. Yeah. Yeah, dude, that's great. Trying to keep your lies straight leads to insanity. I'm convinced. Or Alzheimer's, maybe. Yeah, Alzheimer's. It's not good. You have to constantly keep up with your fiction. Buy it new while it's got fresh blood from the hands of little Asian children. That's how I want my stuff from now on. David. Yeah? I just think that if you. If you're getting stuff, you don't know what happened around that stuff. I never really thought about that before. And then, you know, doing this show, it kind of seems obvious in hindsight. Like you don't know what the hell is attached to that stuff. I think physical objects can hold energy. You don't want that stuff in your house. I want new stuff. Hear that? I don't want somebody's murder. Dinette. What if somebody cheated with their wife on that. Dinette. On it. And then it's in our living room or dining area. Filthy animals. I don't want anything to do with that. There's no amount of bleach. No amount of bleach and. And vinegar or. No, ammonia and vinegar. No, no, I'm sorry. Not. Yeah, ammonia. There's no amount of ammonia and vinegar that can fix that. Where are you going? You're going to Lake Sumter? Oh, all right, enjoy. Love you. Feel cute. Bye. Anywho, you're eating on that dinette. Exactly. The incognito eyebrows are good, dude. The cut. The eyebrow. He really. The eyebrows up. All right, let's finish this story. I think I make it longer when Top's not here. All right. In my idiocy and in God's divine providence, I had left a browser window open on the very website I mentioned earlier. What she found there rocked her to her core. The implications were vast and her mind went wild with speculation and assumption, some of it accurate. Imagine what she felt like, man. Imagine being a woman and catching your husband in that. It's like not even. You know why? Because there's no separation. On the same website where they have stuff that people would say is reasonable is the same website where they have stuff that people would say is an abomination. And the fact of the matter is it's all an abomination. And it's almost useless to compare one degree of it to another degree of it. She confronted me the next day and I confessed my porn addiction, my preferences for petite women, and my worry that I delved so deeply into this dark path of myself that I'd opened the door to active spiritual attack. While this worries her, plenty, plenty. She understands. Oh, she is understandably more concerned that I might have an attracted to minors. This is especially problematic for her given that our daughter is a teenager. What a horrible place to be. What a horrible place to be. While I'm obviously terrified that this revelation could cause my wife to end our otherwise blessed marriage, the amount of relief I now feel that I no longer have to hide my shame from her is immeasurable. I've underestimated her capacity for understanding and forgiveness. She believes there is hope for us and asked me to enter therapy. I have, and with a Christian therapist. Okay, there you go. That's good. That's a good rock to build that relationship with a therapist on. I have just one shot to fix this, and if I fail again, she'll be gone and everyone in my life would demand to know why I would be ruined. I might never see her or my kids again. Honestly, though, that sentence almost needs to be corrected. God has given you another chance. Blessed God has given you a jocko willink. Did your. Did your wife found out that you have a crippling porn addiction and that porn addiction is one of petite small breasted women. But the overlap between petite small breasted women and young girls is. It's pretty, you know, substantial and. And you've been trying to hide it for a long time. Even though you feel like you're under a spiritual attack and it might be compromising your sex life with your beautiful wife and the fact that she's found this, she's now speculating wildly as to what you're into and the implications of that, given not only your marriage and your porn addiction, but also your teenage daughter, are wildly devastating to you. But also, it's now out in the open and the light, like a fire, purifies the rot. Good. You know what I'm saying? Like, this is. This is good. You got to reframe that sentence. Not. I have just one shot to fix this and if I fail again, she'll be gone and everyone in my life would demand to know why I would be ruined. I might never see her and my kids again. God has blessed me with an opportunity to make this right. Knowing therapy alone will not be enough, I reached out to Brian of Demon Erasers. Nice. Love Brian. And attended one of his deliverance prayer and church sessions. It was a three plus hour long experience filled with confessions, prayers of forgiveness from my parents and grandparents and anyone else who may have wronged me in my life. Prayers of forgiveness for myself, the casting off of demon spirits, and determined renunciations of all the negative emotions, evil thoughts and behaviors that have led me to my current despair. Participants spoke in tongues. Brian knew and named their struggles before they confessed them. Wow. I saw others undergo physical transformations before my eyes as demons struggled to remain attached to them. It was unreal and it had a profound impact on me that I will never forget. Wow, that's fascinating, man. Brian. Crushing, huh? He says like a lot, but great dude. I am happy to say that I have not viewed any porn since the day my wife confronted me. Yeah, dude, I have not masturbated. All that energy has finally been directed where it belongs towards my wife. I still struggle with the temptation to indulge in that old habit. But I believe that God is fulfilling his promise to transform me and that in time I will be renewed in mind and spirit. 100%, dog. 100%. That is. That is the correct outlook. Man, I'm just going through the chat real quick to see. Yeah, this is dark. Horrible. Agreed. Tom wants to be just like his hero. Jesus based. Tom the Carpenter. Very nice. Who's that? Who rubs you? Who invited the Muslims? There's Muslims in here. Fed, you freak. What's fed saying? Every Muslim ever. Oh, nine year olds can be mature women. Get out of here you goof. Demon Slayer dude. Yeah. Yeah, that's who it is. Brian of. Or Demon Erasers. Demon Erasers. I attend one of his sessions. They are great. Is that true, Jin? I would love to get your thoughts on it. Because, you know, Brian is a little bit of a polarizing character. He's. Because he's such a character, he's so over the top. He's. He's kind of larger than life in very many ways, and I find him to be genuine and I really enjoy him. But I understand how some of the chat could feel one way or another about him. I. You know, I trust your judgment, Jin. I'd love to hear what your takeaway is on it. Those two posts were meant to go together, right? It seemed worse with the first post sent on its own. I get you, dude. I see what you're saying. Zman says a Catholic priest and a rabbi were walking down the street and came across a little boy. The cath. The Catholic says to the rabbi, want to him. And the rabbi says, out of what? Unbelievable. Unbelievable. I can hook a up with all the renunciation prayers for spiritual healing and repentance. Yeah, it's good to have. We should probably have some sort of. Well, if you're not in the telegram, you should be. That would be a good place to drop that for people. Probably a personality turn off. Lauren. Yeah, he's got a very unique personality. He does. He does. JYN says, I attended two, actually, and it's the real deal. That's awesome. That's awesome. I love to hear it. Good. That makes me feel good. That makes me feel good. I hope he is doing good work over there. All right, let's prayer circle at Bro Grove. Is that a thing? I don't know. I. It's. It's. I don't know how we would do it. I've never. I've certainly never led a prayer or a prayer circle. Doesn't feel. It feels. What's the word? Presumptuous. More than presumptuous. It feels like I'm not a minister or a pastor. I don't know how that works. I'm still going. Like, I just started going to church. I went last Sunday, and now I'm gonna miss this Sunday because something's happening. I forgot what it is. There's a reason I'm missing this Sunday. What the heck is it? And it was a little bit annoying, actually, but I don't remember what it is. This Sunday would be the 23rd. Why am I missing it? There was a reason that my wife said we Weren't gonna be able to make it because I was telling Top's parents that I think I was gonna get baptized this Sunday. But there is something that we have to take care of that I couldn't avoid. I forgot what the heck. It was all right anyway. Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom. Let's get back into it. Chronicles said that's not even a funny thing to joke about. In fact, just from your jokes, if you're anywhere near me and my little girl, best believe you'll be under extreme watch with a very biased eyes. Well, I mean, he said it's. It's sent separately, right? It's supposed to be like every Muslim ever because Muslims are kind of notorious for that. Oh, my God. Tom's not in the telegram chat. I can't send it to you right now. I don't have telegram on my computer. But I'll send it to you later on. All right, let's wrap this up. Let's. That's the other thing too. Such a degenerate event for a Jesus convention. It's like the first day. I don't think is going to be like that. So Shane Cashman believes in Jesus Christ. Then Nephilim death squad goes on. I believe in Jesus. Top believes in Jesus. Even Sam Tripley believes in Jesus. Then the conspiracy roundtable hosted by cult of conspiracy, which Jacob himself is a Christian. So it's actually going to be quite a few performances from Christians. The second day was supposed to be Raymond Palooza and then that fell apart and now we're just doing some sort of comedy. I think Elijah Schaefer is a Christian. I think even Royce of Revenge of the sis is a Christian. You know, obviously Cole is Christian. Top's gonna be there again. He's Christian. Jake Shields, not Christian, hates the Jews. You know, pray for him. One day he gets there. Owen Benjamin. I don't think Owen Benjamin is Christian. I don't know what Owen Benjamin is really. Raven Palooza, that seems. That's very rude. Very rude. Just jack your whole shit and take it over. Raven, you follow me on X, send me the telegram link there or something that. I will, I will, I will, I will. Tyler Jennings says God says you are a minister. Raven. We're all supposed to be ministers. Evangelicus. Well, you know what it is if I, if I'm misspeaking, it is literally because I just haven't learned enough yet. I got. I just got to get there and have an actual understanding of it. Yeah, he said, said nine year old girls can be matured. And then he said. Said every Muslim ever. Like, that's the idea, is that, you know, Muslims are. They do that. I don't know. Owen is weird about religion. He's fond of Islam because their women aren't who. Yeah, But I've seen him speak positively about Jesus, so I don't know. I don't know. I don't really get too wrapped up in a man's walk, though. I'm very concerned with my own. Okay. I haven't worked on my novels in over a year, says Anon. But now with my refreshed perspective, thanks in no small part to NDS Awesome. Love it. I realized this story I was writing was somewhat an inversion or perversion of the truth. Just like much of what we see coming from Hollywood, I'm determined that to let God work through me, unhindered by my old darkness, and turn that narrative on its head, reworking my story to be an allegory of Nephilim history, mankind's role in it, and how God will ultimately use it to his glory. That's awesome, dude. I would love to see where that goes. It Sundays, I know top is hesitant to accept any credit for this sort of thing, but I do believe God has used NDS to grab the attention of his dangerously horny retard and bring him back into his blessing, to bring honor to his family and God and to do his work. However things play out between me and my wife, I am forever dedicated to this change. Thank you, guys, and praise Jesus. Amen, brother. What a great, redeeming ending to something, you know, it's harrowing, but it's familiar. I think all the dudes that are listening to this, they share it to some degree. If it's not porn, then it's substance abuse. If it's not substance abuse, then it's anger. If it's not anger, then it's this. If it's not this, then it's that. We all have our thing, and that ending was very promising. I think you keep that focus, and you're gonna be all right. That's it. Right, though. That's the name of the game. It's like, I just want to do what God wants me to do. Sometimes I think about, like, this event, even Bohemian Grove, and I'm like, have I included God enough in the sense of asking him, like, is this what I'm supposed to do? Is this what you want me to do? And I've done that. I've done that. But, like, I don't know. Have I done it? Enough. And I think that's really going to be like. I've already been thinking about where I want to go after Bro Grove. What do I want to do? Dangerous is gone. Timeline cleanses back. Nephilim Death Squad is the centerpiece of this, and it's built on Christ. Whatever I do next, I just want it to be God's will. And you guys have heard me say that. I've always said that before, but I just want that to be the main focus. What is God's will? I'd like to know my role in it. Even if I don't know my role in it, I'd like to walk that path or don't deviate and get wrapped up in what I want to do and what I want to be and what I want to have or what anybody else wants me to do or what everybody else wants me to be or what anybody else wants me to have. Just what does God have planned for me? Because it's very obvious. God bought you to Rod. I don't think God did this. I don't think God. This did this to my eyebrows. That was me. That was me in my. In my own ego. I want to look good on stage in front of people. I don't want to look like a schmuck. I'll just go take half my eyebrows off. Why not? J. R says, bring Toad into the fold somehow. Man, that would be beautiful. Dangerous retards with Toad. I mean, I love the idea. And like I said. I think I said it on time, TLC Dark mode yesterday, where it's like, when Dangerous comes back. If it comes back, I think it should come back. It. You know, it's great branding. It's a great idea. I think it's a good cultural tool. But when it comes back, I just want to make fun of everything. I want to make fun of politics. I want to make fun of conspiracy. I want to make fun of culture. I don't want to talk seriously about Glenn Greenwald and whether or not he's kids. I don't want to talk seriously about World War III or any of these things. I just want to make fun of that because. Because God's real and he has a plan. And what we're looking at is. Is the, you know, the machinations of man, which are laughable, the plans of man, which are laughable, you know, and we should be able to laugh at it. So I really noticed that at the last Dangerous that we did, where we got thrown out of the theater, and then we talked about it. And we called up that guy Tom, and we tried to get that in our favor and we tried to get back into the theater and. And then when we went upstairs and we did the episode on what just happened and what was going to happen going forward, we started talking about Glenn Greenwald. And I just recognized that the conversation was so much more serious. I think all these things deserve ridiculous. So if and when Dangerous Retards comes back, I would like it to be in that context now. You know what's funny? My mother in law brought me this. This is very cool. So there's actually a nail trimmer and I bite my nails like a disgusting human being. But I've got a middle finger here. And you kind of press it. You hear that? It's spinning up now. And now I can. I can just do that. Do a little rocking back and forth and it trims it to the perfect length. Isn't that nice? Sorry, I got distracted. I would love for Dangerous to come back in that context. All right, anyway, anyway, thank you guys so much for watching NDS Chronicles number 24. I gotta figure out what the fuck we're gonna call this. I gotta do all the things for it. Sorry that top couldn't be here. I think we're gonna go back out to the. The venue tomorrow to put the final touches on some things. Some things. And then Bro Grove is here. You guys are on Patreon ten dollar tier. You get to watch the show. Very excited, very nervous. Not nervous in a bad way, but like I have this energy. I just want to. I just want to let it loose. You know what I mean? The anticipatory nature of this is draining. I look forward to it, and then I look forward to putting it behind me and going forward and just crushing with Nephilim Death Squad. Crushing with NDS Chronicles. Crushing with Timeline Cleanse. Crushing with TLC Dark mode. Ah, don't touch me. That's not true. You guys can touch me. We can hug and stuff like that. Just know that I'll hate every moment of it. It's just too much. It's just too much. I don't know, you know, over stimulation. I haven't touched anybody in years. Years. Well, that's not. Yeah, yeah. I mean, I have family now down here. That's been a challenge. I've had to hug a lot of people. But, you know, before that. Give Milhouse a hug for me. Where is he? I never said this, but I do mean it. He's pumped. Milhouse is pumped. Good, good, good, good, good, good. Amen. Rat says, I hope to catch you shirtless again. I will take pictures. That's true. That happened last time. I had to go outside and change my shirt. Amen. Rat was hanging outside. I just, you know, it was just like, hey, it's just a couple of bros out here. Why not pop this top off? Pop my top off, exposed my gun. You know, that's very intimate. Put a new shirt back on very fast. Nobody snapped a picture. I look forward to seeing all you guys there. This would be a good time. It really is. All right. Don't forget, guys. Well, you guys are here. I don't got to tell you to go to. I don't think there's anything to do. How does top end this? Don't forget to praise the Lord with all your heart and. And ask God to keep you in alignment with his will. How do I do this? If I press end stream, what happens? Should I just press that? No, there's got to be an outro that plays. How does he do this? Hold on. Outro. All right, bye, guys. Stay in the studio while. Okay. The greatest hypnotist on planet Earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room. It is constantly telling us what to believe is real. You can persuade that what they see with their eyes is what there is to see because they'll act in the face of an explanation that portrays the bigger picture of what's happening. And they have.